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"Ji Fengmian?"

Jiang Nanshu asked subconsciously, and felt something was wrong, after all, both of them were Ji Fengmian.

It's just that Ji Fengmian didn't realize this at all, and was almost mad with anger, "Fortunately, I came back quickly, and I didn't let him kiss you. Every kiss you have belongs to me!"

Jiang Nanshu suddenly remembered something about the so-called first kiss.Ji Fengmian in front of him doesn't seem to remember that kiss. From this point of view, it should be...another personality.

Perhaps because the distance was too close at this time, Jiang Nanshu couldn't control his expression for a while, and Ji Fengmian saw the clue.

"Jiang Jiang, what are you thinking?" Ji Fengmian paused, "Did that old bastard treat you..."

"Well."

Ji Fengmian covered his mouth and was stunned. Although it was just an instant kiss, Jiang Nanshu took the initiative, which is extremely rare.

"Brother, I feel a little cold..."

After the kiss, Jiang Nanshu whispered in his ear.

Ji Fengmian suddenly forgot, "Ah, go for a walk, sleep first, it's so cold outside, go back to sleep first."

Ji Fengmian didn't feel something was wrong until he was taking a shower in the bathroom.

He stared at himself in the mirror and asked viciously, "What did you do just now?"

no response.

The more Ji Fengmian thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong. Jiang Nanshu's expression just now was obviously a little guilty. Could it be true?

He couldn't bear it anymore, opened the bathroom door and rushed into the opposite room.

bang.

Jiang Nanshu had just finished taking a shower, and was sitting on the bed reading a book in his pajamas. When he looked up, he saw Ji Fengmian opened the door and walked in.

"……,are not you cold?"

Ji Fengmian stared at him, didn't speak, seemed to be angry, and after a few seconds, he uttered two words, "It's not cold."

Jiang Nanshu couldn't bear it anymore, it was really hard to watch the scene in front of him, "Even if it's not cold, you should still wear a pair of pants."

Only then did Ji Fengmian come to his senses, and when he looked down, the tips of his ears burst into red, he lifted the quilt and got in.

Perhaps because he was too flustered, his whole body was almost pressed against Jiang Nanshu's body. When he was about to pass, his hand slipped again, and his whole body was pressed down.

"Well--"

Jiang Nanshu was almost crushed by him, but when he came back to his senses, he met a pair of eyes that were close at hand.He raised his hand, wanting to push it away but felt that it was inappropriate to touch anything.

But Ji Fengmian didn't move, and just looked over straight.

"Okay, what's the fuss about you?" Jiang Nanshu felt a little uncomfortable.

"I want to disinfect."

"disinfect?"

Ji Fengmian got closer and closer, "Has he kissed you before, was your first kiss with him?"

"..." Jiang Nanshu didn't expect that Ji Fengmian, who was single-minded, would be terribly sensitive in this kind of matter.

It was just a casual expression in the dimly lit courtyard, which was perfunctory at the time, but the other party still reacted.

"That's all you..."

He didn't finish a sentence, but was blocked back.

With lips and teeth intertwined, Ji Fengmian said in one word, "It doesn't matter, it needs to be disinfected..."

"Well, you are enough!"

Jiang Nanshu couldn't bear it anymore, he squeezed the waist of the person on him hard, and then lifted him violently, and then pushed the person away.

"Woo, you don't love me anymore, and you pushed him away so ruthlessly."

Jiang Nanshu buttoned the opened pajamas, turned around and took a sip of the water next to him, "I have something to tell you."

Ji Fengmian felt aggrieved, but still nodded.

"I admit, the first kiss wasn't what you thought it was, but in my mind, it was you, it was you."

Jiang Nanshu felt that this matter must be clarified as soon as possible, otherwise Ji Fengmian's peculiar brain circuit would make up some outrageous plots.

He handed over the cup in his hand, "Drink some water and calm down. Listen to me."

"Ah."

Jiang Nanshu told the original conversation with another Ji Fengmian, including the content of his novel.

During the whole process, Ji Fengmian didn't speak.

Ji Fengmian could only hold Jiang Nanshu's hand tightly when he talked about his own death, as if he was afraid that if he let go, everything in front of him would be like a mirror image.

"That's the way it is. Strictly speaking, it's not your other personality, but your future self."

Ji Fengmian did not speak.

He just looked at Jiang Nanshu like this, looking at it obsessively.

"You don't believe me?" Jiang Nanshu asked hesitantly.Even if he doesn't believe it, he can understand, after all, things are too outrageous.

Ji Fengmian came back to his senses, "No, I believe it. I believe everything you say. I... seem to have remembered something, hmm."

He frowned, covered his forehead and suddenly fell down.

"what happened to you?"

"Headache."

The severe headache came and went quickly. In just a few minutes, Ji Fengmian returned to normal, with cold sweat oozing from his forehead.

"are you OK?"

"Well, I seem to have some intermittent memories in my mind, which should come from... him, or my future self." Ji Fengmian raised his hand and held Jiang Nanshu's hand.

Jiang Nanshu was slightly taken aback, "He, disappeared?"

