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"I remember Chen Yu. He is not my follower. On the contrary, he is one of my high school friends who got along very well. His parents divorced when he was in high school. His mother used to be a company executive, but she quit her job long ago to take care of the family. , His father not only kicked his mother out of the house, even his son did not allow his mother to visit. Chen Yu once told me that the three years in high school were the most difficult time in his life. "

"Later I heard that he had just entered university and had the ability to support himself, so he left his father to find his mother, and worked part-time to study at university."

Guan Zhicheng: "..."

"We can't change what has happened in the past, but at least we can work hard for the future."

"...I really don't know about these things. He even told you this. The relationship between you is really good."

Wang Jingshen sarcastically said to himself: "There is no way, one is an illegitimate child, and the other is the son of his original spouse, but his stepmother looks down upon him, so it can be regarded as sympathy."

Guan Zhicheng's eyes flickered, and he said softly: "I used to envy Chen Yu, not because he lived a good life, but because he could always be by your side. He has good grades, good family background, good looks, and good personality. Everyone likes you. I sometimes think, God is so unfair, how can you make someone like you, and why should you make someone like me?"

Wang Jingshen's mouth was bitter, he shrugged and said: "If you knew what life I lived when I was a child, and what life I lived after leaving home nine years ago, you wouldn't say that." If you really want to say that you are a winner in life, probably Only Shen Zhuo, right?

"Zhicheng, can't you look at the present? Aren't you very good now? The young man has become handsome and smart, who doesn't like you? It's me, oh—at this age, with a son, with an undecided career, the only one who compares You are strong because you probably have a wife, but God knows that this wife is too strong, so she may run away someday." Wang Jingshen said in an exaggerated tone.

"Life is so short, enjoy yourself while you can, what's the matter if you always fall into the past and can't get back up? Isn't this cheating yourself?"

"You really think the past is not important?" Guan Zhicheng asked expectantly.

"Ah."

"Since you think I'm fine now, then...is there a possibility?" Guan Zhicheng got up and walked to Wang Jingshen and squatted down halfway. Wang Jingshen stared at him as if he was proposing marriage, and was about to laugh at him, but Guan Zhicheng continued, saying word by word : "You leave Shen Zhuo, me, I will take care of you?"

Wang Jingshen's mind went blank, "Are you joking?"

Guan Zhicheng frowned.

Considering the conversation between the two just now, Wang Jingshen said tactfully, "Are you serious?"

Guan Zhicheng asked, "No?"

"Is it because of gratitude?"

"No." Guan Zhicheng took a deep breath, as if it would take a lot of courage to say the next thing, "I really like you."

Wang Jingshen didn't know what to say, but felt that Guan Zhicheng's posture was too awkward, and he could see the deepness in his eyes at a glance, and he was uncomfortable, "Sit down first."

Guan Zhicheng turned a deaf ear to it, and just lowered his head and said, "I was the one who met you first, and I was the one who looked at you first. Even after the reunion, I was the one who stayed with you the longest. Why do you like him?"

Wang Jingshen stared at him, he felt that the relationship between himself and Shen Zhuo was out of line, but he didn't expect Guan Zhicheng to treat him... so he could only explain: "Zhicheng, this is not a queue, what is first come, first served."

Guan Zhicheng smiled uglier than crying, "I like you, I have liked you since high school, I don't tell you, it's just because I value you, I'm afraid to scare you, I also hope to become more capable and worthy of you It's not that Shen Zhuo said that he has no fucking courage and low self-esteem! But why Shen Zhuo? He has too much, and he doesn't know how to cherish it. Why is it him, not me?!"

Wang Jingshen looked at the agitated Guan Zhicheng, but calmed down, "Guan Zhicheng, just like you can become successful in your career, funny and humorous, and Chen Yu can have his own responsibility to support his mother, Shen Zhuo also has many faces. , You said that, isn't it too biased?"

Guan Zhicheng rubbed his wrist, his eyes were red, as if he had just cried, "Really, is it impossible?"

Although Wang Jingshen's heart softened for a moment, he also understood the principle of breaking up when he stopped. He broke away from Guan Zhicheng, stood up and said, "It's almost time, I'm leaving first. You... think about it carefully."

