Why Do All the Male Protagonists Look at Me Like That

On the first day when he knew he couldn't meet, Pei Xu was surprised.

The next day was depressed.

On the third day he couldn't sit still.

After the first week, he felt a bit overwhelmed.

By the second week, he felt that he really couldn't stand it anymore.

This is different from avoiding the camera or hiding from Zhai's father and mother. The previous avoidance was a catalyst, and it was generally sweet. Now we can't meet directly.

Relying on phone calls, videos, and text messages every day doesn't work at all. Instead, it's like water poured on a soldering iron. It doesn't cool down the soldering iron, but a puff of white smoke evaporates in an instant.

That makes everyday video a sweet torture.

Zhai Xingchen was too embarrassed to look into the camera.

Because Pei Xu put the phone so close, his whole face was turned on the camera, his eyes were focused, and there was some kind of fire of longing.

Missing has made Pei Xu, who has always been a restrained gentleman, show his most tormented appearance.

"The finale will be in a week." Zhai Xingchen pursed his lower lip, his face turned red, and said, "Six days."

"Six days." Pei Xu said, "It's been a tough day, and I didn't sleep well yesterday."

I used to hear that not seeing each other every day is like three autumns. It felt like an exaggeration. I didn’t know until I fell in love. It was really uncomfortable.

It's hard to make a video, and it's even more uncomfortable not to have a video. It's obviously a kind of torture, but he's willing to do it. One day he doesn't make a video, he misses him even more.

Pei Xu turned over on the bed and sighed.Zhai Xingchen was affected by his emotions, felt sorry for him, and secretly rejoiced.

He really liked watching Pei Xu toss and turn because of him.

Does love make people conflicted?

Want to love him, but also want to abuse him.

When the two of them first started video chatting, they chatted as ambiguously and ambiguously as possible, and their tone could become hoarse after a few sentences. Sometimes the two of them could respond to each other without saying anything.Now Pei Xu tried his best to chat with him on some ordinary topics.

Otherwise, "It's hard at night."

In fact, the physical suffering is okay and bearable, but the main reason is the spiritual longing.Half a month is really too long, especially when they are just in love, staying together 24 hours a day may not be enough.

Zhai Xingchen lowered his eyes and chatted with Pei Xu as usual: "...Maybe it's because of the rain today, I don't have many fans, but when I went to the restaurant with my classmates for dinner at noon today, three girls came to take a photo with me She is a freshman student, and she is very polite."

"You didn't go out to eat today?" Pei Xu asked.

Because there are too many people in the learning cafeteria, it is easy to be watched, affecting himself and others, so Zhai Xingchen basically goes out to eat.

Or go home and eat.

"It was too late for our dance practice today. It was almost two o'clock when I went, and there was no one in the cafeteria." Zhai Xingchen said. "And I kept my umbrella down a little bit, almost no one recognized me along the way, and I didn't see any paparazzi."

Pei Xu gave a "hmm" and suddenly said, "I think there will be a storm tomorrow."

"Ok?"

Pei Xu sat up suddenly: "There will be a storm tomorrow."

It had been raining in Nancheng before the Spring Festival, but after the Spring Festival, it was almost always sunny. The sudden storm brought the temperature down.

Zhai Xingchen went to lunch with his classmates.

They also came out very late today, because of the storm, the restaurant floor was full of dirty water, there was no one in the restaurant, it was pouring rain outside, and it was a vast expanse of whiteness.

Zhai Xingchen looked out, feeling like the rain was falling on his heart.What he felt was not the coldness of the torrential rain, but the denseness of the torrential rain, crackling and hitting his heart, which was scorching hot.

"I didn't expect it to rain so heavily in spring. I heard that the dormitory at Jinghuayuan was flooded." His classmate said, "Huang Yu and the others are moving the dormitory."

Zhai Xingchen stared at the rain outside the window in a daze.

"Stars?"

Zhai Xingchen came back to his senses: "Huh?"

"Why don't you go to our dormitory, it's raining so hard, don't go home and take a nap."

They have classes at four o'clock in the afternoon.

"No, I have something to go back." Zhai Xingchen said.

There was rumbling spring thunder outside, and the rain seemed to be getting heavier.

Holding an umbrella, Zhai Xingchen looked back at the classmates who were running to the dormitory.

It was raining too much, it was lunch break time, and almost no one could be seen on the campus.He held an umbrella and looked around, only to see the heavy white rain and the swaying trees blown by the wind.The greenery in Zhongwu is particularly good, lush everywhere, beautiful in sunny days, but in stormy weather, it looks messy and gloomy.

Zhai Xingchen pursed his lips, feeling like he was having an affair.

Exciting and tense.

He held an umbrella and walked towards Wende Building, which was the most remote teaching building in their school, located in the southeast corner of Zhongwu.

Who knew that when he just walked to the square at the gate of the school, he saw two familiar figures standing at the gate from a distance.

He has met these two people many times, and he would see them secretly taking pictures of him with cameras almost every now and then, but when other people surrounded him, these two people kept away from him, keeping a certain distance.

At this moment, the two of them were probably waiting for him to come home from school.

They knew their class schedule clearly, knowing that he had no classes for the first two periods in the afternoon, so he must be going home.

Zhai Xingchen's heart tightened, and he lowered the umbrella immediately. Those two people were so familiar with him, they just took a look at him from a distance, and they recognized him. Seeing him running across the square, the two People followed immediately.

Zhai Xingchen walked across the square, seeing the two people following up, he walked even faster.Behind Wende Building is the east gate of the school. There are woods on both sides. He passed through the woods on the left, walked faster, and finally ran, passed through a round gate, and entered the interior of Wende Building.

