birth

Zhang Yi was dumbfounded by his words, and he opened his mouth for a long time without uttering a complete syllable. Then when he noticed that the halazi was about to flow down, he wiped it with his sleeve belatedly, turned his head, Start drinking in silence.

While he was drinking, Xu Jia just sat on one side without moving and didn't speak.The two of them just sat there thinking about each other, the holy moonlight was flowing in the small yard, but it was ingeniously integrated with the precision of the room.

In the end, Zhang Yi drank in a daze and lay on his back on the ground, the flagon in his hand rolled to the side, and began humming those unknown obscene words and songs again.The moderate voice attracted Xu Jia's attention back, he looked down at him, and suddenly pushed his chin in displeasure, only then remembered that the reason he stayed with Zhang Yi to die was to inquire about spells, How come there is a bunch of nonsense in the end?

Xu Jia sighed, and when he was about to get up, he suddenly heard the ditty that Zhang Yi was humming in his mouth.

"Dog Emperor, don't need orders, call me Wangshuo to be his dog, dogs come and go, dogs come and go, the emperor of the Central Plains is a dog."

Xu Jia, "..." What is this mess?

"Wangshuo Wangshuo hides the treasure, the treasure is hidden in the deep mountains, let me take a look again, look at the little Moyuan baby."

When Xu Jia got up, he froze in mid-air, his pupils shrank suddenly in surprise, his whole heart beat crazily and without rhythm, as if something was about to burst out.

Zhang Yi turned over again while hiccupping, facing Xu Jia's direction, still moaning endlessly.

"Moyuan, Moyuan, give me a hug, my little Fuer baby."

Xu Jia, "..."

He cautiously turned his head to look at Zhang Yi, who was soundly asleep on the ground, and then quietly left the small courtyard.

On the surface, it looked the same as usual, but in fact, her heart was beating so fast that it was about to explode. Xu Jia pursed her lips and walked to a corner where there was no one, before she dared to lean against the big locust tree and stopped. Trembling slightly.

He took a deep breath, then punched heavily on the tree, the leaves rustled all over his body, and he calmed down a little.

Moyuan...

The ancient artifact, the mill abyss, has disappeared for 5000 years...

It was actually hidden in the Wangshuo faction!

No wonder the Wangshuo School has been living in seclusion on Qingshi Mountain for so many years, and Mo Qiqi's disciples can't find its direction.

It turned out to be the case.

He was right.

Moyuan, the first of the eight ancient artifacts, was transformed by Nuwa when she mended the sky and broke her sleeves.

As long as he can get Moyuan, he can wash away the remaining humanity in his body, and he can become a monster from beginning to end.

Then even a little monster would dare to despise him, insult him, and look down on him.

There is no need to hide in Tibet anymore, out of place.

There is no need to hide the tail to pretend to be a person in the crowd, and to pretend to be a monster with ears in the monster clan.

As long as you can get the mill abyss.

When Xu Jia returned to Yugan Palace, he found that Fu Er was waiting for him in the inner hall, he closed the door in surprise, and walked towards him, "Brother, why are you here so late?"

Fuer bit his lower lip awkwardly, and muttered, "No...it's nothing, I'll just come and see you."

Now that people have seen it, what then?

Fuer raised his eyes, the two looked at each other for less than half a second, he looked away first, pursed the corners of his mouth and smiled awkwardly, "Then...then I'll go first, you...that ,Good night."

When passing by, Xu Jia grabbed his arm premeditatedly, Xu Jia tilted his head, and the two looked at each other, then Xu Jia suddenly bent down, the distance between the two suddenly shortened, Xu Jia smiled, asked, "That's it?"

Fu Er's gaze was a little dodged, and after dodging and dodging, it fell on Xu Jia's hand. He frowned subconsciously, held Xu Jia's hand with his hand, and asked, "What's going on? How did you get hurt?"

When he said this, Xu Jia noticed that there were bright red scratches all over his knuckles. Xu Jia was injured when he punched the tree just now. He clenched his fist and said disapprovingly, "It's okay, I'll be fine tomorrow."

"How can this work." Fuer raised his head with some expectation, and even had a little bit of luck, "Let me help you bandage."

Fuer thought that he hid his emotions very well, but the moment the two looked at each other, it was completely exposed. The little thought of wanting to stay but happened to find an excuse had nowhere to hide.Fu Er embarrassedly let go of Xu Jia's hand, but Xu Jia immediately held it back.

Fu Er raised his head in a daze, and saw Xu Jia pretending to be in pain and said, "Oh, it hurts me to death, hiss, brother hurry up and bandage me up, or I won't be able to recover."

Fu Er, "..." There is no need to be so exaggerated.

Xu Jia sat on one side and quietly watched Fuer help him bandage the wound, but what he was thinking was that since Fuer woke up this time, he was obviously more dependent on him than before. He wouldn't come to him in the middle of the night for no reason like this.Clinging to him and wanting him to accompany her, but embarrassed to say it out of face, awkward and cute.

