Once upon a time there was a mountain of secrets

"Your eyes..." Gu Moming seemed to remember it suddenly, looking at Gong Jiuqing's intact eyes, he asked in puzzlement.

Gong Jiuqing blinked innocently, and couldn't help smiling.

Back then, Gong Qiuli pretended to be an eunuch and came to him. At that time, the hidden guard who gave him a knife not only gave him a knife, but also gave him a bottle of potion...

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Back to two years ago, Nanhui Palace, Jing'an Palace...

Gong Jiuqing looked coldly at the dark guard who suddenly appeared in front of him, kneeling on one knee.

The dark guard took out a thin blade from his waist, handed it to Gong Jiuqing with both hands.

Gong Jiuqing took it, and the dark guard immediately took out another bottle of potion, and said in a non-emotional tone: "The landlord said that as long as this bottle of potion is applied to the wound, the wound will fester immediately. At that time, you just need to let your eyes look Serious injury, the matter of the eyeball, the master has already taken care of it."

Gong Jiuqing secretly let out a long breath.

Back then when Gong Qiuli went looking for him, the solution he came up with was that he needed his eyes.Frustrated, he naturally agreed, but these eyes are so important, although they need to be exchanged for something.But Gong Jiuqing is like this, he will never be diligent if he can sneak away.If he could hurt him less, he would never intentionally hurt himself.

So when he heard the news, apart from rejoicing, he scolded himself for not living up to expectations.

If this is an ordinary male protagonist, he would have been blackened long ago, okay?Is he really that worthless?

I think so, but the real problem is that the hidden guard said that if it needs to be used on wounds.

Then here comes the problem, there are no wounds on his body, especially on his eyes.And this short blade was to create wounds for him...

and so……

Gong Jiuqing held the knife and gestured back and forth in front of her eyes.He gritted his teeth, closed his eyes tightly, and had a struggling expression on his face, as if his hands were not his, but someone else's.

I gritted my teeth a few times and forced myself to cut my eyes twice with a knife, but in the end it would stop after a little distance.

Looking at the dark guard, he almost couldn't help but took back the knife and stabbed it himself.

If this drags on, Gu Moqian will come back.

Probably Gong Jiuqing also realized her problem, swallowed her saliva, and asked: "This medicine...it shouldn't cause blindness after applying it."

The dark guard said loyally: "The landlord has personally adjusted the dosage, and it will not hurt your eyes."

Gong Jiuqing nodded tremblingly and said: "Oh, that's good, that's good."

But after trying a few more times, Gong Jiuqing couldn't help but said: "You said... If I didn't do anything serious, would I just poke myself blind?"

The dark guard was speechless.

Gong Jiuqing showed embarrassment.

He was the one who said he wanted to be free, and he is the one who is afraid to do anything now.

But Gong Jiuqing felt that the two were not contradictory.It's like someone who says he likes to eat meat, but he wouldn't dare to kill a pig himself.

Gong Jiuqing also thought at the time, since she already had the potion, should she try it in another place.Like an arm or a leg or something.

But after thinking about it, I think the eyes are more meaningful.

In the end, Gong Jiuqing gritted her teeth, handed the knife to the dark guard, and said, "You, come here." After finishing speaking, she closed her eyes as if death was at home.

The dark guard has long since had no time to waste time with Gong Jiuqing, and if it continues, all plans will be in vain.

Immediately, the dark guard took over the short blade and the potion.Seeing a flash of white light, Gong Jiuqing felt a moment of coldness in his eyes, and then a slight tingling pain.

The secret guard was nimble, and cut Gong Jiuqing's eyelid with a knife with his left hand, and quickly sprinkled the potion on his eyes with the other hand.

Immediately, Gong Jiuqing felt as if hot oil had been splashed on her face.The pain spread rapidly, as if spreading from the head to the whole body.

After that, the dark guard also made some manipulations on his wound, making his eyes look like they have no eyeballs.

Thinking about it now, the hidden guard must have despised him to death.

Gong Jiuqing thought about it, and couldn't help showing a self-deprecating smile.

"What's wrong?" Gu Moming asked curiously.

Gong Jiuqing smiled and said: "It's okay. These eyes are thanks to Fang Yanxu and... Li Maoqiu." Gong Jiuqing still didn't know how to tell Gu Moming about this.Or he hasn't decided whether to tell them the truth of the matter.

