Facing Qinglin's oath-like language, I felt as if I had fallen into a quagmire from which I could not turn back. His loving gaze and his gentle words made it impossible for me to escape.

do i love him

I ask myself, but I can't get an answer, maybe some things are just like this, I know I can't answer, I know if I make a wrong step, every step is wrong... But I can't turn back.

Because there is no way for me to turn back, and there is no choice for me to turn back.

The person I love abandoned me, the person who loved me gave everything.

I know that love cannot be exchanged, nor can it be used as compensation for guilt, but life has given us too much helplessness, maybe it is not perfect, it is not perfect that constitutes life?Looking at the handful of hair that Qinglin and I were entangled with, I clenched it lightly, then closed my eyes, and held it tightly.

This time, I finally knew that my sorry was actually for myself.

Sorry, I compromised.

I compromised some persistence or stubbornness that didn’t seem to exist, and suddenly found that since a long time ago, oh no, maybe after being hurt by Yueming, I was used to turning uncomfortable things into happy things, and I didn’t want to let the pain Occupy most of my life, just because I still have some stubbornness in my heart, so I am submissive to the raccoon dog, maybe that's how it came about?

I miss Cangli very much, but I don't know if I can see him again in my lifetime, and when I see him again, what kind of face should I face him?

The cause of the previous life, the result of the future life, even if I know that he and Liu are not alone, I may never be able to go back to the past.

In fact, I am a very timid person. I always hide myself very happy. Maybe I didn’t know it before, but when I calm down, I suddenly found that I just let others think I am very happy, because I am afraid that others will find the real me. I don't want to be hurt like that again, but in the end, the first person to forget the real me is me.

It wasn't until my heart really started to bleed, and I looked at that tearful face, that I realized that the real me had never been happy.

Because, I am extremely afraid of betrayal.

So I would rather choose loyal love.

But if I am like this, it’s too selfish, I don’t love, but I want to use Qinglin’s feelings... I continue to hold the hair in my hand, but Qinglin gently caresses my head, he lowers his eyes, hugs me carefully, Said to me: "It doesn't matter if you don't like me, I need a reason to be by your side, please believe me, I will never betray you."

Surprised that he could see what I was thinking, I bit my lips, lowered my head and said, "It's not that I don't believe you, maybe I won't believe what you said until the day I die." Then I raised my head, "And ... Maybe you won't believe it, but the person who brought me here is actually you."

"it's me?"

"I don't know the specifics. In my era, I met a person who told me some things about the past... including things about you and me..." At this point, I raised my head slightly and looked at it carefully. He, "Qinglin, I don't want to hide it from you, I seem to have some strange memories of you."

"Strange memory?" He lowered his eyes and looked at me quietly.

With a bitter smile, I said helplessly, "You killed me and cursed my memory."

For a moment, Qinglin's face froze.

"I know you won't say those words, but every time I see you, I always have some indescribable feelings. Maybe those memories are just my imagination, or maybe... it's unreal." A wry smile , I said softly, "It's a dream."

"In your dream, what did I say?" Qing Lin asked suddenly.

"It's nothing." I shook my head, "Since it's a dream, don't pursue it."

But Qinglin caught me, looked at me for a long time, finally sighed softly, then hugged me in his arms, and said: "But I don't want to leave a thorn in your heart. Liu Chen, I can tell you clearly You, from now on you will be my only wife, I love you and love you too late, if I really say something or curse you, then I must be crazy."

"If," he said, stroking my back, "if I really curse you, I'll burst my heart and die on the spot."

"Qinglin, why did you curse yourself...!"

"In order to make you feel at ease." Qing Lin gently lowered her eyes, stroked my cheek, and smiled like a spring breeze.

Will such a gentle Qinglin really curse me?

I also hugged him gently, and the two of them were intimate for a while before leaving, only to find that the ghost cat had been squatting next to us, wagging its tail and looking at us, and when I saw him, he shook his ears and cried out happily Said: "Meow."

The two canine teeth exposed are very cute.

"The ghost cat is so cute." I couldn't help but say.

"In a few hundred years, when he gradually turns into a giant cat again, maybe you won't say that." Qing Lin shook her head.

I was surprised, and couldn't help asking: "It became a giant cat again? Isn't it only a part of the soul?"

"He devoured the soul of that brat, as I said before, that brat's soul power is very strong, even I really want his power." Qinglin sighed, "So even if there is only part of the soul, then After a hundred years, the giant cat's soul will still wake up."

"That ghost cat...wouldn't it forget everything that happened today?"

I was a little worried, so I touched Guimao's head, and he rubbed my fingers obediently.

