birth

After a short burst of white light, Xu Jia felt that spiritual power was melting into his blood bit by bit, and forcibly tried to fight for his consciousness.He only had time to glance at Huang Zidi, and before he even yelled "Run", he completely lost control of this body.But at the same time, what unfolded to him was the memory that this spiritual power had kept hidden from him.

Absurd, unbearable and brilliant.

As early as when this spiritual power first entered Xu Jia's body, he had vaguely seen some memories that did not belong to him, such as the bloody scene of riding a war horse to kill the enemy, and the intense memory when he confronted Emperor Chu Ming. The strong hatred always made him curious, what kind of love-hate entanglement is there between the master of this spiritual power and Chu Minghuang?But when the white light in front of him dissipated, and when he completely saw the person in his memory, he was stunned, dazed, not daring to move, and even the movement of raising his hand became mechanically unbearable.

It was that woman.

At this moment, she was touching her round belly with her hands, covered with a blanket, and a small dim oil lamp was lit beside her. It was clearly such a warm and harmonious picture, but everything was pierced by the cold handcuffs on her feet. False calm.

A pregnant woman, in a military tent, in handcuffs.

The door curtain was lifted, and a cardamom girl came in with a rice bowl, and knelt down in front of her, "Miss Meng, you can eat something, there is still a child in your stomach, so don't starve yourself."

Her eyes kept falling on her belly, from numbness at the beginning to playfulness later, "They told me that if the belly is pointed, it must be a boy."

The girl smiled, as if she was happy that she took the initiative to speak, "Does the lady want to have a boy or a girl? But as long as it is a child born by the lady, the king will definitely like it."

She chuckled lightly, sarcastic and indifferent, her eyes moved away from her belly lightly, and fell into the misty distance—but it happened to be where Xu Jia was standing, and she seemed to be talking to him through time. , she said, "I don't want this baby."

"Whether it's a boy or a girl, I don't want him."

Xu Jia stood there calmly and looked at her, her gaze didn't seem to be disturbed by her words, but the hand hanging by her side gradually clenched into a fist.

He knew all along that she didn't want him.

Otherwise, how could he bury him in the soil and throw it away?

As soon as the screen turned, a tall figure that had never been seen before appeared in the short military tent. He walked lightly to Meng Gexing's bed, trying to squat down carefully, every movement revealed Be cautious, but the armor on his body still made a loud noise. He paused and squatted on the spot, not daring to move again, for fear that any noise would wake up the sleeping person on the bed, while Meng Ge Xing just frowned and seemed to fall into an uneasy dream again.

He breathed out lightly, smiled comfortably, and squatted down for about a cup of tea. It wasn't until Xu Jia was a little impatient standing still that he slowly raised his arm, but he was away from her cheek. Half an inch stopped his hand, and rubbed it lightly in the void.It seemed that just like this, he was already very satisfied, and then he got up and left.

Just as the curtain of the tent was closed, Meng Gexing, who was still sleeping soundly on the bed just now, opened his eyes.

Xu Jia looked down and saw a short dagger in her hand hidden under the quilt.

It seems that several months have passed, and Meng Gexing's belly has grown a whole circle.In the past few months, Xu Jia watched their false catering like a bystander, hiding his needles in his eyes.At that moment, he suddenly missed Fu Erlai.

His throat was choked, his heart seemed to be tightly grasped, as if he had suddenly lost his breath, Xu Jia supported his face with his hands, and sat outside the military tent looking at the moon in the sky, silently. Counting the time.Sure enough, after another stick of incense, a black figure slipped into the tent quietly, and in the ghostly shadow of candlelight leaked inadvertently from the window, two figures hugging tightly were outlined.

This is Meng Gexing's tent.

He also recognized the person who sneaked in just now—the eldest grandson Yuji, who later became Chu Minghuang.

