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Chaoyang didn't know what kind of feeling it was, that is, sadness and happiness.She could feel that the deep-rooted sadness came from the faint cry in her arms, and she could also feel that the surging happiness still came from it.

"Hui Ye, it's okay." Chaoyang said softly as he heard the gradually pattering rain outside the window. "Even if they treat you this way, even if the world treats you this way, it doesn't matter."

"Yes." Lin Huiye replied, stopping crying.

"Because there is still me." Chaoyang stopped his hand stroking Lin Huiye's hair, and said seriously. "Because there is still me...I will never hurt you, never be like them."

"Yes." Lin Huiye replied in such a low voice.She didn't know why, although tears overflowed from the dry eye sockets, she smiled in her heart.

As if being illuminated by the warmest sunlight in the world, Lin Huiye felt the biting cold recede from his whole body, and he felt drowsiness constantly rising, and fell into a deep sleep like that.

In the warm dream, she seemed to feel the sun leaning over her, and whispered something in her ear.

she says.

"Kaguya, stay together forever."

When Chaoyang woke up and it was dawn, she turned her neck and felt pain all over her body.Looking at Lin Huiye who was still sleeping soundly in her arms, she realized that she had just slept against the edge of the bed last night.

one night……

one night? !

Realizing this, Chaoyang felt startled, as if struck by lightning, she gently lifted Lin Huiye's head, placed it on the pillow, and then disappeared in a flash.Lin Huiye was awakened by her movement, opened his eyes again, but only had time to see the hurried back of that person.

Kohane.

Kohane.

Kohane...

Chaoyang ran so fast all the way, she only felt that her soul was about to be regretted, and she thought that she would rush to the temple after Lin Huiye fell asleep.Unexpectedly... how come I fell asleep too!

Just thinking about it, Chaoyang had already rushed back to her and Chaoyu's hut, but saw the door of the hut was closed, and Xiao Qi was squatting alone outside the hut.

"Where have you been?" Xiao Qi asked as soon as she saw the panting Chaoyang.

"I went to see Kaguya last night...the result...the result..."

Chaoyang felt that no explanation was right, so he wanted to open the door and go in to see Chaoyu, but was stopped by Xiaoqi.

"Don't go, she's in a bad mood now, she'll scold you soon."

"You have to go in even if you scold me." Hearing that Chao Yu was in a bad mood, Chao Yang said in a worse mood.

"Did you know it rained last night?" Seeing Chaoyang's face turned pale, Xiao Qi said in a slow tone. "She was squatting outside the temple, drenched in the rain all night."

"You...why didn't you tell her to hide in the palace?"

"She is angry, who can call her into the temple?" Xiao Qi continued. "Not to mention entering the temple, she is not happy to hold an umbrella for her, and she is not allowed to accompany her in the rain. She will be angrier whoever accompany her. When the rain stopped at dawn, she wandered back by herself. Until now I didn't say a word. Chaoyang...!"

Chaoyang's hands and feet were cold when he heard Xiaoqi's words, and he opened the door and went in without waiting for her to finish speaking.

When she opened the door, Chaoyang saw that Chaoyu was sitting on the bed with her knees in her obscene clothes, she was very quiet, as if she didn't notice herself.

"Small……"

"Go out." Chao Yu replied as if knowing that Chao Yang wanted to call her name.

"Xiao Yu, I..."

"I'll let you go out." Chao Yu said again, his voice extremely indifferent.

Seeing Chao Yu like this for the first time, Chao Yang's mind went blank, but he still didn't dare to move.After a while, she insisted.

"I'm not going out."

"roll……"

"Don't get out." Chaoyang only felt that the surroundings were quiet and anxious, and he could hear the sound of his own heartbeat. "I……"

"roll!!!"

Surprised by Chao Yu's sudden increase in tone, Chao Yang's blank mind lost everything, and even forgot all the explanations that came to his lips.She stood there for a while, not daring to take a step forward.She was afraid that if she walked a little further, the anger of the man in front of her would have nowhere to accumulate.

"Then...then I'm leaving." After another long silence, Chaoyang said. "Don't be angry... I'll come back to you later."

I thought that such words would make the person on the bed respond, but unexpectedly, Chaoyang was answered by endless silence.

"Xiaoyu, I fell asleep while taking care of Lin Huiye last night. It was my fault. You can scold me whatever you want...but you have to drink the medicine..."

Seeing that Chao Yu was still silent, Chao Yang turned around dejectedly, but just as she took a step, there was a series of crackling sounds behind her.

It was Zhao Yu who smashed the medicine bowl beside the bed.

Chaoyang thought so.

