Difficulty in deciphering

who... who are you...

Vaguely, Lin Jieyu knew that he was dreaming again.It's just that the raging fire and the crying girl no longer appeared in the dream.No...To be precise, Lin Jieyu felt...as if he had merged with that child and was looking at the world through her eyes.

In his blurred vision, Lin Jieyu vaguely saw a large area of ​​sunlight and a figure against the light.

That figure appeared in his dreams all the year round, carrying endless sadness and fear.

However, this time...it was different.

For the first time, Lin Jieyu felt the surging warmth from this person.

The sky behind her is blue.

The wind... so gentle.

"You... who are you?"

"Xiao Yu. It's me. You...how can you forget me?"

"Yang...?" Lin Jieyu asked in confusion as the name came to mind.

"Hmm." Hearing Lin Jieyu's answer, that person seemed to be smiling.She bent down and held out a hand towards herself. "Come with me, okay?"

"I..." Looking at the illusory figure in the sunlight, Lin Jieyu lost his mind for a moment and was about to stretch out his hand.

However, at this moment, another hand suddenly held Chaoyang's hand in its palm, pulling it out of his sight domineeringly and strongly.

"You..." Lin Jieyu looked up and saw another figure.The figure was standing beside Chaoyang, facing the sun with her back, and couldn't see clearly. "Don't touch her...you don't touch her..."

"Why can't I touch her." The man said.

"Because...she's mine...she's mine!" Lin Jieyu yelled at the man. "She's always been mine!"

"What evidence do you have?" The man was not in a hurry, and there was a slight smile in his words.

"I……"

"You have no evidence?" Seeing Lin Jieyu staying where he was, the man still smiled and said to her. "Do you want me to prove it to you?"

During the words, the man turned his face to the side, and was about to kiss Chaoyang beside him.

"No...! No... you let her go... let her go! Let her go!!" Enraged by such a smile, Lin Jieyu rushed forward and was about to push her away, but unexpectedly he pushed her away. Suddenly, the man's face was illuminated by the sun.

The movement of Lin Jieyu's hands stopped suddenly, and there was no movement for a long time.

"shine……"

That person... what other people... clearly... is... Lin Huiye!

Lin Jieyu stepped back, she only felt a splitting headache, as if two kinds of memories were entangled in her mind, and she couldn't figure it out.

After retreating several times in a row, Lin Jieyu stood still in place. She turned her head slowly and looked towards the sun...but at that moment, she saw... Zhao Minghe's face.

"Impossible...impossible...impossible!!!" Lin Jieyu covered his head and crouched on the spot trembling.

However, at this moment, she saw "Chaoyang" walking towards Lin Huiye.

She walked slowly, but steadily.

step.

two steps...

Three steps...

Lin Jieyu saw that when she walked up to Lin Huiye, she actually took out a short knife from her cuff!

"What are you doing!!" Feeling intense anxiety, Lin Jieyu instinctively ran towards Lin Huiye, but it was already too late.She saw "Chaoyang" lift up the dagger and stab it deeply into Lin Huiye's heart! !

"No... no!!!!!! No!!!!"

Lin Jieyu woke up from the dream crying, but saw darkness around him.There was the sound of pattering rain outside the window, and the cool air brought Lin Jieyu back to his senses, reminding her that everything just now...was just a dream.

"Master? Master..." Seemingly awakened by Lin Jieyu's cry, Xiaozhu, who was sleeping in the next room, ran over and knocked on the door lightly, but Lin Jieyu did not respond. "Master... I'm coming in."

As Xiaozhu said so, when he pushed the door open, he found that the door was actually open.

In the silent darkness, Lin Jieyu sat alone on the bed, not knowing what to think.

"Master..." Xiaozhu approached, just about to call Lin Jieyu again, but found the woman's face full of tears, so she asked in a low voice. "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm having a nightmare." Lin Jieyu smiled and said softly.

"You're not cold." Seeing Lin Jieyu smiled, Xiaozhu said.She got up and walked to the window, trying to close it, but saw several black pigeons parked on the window edge.The eyes of those pigeons were black, and they made no sound quietly.After seeing it, Xiao Zhu only felt hairy in his heart, and raised his hand to drive them away.After closing the door and window, she walked back to Lin Jieyu and said.

"You don't close the windows, you don't buckle the door, who do you turn to if you don't have nightmares?"

"I was just thinking...if she comes back...what should I do if she can't come in?" Hearing Xiao Zhu's question, Lin Jieyu replied.

"Who?" Xiaozhu asked curiously.

"It's nothing." Lin Jieyu shook his head and knew that this girl didn't know who he was talking about. "Go back to sleep, I'm a little sleepy too."

"Do you want this servant to accompany you here?" Xiao Zhu asked worriedly.

"Do you want to hear me tell you a story?" Lin Jieyu laughed.

"No...Master...in the middle of the night...don't scare me." As soon as she heard the word "story", Xiao Zhu's legs went limp, she stood up tremblingly, shrank to the door and said. "Your maidservant has gone to sleep. If you have anything to do, just call your maidservant's name."

"Yes." Lin Jieyu responded softly.

Seeing that her master still had the strength to joke around with her, Xiao Zhu felt at ease and went back to sleep.

It's just that Lin Jieyu...couldn't fall asleep anymore.

She lay on the bed, staring at the pitch-black roof in a daze for a while, but was finally too disturbed by the sound of the rain to fall asleep again.After thinking about it, Lin Jieyu got up, put on his coat, and went out with an oil-paper umbrella.

The long corridor outside the Hall of All Souls was washed by the rain, glowing brightly. Lin Jieyu walked slowly and actually laughed.