Understanding my worry, Qinglin said: "He won't forget, even if he will return to the giant cat, but after all, he still has the ghost of that little ghost in his soul, that little ghost doesn't want to harm you, if he likes you, the giant cat will I will always remember you." Speaking of this, Qinglin smiled slightly, and said inscrutably, "So if you can't find you in the future, just let the giant cat look for it, and he will find you."

"Eh?"

I was stunned, wanting to say something, the ghost cat had squeezed into my arms, desperately scratching me with its paws, begging to be petted.Smiling helplessly, I reached out and hugged him into my arms, scratched his head, and rubbed against him intimately, Qing Lin looked at us, then kissed me, and said to me: "I'm going out to fetch water. "

"Get water?"

Cursing his lips, he said: "I left my things in there, you have to wash them, otherwise you will feel uncomfortable." He said without changing his face, but made me feel embarrassed.

"I'll fetch water myself." After that, I was about to stand up.

But Qinglin stopped me, he pinched my nose in a funny way, lowered his head, shook his head and said: "You'd better let me go, after all we've all got hair, right, wife."

wife? !

I got a shudder down the spine.

"...It seems that I haven't agreed yet?" He laughed dryly.

Hugging me maliciously, Qing Lin said: "You have already accepted our token of love, I have already said, it doesn't matter if you don't love me, let's get married first, and then you just fall in love with me slowly." While Gu Zi was talking, Qinglin raised her eyebrows and smiled, a little paranoid, but not malicious.

I lost my mind. After he went out, I touched Ghost Cat's head and said helplessly, "It seems like I can't escape."

"Meow?" The ghost cat raised its chin and scratched me with its paws.

Squeezing his little paw, I asked him, "Ghost cat, do you like this place?"

Seemingly understanding but not understanding, the ghost cat wagged its tail to express its pleasure.

"Well, you like this place..." I said with a low smile, "Then, let's live here, there is nothing wrong with not competing with the world."

However, even though I thought so, after only half a year of peaceful life, Lyu found us.

In fact, I should have thought that it would not be difficult to find me with Liu's current strength, besides, he left a mark on my body, but after Qinglin discovered that mark, he covered it with his, which aggravated the confusion The enchantment, so it took half a year for Lyu to find it.

Seeing Lyu standing aggressively at the door, I held the ghost cat calmly and looked at him coldly.

He comes alone, just like at first.

But this time, he couldn't make it through.

Qinglin cast a death curse around the house. Except for him, everyone who entered the barrier would die immediately. It was unexpected that Qinglin cast such an evil and domineering spell, but after thinking about it, Qinglin did this to protect me .For example, now, this enchantment can keep this hateful man out and cannot come in.

"Come back with me." Unexpectedly, with a haggard face, disheveled hair, and unshaven beard, he cut straight to the point with these words.

I smiled expressionlessly and said, "I'm not in the mood to catch up with you, please go back."

"Liu Chen!" He clenched his fists and shouted.

Somewhat surprised, I raised my eyebrows and said: "So you remember my name." Then I closed my eyes and shrugged indifferently, "But it doesn't matter to me. Before Qinglin comes back, you can go."

"Qinglin?" He turned cold for a moment, "You are so affectionate!"

Touching the well-behaved ghost cat's head, I gave him a faint smile, Lyu was stunned, looking at me because he didn't understand, but I said slowly: "As you said, I did scream very affectionately, because this is Of course, isn't it? I'm already with Qinglin, so please don't bother us in the future."

After listening to my words, Lyu seemed to have heard something unbelievable, her face was gloomy, like a violent storm.He clenched his fists tightly, with blue veins popping out on his forehead, but he suppressed his voice desperately, and asked calmly, "What do you mean you are with him?"

"As you think, that's what happened." I replied with a smile, not shying away from it at all.

And Liu suddenly became angry, he pointed at me manically, and said angrily: "Liu Chen! You are so lowly that you don't want to be alone, and you are with other men so soon! You clearly said... that you like me!"

"First of all," I interrupted him, and said quietly, "I'm not unwilling to be lonely. I told you how Qinglin treated me, and it was you who betrayed me back then. Let me pay you again, and finally..."

Having said that, I looked at the figure gradually appearing in front of me, my pupils showed tenderness.

"In the end, Qinglin is not some other man. I have already married him. He is my man. It is only natural for me to be with him."

"You...!" Lyu's face turned pale.

"I'm back." Qinglin blocked Lyu's sight, walked towards me, then rubbed my head like no one else, and said softly, "Are you hurt?"