During this period of time, Xu Jia also had a clear idea of ​​the current situation.This should be the memory hidden from him by that spiritual power. Previously, he only saw the clips of fighting on the battlefield, but he didn't see anything other than the battlefield.And the tall figure I saw in the tent that night was presumably the holder of this spiritual power, that is, the person who confronted Chu Minghuang on the battlefield and wanted to kill him. What did Meng Gexing call him when he quarreled with him, oh yes—Lan Li.

But this Chu Minghuang was really brave enough to sneak into the enemy's barracks in the middle of the night.

Xu Jia watched indifferently as Chu Minghuang secretly stuffed Meng Gexing with a package, then turned and left eagerly.

The eldest grandson Yu Ji in front of him, with red lips and white teeth, a face like a crown of jade, even at the end of his brows is full of youthful pride, it is hard to imagine that he is the same person as the half-mad, half-insane, white-haired Chu Minghuang .

Xu Jia looked at the things in Meng Gexing's hands, and sneered in his heart, so it turned out that winning the war...wasn't so open and above board.

However, Xu Jia is not interested in these foregone conclusions, and he doesn't understand what is so shameful about these memories. He just wants to get out of these memories quickly. After all, there are so many things waiting for him outside. Do.

The most important thing is that he misses Fu Er, and he misses it very much.

He wondered where he was now, wondered if he was still angry with him about what happened on the street that day, wanted to... bite him hard again.

Driven by such desires, Xu Jia seemed to really see the vulnerable white neck, which seemed to break easily with just one bite.Just thinking about it like this made her heart beat faster, Xu Jia slowly licked the tip of her upper teeth, feeling that her teeth were extremely itchy today.

Xu Jia suddenly felt sorry for Lan Li. Not only did he have to go out to lead troops to fight, but he also had to endure the cold face of his own wife when he came back.The most exaggerated thing is that this daughter-in-law is still focused on others, trying to kill him.

It wasn't until after the quarrel between Lan Li and Meng Gexing that Xu Jia understood why Meng Gexing resented Lan Li so much, and a man who was so good to her—because this marriage was simply snatched by Lan Li of.

Lan Li not only robbed Meng Gexing on the day of Meng Gexing and Changsun Yuji's wedding, but also launched an attack on Gancheng on the same day.The most unacceptable thing for her was that Lan Li completely sexually assaulted her that night.

On that day, on that... the big day when she was supposed to marry her beloved.

On that big day that she had been looking forward to for ten years, she completely lost the chance to say that she loved him again.

From falling in love at first sight when we were young, to staying together silently later.She waited for a full ten years, from an ignorant little girl to a famous lady in a boudoir, she finally got her sweetheart from the frontier, but they were all destroyed by Lan Li so easily, And not only did he rob her by force, he also wanted to bully the innocent people in Gancheng, and he also wanted to take down the throne of Gancheng.

How can you let her not be ruthless?

Meng Gexing hated him, and even hated the child in her womb. She felt ashamed that she was pregnant with his child. She wanted to commit suicide more than once, but when she saw her eldest grandson Yuji again, she completely dispelled the thought. idea.

Because the eldest grandson Yuji told her that he needed her, Gancheng needed her, and the people of Gancheng needed her even more.

It is impossible to fight against the mighty Northwest Wolf Army with human power. Within half a month, Gancheng will be breached, and the people will be displaced.

So in this battle, they cannot lose, they must win.

Since you can't win clearly, you can only play some dirty tricks.And Meng Gexing is the only one who can get close to Lan Li.On the one hand, she cannot suddenly change her tough attitude towards Lan Li, on the other hand, she must gain Lan Li's trust.

So the months-long tug-of-war began.

She would throw the wild fruit that Lan Li specially brought her to eat on the ground, yelling, but after Lan Li left, she would ask the maid to pick it up quietly, wash it clean and eat it intentionally when Lan Li came next time ;she would drive Lan Li out of the tent in the middle of the night, with a look of hating him, but after driving him out, she would throw a thick quilt outside; she would also be embroidering peace charms When giving it to the maid, he alone forgot Lan Li's share, and when he walked away angrily, he quietly put the hidden safety talisman in his coat.