A chuckle suddenly came from above his head, Fuer raised his head and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Xu Jia supported his face with his hands, his eyes seemed to be dimmed, "Happy."

Fuer, "Why are you happy?"

Xu Jia hooked his palm with his fingers, "Of course I'm glad you came to find me, especially when the moon is dark and the wind is high."

Fuer blushed at what he said, let go of his hands and put them on his lap obediently, and said in a low voice, "Wrapping...it's done."

Xu Jia tried to move her hands, then nodded in satisfaction, "I'm getting more proficient."

Fuer, "Yeah."

There seemed to be no reason to stay.

Fuer bit his lower lip. He also knew that it was strange for him to hang on like this, but when he couldn't see Xu Jia, his heart was always itchy, and there was always a thought clamoring in his mind: go find him, go find him. Xu Jia.

He felt that he was sick, perhaps related to his inner demons, but he was too embarrassed to speak to anyone.

Xu Jia also thought that Fuer's anomaly might have something to do with his inner demons. He knocked on the table unconsciously with his fingers, and the words Zhang Yi said just now came back to his mind.

"You care? Tell me, how do you manage?"

"When he commits a demon, what else can you do besides just sit aside?"

"Could it be that you want him to die? Or do you think he can't do without you?"

……

"Second uncle told me today..." Xu Jia paused for a moment, then continued, "Promise him that you will go with him when I am cured of the poison."

Fu Er was taken aback for a moment, then nodded and said, "En."

The fingers that kept tapping stopped, Xu Jia's eyes became dim, and he licked the corner of his mouth and said, "He said he planned to take you to Nanqi, saying that the climate there is good and suitable for recuperating."

The hand on the lap was unnaturally clenched into a fist, and after a pause of two seconds, he continued to nod and said, "Yes."

After getting his answer, Xu Jia raised her head and looked at him.

Fu Er was lowering his head, from Xu Jia's point of view, he could only see Fu Er's side face and the thin fluff under the light and shadow, his throat rolled, and then he continued, "Brother, you Do you know how far Nanqi is?"

"It's so far away that even if you ride a horse day and night, you have to walk for half a year."

"If you go, you may never see me again; if that's the case, don't you care?"

Fu Er's pupils shrank suddenly, and he suddenly turned his head to meet Xu Jia's gaze.

He was already extremely sensitive to Xu Jia because of his inner demons, but now when he heard Xu Jia say "I'll never see you again", he actually burst into tears, biting his lips so as not to let the tears fall, he tried hard Shaking his head, the tears in his eyes fell instantly, and slid down his cheeks onto the back of his hand, "I don't want it."

Xu Jia was so stared at that his heart almost melted, but he still hardened his heart and continued to say deliberately, "But if you don't leave, my brother's demons are too dangerous, and no one can help us if we stay here."

Fuer lowered his eyes, clenched his fists so hard that his shoulders were trembling.

Xu Jia felt that he was really bad, Fuer was so kind to him, and he said these words just to scare him and threaten him, but... But if he didn't do this, how could he let Fuer take the initiative to tell the truth about his inner demons? what is it then?

Only when you know it can you solve it completely.

While holding Fu'er's hand, Xu Jia coaxed maliciously, "Brother doesn't want to leave either, does he?"

Fuer glanced at him, neither saying right nor wrong.

Xu Jia, "Then brother, tell me, what is the demon that bullies my brother, and I will help you solve it together. As long as it is solved, brother doesn't have to leave, right?"

The two "right or wrong" directly took all of Fuer's rationality away, he bent down in pain, buried his face in his palm, and crystal tears flowed down the cracks between his fingers.

"It's...it's me."

Xu Jia was stunned, opened his mouth and moved but didn't say a word, got up from his seat, squatted down on the ground, after pausing for a while, stretched out his hand and gently held Fuer's trembling shoulder, his mind went blank, both I just sat and squatted in such silence, I don't know how long it took, Fuer's emotions had stabilized, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and he stared in Xu Jia's direction with watery eyes.

Xu Jia's heart suddenly hurt, and he reached out to touch Fuer's eyes, but he didn't dare to use force, so he could only say dryly, "Don't cry."

Xu Jia found that every time Fuer cried, his mind would be in a daze, he didn't know what to do or say, he would just repeat the same useless "don't cry". She clicked the tip of her tongue, paused for a few seconds and then asked, "Brother, do you... want to sleep here tonight?"

Hearing this, Fuer's whole body flinched back. It was this movement that caused Xu Jia's pupils to constrict suddenly. He was clearly in high spirits, but he still didn't dare to smile with a sullen face, for fear of embarrassing him again. She lowered her cheeks before she could barely hold back her smile, and said, "Brother, have you bathed yet?"

