twilight winter

Yun Mo has not seen anyone or heard from him for three days, and the roses that he delivered every morning are gone.Qin Xingyan sat in his seat and calculated carefully, yes, three days, three days and five hours.Maybe, I hurt her that day, and she ran away angrily without even drying her hair.The roar of her Maserati still seemed to linger in Qin Xingyan's ears.

The phone rang for a long time before Qin Xingyan picked it up.

"Xia Mo. What's the matter?" During the lunch break, Xia Mo rarely called himself.

"Xing Yan, what are you doing?"

"Sit and count the days."

"Uh." Qin Xingyan has been in a trance for the past few days, but he won't be so bored that he counts desk calendars during working hours.

"Thinking about going home one day." Qin Xingyan explained indifferently.

"We have a new colleague in the house, who works at Yunluo's unit." Qin Xingyan is an outsider, and it's normal to think about going home for the New Year. When thinking of the New Year, he thinks of Jiang Yuming. Troubled thoughts became more chaotic. "A girl named Zuo Zuo."

"Yeah." Xia Mo was troubled, Qin Xingyan listened quietly.

"The relationship between this child and Yunluo has always been very good. I also heard Yunluo mention that she has been very attentive to me since she came in the morning. I don't know whether Yunluo told her or she knew about my relationship with Yunluo. .”

"Is there a difference?" There's no difference, anyway, it's all for Yunluo's sake.Qin Xingyan was fiddling with the flower pot on the table, a small bud was dangling, which was given to her by Yin Ying yesterday.

"There will be a problem of embarrassment or not." Xia Mo was not sure.

"You're already embarrassed." Qin Xingyan was inexplicably irritated by the emerald green color of the little bud, just like that child Yin Ying, who had a slightly hesitant and expectant gaze and a silent posture every day.

"You are in a bad mood." Xia Mo confirmed.

"No." Withdrawing his hand, Qin Xingyan flatly denied it.

"Xingyan." The sullen tone made Qin Xingyan curl his lips.

"A little bit." Emphasize that point.

"Why? Because of the disappearing Yunmo." We meet each other every night, so I know that Yunmo has disappeared recently.

"No." Lied again.

"You really—" chuckled, Xia Mo used two words: "It's awkward."

When Yin Ying came to find Qin Xingyan in the afternoon, Qin Xingyan was rushing out of the mission.Watching Qin Xingyan pack the equipment, Yin Ying stood behind her and asked, "Sister, are you going on a business trip?"

"Well, it should be." A certain celebrity is about to run away after giving birth to a child. I really don't know why the things people care about these days are so meaningless.Why are you so excited when someone gives birth to a baby?

"How many days?"

"I don't know. Let's see who can get the photo first." Qin Xingyan put on his bag and turned to look at Yin Ying. Yin Ying stood in front of her a little awkwardly. You texted."

"Okay." The child grinned, and Qin Xingyan's mood improved slightly.

After boarding the plane, Qin Xingyan sent a text message to Yin Ying as agreed. The name of Yunmo in the address book was under Yin Ying. Qin Xingyan took a look, pressed Yin Ying, and then pressed send, and turned off the phone.

Qin Xingyan fell asleep on the plane, got off the plane, and her colleagues from City X came to pick her up, boarded the interview car and rushed to the obstetrics and gynecology hospital.

The entrance of the hospital was already crowded, so Qin Xingyan and one of his colleagues turned to the back door, which was also the same.Colleagues stood under the scorching sun, ventilating each other.

"I heard that V showed three numbers but didn't get any."

"Hey, if it weren't for the entertainment of the public, where would someone spend the money that can buy a villa to buy a few photos of a meatball?"

"He is an international movie star."

"It's hard for us."

Qin Xingyan listened to everyone chatting, lit a cigarette and smoked.

"Hey, I heard they still have intentions."

"It's considered intentional if you didn't sell it after three figures."

"Money is not the problem, the problem is which one they fancy."

"Well, call the director quickly and ask about the relationship."

"That's right, who is that, bring me my phone."

There was a commotion in the crowd, and there were voices of conversation everywhere. The colleague who followed Qin Xingyan asked, "Should we call and let us know?"

"Go and play." Smoking slowly, Qin Xingyan looked at the little ants at his feet moving in a bunch, maybe it's going to rain.