The safety talisman is simple, with only two characters embroidered on it—Lan Li.

In the eyes of caring people, it becomes a tender heart that can't be expressed without a thousand words.

Xu Jia looked at Meng Gexing who was smiling happily, and suddenly realized in his heart that his talent for acting... is from his mother!

Turning his head to look at the man in front of him who was dazzled by love, the only thought that flashed in Xu Jia's mind was: This guy is his biological father?How could it be tamed so easily?

Promise!

As the days passed, the final drum of the war was sounding.

Xu Jia leaned lazily against the door frame, watching Meng Gexing carefully look around, then carefully took out the medicine packet from his sleeve, poured it into a wine glass and mixed it well.

The little girl's nervous hands were trembling, but she regained her composure a second before Lan Li lifted the curtain and came in.

She bit her lip and looked at Lan Li without saying a word, until Lan Li stopped in front of her, she didn't speak, but lowered her eyes, her aggrieved eyes fell on the armor on his chest, After a while, Dou Da's tears fell straight down.

Lan Li obviously panicked, held her face with his hands, gently wiped her tears, "Why are you crying?"

Meng Gexing's voice was so choked that people felt tense after listening to it. He just wanted to hold her in his arms regardless of anything, "Can't I not go?"

Lan Li kissed the top of her hair, and solemnly said a promise that no one cared about like a fool, "I will definitely come back."

Meng Gexing stayed in his arms quietly for a while, until the urging sound of wolf soldiers came from outside, she raised her head again, stood on tiptoe, and wrapped her hands around his neck, her whole body looked soft And cute, "I will wait for you to come back with the child."

After finishing speaking, she picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it down, then kissed him on the lips.

The back of the head was pinched, it was a kiss so deep that he wanted to eat her.

This was the best time Meng Gexing had treated her in such a long time. It was the first time she took the initiative to hug him, and even stood on tiptoe to kiss him.

She told him that she would wait for him to come back, that she would be with the child... until he came back.

This is a dead end, no one can change the final outcome.

It is impossible for Lan Li to come back, and the wolf clan will definitely lose.

Because he couldn't escape the fate of that glass of wine.

Maybe he could avoid that glass of wine, but he was definitely not willing to avoid a kiss from Meng Gexing.

This is the first time for Xu Jia to look at this man seriously in such a long time. He watched him gallantly ride on the horse, and watched him lead tens of thousands of wolves without looking back... on the unstoppable road. way back.

Meng Gexing was standing beside Xu Jia, she and he looked towards the direction where Lan Li disappeared, but there were many complicated emotions hidden in her quiet eyes.

Will she be sad?

Will you regret it?

Will she suddenly wake up in the middle of the night, feeling sad for killing the man who loved her the most?

She is firm, she will not.

Because he ruined her originally happy life.

This is a shortcoming and fault that no amount of love can make up for.

The human race was victorious, and Sun Yuji, the president commander of this war, stood out from the crowd of princes and became the most powerful successor to the throne.At this time, he not only has the support of the Meng family, not only has military merits, but most importantly, he can finally bring his beloved girl back to his side.

Later later.

He became the king of this Gancheng.

And she became the queen of this dry city.

At that long-awaited wedding, he stood on a high place admired by thousands of people, watching her in a red dress, with a phoenix crown and a xiapei, walking towards him step by step gracefully. He breathed a sigh of relief, and only then did he feel a sense of happiness and solidity.But the scene of her being kidnapped that day is still vivid in my mind, as if it just happened yesterday.

……

"Back to the emperor, Ge Xing is my wife, I can't leave her alone! Please also lend me three thousand soldiers and horses, the wolf demon must have not escaped from the city, as long as the city gate is closed before he leaves the city, Adding these [-] soldiers and horses, I am sure that the wolf demon will be captured and brought to justice! I also ask the emperor for permission!"

"And then? Close the city gate, save your wife, and then? Then we will be enemies of the entire wolf clan! Do you think they will let us go? Do you think the people of Gancheng still have peace? Day? Or do you think that with our flesh and blood, we can fight against their northwest wolves? Do you want to risk the entire city of Gancheng just for the life of your fiancée?!"