"No," Ji Fengmian shook his head, then gritted his teeth and said, "So, he shamelessly tricked you into taking your first kiss away. Don't be ashamed while I'm drunk!"

"..., is this your point?" Jiang Nanshu asked in disbelief.

"Otherwise? No, I will continue to disinfect."

As soon as the words fell, Ji Fengmian leaned forward and kissed her again.

This time, it was out of control until the critical moment.

Jiang Nanshu suddenly asked, "Why are you so proficient?"

Ji Fengmian snorted reluctantly, "He has experience."

it is more than words.

***

three days later.

Anping City.

Jiang Nanshu sat on the sofa, waiting for Ji Fengmian from the consultation room to come out.

After returning from Lizhou, Ji Fengmian quickly made an appointment with a psychiatrist, expressing that he would deal with the matter of dual personality.

Jiang Nanshu could only respect his decision, after all, it was Ji Fengmian's own business.

It has been nearly three hours since Ji Fengmian went in. For such a long time, he is probably really doing personality depersonalization treatment.

Jiang Nanshu lowered his head, looked at his fingers, and was slightly lost in thought.For him, both personalities are Ji Fengmian, when he didn't realize the difference, he never even felt that they were two people.

If another Ji Fengmian disappears...

"Ginger ginger."

He came back to his senses, looked up, and saw Ji Fengmian standing in front of him.

"Ah, are you ready?"

Ji Fengmian pulled him up and walked outside.

"Why are you absent-minded?"

Jiang Nanshu simply asked directly: "He, disappeared?"

"I knew you cared about him," Ji Fengmian pouted, "No, he's still there."

"Why?" Jiang Nanshu was stunned for a moment, and his footsteps also stopped.

At this time, the two had already walked outside the private hospital.The hospital is small and is located next to a park.

Ji Fengmian pulled Jiang Nanshu into the park, and the two sat down by the lake to find a place where no one was around.

"When the depersonalization treatment was halfway through, I gave up and let him keep it. Anyway, it can't come out under normal circumstances." Ji Fengmian explained.

Jiang Nanshu: "Don't you... mind his existence very much? It's different from ordinary people's desire for exclusivity." From what happened in the past few days, he can see that Ji Fengmian has a very possessive personality.

"Compared to the risk of losing you, possessiveness is nothing." Ji Fengmian looked unhappy, but seemed helpless, "When he was about to disappear, I saw all the memories."

He lowered his head and leaned on Jiang Nanshu's shoulder, "I can't take any risks."

Jiang Nanshu knew that he was afraid that the two would repeat the same mistakes, "Don't you believe me?"

Ji Fengmian said in a low voice: "I don't believe in myself, maybe he is here, which can greatly reduce the possibility of making mistakes."

Jiang Nanshu suddenly realized that he probably understood Ji Fengmian's train of thought.

The existence of another personality is equivalent to a fuse, controlling him not to do too outrageous things because of the bad part of his personality.

"Then what are you doing with the doctor inside for so long?"

Ji Fengmian took a step back and raised his eyebrows slightly, "Of course it's to prevent my hair from turning green."

Jiang Nanshu didn't quite understand, "What do you mean?"

"I'm just asking the doctor if it's possible to make the other personality invincible." Ji Fengmian was confident and confident, and didn't feel that his request was outrageous at all.

Jiang Nanshu: "..."

He thought of his complicated mood when he was waiting outside, and suddenly felt like a fool.

He sneered, "You are awesome."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Nanshu got up and left, afraid that if he stayed any longer, he couldn't resist opening Ji Fengmian's brain to see what waste was inside.

"Jiang Jiang, wait for me."

Ji Fengmian chased after them, just like a few years ago, when they were still strangers in Lizhou No. [-] Middle School.

Even at that time, he and Jiang Nanshu were against each other, but as long as he saw the back of the other party turning away, he couldn't help but catch up.

Whether disgusted or angry, a few words are enough.

It still does.

However, Jiang Nanshu in front of him, even though his expression was cold, his eyes were gentle.

"Jiang Jiang." Ji Fengmian put his hand on Jiang Nanshu's shoulder, "There is another very important thing, I must tell you at this time."

Jiang Nanshu didn't want to talk to him, but when he turned around and saw his serious expression, he stopped.

"Go ahead."

Perhaps, it is a dual personality or there will be some sequelae, perhaps it is related to another personality.

In short, after staying in the treatment room for so long, it is impossible to really talk about outrageous things about making another personality unable to in.

When Ji Fengmian became serious,

"I see a very important thing in his memory."

"Ok?"

"A few years later, same-sex marriage was legal."

Jiang Nanshu was taken aback for a moment, but before he could react, his hand was grabbed, and then his fingers were slightly cold.He lowered his head and saw a unique and simple ring on his ring finger.

"So, we have to settle first."

Ji Fengmian spread out his other hand, in the palm was a ring of the same style.

He didn't speak or move, just looked at Jiang Nanshu quietly.

Jiang Nanshu can understand without words.

He took the ring and put it on Ji Fengmian's middle finger as well.

This is a contract.

A promise about the future and about love that will definitely be fulfilled in a few years.

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