"I don't know you anymore..." After a while, Chaoyang heard Chaoyu say, his voice seemed to have a sense of desolation. "Chaoyang, I don't know you anymore! I don't know you anymore!! I don't know you anymore!!! I don't know you..."

The desolate feeling was slowly vented, and finally brought the sound of crying.

"Chaoyang doesn't know what to say, won't ignore me because of others, won't wrong me to do things I don't like, won't leave when I lose my temper..."

"She always thinks I'm the best... the most important existence... always puts me first..."

"She will make delicious snacks for me to eat...we are like one wherever we go...never separate..."

"Who are you...how come I don't know you..."

"Give her back to me...give me back the sun...give me back my sun..."

Chaoyang only felt that his heart seemed to be pierced by something sharp, and his eyes were sour, and he couldn't stop the tears from gushing out.

"Chaoyang...Chaoyang...Chaoyang...Yang..." Chaoyu called Chaoyang's name shallowly, and finally choked up and could no longer make a sound.

"Don't cry, Xiao Yu, I'm sorry, I will never do this again, I'm sorry..." Zhao Yu said his name over and over again, although Chao Yang, who was originally in tears, didn't want her to see him crying, but still Turning around and running back to the bed, he hugged Chao Yu in his arms. "I haven't changed, I haven't changed at all...Don't say that about me...Don't say that about me..."

"You lied to me!! As long as Lin Huiye is there, every word you say to me will become a lie!!! I hate Lin Huiye...I hate seeing her with you!! I hate it when you talk to her Laugh with her!! I hate it when she plays chess with you, practices swords and sleeps with you!! I hate you standing next to her!!! I hate her calling your name!!! All...all of them!!! "Chao Yu cried loudly in Chao Yang's arms. "It's... so disgusting... let me... make me...become such a nasty and willful person..."

Chaoyang hugged Chaoyu quietly, listening to her cry all the time.

She thought that the person she had been protecting since she was a child was now so sad because of herself.

But I don't know anything...

Still, indulging in that wonderful dream.

Myself, what the hell is...what's wrong...

Lin Huiye hadn't seen Chaoyang for a whole day, and when he went to look for him, he was only told by Xiao Qi that Shaojun Chaoyang was ill, and there was no news after that.She stood outside the door facing the sun and stared at the room for a long time, then finally turned and left.

Chaoyang stood inside the door, listening quietly, until the sound of Lin Huiye's leaving footsteps faded away, and then pushed the door open.Sunlight poured in through the open wooden door, but there was a breeze at the door.She took a step to go out, staring at the direction Lin Huiye left in a daze, but she never thought of seeing her again.

"Young Master Yang's illness is cured now?" However, the moment Chao Yang stepped out of the room, he heard Lin Huiye's voice.Chaoyang turned his head, and saw Lin Huiye sitting on his roof with his back to the light, unable to see his expression.

Chaoyang looked at the backlit figure without saying a word, only listening to her continue.

"Chao Yu doesn't like me, so don't you want to see me again?" Lin Huiye asked softly.Seemingly knowing that Chaoyang would not answer, she continued to speak leisurely. "Crying is really a useful thing. As long as you cry, you can get everything. As long as you are loved, as long as you are pampered, crying...is a universal magic weapon. But... those who are not loved What kind of method do people who want to get what they want? After all, crying or something...it's useless at all..."

Chaoyang listened quietly, but suddenly saw Lin Huiye who was sitting on the roof stand up and said.

"I'm leaving. Can you keep me?"

Seeing that Chaoyang was still silent, Lin Huiye smiled.

she said softly.

"one."

"two."

No three.

That figure just disappeared from Chaoyang's sight.

Chaoyang faced the sun and closed her eyes, and Xiaoqi, who had been waiting outside the house all this time, saw her take a deep breath, and then walked into the room refreshed.Chaoyang went straight to the crying child who was sleeping soundly on the bed, held her hand and said.

"Xiao Yu, I have never changed. Nothing is as important as you. Believe me... for you... I can give up everything, even..."

life and love.

Although it is easy to say, it is difficult to do it.Almost from the moment Lin Huiye disappeared, Chaoyang would think of her from time to time.Think of how she wields a sword, think of how she plays chess, think of her appearance sitting alone on a hill, think of her deep eyes when she stares at herself.

but……

What I think of the most is her smile.

Among the kites and chestnuts all over the mountains and plains, Lin Huiye's smiling face was printed with a sea of ​​red flowers, which was a bit gorgeous.

"What are you thinking about?" Seeing Chaoyang looking at the sunshine outside the window, Xiaoqi smirked and patted her on the shoulder.

"Wh... didn't think about anything." Suddenly awakened by Xiao Qi's slap, Chaoyang's expression suddenly became lonely, she stood up, stretched and said. "Where's Xiaoyu?"