Whether it's the state of the world today or the kindness of the master's upbringing, he is confused.

"They?" Afterwards, Gu Moming nodded, expressing his understanding.

In this world, except for Fang Yanxu, there is probably no one who can do things under Gu Moqian's nose.

Gong Jiuqing also nodded to acknowledge Gu Moming's point of view.

Gu Moming looked at Gong Jiuqing calmly, as if looking at him, but more as if he wanted to see through his heart.

For some reason, Gong Jiuqing felt a little guilty.Gong Jiuqing couldn't find the reason for her guilt, but it was this kind of subconscious guilt that made people feel guilty.

"Ming Wang, why, why are you looking at me like that?" Gong Jiuqing couldn't help asking.

Only then did Gu Moming realize that he had stared at him so recklessly for a long time.

Gu Moming turned his eyes away naturally, as if he had never looked at Gong Jiuqing before, or he was in a daze, and his eyes just happened to be in that position, everything was Gong Jiuqing's self-importance.

"Why do you want to come back?" Gu Moming asked the wrong question.

Gong Jiuqing was stunned, and thought to himself: Haven't you asked this question before?Why do you still ask?

But he still thought about it, and said: "Heaven has a great responsibility, if you don't do some things, you will not be able to feel at ease for the rest of your life."

Gu Moming nodded, agreeing with this point of view.

"Gu Moming." Gong Jiuqing suddenly called out.

"Yes, yes." Gu Moming replied.

Gong Jiuqing actually felt that she had a lot of questions to ask him, but she seemed to know the answers to the questions he asked.Very contradictory heart.

Or this feeling, like meeting an old friend in a foreign land, always wanting to say something.But it feels like everything is in vain.

Gu Moming seems to feel the same way, but he knows that his feeling must be more complicated than Gong Jiuqing's.

Gu Moming sighed secretly, and said: "It's this hour today, and the fish haven't been hooked yet, sir, let's go to rest earlier."

Gong Jiuqing counted the time and said with an embarrassed smile: "That's right. The prince should also rest earlier."

"it is good."

"Ah."

Gong Jiuqing left Gu Moming's room, but Gu Moming continued to drink at his original place and did not see him off.

When Gong Jiuqing came out of the door, Gu Moming couldn't help turning his head to look at his back.Gu Moming knew that even though Gong Jiuqing was hurt so deeply by that person, Gong Jiuqing still couldn't let him go.Maybe just now, Gong Jiuqing recalled him again.That's why at the end, Gong Jiuqing's eyes became so sad.

Maybe even Gong Jiuqing didn't know how deep he buried his heart.

But so what?Gong Jiuqing is like this, what about herself?Why not yourself?

Gu Moming laughed at himself, watched Gong Jiuqing's back disappear, and drank the wine in his hand.Then he coughed uncontrollably, as if he wanted to cough up his lungs.The soldiers were so frightened that they quickly brought him the medicine they had prepared earlier.

Gong Jiuqing had no intention of asking Gu Moming to give him a gift, but the oncoming cold wind at night made him shiver a little, and then a layer of goose bumps appeared on his arms.Thinking that although the weather is gradually getting warmer, it will still be cold at night.

Gong Jiuqing rubbed her arms, and led by Xiao Bing, holding her arms all the way back to her room.

When the door of the room was closed, Gong Jiuqing felt as if he was the only one in the whole world.

At this moment, Gong Jiuqing's eyes were a little hazy, and a thin mist gradually floated in his eyes, and a voice began to echo in his ears.

This sound is like water dripping on rocks in a cave, crisp, but unreal, and even fragmented.Then the voice seemed to be magical, becoming clearer, clearer, and clearer.

With pleading, choked up, and regret, he asked him, "Do you... really want to leave that much?".

do you really want to go

Do you really want to go?

In an instant, Gong Jiuqing felt that the scenery in front of her eyes had completely changed into the original Jing'an Palace.

Lying on the bed with his eyes damaged, Gu Moming knelt on the footrest, holding his hand, his eyes full of tears and sadness, and asked him, "Do you... really want to leave that much?"

Gong Jiuqing smiled, a little silly.

The answer is still the same as before...

Can not go back……

Between them, there is really no going back...

Even if you know the truth, you can't go back...

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"Report... to Staff Officer Bai that the fish was caught."

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