Guan Zhicheng suddenly hugged Wang Jingshen from behind, and said in a hoarse voice: "Okay, I admit, what Shen Zhuo said is not wrong, I have no courage, I have low self-esteem, the image you left in my heart is too good, I am afraid of you You looked down on me, so you didn't dare to make a move until you were completely snatched away by Shen Zhuo..."

Wang Jingshen was powerless, "Guan Zhicheng, let go."

"...So, this time, even if you really hate me, I won't shrink back. No matter what I do now, it's useless to slowly figure it out. Whether it's important people or things, only prison The most important thing is to hold it firmly in your hand.”

Guan Zhicheng hugged him harder and harder, Wang Jingshen couldn't help but struggled for a while, and said angrily, "Guan Zhicheng! Let go!"

"Why? I've already hugged you, don't you? Do you think it's ridiculous? Inconceivable? Including me, including Wang Jingran? I didn't say anything against your will. Wang Jingran is a lunatic, but I can understand her, even crazier than her. "

"Guan Zhicheng, the liking you said is actually just an illusion, just because I helped you, you think I am different from others, but in fact you didn't understand me at all at the time! Let alone any special feelings! Zhicheng, I am willing to help you There are a lot of people, you just haven’t noticed it.”

Guan Zhicheng was completely denied by him, his eyes were almost cold, he gritted his teeth and said: "My feelings for you have lasted until now, and it is almost like a terminal illness tormenting me, you actually said it was an illusion?"

Wang Jingshen said, "You pinched me."

Guan Zhicheng loosened his grip a little, and before Wang Jingshen could resist, Guan Zhicheng pushed him onto the sofa again.Guan Zhicheng propped his hands on his side, his eyes were almost bleeding, "You can reject me, but how can you deny me?!"

Wang Jingshen sighed, and stretched out his hand to hug his shoulder comfortingly, but in the middle of it, he thought of the situation of the two of them, and put his hand down in a concealed manner.

"I have been looking at you since high school, seeing you surrounded by everyone, I think about you every day, and after so many years of hard work and transformation, I have the courage to come back to you. You say that this tormenting relationship is just an illusion? You put me When what?!"

Looking at his painful face, Wang Jingshen was at a loss for the first time, "I'm sorry, but I also know the impact of a broken family on people..."

"You don't know! Don't be self-righteous! Don't think you know everything! You don't know the pain of living in the shadow of others! You don't know the pain of me watching you from afar but not being able to walk to you! You even I don't know, I want to get you, I want to go crazy..." Right now, Guan Zhicheng was like a trapped animal, his emotions gradually fell from excitement to depression, and at the end, his words revealed frustration.

Wang Jingshen was speechless, Guan Zhicheng approached him slowly, lowered his head cautiously, and seemed to rest his head on his shoulder, "I always imagine, what earth-shaking changes will happen to my life when I get you like this, It must be...everything is different. I hold on to this idea every day, I imagine the feeling of me holding you, your body, your waist...you are completely dependent on me, I have you completely, stripped Light you, enter you..."

"Enough!" Wang Jingshen interrupted with a frown.

Guan Zhicheng raised his head, and Wang Jingshen was taken aback. Guan Zhicheng's state was horrifying, like someone who had stayed up late for a long time, his face was exhausted, but his spirit was extremely tense. His stiff limbs finally hugged Wang Jingshen, and said in his ear: " I tried my best to think that I could get you, but it turned out to be joy in vain. You don't know the huge drop from the clouds to the swamp. Fortunately, I got up again... But look at you, you ignore me and only care about sinking Zhuo. Jingshen, I have longed for you for so long, for so many years, I am the one who will truly cherish you, why don't you know?"

Guan Zhicheng was about to kiss Wang Jingshen, but Wang Jingshen pinched his shoulder and pushed him away firmly, "I apologize again for jumping to conclusions about your feelings just now, I am not you, and I am not qualified to judge you, but I know my own feelings .”

Wang Jingshen experienced too much shock and absurdity that night, and now he finally calmed down, and said carefully, "I don't know if you told me this in high school, or even when we first met again, would I be moved by you. The only thing I'm sure of is that it's too late now, I already like, no, fall in love with Shen Zhuo."

"Emotions are very strange things. Sometimes you can let go after being hurt. Sometimes you know the danger, but you can't help but let people settle in."

