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The chilly spring season passed quickly, and the summer sun was warm, shining in the Yannian Hall, and people couldn't help but sigh how beautiful the light was.

However, in this beautiful daylight, there is one person who is not happy.

"Little master, what's the matter with you?" asked the accompanying maid.

"Go and get me some paper money, I'll burn it tonight." Xizi said while swinging in the garden behind Yannian Palace.

"Ah...paper money, little master, this..." Upon hearing what Xizi said, the little servant trembled and stopped him. "The palace doesn't allow people to burn these things."

Besides... Your Majesty's health is not very good...

In this way, it is too unlucky.

The little servant girl originally wanted to say these two sentences, but after thinking about it, it was fine. The little master who is not afraid of the world today has no brains, and it is dangerous to serve her, so why not...

"I said I want it, or I'll go tell Lin Huiye?" Ran Xizi didn't care about that at all, and raised his eyebrows.

"Yes... slave girl, go and get some, little master... you can find a hidden place to burn it, and don't let your majesty see it."

"Just go if you're told, there's so much nonsense." Xizi gave her a blank look, and continued to swing on her swing without saying a word.

At night, Lin Huiye finally returned to Yannian Palace after dealing with the mountain of memorials on hand.She saw from a distance that the lanterns in the Yannian Palace were not on tonight, but she was not used to it.

"Where's Xizi? Are you asleep?" Lin Huiye asked Lian'er, the maid who was following her, as he walked towards the palace.

"Go back to Your Majesty, she's not asleep yet." Lian'er said with lowered eyebrows.

"What are you doing? Why don't you light the lamp?"

"I'm burning paper money." Lian'er replied, not trying to hide it at all.

Lin Huiye didn't speak, but just walked forward.

Lian'er tactfully brought Lin Huiye to the place where Xizi burned paper money.

Xizi didn't deliberately hide somewhere, so he squatted openly in the courtyard of Yannian Palace's bedroom.Lin Huiye saw that woman in white clothes squatting in the middle of a cluster of flames in the cold night, constantly throwing paper money into it.

For a moment, the picture overlapped with the one in my mind.

Is that the same for that person?In such a lonely dark night...alone...

"Lin Huiye, you..." Xizi looked sideways and found that Lin Huiye was also squatting beside him, doing the same thing as him.

"Is this burnt for your mother?" Lin Huiye asked.

"Yes." Xizi nodded.

"You said before that I killed your mother, why?" Lin Huiye asked.

"Because...because...my mother's health is not good. Once, my mother and I heard that you were going to Mount Tai to pray for blessings, so we waited early in the morning on the side of the street, hoping to be contaminated by your blessings. My mother said ...As long as I see His Majesty the Emperor, I will be cured." Xizi said. "However, my mother died the next day after seeing you. Not only did you fail to give my mother blessings... you even let her die... At that time, I always thought so."

Lin Huiye squatted beside Xizi, listening quietly.

"My father died early, and the family was already poor to see a doctor for my mother. In order to bury my mother, I had to go to the brothel to sell myself, and I have been stuck in it since then and can't get out." Xizi said. "But in my consciousness, I still rely on you, so when you won the victory, I went to see you again. This time, I saw you again, and the weather was still the same as that day. The golden-roofed carriage. Then...then I was involved in disputes among high-ranking officials, was assassinated, and finally fell into the hands of that man and was imprisoned! Can you imagine what kind of day it is..."

Having said this, Xizi became excited and continued.

"From then on, I don't want to see you again, because... every time I see you, I will suffer more and suffer more than before. I thought that I would never see you again in this life, but..."

"Is that why you said those words when you saw Zhen?" Lin Huiye looked sideways, looking into her eyes.

"Yes..." Xizi trembled.

"Now, do you still hate me?" Lin Huiye asked.

Xizi didn't answer.

Is it that important to hate or not to hate?

Today, I'm doing fine.

What I have is good, it is all given by you.

"Xizi." While lying on the bed, Lin Huiye called the people around him like this.

"What?" Xizi asked.

"You cried very sad just now." Lin Huiye looked at the heavy Shaman and said. "Why?"

"Of course it's because of sadness." Xizi replied, thinking that Lin Huiye was really funny, why would someone cry if they weren't sad?

"Do you cry when you're sad?"

"Yes."

"But I have never cried because of sadness." Lin Huiye said.

