bird under the eaves

Five minutes later, Liang Yisheng called him. Three words jumped on the phone screen, and the ringtone rang.Xu Yan looked at it for a while, but somehow he didn't want to pick it up.This kind of emotion and impulse is not aimed at Liang Yisheng, but because of Xu Yan's confusion about the current situation.

He knows that he is doing very bad things now, and he is rarely so willful.

But Xu Yan actually knew that he was not the person everyone thought.There are rebelliousness, desires and the imperative to control his life hidden in his bones. These are all accumulated little by little from the pale and feeble childhood, and piled up in the most secret and dark crevices in his body. Pick it up with your own hands.

The first time was Liang Yisheng.

He saw Sheng Yan and Liang Yisheng on TV. After graduating from a bachelor's degree in finance, Xu Yan said that he wanted to be an actor.A well-behaved kid who never even took physical education classes or went to any entertainment venues, after graduating from college, he said that he wanted to be an actor.Listen, any parent will feel that their child has lost his mind. What is an actor?It wasn't in their lives at all, and even if he said he wanted to be a writer, he wanted to be a painter, it wasn't that shocking.

Cheng Xinlu once asked Xu Yan if his parents were mad at him for choosing to be an actor.Xu Yan smiled and said a few words, saying that although his parents did not support them, they also expressed their understanding.How is it possible, he said the beginning in one sentence, and he did not support it; he also said the ending, expressing his understanding.It just didn't mention the days in between, those summer vacations when Director Xu thought he was going insane and asked him to calm down and lock him up in his room.

But Xu Yan didn't blame Director Xu at all, he knew how unbelievable he said.Director Xu has been the teaching director for several years, and he has always said the same thing in front of the students. He always feels that the students do not have the ability to judge right from wrong, and he needs to be responsible for their lives.He has too much responsibility on his shoulders, and feels that every word he says is the future of the students. He is used to being arbitrary, and Xu Yan understands.

Fortunately, there weren't too many scenes of bitterness. No matter how decisive Director Xu was, he was still a reasonable person. After the emotions passed, he calmed down.The two parents had a good talk with Xu Yan, and made sure that he was not a whim, but really decided how to choose his own life. After a period of tug-of-war, he agreed to Xu Yan to go his own way.

The second time was also Liang Yisheng.

When Xu Yan thought that he was self-willed enough to continue to hang out in the entertainment circle even if he became like this, Liang Yisheng put on boxing gloves for him.

This may be a very common thing in the eyes of many people. It is nothing more than a dating project between couples who go out on a date.But for Xu Yan, it was not Liang Yisheng who was tempting him to face up to the desire that had been suppressed in his heart for so many years, and tempting him to go deeper.

If you had to choose between happiness and life, Liang Yisheng would choose happiness.

This choice shocked Xu Yan for a long time, and he didn't even know that he could still choose this way.Living in this world, it turns out that not everyone wants to live a long life. Some people really feel that it is okay to end their life tomorrow even if it is destined to be unhappy.

It also made him think here today, in this large and well-decorated toilet cubicle: What about me?What kind of person do I want to be?How can I be like that?

Xu Yan was leaning against the luxurious tiles with dark patterns on his back, and because there were no buttons on the collar, the gap behind was also wide open, revealing a piece of skin with reddish marks, touching the cold tiles.

There was movement outside, someone should have come to use the toilet.

After a while of movement, the faucet was turned on, and the man's voice was clearly sent to Xu Yan's ears: "I really don't like to come, it's boring."

"Ham, what are you talking about, this kind of occasion is also an opportunity to show your face." Someone answered.

"Aren't there just a few people who counted and counted, and they have won so many official awards, and this kind of joke award is still theirs. It's not embarrassing enough to show your ass."

"The fans are so powerful, they are all real data, there is no way to do this, just take your time."

"Tell me, what's the difference between me and Liang Yisheng? Isn't it just a stepmother missing? Otherwise, can he have resources for his debut? Tian Tian does not rely on Song Zi for marketing, come on, we don't know that his mother is Song Zi, those producers Can the director not know? The fans really believe it, so they just lie to the fans. There is such a stepmother who acts casually and plays around with men in the acting circle."

"Hey, that's fine, we're still outside, don't talk nonsense."

People who have come to Liang Yisheng's current position more or less have "black material", it is difficult to tell the real from the fake.Among them, Liang Yisheng was scolded the most as a "resource guy" because his mother was the actress Song Zi of the previous generation.

Of course Xu Yan knows Song Zi's name, and also has a general understanding of Song Zi's character through interviews and biographies-Song Zi is a very willful person.If something like this happened to her today, she would probably be able to scratch Guo Hewei's face, grab him by the collar and drag him into the hall, calling my old lady to let you see the world today.

Xu Yan made up his mind like this, and felt inexplicably relieved.I also suddenly thought, if I don't want to be a "green tree" or "Liang Yisheng's boyfriend", then does Liang Yisheng really want to be "Song Zi's son"?

These titles have made them bear many, many criticisms, and they have never been able to be "themselves".

