bastard, get away

Wang Gongqi stayed outside with his father for a day, and he didn't take a nice nap like he usually did in the kindergarten. Wang Jingshen was already so sleepy when he got off work that he almost stumbled and followed his father out of the company.

Seeing his confused look, Wang Jingshen couldn't stand it any longer. He picked up his son and left. He must not be able to take the bus that he used to get off work. Once, I hailed a taxi to go home.

Wang Jingshen bought some food on the way, and when he got home, he put little Wang Gongqi under the warm quilt. When Wang Gongqi finally made up for a two-hour nap, his father had already whipped up a dinner at the speed of a turtle.

One can imagine the taste of the meals that were tossed while thinking about the recipe.But Wang Gongqi has always been a sensible and caring child, so he just wrinkled his nose and didn't say anything.

Wang Jingshen suddenly said: "From now on, Dad will keep cooking for you, okay?"

Wang Gongqi didn't know why Wang Jingshen said that, but he always secretly envied those little friends who answered "Dad will do it for me..." and "Mom will do it for me..." in kindergarten class.

Wang Gongqi nodded happily, "Okay!" After thinking about it, the child, like a kindergarten teacher, praised his father and said, "Daddy, you are awesome!" He thought his father would be happy too.

Wang Jingshen was indeed amused by Wang Gongqi.

In fact, Wang Jingshen was depressed for nearly an afternoon, but he was also a person who was good at hiding his emotions, his face was the same as usual, and no one could see the deep anger that this old man was holding back in his heart.

And the source is indeed what Xiao Guo said in the workshop. Wang Jingshen was angry not because what Xiao Guo said was unreasonable, but because what Xiao Guo said was reasonable, Wang Jingshen was so aggrieved.

Yes, aggrieved and unwilling.

Wang Jingshen lost a lot for Wang Gongqi, but he didn't regret it. Although Wang Gongqi's birth was unimaginable to himself back then, but after he really faced it, he took this boy who was opposed by his family with a determination that was unexpected to him. child.

A penniless person working hard in a strange city, busy every day, pulling up a crying baby, has no way of imagining the hardships without experiencing such a thing, but Wang Jingshen feels that such a hard life has survived, Wang Gongqi was bought by him willingly abandoning his original glory, so of course it belongs to him alone, and he has the confidence to grow up this little brat.

But Guo Sheng's words were like a basin of cold water, pouring cold water into his heart.

He has paid so much to get to this point, but his son still can't do it alone?He wanted a mother, and even with him as a father, his son wanted another role in his life as important as his own.

That person is Shen Zhuo.

Wang Jingshen let out a long breath, relaxed his body and leaned against the bathtub. The jacuzzi that usually made him feel very comfortable now just pushed his flesh mechanically. Wang Jingshen felt very tired, covered his eyes with wet hands, and put Hair swept back.

The huge bathroom was filled with white mist, and Wang Jingshen was in a daze just looking at it, feeling a little blank in his heart.

Wang Jingshen soaked in the bath for an hour, but Wang Gongqi didn't disturb him, and sat quietly on his favorite platform alone, scratching his little head and earnestly putting together the map.

Wang Jingshen stood there watching from a distance.

He always thought that all he had to do was earn money to feed the child, send the child to school, and teach him, and he always felt that he was doing a good job, even when it was the most difficult time, he saved the good for his son.

It never occurred to him that a child wanted much more than that.

He leaned against the wall and looked at the well-behaved child of his age, trying to recall what he was thinking at this time back then.

The memory of childhood is too short. Wang Jingshen thought about it for a long time with a sad face, and it seems that there are only memories of doing housework and waiting for his mother to come back...

Oh, he can do housework at that age!

He actually grows longer and grows back!

……

But at that age he never clamored for a father.

...Because my mother will be sad when she hears it.

From the point of view of intimacy, he is better than his son.

Wang Jingshen attributed the problem of his son's lack of heart to the other half of his blood.

