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Lu Ruolan felt that she had become very strange, she would always stare at Zhao Minghe for a long time.When the person felt her gaze turned back, she lowered her head again, she only felt her cheeks were burning, her heart was beating fast, as if a deer was bumping around.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Zhao Minghe asked her.

"I want you to take care of it." As if some secret in her heart had been discovered, Lu Ruolan ran away after threatening Zhao Minghe.

Zhao Minghe didn't know why, so he just continued to sit on the spot and flip through the books, and just like that, the day passed.

When not studying, Zhao Minghe stayed in the yard to take care of the flowers and plants with the little maids. Lu Ruolan stood watching from a distance under the eaves, and saw Zhao Minghe's hands touching the land very gently, smiling at the people around him. Bright.She was unhappy in her heart, feeling like someone else took advantage of the treasure she had found from the street.

"Hey, get up." Lu Ruolan walked over angrily, standing next to Zhao Minghe condescendingly and said.

Zhao Minghe was still squatting, looking up at Lu Ruolan.

Lu Ruolan saw the warm sunlight on her pupils, so bright.

"I'll let you get up, I have something to do, you go out with me."

"Okay." Zhao Minghe stood up when she heard the word 'something'. She clapped her hands and slapped the dirt off her hands. "Let's go."

"Don't wash your hands?" Lu Ruolan stared at Zhao Minghe's slender hands that were covered in dust.

"Wash." Zhao Minghe said. "Wash in a while."

"What habit?" Lu Ruolan walked ahead muttering. "Like a man."

Unexpectedly, Zhao Minghe heard these words and replied.

"There was going to be a war."

When Zhao Minghe went out, he no longer let his hair loose, but tied all the strands of hair behind his head, which was simple and refreshing.Lu Ruolan looked sideways at her dressed in red, with sunlight shining through the corners of her brows and eyes, and asked absentmindedly.

"Minghe."

"Huh?" Zhao Minghe responded.

"Do you... have someone you like?"

Lu Ruolan, who was originally asking a casual question, saw Zhao Minghe was stunned, and she saw her eyes slowly turn cold, and answered after a while.

"No."

After hearing the answer, Lu Ruolan's heart blossomed with joy. Although she could see that Zhao Minghe was not very happy, she still smiled unkindly.Zhao Minghe saw the woman cheering and following beside him, and said to himself with relief.

"I do not have either."

What Lu Ruolan said was actually going out to hang out. After getting used to the waywardness of this young lady, Zhao Minghe was no stranger to it.She found that Lu Ruolan liked to buy things for herself very much, as long as her eyes stayed there for a while, Lu Ruolan would go straight up and buy it.In just a short while, Zhao Minghe had already hugged a bunch of them in his hands.

"Do you want to use all of these?" Zhao Minghe frowned, looking at the things in his arms.

"You want to use it." Lu Ruolan looked at the things in Zhao Minghe's arms and counted them one by one. "Look at what you have bought? Books, paper pens, swords, clothes, meat buns... There is no rouge, gouache or anything."

She said so, then looked sideways at Zhao Minghe's face, and smiled again after a while.

"But it doesn't matter...Minghe looks gorgeous without makeup, she is the best beauty."

"Miss, do you sound proud?" Zhao Minghe looked sideways and smiled lightly.

"Of course I'm proud." Lu Ruolan turned her head away and said. "Because no matter how beautiful you are, it's mine."

"When will you introduce me to the battlefield?" Zhao Minghe asked.

"Not yet...not yet." Hearing this, Lu Ruolan seemed to wake up from a dream. She knew very well why Zhao Minghe stood by her side at this moment and why he listened to her.battlefield.Sending her to the battlefield will always be her last resort.Thinking of this, Lu Ruolan felt depressed, and she hesitated. "I'll find a chance to tell my father."

"Can you hurry up?" Zhao Minghe asked bluntly.She was still the same as when they had their first conversation, with a clear purpose and no concealment, making people... even unable to get around.

"Why so fast?" Lu Ruolan didn't understand, she was obviously a girl, and she was not practicing piano, chess, calligraphy and painting at home, so what did she have to do on the battlefield?The battlefield is so dangerous, if you don't pay attention...

"Because I..." Zhao Minghe hesitated after hearing this. "I don't have much time left."

Perhaps it was because of being too tired during the day, Zhao Minghe slept very early, but he didn't sleep deeply at all.She had a dream, dreaming of the burning sea of ​​flames, and the ruins of the ruins that were completely destroyed in the sea of ​​flames.

"Do not……"

In his sleep, Zhao Minghe clutched the quilt tightly, letting the tears slide down his cheeks, but it was of no avail.

"Let them go...don't kill...don't...don't..."

"Father...mother...brother...Xiao Yu..."

"no no……"

"Kaguya...Kaguya why don't you stop them...why...why...why don't you protect me...Kaguya..."

it hurts...

it hurts...

The black hole in the dream repeats infinitely.Zhao Minghe felt as if he had fallen into a cold cave, his whole body was in sharp pain.When she woke up, but saw that it was still dark, she wiped the tears from her face, opened the door and went out without hesitation.

