twilight winter

Hey--

Yun Mo rubbed the corner of the quilt and looked at Jiang Yuming on his left and Xia Mo on his right.The room was so quiet, Yun Mo suddenly missed the noise when he just woke up.

"Eat a piece of pear, your voice is hoarse." Only Qin Xingyan was left alone, and when he handed the fruit, Qin Xingyan glanced at the two boring gourds, and raised the corners of his mouth without leaving a trace.

In the quiet room, there was an additional sound of teeth gnawing a pear.Yun Mo frowned and looked at Jiang Yuming complaining.

"Wipe your hands." The juice had flowed into the palm of his hand, Qin Xingyan handed over the tissue, seeing Yun Mo staring at him blankly, he had no choice but to reach out and wipe it off for her.

"Xingyan—" what Yun Mo wanted to say, Qin Xingyan shook his head slightly.You can't live without doing evil, who told you not to listen to me and insist on them meeting.

Handing back a pear to Xia Mo, Qin Xingyan ignored Jiang Yuming.

"I can't eat it." Xia Mo handed it back again.

Qin Xingyan refused to answer, and pouted in Jiang Yuming's direction.

"——" looked at Qin Xingyan in embarrassment, and seeing her insistence, Xia Mo had no choice but to hand out the fruit in his hand: "Jiang Yuming, you eat." It could have been very gentle, but the words that I don't know how to say are like an order.

"Uh—" looked at Xia Mo suspiciously, stretched out his hand to take it, put it to his mouth and ate it slowly, then lowered his head again.

Qin Xingyan rolled his eyes and glanced at Yun Mo's face: Look at the expression on your good deed.Yun Mo was also dejected when he was shot.

"It's time for the patient to rest, and only one escort can be left in a bed." The door was suddenly pushed open, and no one could be seen, only a burst of shouting remained.

"Huh—" Yun Mo exhaled frankly.Finally, this difficult "dating" is over.

Jiang Yuming, who had been silent and sluggish all this time, heard the shout as if he was a different person. He stood up suddenly from his chair and said to Yun Mo in one go, "I'm leaving. You take good care of your illness. You are not needed on the set." Worry. Goodbye." Jiang Yuming turned around and walked towards the door as if he had completed the task.

"Hey, coat." Xia Mo called.

"Eh?" Turning around, he saw Xia Mo holding his coat with a gloomy expression on his face. Realizing that what he did was too obvious, Jiang Yuming stretched out his hand in embarrassment.

"Turn around." Stretched out the clothes and ordered, from this person's appearance, she knew that she would run away with her coat in her hands, and she probably wouldn't be aware of her thin clothes when she went outside.

"Uh—" He turned around obediently.Fingers reached his sleeves, stretched them in, a familiar breath surrounded him, his palms moved from top to bottom on his back, Jiang Yuming turned around in a panic.

"Scarf." The coat is so thin, and he doesn't like to button it.Xia Mo turned around and asked Qin Xingyan to hand over the scarf he had put on the bedside to wrap around Jiang Yuming.

"What are you wearing?" She gave it to herself, and she didn't have it.The pounding heart and tight feeling in the chest deprive the brain of oxygen.Thinking has also become monotonous.

"I use Xingyan's." Qin Xingyan, who was named, was taken aback, he was not used to wearing a scarf.But Qin Xingyan nodded as he looked at the pair of eyes seeking proof.I lied too many times today, I'm really afraid of God's punishment.

"Then—" Jiang Yuming paused and said softly, "Thank you."

"Uh——" Familiar words are so unfamiliar when they are spoken by familiar people. When did Jiang Yuming say thank you to himself.

The chest was full of pain, Xia Mo lowered his eyes and said softly: "You're welcome."

After Jiang Yuming left, Xia Mo stood there until Qin Xingyan patted her on the shoulder and pulled her back to her seat.

"It's time for me to leave." She lowered her head and didn't want these two people to see her tears.

"Okay." He didn't ask to stay because he wanted to give her some space. Qin Xingyan got up and packed her things, and brought her a coat. Seeing that Xia Mo was getting dressed with red eyes, Qin Xingyan opened the door to send her out.

There are still many people in the corridor at night. Xia Mo and Qin Xingyan's high-heeled shoes knock on the marble floor and make a crisp sound. From time to time, hazy eyes look over. It is a man admiring a woman's gaze with lust and greed. Qin Xingyan looks forward But he sneered in his heart.

"I will deliver breakfast tomorrow morning." The friend beside him said.

"I'm sorry." Qin Xingyan said.

"Huh?" Xia Mo looked at her side face suspiciously.

"Yun Mo is too capricious, I shouldn't pamper her." Qin Xingyan smiled faintly, looking at Xia Mo with eyes full of apology and warmth.

Xia Mo reached out to hold her hand.Qin Xingyan didn't hide or struggle, but just turned his palm back to hold her.