Wang Gongqi thought hard and meditated and finally put together a small piece. The child's attention could not last too long. Wang Gongqi finally saw his father when he was on a errand.

"Father!" Wang Gongqi ran over.

Wang Jingshen rarely cared and said, "What did you put together? Let Dad see?"

Wang Gongqi's eyes lit up, and he immediately showed the jigsaw puzzle to his father, then pointed to the place he had put together and said, "This is City S, this is City Y, and this is City T."

After speaking, he blinked his big eyes and begged to be stroked and praised.

If it was a careless old man, he would not have noticed this little detail, but today Wang Jingshen miraculously gained an extra attention after being stimulated.

Wang Jingshen said, "Oh, Kiki is awesome."

A trace of disappointment appeared on Wang Gongqi's face.

Wang Jingshen: "..." What does this mean?Think the praise sentence is not long enough?Think the tone is not sincere enough?Or... because he didn't get any real rewards?

……

But his son praised his father in the same way before...

Wang Gongqi's father was confused.

Wang Jingshen, who has always advocated that his son should be independent since childhood, sneaked into his son's room this evening.

Wang Gongqi was still awake, lying on the bed alone, reading comic books.

Wang Jingshen kicked and walked to his bedside, and pondered, "Dad read you a story?"

Wang Gongqi looked at his father nervously, "Father... did I do something wrong today?"

Wang Jingshen turned around and beat his chest, this kid didn't follow the script at all!

Wang Gongqi said: "...Dad said, I'm a boy, I can't be so clingy."

After Wang Jingshen adjusted his expression, he turned his head and looked lovingly at his son who had been pulled up by him since childhood. Unfortunately, his son still couldn't quite understand the essence of his father's expression, and was still ignorant and nervous.

Wang Jingshen said: "...don't you like listening to stories? Well, do you still think that Dad's reading is not as good as your Uncle Shen's?"

Wang Gongqi quickly shook his head, crawled to the side of the bed with his little buttocks, slid under the quilt, grabbed the quilt with his small hands, and looked at his father expectantly with his eyes.

Satisfied, Wang Jingshen lay down beside his son as he wished.

Wang Jingshen's tone is flat and unremarkable. Compared with the dedicated cadence of the kindergarten teacher, it can be said that he has been hypnotized for 30 years. His son has always been hypnotized by his voice.It’s just that for the rough old man Wang Jingshen, falling asleep is falling asleep, and there is no difference between listening to stories or listening to voices.

Wang Jingshen saw that his son was blinking and was about to fall asleep, so he quit, put down his comic book, and pushed his son to wake up.

Wang Gongqi opened his hazy eyes, with a look of grievance, "Dad, I'm sleepy."

Wang Jingshen's heart softened after watching, and he patted his son's small chest. The son asked, "Dad, will you sleep with me today?"

"...Okay." Wang Jingshen thought it was acting like a baby.

A strange light flashed in Wang Gongqi's eyes all of a sudden, which frightened him. Wang Gongqi said self-righteously, "Father, are you afraid of the dark?"

"Yeah." Wang Jingshen said perfunctorily, thinking about his thoughts: "It's getting dark, and the big bad wolf outside came to catch the children and eat them."

Wang Gongqi wrinkled his nose and said, "Uncle Shen said that they were all lying to bad kids. I'm very good, and the big bad wolf won't eat me."

Wang Jingshen said: "It's not that the big bad wolf doesn't eat good children, it's that good children have fathers, mothers... and uncles to protect them."

Wang Gongqi suddenly became interested, "Just like me!"

"Uh-huh."

……

Wang Gongqi was drowsy again, Wang Jingshen pinched his face suddenly, half of Wang Gongqi's face was hidden under the quilt, and tears rolled in his eyes when he looked at his father who bullied him but didn't realize it.

Wang Jingshen poked his pink face, "You are a little man, how can you cry at every turn?"

Wang Gongqi sniffed hard and rubbed the corners of his eyes like a small animal.