Wende Building is a Chinese-style, H-shaped building, divided into two main buildings in the north and south and two rows of corridors in the east and west. There is a square courtyard in the middle. big.He went directly to Wenlou in the north.

Because of the storm, there were very few people studying in Wende Building today. This building was specially chosen by him because it was the farthest from the dormitory area. Except for classes, few students came here for self-study.A few umbrellas were placed in twos and threes in the corridor, and there were only three or four people studying in one classroom, so it was very quiet.

He went directly to the fourth floor.

The classrooms on the fourth floor were closed, and there was no one there, only the sound of rain outside the window, which made the corridor even more silent.

He took out his phone and sent Pei Xu a message.

He didn't dare to make a phone call, he was guilty of being a thief, but he was extremely excited.

I haven't seen him for half a month, it's not just Pei Xu who misses him.

He also missed Pei Xu very much.

So Pei Xu said that he would take advantage of the storm today to see him, but he agreed after hesitating.

Even if it is risky, even if it only takes another week for them to make it public.

Pei Xu asked, "Are you in Wen Lou or De Lou?"

The Wen Building is to the north, and the De Building is to the south.

"I'm in Wenlou."

"I'm in Delou, you will wait." Pei Xu replied.

"It seems that some paparazzi saw me." Zhai Xingchen said.

He was clutching the phone, and his heart was about to jump out of his throat. They used to secretly fall in love under the camera, before secretly falling in love in front of Zhai's father and Zhai's mother, but now, they want to hide from the paparazzi and passers-by. .

Holding his mobile phone, he ran towards the corridor. As soon as he reached the corner, he bumped into Pei Xu's arms.

When he looked up, Pei Xu hugged him and said, "Why are you all wet?"

"I ran too fast." Zhai Xingchen was still dripping water from the umbrella in his hand.

The two of them hadn't seen each other for a long time, and maybe the environment and atmosphere today also had an impact on the two of them. When they met and hugged each other, their blood boiled instantly.Pei Xu took his hand: "Let's go."

Zhai Xingchen followed Pei Xu forward, looking back nervously and excitedly.

Quite exciting.

He smiled and turned to look at Pei Xu. He found that Pei Xu had really lost weight. His chin was thinner than before, and his knuckles were more distinct than before. Holding him, it was as hot as ever.He was wearing a black sweater, and he really looked like a college student, cool and handsome, like the cold and damp moisture wrapped in the spring rain.

Wende Building has four floors in the north and south, plus east-west corridors, like a maze.Both of them came here for the first time, and they were not familiar with the building conditions. There were more students in Delou than in Wenlou, which can be seen from the umbrellas in the corridor.

"I don't know if those two people have chased here." Zhai Xingchen said.

There are actually very limited places to go here, except for the fourth floor of the Wen Building, there are people on other floors.

The two of them came down from the De Building, and the rain outside became heavier. When the wind blew, the whole boulevard seemed to shake. The two of them walked through the boulevard holding umbrellas, and arrived at another building not far away. On the teaching building, there was a small east gate of that building, which was not open. The outside was blocked by a row of bamboo forests, and there was a path paved with pebbles. Zhai Xingchen suddenly found a shelter from the rain there, so he pulled Pei Xu's The hand is submerged behind the bamboo forest.

The door of Xiaodongmen was locked, and the door was just big enough for two people to shelter from the rain.This side is close to the woods, very secluded and hidden.Zhai Xingchen put down the umbrella and said excitedly, "Does it look like elopement?"

Pei Xu's hair was still a little wet.

The rumbling thunder made the surroundings quieter. Through the gaps in the bamboo forest, one could see the quiet road outside. On the other side of the road was the woods. The sky was dark, but this corner of the shelter from the rain was like a paradise.

This is a world belonging to the two of them, and it is impossible for anyone to find this place.

Zhai Xingchen trembled a little.

Is Lengga overexcited.

Pei Xu took off his sweater and wrapped it around Zhai Xingchen.

Zhai Xingchen said: "I'm not cold, you wear it yourself."

Pei Xu was only wearing a black T-shirt, showing his slender white arms, and hugged him directly.

The two of them stuck together and could hear each other's violent heartbeats.

Maybe because of the environment, maybe because of the excitement of avoiding the paparazzi, or maybe because of the longing for not seeing each other for half a month, Zhai Xingchen burst out like never before.In love, he broke away from Pei Xu's arm, held his face in his hands, and kissed him on tiptoe.

In a world where the sky is dark and the sound of thunder, rain, and wind are mixed together, someone is frantically looking for them, and they are kissing in a quiet corner, which has never been surging.Zhai Xingchen leaned his back against the door, and his feet almost left the ground.The longing for the past half month is all in this kiss.

He smelled his favorite peppermint again, and his soul and body rose together.

I don't know how long they kissed, but the two hugged tightly.

They both felt a strong love for each other.

Separation and obstacles have become catalysts for their love, making their love that has always been gentle and restrained like a love affair become the same.

Hotter and deeper.

"When did you come?" Zhai Xingchen asked.

"It's been a while." Pei Xu pecked his neck.

"Have you had lunch?" Zhai Xingchen asked.

"Two mouthfuls," Pei Xu said.

"Put on your coat, don't get cold."

"I'm very hot." Pei Xu said, "Do you know how much I miss you?"

Zhai Xingchen looked at Pei Xu with a smile, the two looked at each other for a while, and then kissed again.

There is no gap in their souls, and they are tightly stuck together.

The wind and rain all over the sky are not as powerful as the young love.

"Let's find a way to see each other every day," Pei Xu said, "I really miss you so much."

At this time love swallows everything, Zhai Xingchen said: "Okay."

He thought Pei Xu was amazingly handsome, and his heartbeat never slowed down.He grabs the hoodies and wraps them both in as best he can.It was raining heavily outside, and they were two burning fires.