twilight winter

"As long as you are happy." What can I say.Qin Xingyan said into the microphone.

"Well, we have another happy event in a while, Wang Xianluo's marriage. Jiang Yuming and I will go there, will you accompany me to attend?" Yun Mo asked.

"Huh? A few days ago, who was arguing that Wang Xianluo and Jiang Yuling were evildoers. Why did it become a happy event these few days?" Qin Xingyan asked, noticing the change in Yunmo.

"Hehe. I'm quite impulsive. After thinking about it carefully, Xiang——others persuade me, and I'll turn the corner." Almost blurting out Xiang Wanqing's name, Yun Mo slammed on the brakes.Qin Xingyan still heard the word "Xiang" clearly, feeling a faint sense of threat Qin Xingyan asked: "By the way, has Xiang Wanqing troubled you recently?"

"No!" Yun Mo replied immediately.

Qin Xingyan already knew it in his heart, Yun Mo answered too quickly, and his disguised guilt was exposed like this. If he asked Yun Mo this way on weekdays, he might have jumped to ask himself what he meant, did he think too much and didn't believe her? .

Qin Xingyan has always believed that there is a kind of telepathy between lovers. When the other party's heart is not in his body, there will always be clues to be found.

"Okay, you have to be good." Qin Xingyan's heart was cold, and his tone was also cold.However, Yun Mo didn't hear it, so he answered with a smile, said goodbye and hung up the phone.Standing in the empty corridor, Qin Xingyan heard his own heartbroken voice.

Yunluo, who was sitting in the office, finally waited for the pale Qin Xingyan. They looked at each other, and Qin Xingyan handed her the document in his hand.

"Yunluo, I'm sorry."

"What is this?" A bad premonition arose in his heart, and Yunluo's heart was already cold after opening the folder and reading the first page. "Qin Xingyan, are you kidding me?" She questioned with a trembling voice.

"Do you think I'll make such a joke with you?" Qin Xingyan stood at the desk and asked Yunluo indifferently.

"It's impossible for Ning Xuan to get this kind of disease, she's only so young." Yun Luo murmured abnormally.

Qin Xingyan took a deep breath, clenched his fists and said cruelly: "Yunluo, people will get sick, it has nothing to do with age." Shi Moyan was also very young when he died, and the cruelty of the disease is that it doesn't care about the age of the carrier.

"I'm going to find her, I can help her." Yunluo rushed out of the office out of control, and Qin Xingyan hurriedly followed.

"Yunluo." She pulled Yunluo, who was in tears, and stood in front of her.Yunluo looked at Qin Xingyan in front of him viciously, and growled with hatred: "Don't stop me. Get out of the way, or I will hate you forever."

"Yunluo, can you listen to me?" Qin Xingyan begged with his arms outstretched to block Yunluo's way.

"Qin Xingyan, get out of the way." Yunluo rushed forward regardless.Qin Xingyan held her arms to try to control her, and the two tumbled and tumbled into each other's arms.

"Yunluo, listen to me before you leave." Qin Xingyan hugged Yunluo tightly, ignoring the pain that Yunluo hurt when he struggled. "Ning Xuan just doesn't want you to see her change jobs now. She has worked so hard to refuse your request to go back to City S. If you appear in front of her, she will only trample her dignity. How do you let her face it? To you?" Qin Xingyan roared uncontrollably.

Yunluo in her arms looked at her in pain and confusion.

half an hour:

"Qin Xingyan. You look like a lunatic." She heard Yunluo whisper, and her hands loosened.

Qin Xingyan did not let go of Yunluo, but still hugged her tightly, she said: "Yunluo, I understand the pain in your heart, you believe me, no one in this world understands your sadness at this moment better than me, but if she All I want is to leave a trace of dignity in front of us at the end, please be considerate of her. Let her keep her most beautiful appearance in your memory."

"Why?" Qin Xingyan breathed a sigh of relief, burying Yunluo's face in the shoulder socket, gently stroking her back, feeling the hot breath soaking into his skin little by little.

She couldn't answer why, this is what she learned from Shi Shiyan, and Shi Shiyan taught her this lesson in the last period of her life.Not everyone hopes that when their lives are exhausted, they will be in the arms of their loved ones. They hope that they will not be seen by their loved ones when they are in a state of embarrassment.

Shi Moyan is like this, and so is Ning Xuan.

Yunluo's mental state is not good, so Qin Xingyan had to accompany her back home and guard her.I don't know if she can figure it out by herself. Qin Xingyan is helpless and can only wait and see what happens.

On the first day, Yunluo ate breakfast as usual and sat on the sofa watching TV. When Qin Xingyan was supposed to go out to work, he had to change clothes. Qin Xingyan, who was sitting beside her, grabbed her and said that he had asked for leave.Yunluo sat back in a daze.

At noon, when Qin Xingyan cooked the dishes and told Yunluo to eat, she fell asleep lying on the sofa with tears in the corners of her eyes.Qin Xingyan looked at her haggard look distressedly and couldn't bear to wake up, so he found a blanket to cover her body and sat beside her to watch her sleep.

When Yunluo opened his eyes again, Qin Xingyan was watching a costume drama that was rolling with thunder.