The colleague went to a distant place to make a call, and came back after a while and handed the phone to Qin Xingyan, "The director wants to talk to you."

Qin Xingyan took it inexplicably: "Hello."

"Xing Yan, we are bound to get this set of photos. The person on it has had private contact with him several times, but it is still close. I remember that you and Xia Mo are not very good. See if she can help .”

"Aren't they grabbing the news too?" Mingming saw the logo of their station.

"After all, we are different from them. We are in the process of transformation. If we don't work hard, we may face losses and bankruptcy in the future." As for bankruptcy and unemployment.

"I..." Just about to refuse, the director gave an order: "If you can't get the exclusive, you don't have to come back."

Looking at the phone that was hung up, Qin Xingyan was powerless for a while, how many troubles the economic system had caused, and looking at the colleagues around him who were struggling to improve, Qin Xingyan took out his phone and reluctantly found Xia Mo's number.

It's really hard to speak, knowing that Xia Mo was able to invite Wang Xianluo back then because of her relationship with Jiang Yuming, and knowing that Xia Mo is now doing his best to quit this poison called Jiang Yuming, how many times have you looked at this How can a woman open her mouth when she secretly tears or looks out of the window in a daze.

"Sister Xingyan..." The colleague looked at her holding the phone and called her softly.

"Huh?" After regaining consciousness, Qin Xingyan walked to the distance, flipped through the address book and dialed the number.

After a long time when no one answered, Qin Xingyan was debating whether to hang up the phone, and there was an unfamiliar voice on the other end.

"Hello, Mr. Yun's mobile phone, who can I find?"

"Huh?" Qin Xingyan hesitated, and immediately said, "Qin Xingyan."

"Please wait a moment." The people over there seemed to be trotting for a while, and the background suddenly became noisy, with the sound of dance music, and the messy laughter of men and women.

"Hey, Yun Mo, please tell me." Yun Mo's voice was still sweet, but Qin Xingyan could hear the alienation and indifference there.

"I—" Qin Xingyan's pride was hurt, and Qin Xingyan didn't know how to speak.

"Say." With a simple word, the noisy background music gradually quieted down, and Qin Xingyan could even hear Yun Mo's breathing.

"I want the lead singer of DHY—" Before Qin Xingyan could finish speaking, Yun Mo chuckled: "On this matter, I know, someone will call you later. Goodbye."

Before Qin Xingyan could say "thank you", the phone was hung up.

Everyone in the quiet room looked at Yun Mo with a gloomy face. Miss Yun was still smiling just now, but how did she change after a phone call.

The people who were signaled by Yunmo to be quiet just now looked at each other in blank dismay.

"Let's continue." Taking a breath, a smile came to Yun Mo's face again, and she pulled the big boy who was laughing with her just now to continue playing the game.The room was singing and dancing again, only Gu Qi'an was sitting in the corner watching Yun Mo.

Qin Xingyan did not expect that it was the child's father who personally called and sold the exclusive rights to himself at a very low price.Qin Xingyan was overwhelmed by the flattery, knowing that Yunmo had contributed a lot, so Qin Xingyan, his father who sent the child away, sat in the hotel looking at his phone, wondering if he wanted to thank Yunmo.

As soon as the screen lit up, Qin Xingyan picked it up to look at it.

[Sister, the way home today is very long.I remembered that we went skating on the artificial lake in the backyard of our unit a few days ago, it was so good. 】

Qin Xingyan thought about the ambiguous text message and replied again and again: 【The weather is cold, you should trot home instead of hurting the spring and autumn. 】

[There are reasons for the sadness of spring and autumn. You can't be happy without the full moon. 】

[Children talking indiscriminately. 】Qin Xingyan replied quickly.

[If it's really a child who can really talk indiscriminately, it's fine. If you make a mistake, you can be irresponsible. 】

【Are you so afraid of being responsible? 】Qin Xingyan feels that this issue needs to be discussed.

【I envy Tong Yan Wuji because I am too responsible. 】Yin Ying's answer made Qin Xingyan smile, but suddenly thought of an irresponsible existence, 3 minutes of heat, and then the smile disappeared.

[Actually, sometimes it is very tiring to take responsibility for the sake of responsibility. 】Thinking of Bo Ning, thinking of Shi Shiyan, isn't it all because of those two words that ruined my life.