"Liar!" Hearing what Lin Huiye said, Xizi turned his back and said. "The night you saw me, you held my face and cried! I still remember it."

"Because I was happy at that time, I was really happy." Lin Huiye smiled. "I have cried four times, but not once because of sadness."

"Then what happens when you are sad?" Xizi approached Lin Huiye again and asked with bright beautiful eyes.

"Not much. Just do what you have to do."

"So you're actually not sad." After hearing Lin Huiye's answer, Xizi said. "Or...not sad to the extreme."

"Is it?"

"Yes." Xizi replied. "If a person is extremely sad, tears will fall on their own, and they cannot be controlled no matter what."

"That's because the control is not good enough." Lin Huiye replied with his back turned to Xizi.

"No matter how good the control is, people will lose control, because of a certain thing, a certain person." Xizi didn't mind her turning her back to him, and continued. "Everyone has dignity, and they are unwilling to do things that bow their heads or lose face... Things will turn out like that... just because they are extremely sad..."

Lin Huiye didn't agree with Xizi's words, but she didn't want to correct them either. She was tired and wanted to sleep.

Under Lin Huiye's care, Xizi gradually got used to life in the palace, and became... no longer wanted to go out.There is everything delicious, fun, and comfortable to wear here, and I am held in the palm of the world's most powerful person, so I don't have to be afraid of anything, and...why do I have to leave?

As long as she grasps Lin Huiye well, she can have whatever she wants!

When she was free, she would secretly run to watch Lin Huiye go to court. The little maid who followed her was terrified, but after realizing that Lin Huiye didn't care, she was relieved.As far as everyone knows, Lin Huiye has always been very strict with the palace system, but why is he only treating the little master...

Is it because the little master is good-looking?

There are too many beautiful women in the world.

Is it because the little master has a good personality?

It is estimated that no one will believe this.

So... why?

After thinking about it, she really didn't know why His Majesty doted on this little master so much.

"Little master." Seeing that Xizi was free, the little maid called her.

"Huh?" Xizi replied lazily.

"You really like His Majesty." The little maid said with a shy smile.

"Humph." Xizi hummed slightly, sounding disdainful.

"why?"

why?

This question that I have been thinking about for a long time is finally brought up now after being forgotten.

She herself really didn't know why.

If he said it was because of his face, there were too many good-looking women in the palace, it would be a joke if he said it.

That's... besides having a pretty face...

really...

Seeing that Xizi couldn't answer, the little maid stopped asking.

She thought, it's probably because their majesty has special preferences, and they should get tired of it in a few days.

The past few days passed quickly, and it was autumn again in a blink of an eye, and Xizi's temper went up to a higher level.Besides, she also added a new hobby.That is... the general Li Hu who was peeping outside the palace wall.

Xizi doesn't know if she likes it, she has never liked anyone in her life, but one day after Lin Huiye retreated, she accidentally hid behind Gong Qiang to watch, and her eyes were locked by this mighty general Hold it, can't move it anymore.

Although being played with by men day and night, this has not wiped out Xizi's innate affection for men.

Want to see him more, want to snuggle with him.

Xizi said this to the maid beside her.

"Little master, please don't!" The little girl's hairs stood on end. Although she didn't want to stop Xizi from doing stupid things, but if something happened this time, Xizi would not be the only one who would be implicated!

"Don't what?" Xizi said while hiding behind the palace wall and watching.

"Don't say these things to Your Majesty..."

"Why?" Xizi asked absently.

"There's no reason! Don't say it if you want to die!" The little maid said seriously. "And let's not come here again in the future, it would be bad if we were discovered."

"What are you afraid of? Lin Huiye won't kill me." Xizi didn't care.

Where does your confidence come from...

The corner of the little maid's mouth twitched.

"Don't you think? A man wearing armor to defend the country is the best looking." Xizi smiled.

"Women who gallop on the battlefield wearing armor are more handsome." The little maid said dissatisfied.

"Are you stupid? Women weave, wash and cook at home, how can they wear armor?" Xizi laughed at her.

"You're stupid." The little maid snorted. "The emperor of our country is a woman, and the generals also have women!"

"Really?" Lin Huiye was a woman who knew, but she never cared about national affairs, so she really didn't know there was a female general.

"Of course." The little maid said proudly. "It is said that he will return to court in two days!"

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