She thought, when she was a child, Hui Ye always liked to hold her hand and walk all the way to Yannian Palace from here.

Lin Jieyu just smiled like that, and then walked all the way towards the Kunhong Hall where Lin Huiye went to court.

The Kunhong Palace in the rainy night was as solemn and imposing as usual. Lin Jieyu looked into the palace holding an oil-paper umbrella, and saw the officials on duty tonight at a glance.The two officials were sitting in the back of the hall, talking with each other by the candlelight. Lin Jieyu couldn't hear what they were saying, but felt warm in his heart.

I still remember that a year ago, I was also on duty here with Liu Rui and Wei Qing, and the two of them always had endless conversations, fighting and fighting right in front of my eyes.Lin Jieyu thought, he still thought they were noisy at that time, but now...but he misses them again.

Now, one of these two is at the border... and the other is already...

friend……?

The two of them get along like that, are they friends?

So... what about myself?

Thinking of this, Lin Jieyu suddenly realized that he...has no friends at all.Not to mention friends... I don't even have a single acquaintance...

Yichen?For Yi Chen, it is just a relationship between obeying and being obeyed, and there is almost no intersection except for tasks.He doesn't understand himself...and he doesn't have the extra thought to understand him.

Xiaozhu?Ah...Xiao Zhu, has been by my side for many years.But she, like Yi Chen...is a person who is outside her own world.She couldn't even understand the slightest thing in her heart...even if she was entangled with Lin Huiye day and night...she never felt her thoughts elsewhere.

Master and servant... just... is it...

Zhao Minghe?

When thinking of this person, Lin Jieyu laughed.I...do I want to count Zhao Minghe among my friends?She knows herself better than anyone else...but she is also her own worst enemy.

"Lin Jieyu, you have nothing but Lin Huiye." In the rumbling rain, Lin Jieyu said to himself.

"But...you have Lin Huiye, isn't that enough?" She continued. "You don't need those... all you need is Lin Huiye... that's enough."

"So... you are not alone."

Although he comforted himself so much, Lin Jieyu still felt his face was wet.

Your Majesty, Your Majesty... If there is no Your Majesty in your life, what else is there?

Jieyu, in fact, the world is very big, and there are still many things that can be put in my heart.If one day, you lose Lin Huiye, they will be able to support you to survive.

At some point, Zhao Minghe's words rang in his ears again.

Lin Jieyu shook his head, dismissing those words from his mind.After a long time, her slack gaze regained focus.

In the dark rainy night, Lin Jieyu said firmly.

"Zhao Minghe... what are you talking about? I, Lin Jieyu, will not lose His Majesty."

"How is Your Majesty?" Zhao Minghe paced outside Lin Huiye's tent until midnight, and finally waited for the military doctor to come out.

"This...this situation...is not very good." The military doctor whispered.At this moment, his mood is very complicated. The situation of His Majesty is very bad now, and he will die at any time.But if His Majesty does not die... When she wakes up... and finds that she has seen the tattoo on her back... I will definitely die...

Anyway, this funeral is considered to be accompanied.

"I'll go in and have a look." Seeing the military doctor's pale face, Zhao Minghe knew something was wrong, so he insisted on going into the tent.

"I said General, don't go in! Your Majesty... Your Majesty is weak now..." the military doctor said.

"Will she be stronger if I don't go in?" Zhao Minghe asked with cold eyes.

"You don't know medical skills, even if you go in, she won't be able to strengthen her...but if His Majesty wakes up...and sees you captured in a panic...isn't it..." The military doctor saw that Zhao Minghe didn't take himself seriously at all. Li, he didn't hit one place at first, and deliberately humiliated him.

Unexpectedly, Zhao Minghe simply ignored what he said just now, he lifted the chain and walked in.

The military doctor froze in place, only to realize that he had been ignored by Zhao Minghe to such an extent!

"Hui Ye." Zhao Minghe walked to Lin Huiye's bed while calling her name.She saw Lin Huiye lying on the bed, his back was completely wrapped in white gauze, only the large peach blossom tattoo on his shoulders was exposed.

"What happened to you in the palace...?" Sitting beside Lin Huiye's bed, Zhao Minghe raised his hand to gently caress the lifelike petal, and muttered.

"Hmm..." Lin Huiye murmured in a coma, Zhao Minghe quickly withdrew his hand, and woke up instantly.

Shouldn't.

She shouldn't be curious about Lin Huiye.

Not to mention... to pay attention to everything about Lin Huiye...

wrong.

Everything is wrong now!

Kill Lin Huiye...

By killing Lin Huiye, Pan Chao would be considered destroyed, and he... would be considered to have succeeded in revenge.

At that time... I can take Lin Jieyu away and live a life where no one will disturb me anymore!

Countless times, this idea kept turning in Zhao Minghe's mind.This should be the fastest... the most powerful... the happiest solution.

But...but...

What hurt Lingxi...was the entire Pan Dynasty army and royal family...not just Lin Huiye.

Why did the wrong things done by this country end with the death of Lin Huiye alone?

So... that's why I want to destroy the Pan Dynasty... not... simply want to kill Lin Huiye...

Right, that is it……

Nothing is over.

Of course...

I...do I really think that way...or...just avoiding the fact that I am going to kill Lin Huiye?

Why torture her...why provoke her...why not just kill her?

Is it...

Thinking of this, Zhao Minghe couldn't think anymore!She only felt that her head was in severe pain again!The pupils of the eyes were faintly bloody red...

In troubled thoughts...

Zhao Minghe took out a short knife from his cuff and held it firmly in his hand!