"Maybe it's fate? Meeting the right person at the right time, it's impossible to be too early or too late. If it was earlier years, maybe I wouldn't forgive Shen Zhuo."

"Guan Zhicheng, it's impossible for us. You have become an attractive man now, and you can have better ones."

"This is your answer?" Guan Zhicheng looked at him fixedly.

Wang Jingshen nodded.

Guan Zhicheng suddenly picked up the water glass on the coffee table, "Drink it, and sleep well tonight."

Guan Zhicheng was so calm that Wang Jingshen even thought that his hysteria just now was his own illusion. Looking at the water glass that Guan Zhicheng stubbornly wanted to hand over, Wang Jingshen had a bad premonition and just declined, "No, I'm not thirsty."

Guan Zhicheng said softly: "Drink it, I'm sorry, I lost control today and scared you, I just care too much about you, Jing Shen, I have been waiting for this moment for a long time, since high school, since nine years ago... until now."

"Nine years ago?" Wang Jingshen looked at Guan Zhicheng, and then at the water glass in his hand. After knowing what Guan Zhicheng thought of him, he unexpectedly had a guess in his heart, and he didn't even think it violated, "Nine years ago... ...What have you done? Do you know my younger brother Wang Jinghui? You..." Looking at Guan Zhicheng's calm expression, Wang Jingshen even lost his voice: "You and Wang Jinghui jointly deal with me?"

Wang Jingran has always been prejudiced against Wang Jinghui. When Wang Jingshen calmed down and thought back, he also felt that there was someone behind Wang Jinghui who encouraged him.

At that time, she had a relationship with Shen Zhuo. Although Wang Jingshen was drugged by Wang Jinghui and his consciousness was blurred, he also recognized the upstart from the capital city of S with a strong background. At first Wang Jingshen also suspected that the two were colluding, but afterward he investigated Shen Zhuo's situation , with Shen Zhuo's wealth background and social circle, there is no intersection with Wang Jinghui at all.And more than nine years later, Shen Zhuo and Wang Jinghui met face to face. The two obviously did not know each other, and Wang Jingshen's guess was confirmed.

"It was you who encouraged Wang Jinghui nine years ago? If you were the one who encouraged Wang Jinghui, you wouldn't have brought me and Shen Zhuo together. Originally, Wang Jinghui wanted to help you and sent me to you..." on the bed.

Guan Zhicheng's expression remained unchanged, neither surprised nor denied.In this case, it is equivalent to admitting.

Wang Jingshen's straight shoulders even hunched over in an instant. He didn't expect that his former brothers and current good brothers would unite against him more than nine years ago.

Just thinking that this incident only made the relationship between him and Shen Zhuo in the end, even with the unexpected joy of Wang Gongqi, Wang Jingshen cheered up again, but it was hard to hide his resistance to Guan Zhicheng, "Guan Zhicheng, everything you did from the beginning to the end. I can't accept it, I don't want to see you for the time being."

Wang Jingshen was about to go to the ground, Guan Zhicheng quickly grabbed him with one hand, and said to the outside: "Come in and hold him down."

Wang Jingshen's heart tightened, and he turned his head to see two men in suits entering the door, "Are you going to make the same mistake again?!"

"No, Jing Shen, I will treat you well."

"Guan Zhicheng, are you fucking crazy enough?!"

"No!" Guan Zhicheng yelled back as loudly as Wang Jingshen.

Wang Jingshen struggled vigorously, seeing Guan Zhicheng's people approaching, he shouted anxiously: "Wang Yi!"

Guan Zhicheng told the two of them: "Hold him down, be careful not to hurt him."

Wang Jingshen turned around and gouged him out. Guan Zhicheng turned a blind eye. The two bodyguards pushed Wang Jingshen down on the sofa together. Brothers can't do it."

"Who will be your brother? Is Shen Zhuo willing to be your brother?" Guan Zhicheng chuckled twice, pinching his chin and about to pour water into his mouth, Wang Jingshen's face suddenly changed, and he let out a pained cry Moaning, the body also curled up, slightly convulsing.

Guan Zhicheng was taken aback, the indifference just now was gone, and he even hugged him nervously, "What's wrong with you?"