Wang Jingshen said: "Is it true what you said to your uncles during the day? Son, do you want to be with Uncle Shen all the time?"

Wang Gongqi was distracted, and grabbed his father's big hand, "Can't you?" By the way, he threw himself into his arms, rubbing and rubbing, wiping all the snot and tears on his father's clothes.

Wang Jingshen said: "...What if Dad says he wants to go home with Qiqi?"

Wang Gongqi looked at him puzzled, Wang Jingshen smiled, and flicked his stupid son's head, "You won't forget that this is not our home? This is Uncle Shen's home. Son, how about going home with Dad?"

Wang Gongqi clutched his little hand in confusion, "But, but... I like Uncle Shen very much. If we leave, Uncle Shen will be alone... It's very pitiful."

The bedroom fell silent, Wang Gongqi looked at his father timidly.

Wang Jingshen said: "...But this is not our home. Uncle Shen can still visit us when you and Dad go home."

"Can't we live together?"

"No."

"Why?" Wang Gongqi was a little hurt.

Wang Jingshen said: "Stupid son, why do you have so many questions? ... Of course, because this is your Uncle Shen's home, we have to go back to our own home and return your Uncle Shen's house to your Uncle Shen. We can't always borrow someone else's house. Is it right? Home is the same. Uncle Shen likes you very much, and he will come to see you all the time. "

Wang Gongqi still wanted to be with Shen Zhuo, twisted his braids on Wang Jingshen's body and refused to agree, Wang Jingshen scratched his nose and said, "Dad is going home, so you can live here alone with Uncle Shen?"

Wang Jingshen was really worried that his heartless son would nod his head in agreement. Fortunately, his son still gave him a good face, so he immediately shook his head when he heard this, "I want to be with Dad!"

Yes, it can be seen that his position is still stable.

Wang Gongqi curled up next to Wang Jingshen, but obviously lost sleepiness.

Wang Jingshen was also very awake, leaning against the head of the bed and stroking his son's soft hair, again and again, gradually calming down and warming up.

Wang Gongqi said, "Father, did you quarrel with Uncle Shen?"

Wang Jingshen smiled, "No. But your Uncle Shen also has friends, he will want to play with friends at home, he will have beautiful girls who want to be with him all the time, and they will have a baby, like you Just as cute."

"At that time, you can't live in Uncle Shen's house, do you understand?"

Although Wang Gongqi couldn't say it, he gradually understood, "Uncle Shen will give birth to a little brother in the future, and become the little brother's father, and stay with the little brother's mother all the time."

Wang Jingshen smiled and poked his forehead, "It's so smart."

Wang Gongqi's voice was a little lost, "Uncle Shen will like the little brother even more, he will kiss the little brother like me, and kiss the little brother's mother like he kissed his father."

"..."

Wang Gongqi whispered, "I don't like that."

"..." Wang Jingshen didn't know why, but felt his eyes a little sore.

He found it unbelievable and a little funny, and he hugged Wang Gongqi on his lap even with the quilt. Wang Gongqi was only the size of a hot water bottle when he was born, but now he can hug him full. The baby's body is soft, hot, and full of wonder. The fragrance of milk, he is everything for Wang Jingshen.

"Qiqi, if Uncle Shen is willing, we will always be together."

Wang Gongqi regained his energy immediately, "I'll ask Uncle Shen! I'll call, I can ask him!"

"Fool." Wang Jingshen kissed him on the forehead, "People change. Even if Uncle Shen is willing to be with us now, what about two years, three years... ten years?"

This is too difficult for a child, but he also understands that his father's expression is not happy. Wang Gongqi finally settled down, hugged his father's neck, and rubbed his soft cheek against his father, "Dad... I've been with you all the time... Dad, don't be sad."

Wang Jingshen laughed loudly and patted his little butt, "Well, who said that girls are caring little padded jackets? So is Qiqi. Dad is not sad, but he is happy."