Xiao Qi, who was sleeping at first, was startled by the straight man standing beside the bed, just about to scream out, only to realize that the man was actually Zhao Minghe.

"I'm going to die... stay up in the middle of the night pretending to be a ghost to scare me..." Xiao Qi stroked her heart, letting her heart beat wildly.

"Xiaoqi, I can't sleep." Zhao Minghe said as he stood.

"What are you thinking again?" Xiao Qi frowned and pulled her to sit on the side of the bed. "Wait, I'll get you some hot water."

Zhao Minghe retreated into Xiao Qi's bed trembling all over, seeing Xiao Qi calmly go out to boil hot water for himself.Haunted by Xiao Qi's breath, Zhao Minghe gradually felt at ease, she just leaned against the bedpost and fell asleep.

Xiaoqi opened the door and came in, saw that Zhao Minghe had fallen into a deep sleep, shook his head and put down the hot water in his hands, pulled the quilt to cover Zhao Minghe, and sat by the bed with his sword in his arms, and soon fell asleep up.

Zhao Minghe only felt that he slept well in the second half of the night, at least one night without dreams.She opened her eyes in a daze, but saw that the sky had cleared up, and a pair of beautiful angry eyes were staring at her.

"Miss?" Zhao Minghe recognized her for a long time before thinking of this beautiful master.

"You...! Why are you sleeping in her room?" Seeing that Zhao Minghe finally woke up, Lu Ruolan's anger burst out. She pointed at Xiao Qi who was standing aside, and said aggressively.

"Because I wanted to come over, I came here." Zhao Minghe replied.

"Come here if you want? I have such a big room and I don't sleep, so I ran to squeeze a small bed with her! Zhao Minghe! You... Are you..." Lu Ruolan was so anxious that she couldn't say a word .

"What is it?" Zhao Minghe frowned and asked.

"You...do you like women!"

As if he had been poked into something, Zhao Minghe froze in place, unable to say a word for a while.

"Sure enough... I just said why when I saw you with other women... I felt wrong... So... So you..."

Zhao Minghe felt that Lu Ruolan seemed to have misunderstood something, but he didn't know how to explain it.

There is nothing wrong with her liking women, but that is only because Lin Huiye is a woman.

"You..." Lu Ruolan stood where she was, her face flushed from holding back, and she turned towards Zhao Minghe. "You are shameless!"

"Shameless?" Zhao Minghe looked sideways at Xiao Qi when Lu Ruolan ran away. "Why did she call me shameless?"

Xiao Qi shook his head, just like Zhao Minghe, he didn't understand at all.She cares more about another thing.

"Breakfast is already on the table, wash and eat quickly."

"Okay." Knowing that Xiao Qi was afraid that the food would get cold, Zhao Minghe didn't hesitate, and went straight to wash up.

Sitting in the room, Lu Ruolan became more and more angry, but she didn't know what she was angry about.She knew that she couldn't find Zhao Minghe after searching for a long time, and when she suddenly saw her sleeping on another woman's bed, she was so angry that she was about to go crazy.

Zhao Minghe likes women...

Zhao Minghe likes women.

Zhao Minghe likes women! ! !

This sentence magnified infinitely in Lu Ruolan's mind, she suddenly wanted to send all the maids in Lu's mansion home, but she was surprised that her thoughts were too crazy.

Lu Ruolan was bored in the house all day, and the servant girl was anxious, so she knocked on the door and said.

"Miss? Miss?"

"Don't disturb me!" Lu Ruolan casually picked up the small porcelain cup in her hand and threw it towards the door.

"Miss... It's time for dinner... Aren't you going to have dinner with Zhao Minghe?"

"Eat! Who wants to eat with her...that kind of person..." As soon as Zhao Minghe was mentioned, Lu Ruolan's arrogance weakened immediately, and after a while, the little maid saw that her young lady opened the door, and said no. Without a word, he headed towards the place to eat.

"Miss, why are you bothered?" the little girl asked, fearing that if the matter was not resolved, Lu Ruolan would make such a fuss every day.

"It's not Zhao Minghe...she's not normal...she actually likes women..." Lu Ruolan said dejectedly.

"If the lady sees her upset, just drive her away. As long as the lady says a word, the servant will immediately...!"

"No!" Lu Ruolan said. "Can't let her go..."

Always felt……

If she leaves.

My heart will ache.

It hurts.

Out of breath.

What's going on here?

"Then it will be uncomfortable to keep her young lady." The little maid was embarrassed.

"She likes women...there are so many women in the world...maybe one day she will leave me for another woman...it's not mine anymore." Lu Ruolan said with a frown.

"But... if Ms. Zhao likes women... she won't follow men, and Ms. Zhao is a woman, isn't she?"

"You mean..." As if a certain door in her heart had been opened, Lu Ruolan felt that her heart was bright. "She might like me too, right?"

"Miss... everything is possible." The little maid replied. "But...Miss...do you like Zhao Minghe? Don't you...you also like women?"

"What nonsense! How could I like women! I..."

I... I might... just fall in love with... Zhao Minghe.