Summer scorching

It was late at night, and the bright moonlight penetrated through the gaps in the shutters and quietly fell.The sofa is too soft to sleep comfortably.What's more, the person sleeping in the house is the person I think about most day and night.What happened to her all these years.

Why believe a stranger's words, why leave Yan Xiaoping alone in despair.She said, don't leave her alone.No parents, no friends, no job, no place to live, no relatives, what happened to her?

"Bei!" Yan Xiaoping in the room let out an exclamation, quick and short, like calling Abei, or "No!".A Bei jumped up from the sofa and rushed to the bedroom door.As soon as I turned the doorknob, I heard a click, but it didn't move at all: the door was locked.Inexplicably, his heart turned cold, and Ah Bei could only whisper through the door: "What's wrong, Xiao Ping?"

"Ah? It's okay!" The people in the room responded, hearing heavy panting.She must have had a nightmare and woke up from the dream.

"Really okay?"

"fine."

A Bei lay back on the sofa sleepily, like an eggplant beaten by frost, dejected, tossing and turning again.The door was locked. This was Yan Xiaoping's insecure living habit, and he was still guarding her.Probably to guard against her, she refused to let her in.Chilling, icy cold.Thinking back to the words Yan Xiaoping left for herself, I was suspicious.I was suspicious and unwilling to ask more questions, which created a gap between the two people and created such a situation.What did she dream about, and what did she encounter?

A small beetle entered the room and was attracted by the moonlight outside. It flapped its wings and flapped at the window. After flapping several times, it couldn't find a way out.

I don't know what time it was, and I didn't feel sleepy.

With a click, the bedroom door unlocked, and Yan Xiaoping came out of the room on tiptoe.She came out, she came out, A Bei thought, and quickly closed his eyes again, held his breath, and pretended to be asleep.

Facts have proved that Yan Xiaoping's coming out has nothing to do with her.She just came to the bathroom.She quietly went into the toilet, and when she closed the door, she heard a click, and the toilet door was also locked.After a while, A Bei heard the sound of flushing water twice, and vaguely heard the friction sound of a toilet brush: what is she doing, cleaning the toilet in the middle of the night?

When the sound of water was heard three times, Yan Xiaoping came out of the toilet.

A Bei still had his eyes closed, but he also clearly felt that Yan Xiaoping walked past the sofa, passed by, and turned back again.She picked up the thin blanket that had fallen on the ground, spread it out, and gently covered Abei's body.She grabbed the remote control of the air conditioner on the coffee table, raised the temperature by two degrees, and sat aside to watch Abei quietly.

A Bei was pretending to be asleep, trying to make his "sleeping" appearance as peaceful and natural as possible.He didn't dare to breathe out, for fear of spoiling the atmosphere of this moment.Abei also looked at Yan Xiaoping's sleeping face once, it was peaceful, quiet and beautiful.At that time, she was not willing to talk about "love" or "dislike", but every time she looked at Yan Xiaoping in her arms, a strong love rose from the bottom of her heart, and it filled her heart like a mist. linger.Or, the same is true for Yan Xiaoping at this moment, she looks like she is trying to resist herself, but she can't resist her heart: she loves her, for sure!

Yan Xiaoping stared at Abei for five or six minutes, then seemed to let out a breath, then turned her head, and was stunned for another five or six minutes.He got up to leave, but his hand was firmly held by Abei.

"I love you," A Bei said.

Yan Xiaoping's heart trembled, and the hand that was being held also trembled.This trembling also seemed to move A Bei's heart and resonate from it.

"I love you," Abei was still lying on his back, but his eyes were fixed on Yan Xiaoping, and he repeated again: "Why did you leave this sentence at the end? What happened to you?"

"It's all over." Yan Xiaoping said very flatly.

"I want to know what happened?" Abei said, starting from the sofa, and pulling Yan Xiaoping closer.

"It's all over."

"At that time, I thought Cambridge was annoying, so I lost my phone."

"Really?" Yan Xiaoping asked back: "We lost contact because of Cambridge? That's great, then how come you didn't see the message until now?" Yan Xiaoping's mouth was slightly raised in a sneer, and she turned her head to look at Abei, His eyes were stern: "When did you become able to find reasons? This is not like you."

"Yes..." Abei was taken aback for a while, Yan Xiaoping was right, she was just looking for reasons and excuses. "I heard people say that you can't come back. Your Achilles tendon is broken, and your boyfriend is taking care of you in the hospital. You have been together for a long time, and you lied to me again. It happens that Cambridge also lied to me. At that time, I didn't want to believe anyone, I felt that Cambridge was a liar, and you were a liar, so... I was disheartened, and I didn't want to miss you or contact you anymore."

"Why don't you trust me?"

"How do you want me to believe you?" Abei was silent for a moment: "You must not know that I have learned Korean. At that time, I wanted to find an opportunity to meet you in South Korea. As you said, I will be your special assistant. No matter what Whether it’s in Korea or in China, as long as I’m with you, I can do anything. Then, when I was with you, I heard you lie to your roommate and say that I am your sister. It’s very heartbreaking. I am your sister. Later, I saw a video of you and that person, and you even kissed."

"It was an accident."

"But there is ambiguity between you, isn't it?"