"I was called away by the owner of the valley. In the past two days, Xiaoyu has been called away very frequently, and I don't know what's going on."

"Is that so..." Chaoyang replied. "As a shield, there are still a lot of things to do."

"Are you looking for something to do too?"

"What can I do?" Chaoyang replied lazily.

"You haven't practiced swords for a long, long time..."

"It's only two or three days." Chaoyang cast a sideways glance at Xiao Qi, who was using words indiscriminately, and finally made up his mind. "Walk!"

"Where?"

"Practice the sword!"

"Why do I have to go too?" Xiao Qi said unwillingly being dragged out by Chaoyang.

"Between friends, talk so much..."

"What is a friend to you people, hello!"

However, no matter how Xiaoqi struggled to defend, Chaoyang didn't give her a chance to escape.While being caught, Xiao Qi looked at Chaoyang who had become a little bit more energetic, and finally laughed.

After staying in the Lingxi Temple for several days in a row, Chaoyang didn't have a chance to visit the city.I don't know if I don't leave, but when I leave... I found something different.

"Kaguya Kaguya! Wahahaha! Kaguya is in front!"

"Hurry up! If she leaves later, no one will teach us!"

Just walking like this, Chaoyang heard two children running past him with a smile.He grabbed one of them and asked.

"what are you guys saying?"

"Young Master Yang! Huiye taught us many interesting games in front of us!" The child immediately recognized Chaoyang and said generously. "Everyone has been surrounding her for the past few days! You won't even be able to see her face if you go late!"

"What Kaguya...it's His Highness Huiye." Chaoyang corrected, not knowing what the children were talking about.

"Kaguya is very gentle! I don't mind these things!"

"Is it... the same name?" Xiao Qi asked suspiciously.She didn't know much about Lin Huiye, but she knew how indifferent he was.

"Same name?" Zhao Yang understood Lin Huiye's indifference even more.The image of Lin Huiye squatting on the ground alone, and the children around her scattered in large swaths is still vivid in her heart.

"Go and see?" Xiao Qi suggested.

After hearing this, Chaoyang thought for a long time, and finally agreed to take a closer look.

However, the two children ran too fast and disappeared in the blink of an eye, and Chaoyang and Xiaoqi hadn't left the city for several days, so it was not clear where Lin Huiye was teaching those children to play, so they walked around half of the city to find them. .

However... After confirming that the "Hui Ye" those children were talking about was really Lin Huiye, Chaoyang felt as if his feet had been filled with lead, and he couldn't move even when he stood there.She saw in the bright sunlight in the distance, Lin Huiye, who was usually dressed in brocade clothes, was wearing the coarse clothes of ordinary people, holding a red bow, walking towards her.

Although she is dressed in ordinary clothes, she seems to be shining, and Chaoyang can always see her at a glance.The man had tied his hair high behind his head, and tied a red cloth belt on his forehead, looking extremely energetic.

Chaoyang saw that the man was surrounded by a large number of people, and Lin Huiye who was surrounded by them had a good time talking with them in detail.

Seeing that Lin Huiye was coming, Xiaoqi was about to pull Chaoyang away, but he heard the child shout just now.

"Young Master Yang!"

Being led by the child, a large group of people looked towards Chaoyang, and the greetings one after another soon drowned Chaoyang.Only Lin Huiye, the only one who never glanced at Chaoyang from the beginning to the end, just passed her by with the ball in his hands.

"Young Master Yang! Let's go!" Seeing that Lin Huiye had walked a long way, the child waved and smiled.

"En." Chaoyang nodded.

"Look at your expression...it's so stiff that it's frightening to death." Seeing Chaoyang forced a smile, Xiao Qi said.

"This liar." After a while, Chaoyang gritted his teeth and said.

"Who are you calling a liar?"

"On weekdays, I always pretend to be lonely..." Chaoyang didn't answer Xiaoqi, but said angrily. "What is this now!"

"Perhaps, she is just pretending to be happy now?" Xiao Qi knew she was talking about Lin Huiye, so he said. "Some people are indifferent, but they don't lack the ability to cohere. It's just that she doesn't like it in normal times."

"Who cares about her!" Regardless of whether Xiao Qi was right or not, Chao Yang threw the sword behind his back on the ground, turned around and walked towards Lingxi's back mountain.

"What's the matter? Don't practice anymore?" Xiao Qi hurriedly followed behind her, picked up the sword and asked.

"Don't practice!" Chaoyang didn't want to look at the sword that was full of Lin Huiye's aura at all, he just went forward and said arrogantly. "Go to the back mountain to sleep!"

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