"Let go of me, it hurts..." Wang Jingshen bit his lip. Guan Zhicheng looked at him for a while, as if he was judging, and finally asked the bodyguard to let him go. Guan Zhicheng actually intended to carry Wang Jingshen upstairs. He half-supported and half-hugged Wang Jingshen to compromise. Half of his body was out of strength, leaning on Guan Zhicheng, and he was taken into the upstairs bedroom.

On the bed, Wang Jingshen still kept curled up with his arms around his stomach. Guan Zhicheng wanted to brush his sweaty hair, but Wang Jingshen turned his head away. almost there."

Wang Jingshen answered after a while, "Yes."

It was just one sound, meaningless at all, but Guan Zhicheng seemed to be refreshed and stayed by Wang Jingshen's side.

Wang Jingshen suddenly asked, "Where is Wang Yi?"

Guan Zhicheng only said: "He is very safe."

Not long after someone knocked on the door, Wang Jingshen looked back. It was a young boy and one of the bodyguards who restrained him just now. Guan Zhicheng's expression was not very good, and he asked the bodyguard, "Why hasn't the doctor come yet?"

The bodyguard said: "I'll be here soon, I'm already on my way. Why don't you let Mr. Lu leave first?"

Guan Zhicheng nodded in agreement, and Wang Jingshen kept looking at the boy and the bodyguard, wondering what they were up to, until Guan Zhicheng came to take off his clothes, and he suddenly realized that the boy was very delicate from the front, but strangely similar to himself from the side. Eight points are similar, Guan Zhicheng took off his coat first, and then pulled his T-shirt and pants, but Wang Jingshen refused. Guan Zhicheng thought for a while, nodded and said, "Forget it, I don't want others to wear your close-fitting clothes."

"What are you going to do?" Wang Jingshen held him back.

Guan Zhicheng coaxed: "Jing Shen, it's fine, trust me."

Don't believe it, Wang Jingshen looked at Guan Zhicheng as if he was looking at a monster. Guan Zhicheng was a little sad, but immediately restrained his emotions and threw the jacket to the boy, "Give me back this clothes after the matter is over."

Lu Jie looked at Wang Jingshen on the bed, and then at Guan Zhicheng, who turned into a cold face after facing him. He was astounded by the secret affairs of the upper class, but he didn't dare to meddle in it. He just nodded submissively, and then worriedly said: : "Mr. Guan, I'm just afraid that I won't look like this gentleman."

Guan Zhicheng glanced at him sarcastically, "Of course you are not like him, no one can be like him, I have made arrangements in advance, the street lights around the surveillance will not work, you wear a peaked cap, I have shown you his It’s been recorded, imitation is not difficult for you, an acting student, right? You imitate his behavior and habits, and you can already look like him five or six times under the monitor.”

Wang Jingshen understood Guan Zhicheng's purpose, and stared at him with his eyes wide open.Guan Zhicheng hugged him, "Does your stomach still hurt?" He turned his head and said to the bodyguard at the door: "Press the doctor again, let him come here immediately, immediately!"

When Lu Jie left, he took another look at Wang Jingshen, who was held in Guan Zhicheng's arms, with a livid face.

Not long after, Wang Jingshen curled up again, refusing to speak, and naturally ignored Guan Zhicheng. Seeing that he looked in severe pain, Guan Zhicheng was also very anxious. When he heard the movement downstairs, he knew the doctor was coming, and even went downstairs to urge him.

As soon as Guan Zhicheng left, Wang Jingshen took off his disguise and jumped up from the bed. He walked to the door with bare feet, opened the door slightly, and saw a bodyguard standing at the end of the corridor through the gap. Wang Jingshen closed the door again. Looking down from the window.Guan Zhicheng's real estate is located in the central garden of the city. Although the location is not in the commercial center of City S, there are a lot of people coming and going nearby. The villas in the suburbs are spacious, but in the urban area, they are already reserved to the greatest extent.

Guan Zhicheng bought the second and third floors, which became a duplex. The first floor was empty, and the fourth, fifth, and sixth floors were not sure if there were residents, but there was no light coming through, which basically cut off the possibility of Wang Jingshen asking for help.

Wang Jingshen looked at the green belt downstairs. Although he was on the third floor, because of the high ceiling design of each floor of the small bungalow, the height was equivalent to the fourth floor of an ordinary apartment... Wang Jingshen took a deep breath before making up his mind to climb up from the moving window. out.