twilight winter

After living for more than 20 years, Kevin has never admired a woman as much as Lu Ningxi.So when Zhuang Yan called and told him that Lu Ningxi was having dinner with Xia Mo and invited them, Kevin crawled out of the warm bed without hesitation, and drove the car to the destination at lightning speed.

Standing solemnly in a long down jacket in the winter night at the door of the subsea tunnel, seeing Kevin get out of the car with two buttons of his shirt unbuttoned and a woolen coat casually put on, he couldn’t help but eat vinegar again , although jealous, solemn still motioned Kevin to clean up his appearance.The two entered the restaurant side by side.

The heat in the room shivered the cold solemnity all over his body, but what made him even more uncomfortable was Lu Ningxi's gentle and gentle laughter.Zhuang Yan opened the curtain of the private room and saw a circle of women sitting around the round table on the kang.Kevin behind him was also shocked by the women in the room.

"Yo, isn't this solemn?" Lu Ningxi put down the teacup in his hand and greeted tepidly.Zhuang Yan took off his shoes and got on the kang, and replied with an embarrassed smile: "Sister Lu, An Zhu." After saying hello, he nodded to Yunluo and Qin Xingyan.Xia Mo pulled him to sit beside her, and saw that Kevin was also sitting next to Lu Ningxi, and just about to speak, she heard Lu Ningxi's brief introduction: "Yunluo, Qin Xingyan, Kevin, solemn."

The four of them got to know each other by greeting each other, solemnly asked Xia Mo in a low voice: "Isn't it just after eating, why did you run out again?"

Yun Luo heard Zhuang Yan ask Xia Mo and followed him to ask the question he had always wanted to ask: "Aren't you at home?" Obviously Jiang Yuming's character made Xia Mo unable to control his temper.

Xia Mo looked embarrassed, but said nothing.

When Lu Ningxi saw her like this, he hurriedly said: "The prison still has some time to relax, what's the matter. Eat."

After a few people were chatting, they became hot, and the wine was getting fast. Even so, Xia Mo was still very careful about her mobile phone. When they saw her checking her mobile phone from time to time, they understood that she was feeling depressed at the moment, so they naturally brought up the topic. Mobilize cheerfully.

During the dinner, Xia Mo went to the bathroom, and Lu Ningxi had time to ask Zhuang Yan: "Why is it not the first time you see her tonight?"

Zhuang Yan said the matter all over again, and everyone present looked at Yunluo after hearing it.

Yunluo was puzzled and said, "it has nothing to do with me."

"Huh?" Lu Ningxi obviously didn't believe it, the young couples quarreled so fiercely if it wasn't for the sake of jealousy!

"It really has nothing to do with me. Xia Mo and I are clearly separated. Jiang Yuming also knows." Yun Luo said that his heart ached, but he didn't want to make everyone misunderstand.

Qin Xingyan, who had been sitting beside her in silence, chuckled lightly after listening to her explanation, tilted his head and asked, "Why does the anchor of Yunda feel that he has to leave it clean?"

Yunluo was a little unhappy when he heard it, and retorted with alcohol: "in this world, there is a kind of person who can be friends even if they are separated. Clean friends."

Qin Xingyan sneered, looked at the wine glass and said coldly: "I have never met a couple who can still be friends after they are separated."

The two of them came and went without noticing that Xia Mo sat back in his seat.Xia Mo stared and asked the people present what the reason for these two people's arrogance was, and they were all drunk, shaking their heads to hear the reason why these two people argued.

Hearing Qin Xingyan's answer, Yunluo blurted out: "Why do I hear you mean being hurt by unclean friends?"

These words can be regarded as stabbing a hornet's nest, Qin Xingyan's complexion changed, and her brows were also locked together. She turned sideways and looked straight at Yunluo.There was a deep chill in Qin Xingyan's eyes, but Yunluo could also see the pain under the chill.

Several people saw that the atmosphere was not right, and just about to say something, Xia Mo's cell phone rang as expected.

Jiang Yuming's three large characters were on the top of the screen and her peaceful sleeping face.

Xia Mo didn't want to answer her phone call at first, but this place is at the cusp of the crisis, Xia Mo answered the phone without hesitation.Sure enough, everyone's attention, including Qin Xingyan, was diverted to Xia Mo.

Xia Mo listened to the panting sound on the phone.

For a long time no one spoke.

"Jiang Yuming." Lowering her head, Xia Mo felt her fragility under drunkenness.

I don't know if I triggered Jiang Yuming's sadness or Xia Mo's indifference and Jiang Yuming's grievance before the phone call touched her nerves. What Xia Mo heard was Jiang Yuming's low cry.

"Why are you crying?" Xia Mo heard her choked up voice.

There was still no answer, Xia Mo saw Lu Ningxi handing her a tissue, she rolled her eyes and felt tears falling down, she simply wiped it, and said to the phone: "I'll hang up if you don't speak. "

Maybe because he knew that Xia Mo would do what he said, Jiang Yuming burst into tears at this moment, and asked intermittently: "Xia Mo, do you want me anymore? Are you really not going home? You don't want our home gone?"