The emperor's angry voice echoed in the Hall of Supreme Harmony, making people's eardrums hurt.

As soon as his throat choked, he stopped the words of pleading, and closed his eyes silently and cowardly.

He watched her being kidnapped out of the city gate, and watched her life and death unknown.

But... chose to ignore it.

……

With memory recalled, Changsun Yuji turned to look at her, and Meng Gexing also pursed his lips gently at him.

Then, he took her hand firmly.

Maybe he was sorry for her in the past, but it doesn't matter, in the future he will definitely make up for her and treat her well.

the most important is.

A nightmare named Lan Li finally came to an end.

The silly girl thought that after marrying the person she loved, that nightmare was finally over, and the future would be a happy day.

He will respect her, love her, and pamper her.

Unexpectedly, the first imperial decree received after marrying him was that he would abort the child in her stomach.

Where is the end of any nightmare?

Just the beginning of another nightmare.

He told her that she is now a queen, not only his wife, but also the head of the harem, she must set an example for others, and she must be virtuous and virtuous.How could she bear another man's child?How could she make the whole world laugh at him and say that he wore a cuckold?

And Meng Gexing didn't quarrel with him, just subconsciously protected his stomach with one hand, then sat on the bed and looked up at him standing in front of him quietly, only the shattered ice was cold in his eyes cold.

He was so familiar, yet he made her feel... so strange.

At that moment, she really realized that the person in front of her was no longer... the person who would secretly leave her jelly bean buns.

He is no longer her eldest grandson Guan Ji.

He is the Chu Minghuang who sits on thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, and is the king of the entire Gancheng.

"I'm asking you something?! Can't you hear me? Why don't you speak?"

"Set an example? Virtuous and virtuous?" She repeated what he had just said desperately, then chuckled sarcastically, and looked up at him, "I have never been like this, why? Now marry me Did you find out later?"

She got up and faced him directly, "Or... divorce me?"

Chu Minghuang was so angry with her that he wanted to die, but he didn't want to do anything to her, so in the end he could only wave his sleeves and slam the door to leave.

In the empty room, only the words he just said were floating back and forth.

"I will never tolerate this child!"

Meng Gexing also once thought that he would not keep this child, but watching him grow up in her womb, that idea in his heart was slowly shaken.He would roll in her stomach when she was basking in the sun in the afternoon, expressing his liking and comfort; when she was thinking about something and standing by the window blowing the cold wind, he would gently kick her in the stomach a few times to remind her Go back and put on some clothes; he never made trouble with her, basically didn't have morning sickness or anything, and stayed quietly in her stomach, so sensible that it made people happy.

And just after Chu Minghuang came to look for her today, Meng Gexing's vacillating thoughts finally came to fruition. She lowered her eyes and gently touched her belly with her hands. The child happily kicked her in response.

She smiled, strengthening her thoughts even more.

She is going to give birth to this child.

Meng Gexing is a very smart woman. When she decides what she wants to do, she will find ways to achieve her goal.First of all, she made trouble with Concubine Hui for no reason, and then went to the imperial garden to deliberately make things difficult for Yigui, and then went back to Kunning Palace to wait quietly. Sure enough, Emperor Chuming came here before it was dark. Find her to settle accounts.

Chu Minghuang was now trying to catch her, so that she would agree to abort the child.That being the case, she gave him a handle to catch him.

In order to make her feel guilty, Chu Minghuang deliberately spoke harshly, but he didn't expect that she didn't obey his words at all, but deliberately choked with him, "Then you can abolish me if you have the ability !"

Chu Minghuang was furious, and the words in his mouth blurted out instantly, "Do you really think that I dare not abolish you?!"

Anyway, by the time Chu Minghuang calmed down in the imperial study, the decree of the abolished empress had already been issued.

Meng Zhonglian cried and pleaded outside, but he waved him away frowning.