"Do you think anyone can be like you? You are an illegitimate daughter, you are pitiful and inferior because of it. But do you know that you are luckier than anyone else. Think about when you were in a bar, you It's okay to put on face and personality, because the bar is yours. You do drugs, you use fake IDs, you hit someone's glass wall, you beat the country, and everything goes for nothing .Why? Because you have parents, and they are very capable parents. This gallery should also have something to do with them. With your cool and casual personality, you can’t win this one by yourself Gallery." Yan Xiaoping criticized nakedly, but everything was reasonable, and Abei couldn't quibble. "But me, I don't even have parents? I have no relatives, no friends, and a foreign country. What can I do? Do you know why I changed from a solo singer to a girl group singer?"

A Bei shook his head.

"Director Han, who took me to Korea, valued me very much. He tailored a solo singer debut plan for me. But after only one year, Director Han lost in the company's internal struggle. The plans related to him Everything was put on hold. Just like that, I was put on hold too. Do you know that feeling? That is, a beautiful woman enters the palace, but she will never see the emperor for the rest of her life." Yan Xiaoping paused, then squeezed his shoulders—there is still With an injury, I'm afraid it will be swollen and painful at the moment. "Forget it, it's over." Just as he got up, he was held back by Abei again.

"I want to hear it!"

"Do you want to hear it?" Yan Xiaoting stepped forward and said with a smile, "It sounds good, right?"

"Don't do that."

Heh, Yan Xiaoping smiled, but was also silent.

"By chance, I met senior. Senior liked me very much, and I was afraid it was love at first sight. I know he likes me, but I treat him the same way I treated Zhang Yuan when I was in college. I only think that he is easy to get along with." Friend. But on the other hand, I also know that using him can allow me to get the attention of the company's top management. It also includes the later scandals. I haven't made my debut yet, but I have been on the headlines of various Korean entertainment news several times. It's hot I worked hard and gained some popularity. I did it. The company let me join a girl group. There are 7 members of the girl group, and the personnel group has been decided long ago. I was kicked out. Speaking of Kim Min-ah, at the beginning we were arranged to live together because of our similar personalities. Not only similar personalities, but also similar styles, like Korean makeup techniques, dressing up, Looks alike too. Just because of the resemblance, I took Kim Min Ah's place. In the end...hehe, it's like a palace fight scene. She knew I was hurt, she broke my high heels, and then it was logical , and took my place, which also belonged to her."

A Bei didn't speak, just stared blankly.

"It's her. Is it right that I told you those things? What kind of boyfriend? Zhang Yuan came to Korea to see me, and many people know about taking care of me in the hospital, even seniors. She is a friend, an old classmate, this is true It's very clear, and I said it in front of Zhang Yuan. How come she has become a boyfriend as soon as she said it, and she still wants to get married."

"It's my fault."

"Of course you are wrong. It's fine if you don't believe me, but you don't even ask me a question, and you don't even give me a chance to explain. You are really cruel."

"sorry."

Yan Xiaoping took a deep breath and smiled lightly: "To be honest, I didn't doubt Jin Min'er at all at that time, and I wasn't worried about her debut. The Achilles tendon is broken, just take it back. I don't have this opportunity , There will always be a chance. However, when the senior came back from China, he seemed to be a different person. He ignored me, and when I went to find him, he asked me who you are, he I actually know about you, and about the relationship between me and you. He called me a slut like a lunatic, and I used him to say nothing, but I’m still Lesbian. Thinking about it, I can’t blame him, few men can accept this The facts. He was right, I was using him."

"And then you quit your job."

"It took a while. I didn't dare to resign. If I resigned, I would have to pay liquidated damages. I stayed there for another two months, and I really survived. Without a backer, anyone can give Your face. Later, I was expelled."

"why?"

"The company wants to make a movie and find someone to invest in. Then the investor asked me to have a meal with him by name. You should know what this means?"

"You won't go?"

"I went, but I didn't give people a chance, and I offended that person. Hehe, that's it, I was fired. It can be said to be fired, but it can also be said to be blocked. That's okay, at least I'm free."

"But you're also out of a job."

"Yes, I'm unemployed. I have no relatives in Seoul, and I can't even afford a plane ticket home. I contacted you several times, but I couldn't reach you at all," Yan Xiaoping said, turning her head to look at A Bei, looking at A Bei He lowered his head, and continued, "I found a job where I could make a living. I worked in a 24-hour convenience store. In the end, I ran into a robber. The boss is so interesting. I must say that I colluded with the robber. Let me pay for his losses. I don’t have any money, and even if I do, it’s not my turn to pay. But I’m in Korea and I have no relatives. Oh, it’s the same in China. I don’t think so. In fact, all my luggage was confiscated by the boss. This is the evil capitalism. I spent three or four years in Korea, and I got nothing, and I was stripped clean." Yan Xiaoping still smiled Laugh: "I was wandering on the street. A luxury car stopped beside me and asked me if I was Sara. The person in the car was the owner of an entertainment company, who happened to be the enemy of my original company. The man said, he Appreciate me, and make an appointment to have a good talk... Hehe, talk..." Yan Xiaoping choked up, and the forced smile collapsed in an instant, and tears poured down: "Talk, just talk... Just talk about it... just talk about the fucking thing..."

Yan Xiaoping said repeatedly, covered her mouth, but still couldn't stop sobbing: "Talk, talk..."

This was the first time Yan Xiaoping cried in front of A Bei after the reunion.After being beaten and kicked like that by Zhang Yuan, she still smiled and coaxed and told the child: "Stop crying, mom is here, mom is here."

At that moment, Abei understood everything.Tears are like a dead bank, rolling down.Yan Xiaoping was still talking, "Talk about it" over and over again, Ah Bei grabbed Yan Xiaoping and hugged her tightly: "Stop talking, stop talking, stop talking, I'm sorry wife, I'm sorry."

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