That childish words cut Xia Mo's heart like a knife. For many years, no matter how ridiculous Jiang Yuming was, Xia Mo never left that home.That was where the love Jiang Yuming gave them belonged, and Xia Mo deeply understood this.

She understood that in Jiang Yuming's eyes, once she left that home, it meant that she would no longer wait for Jiang Yuming, would no longer look back at their love, and would no longer care about their old relationship.

Xia Mo couldn't hold back anymore, she just felt the energy of wine rushing to her head in an instant, her emotions couldn't be restrained, even though she knew that she was being watched by everyone, Xia Mo still cried and replied: "Jiang Yuming, we will be separated for a while Right. It's not like we haven't been separated for so many years, can't we all return to each other in the end, can you give me time to think calmly?"

"No." With a piercing growl, Xia Mo knew that Jiang Yuming had completely lost control.

Xia Mo didn't want to chat with Jiang Yuming anymore, she knew what Jiang Yuming would do in the next moment.Xia Mo couldn't bear it, maybe it was because she was too tired all these years, Xia Mo really felt that she needed space.She hung up the phone decisively and turned off the phone directly.

This small private room is not big, and everyone present heard Jiang Yuming's last desperate roar. They felt uncomfortable watching Xia Mo turn off his phone and wipe away tears silently, and they didn't know what to persuade.Finally, everyone's eyes fell on Yunluo's head again.Yunluo shook her head silently, just looking down at the corner of the table.

The wine party ended under Lu Ningxi's Zhang Luo. Lu Ningxi and An Ran wanted to send Yunluo and Xia Mo back to the hotel. Xia Mo excused them on the pretext that they had children at home, and Xia Mo pushed away Kevin and Zhuang Yan In the end, only Qin Xingyan was left.

Xia Mo wanted to find an excuse to let Qin Xingyan go home, Qin Xingyan opened the car door nonchalantly and said to Xia Mo and Yunluo: "I am a lonely family, I will see you off. Don't shirk, if you want to freeze to death on the street, go back and see How can we get a taxi so quickly here?"

Yun Luo and Xia Mo looked at each other, then at the empty street at night, noncommittal.

After getting in the car, Qin Xingyan looked at Xia Mo who was sitting in the co-pilot and finally couldn't hold back and said: "Xia Mo, if you don't want to part with it, go back, once you miss some things, you may never find a right time in your life." .”

Xia Mo didn't answer, Yun Luo, who was sitting in the back seat, heard Qin Xingyan's words and remembered the argument he had with her just now, frowning and thinking for a long time.

The three of them didn't speak any more along the way, when they arrived at the hotel, Yun Luo sent Xia Mo into the room, said a few words of comfort, and then went out.Sure enough, Qin Xingyan's car was still parked in the parking lot.Yun Luo walked to the window and saw Qin Xingyan lying on the steering wheel, he hesitated and knocked on the window.

Qin Xingyan didn't look up immediately, but took out a tissue and wiped away his tears before opening the car window.

The wind at night was icy cold, Qin Xingyan looked at Yunluo who was close at hand.

Yun Luo lowered her head and looked at Qin Xingyan with deep eyes.

"I'm sorry." Yunluo said it in a low voice.

Qin Xingyan looked at her suspiciously.

Yunluo held her arms in both hands and said with a trembling voice, "I'm too careless when I talk today. I'm sorry."

Qin Xingyan just shook his head quietly when he heard her apology.

"Maybe, you're right." Yun Luo looked at Qin Xingyan's beautiful eyes, and the teardrops on the eyelashes gradually froze due to the cold, like a pearl.

Qin Xingyan smiled slightly, and said in a low voice: "I will also give you what I said to her. Maybe, you are not the wrong one."

Yunluo was taken aback for a moment, then she understood what Qin Xingyan meant, and she replied flatly: "I am the one who is wrong for these two people."

Because of this sentence, Qin Xingyan looked at Yunluo carefully, just like the first time they met, Qin Xingyan finally set his eyes on Yunluo's eyebrows.Yun Luo, who had been waiting quietly, saw a hint of appreciation in Qin Xingyan's eyes. Qin Xingyan finally said, "You understand better than me." After finishing speaking, he closed the window sill and started the car. Yun Luo saw that it was moving slowly. The car couldn't help taking a step back.Qin Xingyan slammed down on the accelerator, and the red car turned into a trail of light and disappeared into the night.

Yunluo stood in the snow and looked in that direction for a long time.

Xia Mo lay alone on the hotel bed and looked at the ceiling. She thought of Jiang Yuming. In fact, she never stopped thinking about Jiang Yuming that night.Especially when Lu Ningxi and the others went home together, Xia Mo thought about Jiang Yuming even more.Xia Mo always thought that if one day Jiang Yuming could be with her day and night, and the two of them lived together quietly, even if they quarreled, it would be just a sentence from you and me, and I would not go into it, how wonderful it would be.

But Xia Mo also needs to know that Jiang Yuming will not be what she imagined.

Jiang Yuming had to follow her heart in everything he did.Even if she doesn't like it a little bit, the quarrel will continue endlessly.Or there is another possibility, to leave without making a sound.

Thinking about all this, Xia Mo suddenly felt how wronged she had been living these years.

And does Jiang Yuming understand?

She doesn't understand.