Fuer, "Yeah."

Xu Jia said, "Then brother wait for me here, I will come later."

Fuer, "Okay."

When he was lying on the same bed, Fuer's rationality came back a little bit. Just now he was crying all over his head, and he was communicating with Xu Jia entirely by subconscious mind. Almost shattering his eardrums, Fuer bit his lower lip and thought in his heart, so... in fact, he wanted to stay in his subconscious, right?

The quilt was pulled upwards, Xu Jia turned over, facing Fuer's back, the warm breath sprayed on the back of Fuer's neck.

Fu Dun's hairs stood on end, and he couldn't help but quietly moved a little inside, but Xu Jia caught him straight, pressed his arms and forcibly turned him over.The two pairs of eyes looked at each other in the dark, which was a different emotional exchange than any other time in the past.

Xu Jia's voice became hoarse for no reason, "Can't sleep?"

Fuer, "A little bit."

Xu Jia, "Will you have nightmares?"

Fuer pursed his lower lip, hesitated, and said, "Yes."

Xu Jia frowned calmly, it seemed that this inner demon was really serious, and it had already disturbed Fuer's normal sleep.But just now, what did Fuer mean when he said that the inner demon was himself?Could it be that Fuer has a knot with himself?Or is there something he doesn't know?If this is the case, it can only be what happened on Qingshi Mountain.

Thinking of this, Xu Jia suddenly felt that he still knew too little about Fu Er and knew nothing about his past, so he asked, "Did someone bully you when you were on Qingshi Mountain?"

Fuer didn't know why he talked about the past, but he still replied obediently, "No."

Xu Jia smiled, "Then have you ever bullied others?"

He originally intended to tease Fu Er, but Fu Er hesitated for a moment, but actually nodded and said, "Yes."

Xu Jia's interest came, and he put one hand behind his head, "Tell me?"

Fu Er, "It turns out that when I was on the mountain, sometimes they would secretly hide my food, and I could only drink cold water. Then one time, I practiced until late at night, and when I came out, I had no food again. I secretly ate their meals."

How can this be bullying others?Aren't you still being bullied by others?

Xu Jia's throat rolled down, he touched Fu'er's hair with his hands, and asked, "What happened next?"

"Later..." Fuer said, "After the second uncle found out, he taught them all a lesson, and no one dared to hide my food anymore."

In fact, there is another part that Fuer didn’t mention. After eating his brother’s meal in the middle of the night, he was reported to the Great Elder the next day. The Great Elder punished him for three days facing the wall and contemplating his mistakes.It was precisely because of this punishment that the Second Uncle's attention was drawn and the lessons learned later.

Xu Jia stopped touching his hair and pinched his hand instead, "Why did they hide your food?"

Fu Er, "Second Uncle said that I practiced too well and they were jealous of me."

Xu Jia smiled "puchi", "Can't you feel that others are jealous of you? Second uncle should tell you."

Fule sighed softly, "I don't really understand what jealousy is."

The Great Elder said that he was naturally insensitive to emotions, not to say that he has no emotions, he has compassion, kindness, and tolerance that is almost divine, but he lacks human emotions, or he is very emotional. It is rare to be emotionally excited. Such a person is a natural swordsman and the easiest person to succeed in cultivating immortals.

But now, not only did he lose all his cultivation, his body was also extremely weak, and he also had demons around him.

It is really unpredictable, destiny is predetermined.

There was a thin callus on Xu Jia's thumb, which caused a tingling and numb feeling when it brushed against Fuer's face, "It's okay, you don't need to understand, you just need to be happy."

In the future, no one will snatch your food, and all the good things in the future will be yours.

The tip of Fu Er's nose was sour, and he said as if he was bewitched, "Xu Jia, I want to hug you."

As soon as the words were finished, Xu Jia pulled him into her arms - it was an extraordinarily safe hug.

His chin rested on the top of Fuer's head, one hand passed through Fuer's neck, and the other put on his waist, hugging him tightly.While hugging, he chuckled, "Hold as much as you want, as long as you want."

If you are embarrassed to reach out your hand, just look at me like that, without saying anything, I will reach out and hug you.

Fu Er hasn't had a good night's sleep since he was born with a heart demon, and he would fall into the same swamp every night, but the strange thing is that when he was in Xu Jia's arms yesterday, he slept surprisingly soundly and deeply , A night without dreams.

When he woke up, it was already light, Xu Jia had already gotten up to go to court, and the place next to him was cold and cold.

Fuer's throat rolled, and he raised his arms to cover his eyes. After a while, the corners of his mouth raised slightly uncontrollably.

Even if it's a little weird.

Even if it's a little out of control.

but.

I am really happy.

So fuck it, Xu Jia said, he just needs to be happy.

So let's put aside those things that you can't figure out and don't understand.

So sometimes I can do whatever I want, and it turns out to be such a sense of happiness like stealing joy.