【Are you an irresponsible sister? 】

Qin Xingyan looked at this question and thought about it for a long time before he typed it slowly: 【I don't want to take on meaningless things for the sake of responsibility. 】

Yin Ying didn't return, and Qin Xingyan also felt that this topic was a bit too heavy, so he put down his phone and went into the bathroom to wash up and go to sleep.

lonely.Looking at the dizzying room, Yun Mo felt deeply lonely.Yun Mo, who never knew what loneliness is, unexpectedly thought of the word loneliness.Yun Mo laughed at himself.

Yun Mo felt that she should find someone to fill her loneliness, such as Gu Qi'an, one of her childhood and bed partner.

Yun Mo touched the phone to call Gu Qi'an, when Gu Qi'an picked up, he heard Yun Mo muttering: "Gu Qi'an, let's go to bed."

Gu Zian did not agree, but said: "Mo Mo, you are drunk."

"I didn't." Yun Mo argued strongly.

"I have a girlfriend, and I won't sleep with other women casually." Gu Zian explained lightly.

"You have a girlfriend? What does your having a girlfriend have to do with sleeping with me?" The drunken brain couldn't make a turn.

"Momo, I want to die from the beginning."

"From the beginning to the end, haha, Gu Qi'an, did you take the wrong medicine today?" Yun Mo laughed and gasped.

"Yunmo, you should also think about it, don't chase others for the sake of conquest and for fun, don't cherish it after you catch them, how many of us in this group have already married and established businesses, Momo, didn't you say that you met someone who made you fall in love? Is there any woman whose heart is moving? Why don't you calmly think about why she makes your heart move? "

"The heartbeat is temporary, Gu Qi'an, don't talk to me about big things." Yun Mo heard Gu Qi'an mentioning Qin Xingyan and shouted unhappily: "She is a thousand-year-old ice, and Jiuwei Zhenhuo can't melt it." That woman Using yourself as a transfer tool is very hurtful.She didn't tell herself indirectly that she had someone else in her heart, and she hoped that the answer she got was a substitute than Yun Mo.

"You drank too much and couldn't explain clearly. I hung up." Gu Zian hung up the phone resolutely.

Yun Mo vomited, and he was in a mess. After vomiting, Yun Mo lay on the bed and couldn't sleep, with a severe headache.It's been a long time since Yunmo drank so much alcohol. Yunmo has given up alcohol for a while since the gastric bleeding he drank at the beginning of his business.Afterwards, if he drank again, he would definitely have a migraine the next day, and the pain was so painful that Yun Mo gradually stopped drinking.

Yun Mo lay on the bed and thought: Tomorrow, there will definitely be tears of pain again, and he won't be able to get out of bed.

Thinking about that kind of pain is a bit scary, Yunmo is most afraid of pain, sometimes when someone walks and touches her, she will be in pain for a long time, she is the kind of person who is particularly sensitive to pain.

The phone rang over and over again, and Yun Mo touched it for a long time before putting it to his ear.

"Hello." Yun Mo heard herself shouting loudly, but she didn't feel sorry, she drank too much and was still alone.She was always alone, left home at 15, traveled to many countries alone, lived in many places alone, walked many streets alone, returned to her roots alone.

Maybe it was because Yun Mo didn't expect Yun Mo to speak so loudly on the phone, Jiang Yuming was taken aback.

"Yun Mo, have you been drinking?" Yun Mo has quit drinking for a long time, what happened today.

"Mingming..." Yun Mo turned over, feeling unwell, hurriedly dropped the phone and ran into the bathroom.

Jiang Yuming yelled a lot on the phone but didn't hear an answer, so he had to hang up.

Give Guzzian a shot and he turns off the phone.Call Jiang Yuling, this guy has gone abroad, and Wang Xianluo is by his side, Jiang Yuming, who is not sociable, can't find anyone else to take care of Yunmo.

"Hey." Sighing, Jiang Yuming tried to dial Yun Mo's phone again.

"Hey, Qin Xingyan, can you let me sleep." The person over there said this in a daze and hung up.

Jiang Yuming wondered if Qin Xingyan, if I remember correctly, was the reporter from City C, she told herself that Xia Mo planned to have a child last time, did she get closer to Xia Mo?

Thinking of Jiang Yuming dialing Xia Mo's cell phone.

Xia Mo and Zuo Zuo were playing bowling in the city that never sleeps, and they were stunned for a moment when they saw the photos they hadn't seen for a long time displayed on the phone.