"Are you awake?" She was unusually gentle, Yun Luo stroked her hair and sat up with an embarrassed expression, not knowing why she fell asleep thinking about Ning Xuan.

"I didn't call you at noon when I saw that you were sleeping soundly. Let's eat the dishes hot at night. I won't go out because of the strong wind today."

"En." Yunluo got up and looked for water to drink.

The next day, Yunluo wanted to go back to City S, but Qin Xingyan did not agree.The two stayed at home for a day, and Secretary Lin knocked on the door in the evening.

Qin Xingyan blocked the door and said to Secretary Lin: "Give me the things, and you can go."

"Don't let me in if I don't know the door, I'm thirsty." Does Jinwu Cangjiao want to let the errand runner quench his thirst?

"When you go out, turn right and there is a convenience store. Don't you have any change? I'll give it to you." After speaking, he began to touch his pocket. Seeing how serious she was, Secretary Lin quickly stuffed the box into Qin Xingyan's hand.

"Leave now?" Qin Xingyan asked while holding the cardboard box.

Secretary Lin looked at her boss with black lines all over her head, didn't she let her go?

"What does it eat?" Qin Xingyan pouted at the box.

"Boss, the food is in the box!" Sure enough, humans are not as good as dogs.

"That's it. Then Secretary Lin, go slowly." Qin Xingyan pointed to the elevator with a full smile.

In the room, Yunluo could only hear his voice but not see him. Just as he was about to go out to say hello, he saw Qin Xingyan walking out with a box in his arms.

"Is Secretary Lin here?"

"Yes, I've already left." Qin Xingyan smiled brightly while holding the box.

"Oh, why didn't you let her in?" Yunluo glanced at the big box and asked again, "What is it?"

"Speaking of this, you really can't leave for a while, help me take care of it." After finishing speaking, he put the box in the center of the living room, Qin Xingyan and Yun Luo leaned over to look at it, a milk dog curled up in a ball shivering in the box .

"Is it cold?" Yunluo carefully picked it up and asked.

"How do I know. Hold it for a while to see if it still shakes." Qin Xingyan put the box of goat milk in the box into the refrigerator, and put the cushion in a place where it can receive sufficient sunlight.

Yunluo watched her do all this silently, feeling infinitely moved.

"You know I'm leaving in a few days."

Qin Xingyan, who was busy, looked back at her and replied with a smile: "I can take care of it at that time. You can help me for a while, it is too small, I'm afraid I can't take care of it."

Since the addition of the population, Qin Xingyan and Yun Luo have almost spent the time watching TV in the past two days on this little guy.

The little guy slept in Yunluo's arms for half an hour and started howling when he opened his eyes. Qin Xingyan thought it was time to go to the bathroom. Yunluo put it on the tiles in the bathroom. Howling on the ground, Yunluo hugged it distressedly, and within 2 minutes his chest was wet.

"It peed all over me." Yunluo held it stiffly and said aggrievedly.

"Hahahahaha." Seeing Yunluo's embarrassed appearance, Qin Xingyan laughed shamelessly.

"Hurry up and hug. I'm going to take a shower and change clothes." Can't see Qin Xingyan smiled like a flower and stuffed the little guy into her arms and hurried into the bedroom.Qin Xingyan, who hugged the little guy and couldn't help laughing, looked at the closed door, raised his eyebrows, and praised the ignorance in his arms: "You are awesome. I appreciate you very much."

At night, the two put the fed little guy next to the bed, and heard its howling in the middle of the night.Qin Xingyan clutched the quilt and kicked Yunluo: "Go and see what's wrong with it?"

Yunluo was also very sleepy, wrapped in a quilt and unwilling to get up.This meaningless "struggle" is not over until one of them can't stand it.

Yunluo lost most of the time. Yunluo hugged the little guy to wipe his wet hair, and fed him dog food soaked in milk. Amidst the howling again in the early morning, Qin Xingyan dazedly patted Yunluo. Luo asked: "Tell me, if Jiang Yuming and Xia Mo really want to have a child, they won't be able to pinch each other after all the tossing around at night."

"Yes." Yunluo got out of bed with her eyes closed, touched the little guy in her arms, and said to herself, "I am such a good-tempered lover that I feel sorry for the person who sleeps on the other side of the bed."

Qin Xingyan behind him gave an unconscious "En" and felt a little awkward hearing these words. After thinking for a long time, he suddenly opened his eyes and turned over to look at Yunluo's crooked back. After a long time, he saw the messy bed beside him. Yunluo's hair was stuck to her pillow, and she could still feel her temperature when she stretched out her hand.

"Huh." No sleepiness at all.Qin Xingyan sat up and patted Yunluo on the shoulder cautiously, saying: "Give it to me, you sleep."

"En." Nearly sleepy, Yun Luo didn't notice Qin Xingyan's change, and stuffed a hot potato to Qin Xingyan, then lay down and fell asleep.Sitting on the bed, Qin Xingyan hugged the little guy and looked at Yunluo's peaceful sleeping face with warmth lingering in his heart. He was surprised to find that Yunluo was slightly similar to Yunmo when he was sleeping, and he gradually got out of bed with more regret.