"Xing Yan, I want to thank Yun Mo instead. You know that I haven't forgotten her after so long. Now that I see her, I feel sad but happy. She is still the same, but she is different. I used to always look forward to seeing her." I hope, I hope she will stop, stay by my side honestly, do an ordinary job, from [-] to [-], we go to work together, meet to buy groceries after work, and go home to love each other Eat food, talk about work and family at the table, until the age of receiving pensions, and then walk around and see the world. But——" Xia Mo's tears fell, she took a deep breath, looked at Qin Xingyan: " However, seeing her today, I realized how big a mistake I was expecting. From the day I was with her, I should have known that she would not be that kind of person, and I, knowing this, accepted her , I should adjust my mentality instead of blindly complaining and jealousy. Now that I think about it, I pushed her away and proposed to break up. I first abandoned our relationship for more than ten years."

The woman in front of her was heartbroken, and she could only hug her to give her the courage to face all this.Qin Xingyan thinks that sometimes once people turn around the alley, it may not be so good when they suddenly see the light.People are always too clever. One day, when we look back, it turns out that it was nothing but self-pity, what a sad situation.

"Xia Mo, I will be your friend for life. I will support you in whatever decision you make." Just like what you did today.

The blizzard fell all night, and Xia Mo also stayed up all night.Looking through the albums with Jiang Yuming, from that chubby child to the skinny director now, Jiang Yuming beat himself all the way to win a place in this society, and what about himself.Xia Mo didn't know why she was so selfish. In the past years, she loved, felt sorry for, cherished, but in the end she blindly let go.

At this moment, I miss those days when she came and went without a trace. Every deep loss was exchanged for a moment of explosive surprise, as well as the anger and sadness mixed in it, so real.

Sitting by the bed and looking at the pitch-dark neighborhood, Xia Mo closed her eyes and carefully searched for the perception she once had.

When she disappeared and returned for the first time, her curly long hair reached her waist, shorts, a wide shirt, and her curled up body, and the corners of her lips were tightly pressed after she had vented desperately.

The second time I came back, her hair was much shorter, and she was still curled up at the door of the house aggrieved. It was autumn and the breeze was blowing, but she was still wearing shorts and a shirt, and she still let herself be beaten without saying a word.

Then the third time, the fourth time, the fifth time.

It was the same pattern every time, but she looked at herself with more resentful eyes, and her affectionate eyes became darker.

Maybe she was disappointed in herself.

Maybe, she just wants to go home to see her when she misses her uncontrollably. If the two of them get along well for a while, she can be treated gently by herself. She wanted to live the ordinary life she was looking forward to, so every time she came back, as long as she went shopping by herself, she would follow.

"Hey——" What's the use of wondering now.Xia Mo wiped away the tears on her face, couldn't bear the sleepiness, and fell asleep.

Yun Mo, who was nestled in Qin Xingyan's arms, did not sleep for a long time.

Jiang Yuming's face was always lingering in her mind.Those eyes that spoke of pain seemed to accuse her of being troublesome.

She knew how difficult it was for Jiang Yuming these past few years.He also knew how restrained she was to calmly accept Xia Mo's proposal to break up.

It's just that Jiang Yuming didn't understand at all, without Xia Mo, she was like a stopped clock, an artist who lost his soul.She will gradually become depressed, and in the end, I am afraid that even this hard-won career will be difficult to preserve.

Yun Mo couldn't bear to watch Jiang Yuming lose his talent.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" a low voice asked from above.

"What about you?" Looking up, his lips touched Qin Xingyan's slender chin inadvertently, and Yun Mo stretched out the bracelet to wrap around Qin Xingyan's neck.Qin Xingyan raised his head cooperatively, and then lowered his head firmly.

"Go to sleep, some things are not forced by us." The hand on Yun Mo's waist patted gently.

"It's so strange here." Yun Mo, who was wandering around, was already very adaptable, but this hospital frightened her.There was also a burst of crying in the depths of the corridor at night.Yun Mo knew what that meant.

"With me here, don't be afraid." Kissing her forehead, Qin Xingyan closed his arms around Yunmo again.

"Qin Xingyan, why are you so nice to me?" The change was too great.Yun Mo was even terrified that all this would disappear too suddenly, and Qin Xingyan would turn around and leave.

Aware of the uneasiness of the person in his arms, Qin Xingyan propped up his body to meet the cloud-like eyes with the light from the door and window.

"I want to live the old days." Don't talk about love, because the love is not so strong.

"What days?" The days without me are the days when two people get along.

"As long as you are here." Pinching Yunmo's nose, Qin Xingyan lay back down again, and the person in his arms was stiff as expected for a long time.The jaw was lightly bitten the moment it regained its softness.

"Are you good at coaxing girls?" Qin Xingyan laughed dumbfounded at the vague words, girl, Miss Yunmo, you are older than me, how dare you act like a spoiled child.