After moving into the cold palace, Meng Gexing has been thinking about going out of the palace. She didn't dare to look for Meng Zhonglian, because she knew that Meng Zhonglian definitely didn't want this child to be born, so she looked for Shenwu Great General Pei Deshang, Pei Deshang Having received her kindness before, she must be willing to help with all her strength, but this is a matter of losing her head. Meng Gexing still felt a little uneasy in her heart. She didn't feel relieved until she was away from the palace in a carriage.

A few days after escaping from the palace, her childbirth period was approaching. In this way, in a remote wood cabin, the little girl gave birth to a child almost miraculously, and survived tenaciously.

Meng Gexing's tears could not help but flow down the corners of his eyes, gradually entering his temples.She excitedly picked up the baby who was still swaddling beside her, but when she met his blue eyes, her pupils shrank suddenly and she screamed.

In the next second, the child was thrown to the ground.

The child who was thrown on the ground was bloody, but neither cried nor made a fuss. His blue eyes were wide open, looking at the broken thatched roof above.

Xu Jia stood aside, looking at her baby self miraculously.

He seemed to sense his presence, glanced at it with a sneer, and turned his head away.

This dilapidated thatched roof was where Xu Jia's memories first began.He clearly remembered what he was thinking when he was thrown on the ground.

he was thinking.

Could this woman on the bed be a lunatic?

Before giving birth to Xu Jia, Meng Gexing really wanted to raise him well.But when she saw those blue eyes, those nightmares that seemed to have faded became vivid again. She remembered the despair and embarrassment when she was defiled that night, the days when she had to be careful every day, and remembered Life is worse than death and pain every time you commit suicide.

She had wanted to end her life countless times - just because of this shame in her belly.

She even regretted it, should she listen to Changsun Yuji and Meng Zhonglian, should she abort this child?

If this is the case, she is still the Queen of the entire Gancheng now, and she will still live a life of luxury as before.

Like nothing ever happened.

Suddenly, the ferocious appearance of the elder Sun Yuji who stood by the bed and yelled at her suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.

"I'm asking you something?! Can't you hear me? Why don't you speak?"

The heart that warmed up gradually cooled down again.

He may still love her, but now he has something more important in his heart.

It is Jiangshan.

Meng Gexing's eyes fell on the child on the ground again. The child opened his eyes wide and met her disgusted gaze. He seemed to be stunned for a moment, but soon, he grinned at her.

She made up her mind, she was going to run away, she was going to... run away with this child.

By the time the grandson Yuji found out that she had escaped from the Lenggong, Meng Gexing had already left Gancheng.

He punished everyone in the limbo like crazy, but it wasn't enough, it wasn't enough.

He hid alone in the imperial study room with great sorrow and joy, laughing and crying for a while, his heart was as heavy and thorough as if cold water had been poured into him, he realized very clearly: she will not come back again, she is gone completely, completely.

This girl had helped him countless times when he was useless. She helped him deal with his snobbish wife, and told him that he was not wrong, it was the teacher's fault; But she still chooses to ask for a marriage contract with him even if she stands on the opposite side of everyone; she will endure the thought of committing suicide and insist on staying by Lan Li's side when he says he needs her help, just to help him get it. The last victory.

But what about him?What did he do?

He easily gave up the chance to save her for the sake of his court status, and he even went to the enemy camp and tried to persuade her to stay there. Instead, he disliked her in every possible way. He humiliated her, betrayed her, took advantage of her, and finally wanted to kill her child.

It was him who forced her away with his own hands.

He lay on the cold ground all night without closing his eyes, staring at the invisible roof in a daze.

It wasn't until Huang Zidi opened the door the next day to tell him to go to court, until the ray of sunlight shone on his pale face, that he seemed to have found a little thought, his lips were buzzing, and he didn't know what to say.Huang Zidi knelt on the ground and leaned forward, "Your Majesty, what did you say?"

"Kill...kill Pei Deshang."

This was the last decree issued by Emperor Chu Ming on his last day of sobriety.

"Bless Pei Deshang to death."