Liu Li immediately stared at the green scale that appeared in the barrier, furious, but unable to get close, so he could only shout at the top of his voice, "Liu Chen, come here immediately!"

Ignoring the increasingly irritable person, I stepped forward gently, grabbed Qinglin's hand, and said softly: "It's okay, you set up a barrier, he can't get in."

"That's good." He grabbed me with his backhand and led me into the house.

"Liu Chen! Come back!" Lyu still shouted outside, as if she cared about me very much.

But I was so unmoved, I didn't even look back.

Hehe, if you cared about me, why would you push me off the cliff with your own hands?If you cared about me, you wouldn't lie to me all the time, call me cheap, and say those nasty things.Closing the door, all the hustle and bustle outside is completely cut off. As the saying goes, out of sight, out of mind, but when I turned around, I couldn't help but sighed slightly, and said in a daze, "Why don't you give up."

"Because he has realized that losing you is his greatest loss." Qing Lin said, "But I will definitely not give you up to him this time."

"Really?" I smiled, looked at Qing Lin's side face, I was indescribably moved, but couldn't help asking, "Then what if he robs?"

Raising eyebrows, Qinglin said: "He also needs to have this ability."

The words were full of disdain.

Smiling helplessly, I leaned over, closed my eyes, and said slowly, "I don't know why he came this time."

Qinglin didn't speak.

And I took a deep breath, shook my head, but grabbed Qinglin's hand with some fear, and said: "Before he pushed me off the cliff, he tried to find you, I don't think his goal is me, could it be you? "

"You mean, he wants to take away my power?" Qinglin asked.

Nodding my head, I said, "After all, he used..." He stared at the ghost cat, feeling a little uncomfortable, "Take away the power of the giant cat, I'm afraid he will be bad for you... Otherwise, let's move away?" I suggested .

"Don't be afraid." With a slight smile, Qinglin kissed my forehead, "He can't take away my strength."

"why?"

"Because I have changed shape and am no longer a strange beast. Even if I die, my soul is not under anyone's control. I don't know if it will survive on its own consciously. What's more, I don't die so easily. The only person in the world who can make me die..." Qinglin's clear eyes looked, "Only you."

"But..." There was always some uneasiness in my heart.

"Although you are worried about me, I am very happy, but my wife, can we leave that guy alone now? I am a little hungry." He blinked and said coquettishly.

With a helpless smile, I said, "Got it."

Then I went to cook, and Qinglin leaned over quietly, gently hugged me from behind, and leaned his head on my shoulder, this is one of his favorite movements.

"What's for dinner today?" he asked.

"How's the fish?" I replied with a smile, then looked back at him gently.

"I don't like it, but I'll eat what you make," he said.

Indulging in his tenderness, I completely forgot about the things outside the house until the next day, when I went out to fetch water, I saw Lyu sitting cross-legged in front of my house.When he saw me coming out, his eyes were wide open, and he desperately wanted to get closer, but I subconsciously backed away and hid in the barrier.

Seeing my unconscious movements, Liu showed hurt eyes. He stood outside the barrier for a long time before he said, "I've been waiting for you all night."

There was something hoarse in the voice.

Shaking my head indifferently, I smiled coldly and said, "I never asked you to wait."

"Are you still mad at me?"

"It's over, now you and I are just strangers, I don't want to see you, and you don't want to disturb my life." I said quietly, "He and I will never threaten you, you can rest assured."

"No, that's not what I care about!" Lyu raised his red pupils. His thin and dusty appearance made it almost impossible to recognize him as the arrogant, dismissive, and malicious man full of lies. Very sincere, "What I care about is, how are you doing?"

Hearing this, I felt ridiculous, "Is my life okay, what does it have to do with you?"

"...But you said you didn't love him." Reluctantly turning over the old score, Lyu stared desperately, "It's me you love, right? So you won't be happy with him, you must be forced to be with him Is he together? I know it must be like this, um, it must be like this! So, so..." From the anxiety at the beginning to the murmur like self-hypnosis later, the focus of his eyes began to change Then he looked at me blankly and laughed, "So you must not love him, right? You have a bad life and have been waiting for me, right? Liu Chen...you still love me, I know ...You are just angry, angry at me for treating you like that. After you left, I started to be very angry, but later it became difficult to think about you, thinking about you was going crazy... I spent half a year looking for you, forgetting to eat and sleep, Just to tell you that I actually love you too, so you still love me, come back to me, okay?"

Such caring words, caring eyes, hehe, so it's deception again?

The author has something to say: sorry for the late update... because the holiday schedule is not fixed, but the day is certain, please rest assured!

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