"What's wrong?" Zuo Zuo asked.

"It's okay, I'm going to answer the phone." Panicked, she ran to a quiet place with her mobile phone.Xia Mo held her chest and took a deep breath.

"Jiang Yuming." Three words, Xia Mo was afraid that she would reveal the trembling at this time.

"Xia Mo, I'm sorry to disturb you so late, I have something to ask you about Yun Mo and Qin Xingyan." Deeply afraid that Xia Mo would refuse to talk to him, Jiang Yuming stated his purpose of opening the phone in one breath.

"Oh, tell me." Feeling lost, Xia Mo still responded softly.

"Just now I called Yun Mo and she drank too much, why did Qin Xingyan not let her sleep..." Jiang Yuming didn't say anything further.

Xia Mo was a little surprised when he heard that, Qin Xingyan didn't let Yun Mo sleep, didn't Qin Xingyan go on a business trip?

"Is Yun Mo not with you?"

"She has returned to City X, and she has a business partner who is getting married." Jiang Yuming replied, with more and more doubts in his mind.

What, isn't it the city where Qin Xingyan traveled on business.

Thinking about it, Xia Mo hurriedly said to Jiang Yuming: "I'll call Xingyan. Goodbye."

Jiang Yuming frowned as he looked at the phone that was hung up.

Qin Xingyan was about to fall asleep when he received Xia Mo's call. For people with insomnia, being disturbed by sleepiness is the most annoying thing.

"Xia Mo, what's wrong with you?" Qin Xingyan gritted his teeth.

"I'm asking you, where are you?"

"The hotel..."

"Hotel? Is Yunmo at your place?"

"What?" Qin Xingyan was helpless, Xia Mo, what are you thinking.

"Jiang Yuming said that Yun Mo was in City X, and she was drinking too much, and she was arguing that you wouldn't let her sleep..." Xia Mo explained.

Qin Xingyan was taken aback, Yun Mo drank too much, and said he was quarreling with her so she wouldn't let her sleep?what?I didn't even contact her again.

"Nonsense, I'm hanging up." Qin Xingyan hung up the phone and lay down again. An hour later, Qin Xingyan, who was completely sleepy, sat up and called Xia Mo with his mobile phone.

"Xingyan." Before Xia Mo could say anything else, Qin Xingyan said in a bad tone: "Jiang Yuming called me. Hang up."

After speaking, I really hung up.Xia Mo obediently sent Jiang Yuming's phone number to Qin Xingyan. Qin Xingyan replied "Thank you" and lost the letter.

Asking about the address of Lai Yunmo's house, Qin Xingyan casually put on a T-shirt and shorts and went out.Sitting in a taxi, Qin Xingyan looked at the night scene outside the window, full of thoughts.

The place where Yun Mo lives is the most expensive part of the city. The house is a small two-story building. Qin Xingyan thought it would be troublesome to enter this community, but he didn't expect that when he reported Yun Mo's name, the security guards would let him go. With an ambiguous smile.

As smart as Qin Xingyan, it is easy to think how dishonest Yunmo's behavior is on weekdays. It is estimated that the security guard thought of himself as someone who came to meet Yunmo at night.

Lying on the bed, clutching the pillow and trying to fight against the migraine, Yun Mo only heard the ringing of the doorbell of his house, as if someone came to destroy the doorbell.

Yun Mo didn't expect that the migraine didn't come the next day, but came so soon, and the drunkenness had already woken up most of it, so Yun Mo couldn't pretend that he didn't hear the doorbell if it kept ringing like this.

With his head in his arms and tears in his eyes, he ran downstairs barefoot, Yun Mo opened the door full of anger and scolded his head and face: "Fuck, you must be fucking sick, this family is all dead, come and carry the body, In such a hurry."

Then, Yun Mo was stunned.

The scolded Qin Xingyan's gloomy face became even uglier. She folded her arms and stared at the woman in front of her coldly.

Her hair was disheveled, her eyes were red, her pale face was covered with frayed clothes, her evening dress was all wrinkled, and her shoulder straps were still falling between her elbows, revealing a spring look.

"You've eaten gunpowder..." Pushing away the door god, Qin Xingyan entered the room.Yun Mo looked at her incredulously behind her.

"Close the door." A voice as cold as ice came from the living room.