Gao Ye's head was covered with gauze, which looked very funny, his fingers were shaking in front of his eyes, as if to confirm whether he was awake, then a group of doctors and nurses rushed in, pulled his eyes, and looked at him With all kinds of medical equipment inserted into his body, Chen Jinheng's ears were buzzing, and his whole body was dizzy.

"It's fine when you wake up, it's fine when you wake up." Gao Ye looked at him, showing a smile that was not much better than crying.

Chen Jinheng felt a little baffled. He sat on the hospital bed and watched the doctor's mouth open and close, but no sound reached his ears. , a little dazzling, but also a little... lonely.

That's right, after Gao Ye was driven away, apart from him, doctors and nurses, there were no relatives or friends in the whole ward. He seemed to be abandoned, facing the infinite malice of this world alone.

"Have a good rest."

This is the second sentence he heard, the first sentence is - in the future, you may not be able to stand up.

Doctors and nurses filed out, and he was the only one left in the ward.He had just undergone surgery, but he still had no feeling in his right leg. After the anesthesia wore off, even the pain disappeared.

He refused anyone's visits, refused to answer anyone's phone calls, lay in the hospital for a month, and was discharged alone.When getting into the taxi, he saw Gao Ye standing far away at the entrance of the hospital. He didn't know if he saw him or not. Chen Jinheng bent down and got into the car.

One year after graduating from university, he got an enviable high-paying job, and rented a bachelor apartment of fifty or sixty square meters near the company, working at two o'clock and one line every day, which was quite fulfilling.

Now, the company's personnel department asked him to have an interview, euphemistically pointing out that his image is not in harmony with the company's development, and his previous salary has already been paid into the salary card.To put it mildly, he thought he was lame.Chen Jinheng politely thanked the HR manager, and left the company on crutches. His former colleagues pointed at him from a distance and covered their mouths, but no one stepped forward.

He has a deep understanding of the cold heart.

The housing prices in the city center are rising day by day. With a little savings on hand, it’s not a problem to live for another year or a half. But now that I don’t have a job, I can save a little money, and I should make more plans for my future livelihood. .

Chen Jinheng returned the house that he had lived in for a year, and rented a small room of about [-] square meters in the outer suburbs.

Based on his current conditions, he can't even meet the basic requirements of a healthy body and limbs when applying for a job. He graduated from the management department and has no advantages. He can only work as a gunman at home, write papers for others, or translate documents. The work was peeled off layer by layer, and there was not much left in his hands, barely making ends meet.

If it wasn't for that phone call, Chen Jinheng would have almost forgotten the existence of such a person.

"Jin Heng, are you alright?" Gao Ye's voice was still low and gentle on the other end of the phone, but it didn't attract him at all.

"Is something wrong?"

"No, it's just...I suddenly saw your name on the phone and called to ask."

"If it's okay, I'll hang up."

"Don't!" Chen Jinheng frowned at the sudden sharp voice, "I... I never dared to call you before, I'm sorry about that."

"No, after all the medical expenses are all paid by you."

"Jinheng, I...I just want to say sorry to you."

"No need."

"us……"

Chen Jinheng interrupted Gao Ye and said, "There is no us anymore. This is your choice, and it is also mine."

"I canceled my engagement with her." Gao Ye's voice faltered, "I...I don't know how to make it up to you, but I really want to..."

"No need." At this moment, Chen Jinheng felt as calm as an outsider, "Even if I don't have a leg, I don't have to rely on you to live. It wasn't in the past, and it's still not in the present."

"sorry."

Three years of getting along in exchange for three words is quite a bargain.

Chen Jinheng pinched his right knee, deleted the contact information of the other party, closed his QQ, cut off all channels of contact with others, and completely isolated himself from the outside world.

******

Chen Jinheng probably would not have imagined that one day he would have a relationship with Gao Ye.

Takano is a man of the day in W University, because of his family background, and also because he never has the same girlfriend around him.Chen Jinheng didn't think he was old-fashioned, but he really didn't like to play with other people's feelings like this. Even if he was a classmate in a department, Chen Jinheng always respected and stayed away from playboys like Gao Ye, and avoided them whenever he could.

It's a pity that the sky doesn't fulfill people's wishes, the more you want to avoid it, the sky still insists on sending people to you.

As soon as the registration for the National Collegiate Debating Competition started, Chen Jinheng was kicked out of the shelves. With such a high hat of Xueba on his head, he couldn't control many things and couldn't shirk them, so he could only accept them.Unexpectedly, after layers of screening, Gao Ye, who was also rushing to the shelves, was included in the final team representing the school.

For the sake of common honor, the people who hate each other began to live together day and night.

With the same hobbies, similar values, and humorous personalities, Chen Jinheng's friendship with Gao Ye seems to be less abrupt, and even a bit taken for granted.

Gao Ye is a local, and he takes good care of Chen Jinheng who is away from home to study. From time to time, he asks for a meal or helps buy some clothes when the temperature cools down. The relationship between people is inseparable in the eyes of others, and even Chen Jinheng has the illusion that he can occupy a place in Takano's life for a while.

I have to say that Takano's EQ is indeed higher than ordinary people. It can be seen from the fact that he has so many girlfriends, and after breaking up, he always thinks of him. It is rare to say that he is not at this level. , it's not something Chen Jinheng can play around with.