Although the role of Sheng Yan became popular, Liang Yisheng had been acting in this circle for six years before that.His first role was an important role in the popular Anti-Japanese War dramas of that era. Because of his good face and figure, he stood out from a bunch of other roles. He played the role of the adjutant of the third male number. rare.

No one knew that he was Song Zi's son, they only thought he was an ordinary good-looking student from the film school.Why would the director and the producer care about the possibility that a small comedian might be the queen's son?After that, Liang Yisheng played countless supporting roles, but no one saw him, no one saw his hard work, and those who envied him only saw him play Sheng Yan, who became popular from then on, and then knew that he was Song Zi's son, and seemed to have found it the root of everything.

"I haven't touched her heat." Liang Yisheng said with a smile during the interview.

The host's attitude was very good, but the questions he asked were not friendly. At the same time, it also represented everyone's doubts about Liang Yisheng during that time. Is Liang Yisheng a resource man?How did Liang Yisheng get the role of Sheng Yan?It must be because the director knew Song Zi!

Liang Yisheng always looked at the camera with ease. Xu Yan watched his first few interviews, although he was a little green, but he didn't feel nervous or unnatural.He is not afraid of his life being exposed to the public eye, and he is not afraid of being judged by others, as if he has already made all preparations.

"I participated in Sheng Yan's role audition, fair competition."

"The director does know Song Zi, but he didn't know my relationship with Song Zi when casting the cast."

"Why me? Maybe because I'm handsome."

Xu Yan dug up this interview again, and saw that when Liang Yisheng said "Maybe because I'm handsome", there was a small hook at the corner of his mouth, and his eyebrows were raised indifferently, making such a joke.He can say that the director doesn't know Song Zi, whether you believe it or not, but he wants to tell the truth, if he does, so what?

The video on the screen suddenly jumped and turned into a caller ID, Cheng Xinlu called.Xu Yan swiped to answer, and Cheng Xinlu's voice came from the receiver immediately. She didn't even say hello, and said directly: "Xu Yan, Guo Hewei should buy a marketing account. You... just take a look, I'll send you a copy on WeChat later." Deal with the direction, and contact me if you have any questions after you confirm."

"Okay." Xu Yan said.

"Real hammer?! A certain two-character newcomer actor's toilet luan posting pornographic photos leaked!"

"Being cheated on? An actor surnamed L publicly exposed his lover's hickeys all over his body!"

"The lover's setting finally collapsed, was he cheated or did he play his own way?"

"Xu Yanliang Yisheng" once again appeared on the trending search with this double name entry format. It was summer vacation and weekend, students and office workers were free, and Weibo traffic was huge.Marketing accounts came one after another. Although none of the marketing accounts directly mentioned the names of the two people, the coding was completely useless. Anyone could easily decode who these two people were.

In the photo, Xu Yan's face was sized, but not thick, and not all of it.

"Did I go so wild? Is this a summer dinner at Moran?"

"Yes, today Moran's red carpet, you can still find xy's red carpet look, it's this dress"

"I'm a passer-by. I really don't know how to ask politely. Why must I be friends with Luan? Isn't Liang Yisheng also in Moran?"

"Mr. Liang was the finale of the red carpet, and he was still out there at that time [embarrassing]"

"Thank you, although the house collapsed, there were no casualties. I can only say that I am not mistaken, Sister Chi."

"I don't know whose thigh I'm hugging on this occasion. At first I thought that xy had a good eye. Even if he dared to chop Lys's leg, who else could give him more resources than Lys? I know it's right to have a dog. Master be faithful"

"Fans of Liang Yisheng, please stop pretending to be passers-by [Embarrassing] I feel embarrassed, why would xy dare to mess with people in this kind of place, don't think about what kind of guy Liang Yisheng is, the two of them are about the same, they play their own way and pretend to be fans deep feeling"

"President Liang's fans don't make appointments, please pay more attention to Liang Yisheng's new movie "Drunken Flower Yin", and pay less attention to the actor's private life"

Xu Yan looked at it calmly, Cheng Xinlu knew it, which means that Zhang Yuan must also know it, and now Liang Yisheng must know it too.But apart from the phone call he made before, Liang Yisheng never sent him a message or called him again.

Cheng Xinlu asked him if there was surveillance in the toilet. If so, he could directly call the police and release the surveillance video. This is the most powerful way.But although the trending search is rapidly climbing, it is better not to take the initiative to make too much noise. The influence of Moran's summer party has grown in recent years. It is best to wait until the party is over before calling the police, so as not to alarm everyone.

Cheng Xinlu hesitated at last and said, "Before that...you should be wronged and hide in the toilet. The trending search has already reached the seventh place, and it will continue to rise. Those sitting outside must know about it, so don't go out and be talked about by them."

Xu Yan didn't have time to reply when the toilet door was knocked twice, and then Liang Yisheng's voice came: "Xu Yan, are you inside?"

"Yes." Xu Yan replied.

Cheng Xinlu heard a voice from here: "Is Liang Yisheng here?"

Xu Yan was silent for a while, and said: "Sister, I have just seriously thought about the difference between me and Mr. Liang. Although it seems that we don't care about what others say about us, Mr. Liang has always faced it directly. But I have been hiding. I don't want to hide this time, I want to solve this matter in my own way, can I?"