extremely abnormal

Yesterday, Jing Miao greedily ate half an extra portion of crayfish, and vomited twice in the middle of the night. The tossing Xi Siyan didn't get much sleep all night.

He thought about making him some light sweet porridge this morning, and eating stewed winter melon soup at noon. If he can make it back, he will cook him winter melon wontons with cucumber scrambled eggs. If he can’t make it, he will call his aunt to come over from the villa. Take care of him.

With a piece of toast in his mouth, Xi Siyan skillfully began to cook the porridge.

He looked at the time, it was only seven o'clock, and it was just about 07:30. He guessed that Jing Miao was too uncomfortable last night, and he might not be able to get up for a while, so he set the automatic heat preservation mode.

He went to the living room and wrote the words of instruction on post-it notes and pasted them on the bedroom door and the refrigerator, and then lightly packed up the manuscripts to be defended.

Today is Xi Siyan's doctoral dissertation defense.

The phone in his pocket buzzed and vibrated, and he picked it up before he could look at the caller.

"Hello." The voice was extremely low.

The person on the other side was about to say: "Si Yan, are you a thief? You have to defend yourself today, shouldn't you go to school now?"

Xi Siyan's voice was still very soft: "Miao Miao is still sleeping, I packed my things and went out, what's wrong?"

Wang Song was speechless: "Xiao Tian is back, let's get together after you finished your defense today, the old place, Jin Jiu Yangguang."

"Then you called me so early?"

"She had to pick us up for her 08:30 plane. I'm the only fucking free person in our circle today. Don't you think it's outrageous? I haven't gotten up at seven o'clock for many years." Wang Song complained , "What time will you finish?"

when will it finish......

Xi Siyan put his bag on his back and thought while putting on his shoes, soon it will be over at 11 o'clock, he will go home to accompany Jing Miao to finish his meal, and then take him to the hospital for a checkup...

"I don't know, you guys eat first, don't worry about me, I'm not sure about the time."

Maybe he got up too early, Wang Song was a little angry: "I have inquired in advance, this round of your college only 3 students are defending, otherwise all morning, what are you going to do?"

"Miaomiao had an upset stomach yesterday and vomited in the middle of the night, I'm going to take him to see a doctor..."

Before Sisi finished speaking, Wang Song interrupted him: "I throw up every time I drink, why don't you take me to the hospital? This world is so precious, isn't it? How long has it been, lads You can't fucking come out when I ask you out, you don't want a brother just because of a fool, right?"

"Wang Song." Xi Siyan's voice was still very flat, "Your voice should be quieter."

He hit the cotton with his fist, and Wang Song hung up the phone.

Xi Siyan put away his cell phone expressionlessly, ready to go out.

"elder brother."

As soon as he stopped opening the door, he turned around and saw Jing Miao wearing milky white pajamas, standing with a white face in the corridor between the living room and the bedroom.

He always gives himself the illusion that time does not pass.

This biological age is 21 years old, but he always acts like a child.

Slender and thin, his height has also stopped at 175. He still remembers that his cousin who runs a film and television company sighed repeatedly when he saw Jing Miao: "It's a pity, it's a pity. If my brain is normal, with this face, I It will make him famous."

Yes, the brain is not normal.

He turned back, turned up the temperature of the living room, and said in a gentle voice, "Why did Miao Miao wake up? Did I wake you up? Or did you feel sick to your stomach?"

"It didn't wake me up, and I didn't feel uncomfortable." He obediently stretched out his hand for Xi Siyan to hug, "Where is brother going?"

Xi Siyan took off his schoolbag again and threw it in the corridor, he picked him up skillfully with both hands, and sat on the sofa together: "Brother is going to defend, at noon... try to come back to eat with Miaomiao at noon, okay? "

An adult man who is not short, but Xi Siyan is used to hugging him like a child.

It's too light, as if what's in my arms is not a person, but a skeleton wrapped in a little flesh. It's better this year, and the flesh on the cheeks has grown, and it looks much more juicy.In the first two years, his thin cheeks were sunken, and his body was painful to the touch. At that time, Xi Siyan was always worried that he would die of malnutrition.

Jing Miao obediently hugged Xi Siyan's neck, leaned on his shoulder, rubbed his forehead against his chin, and said softly, "Is the defense important?"

"Well, after the defense, my brother is a little closer to graduation." He thought about it and added, "I can spend more time with Miao Miao at home."

Jing Miao quickly climbed off him, and sat cross-legged beside him: "Then brother, hurry up, Miao Miao will wait for you to come back."

He smiled and rubbed Jing Miao's head: "Did you see the post-it note on the door?"

Jing Miao nodded.

"Since you're awake, eat something, and then go back to bed after eating." Xi Siyan stood up, "Then brother is leaving first, Miao Miao has to be good at home alone."

Jing Miao vigorously nodded her head twice, her face showed an immaturity that did not match his age, but it did not violate the harmony: "Brother, don't worry! Brother, please reply!"

"Okay." Xi Siyan checked the house left and right, and left with a step and a turn.

After leaving this house, the sunny and gentle man became gloomy.

He was not very enthusiastic at first, and his face was cold, but later he became colder and gloomy, making him even more difficult to provoke.

Xi Siyan was walking alone on the road leading to the research institute, surrounded by college students who were laughing and playing in the early morning classes. Everyone who passed by him looked sideways at him, and occasionally heard his name.

This should have been Xi Siyan's normal life.

Although not very lively and cheerful, Xi Siyan three years ago was also one of such ordinary and extraordinary students.

He is handsome and smart. Although he doesn't know his family background, everyone knows that he should be the only child of a rich family. Every year, he confesses to the white wall on the school intranet and grabs key data. Xi Siyan can have tens of thousands of comments. A total of [-] to [-] students.

He should finish his combined master's and doctoral studies in such a glorious way, go home to inherit hundreds of millions of property or become a great person, get married and have children, and live a dazzling and happy life.This is the life Xi Siyan should have.

But he was in a trance, and this kind of life was gone forever.

He obviously has countless opportunities to turn around, including this moment, but he can't get out when he goes all the way to the dark.

The family gate is like a magical dividing line, dividing two different dimensions, and he freely and skillfully switches personalities in the two worlds.Walking into that door, he is Jing Miao's Xi Siyan, gentle and tolerant, his brother, guardian, nanny, and any role Jing Miao needs; walking out of this door, he is a 27-year-old A walking dead with a dead heart.

The infinitely compressed social life has lost interest in things, and school, home, and hospital are his whole life.

Xi Siyan, a radiant young man three years ago, can no longer remember what he looked like.

Xi Siyan sometimes feels that Jing Miao is very miserable. His life as a young adult has been reversed by more than ten years in an unexpected way. His cognition of the world has become blurred, so he can only stay by his side, big house, A small house is always in a house.

What about himself?

What's the difference, the big house and the small house are tied by Jing Miao with an invisible chain.

Can't go far, can't go, can't go away.