Gao Ye used his superb means to weave a large net around Chen Jinheng, watching Chen Jinheng walk into his trap like a lost traveler step by step, and when the time came, he closed the net.

Chen Jinheng, who was distracted by the gentle touch, looked at the bewildered and bewildered eyes of the other party, and the guilt in his heart was even stronger than the fear.

After living for more than 20 years, Chen Jinheng suddenly felt absurd when his first kiss was a man, but when he saw Gao Ye squinting his eyes and smiling, he felt that everything was worth it.

In love, Chen Jinheng is like an obsessed moth, using a desperate sacrifice to let the other party understand his loyalty and desire for love.

Falling in love with each other, Chen Jinheng didn't intend to take other people's eyes into account, but Gao Ye was the first to adapt to Chen Jinheng's magnanimity. It is common for boys to hook shoulders and shoulders, but holding hands is too much.Chen Jinheng also knew that his relationship with Gao Ye was not very tolerant in this society. Although the other party asked to keep a distance, although he was not very happy, he didn't want to embarrass his lover, so he could only agree.

In order to compensate Chen Jinheng, Gao Ye persuaded him to move out when he was a junior, and rented a third-year apartment of more than 100 square meters near the school. It was very spacious for two people. Chen Jinheng felt it was a waste, but he was full of hopes for Gao Ye. His eyes couldn't say no to it, so he could only pack his luggage and move in.

Although Chen Jinheng's family conditions are not as good as Gao Ye's, as a man, he doesn't rely on Gao Ye for food, so he naturally hopes to make money through his own efforts, so as to maintain the other party's relatively high standard of living.

It's a pity that in Gao Ye's view, all this is just Chen Jinheng's self-esteem at work. At the beginning, the two of them were in harmony with each other, which was good no matter how you look at it. It is interpreted as the best proof that Chen Jinheng is different from those rouge vulgar fans, no matter how cute you look.

After a long time, Gao Ye couldn't bear it anymore. Chen Jinheng likes to be stable and down-to-earth, but he lacks a little passion, but passion is a necessity of life for Gao Ye.It seems that everyone expected the relapse into old ways. The nightlife of extravagance and debauchery slowly returned. Chen Jinheng waited from [-] o'clock at the beginning to early morning, and then couldn't wait until later.

Even if they didn't say anything, they all knew in their hearts that something was changing little by little.

The relationship between the two was already shaky when they were about to graduate in their senior year.Chen Jinheng worked hard, and Gao Ye did his best to maintain it. If such a thing hadn't happened, the two of them might have gone further, but no one could say whether Chen Jinheng's leaving Gao Ye was a happy event or a sad event.

"So how long are you going to keep this matter from me?"

It is rare to go back to the rented hut, and what is greeted is not a table of meals prepared by Chen Jinheng, or even a smiling face from the other party, but such a cold question. Gao Ye is not an easy-going personality, and seeing Chen Jinheng elongate his face , he is not to be outdone.

"what are you saying?"

"Don't you admit it to death?" Chen Jinheng looked at the man in front of him, and felt that he was so strange for the first time, "Everyone is congratulating you, shouldn't I...should I say something in conjunction?"

Only then can Gao Ye be sure that Chen Jinheng really knows about it.

"Jin Heng, listen to my explanation."

"Explain? To explain to me that you are not in love with her, and that you are only with her because your family needs you to have a wife?"

"I love you."

Chen Jinheng's first reaction when he heard these words turned out to be ridiculous. What he laughed at was not only Gao Ye's behavior, but also his own stupidity.

"Love me so you can fool me? Love me so you can ignore me? Love me... so you can get engaged to another woman behind my back?" Chen Jinheng looked at Gao Ye blankly and continued, "This is The way you love me?"

"You know, we are two men, and we can't go on like this forever." Gao Ye looked at Chen Jinheng in front of him, and felt that he was a little unreasonable.

Chen Jinheng felt his face was cool, he turned his eyes away from looking at Gao Ye, but said in his mouth: "Gao Ye, in my heart, what I want is to be with you forever."

Gao Ye had never heard such words from Chen Jinheng. He was shocked by Chen Jinheng's deep love for him, and also shocked by Chen Jinheng's tears.The relationship between him and Chen Jinheng did not know that something went wrong at that fork in the road, and he rushed straight towards the road that he could not predict.

"Jin Heng..."

"I don't need to say anything, I understand." Chen Jinheng said, "You can't have a wife, and I can't endure my lover's betrayal."

"We can still be together, can't we?" Gao Ye panicked when he heard what Chen Jinheng said, and hurriedly grabbed Chen Jinheng's hand.

Chen Jinheng didn't shake him off, but he didn't look at him again either.

"I can't, Takano, we haven't been in the same pace from the beginning to the end. I can't catch up with you. I tried my best, but it didn't work." He suppressed the lump in his throat and tried to stabilize his voice, " That's it, I don't want to make too much trouble."

As soon as Gao Ye let go of his hand, Chen Jinheng's hand slipped out. He stared blankly at his hand, feeling that something was wrong.

Until a long time later, when Gao Ye recalled this day, he could still feel the dull pain in his heart, the last words spoken by Chen Jinheng who had already left with his luggage.

If I were a woman, the one who stood with you to swear an oath would be me, right?

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