extremely abnormal

Xi Siyan's family is harmonious, but the whole family rarely travels together.Su Wan makes a lot of money in business, Xi Yucheng is very busy as a senior political official, and Xi Siyan is very independent and doesn't like to cling to his parents.But since the incident two years ago, Su Wan and Xi Yucheng let go of many things and returned to their families.

In addition to Xi Siyan's sexual orientation, his morbid need for Jing Miao is an obvious psychological problem, which makes the parents start to reflect on whether there are defects in family education. They don't try to change Xi Siyan, they just want to give some A better home environment for the autistic young son.

Especially Su Wan, her feelings for Jing Miao are mixed with a heavy sense of guilt like Xi Siyan, and she can only make up for it without a bottom line.

And everyone knows that only when Jing Miao gets better and better can Xi Siyan get better and better.No matter which son it is for, they can only use their sincerity to create a harmonious and sweet family.

The first time he went out to play seriously, Jing Miao was excited and nervous. He lived in a very small geographical area. Except for the time when he got the certificate, he went out of the country in a daze during a short weekend. He basically never went out of the city, let alone the province. .

When he was admitted to university, he took a full eleven-hour hard-seat train to the capital.

Jing Miao was curious about everything, sometimes he asked Su Wan, sometimes Xi Yucheng, sometimes asked her mother-in-law, and most of the time he would whisper beside Xi Siyan.

Su Wan has always spent money generously and lived extravagantly. With a wave of her big hand, she booked the entire first-class cabin. Xi Yucheng also said that she was a waste.

"Why was it wasted? It's the first time our family came out to play, what's the matter sitting with strangers? Miao Miao can't let go of her voice." Su Wan was not convinced.

"If you're like this, what if he thinks that the plane can sit alone in the future?"

Su Wan didn't care: "Then what's the matter? Then I'll buy Miao Miao a private jet, it's not that I can't afford it."

Xi Siyan also thought it was exaggerated at first, but when he saw Jing Miao who couldn't sit still on the plane, he felt that Su Wan was right.Although Jing Miao is very obedient, if there are outsiders around, he will definitely not be so unscrupulous and restless, they are all willing to spoil him.

Aunt Jiang smiled: "It looks like Miao Miao won't get airsick."

It's too early to say, Jing Miao started to feel uncomfortable after the plane flew for more than ten minutes. Fortunately, the first-class seat was wide enough for Xi Siyan to sleep with him in his arms.

Xi Yucheng tiptoed over: "Asleep? Did you throw up?"

"No, just say tinnitus and dizziness, just be good when you fall asleep."

The flight attendant carefully handed them a blanket, and Xi Siyan wrapped him up gently.

The flight attendant smiled and said, "Your brother is so cute." Seeing the family's attitude, she took it for granted that it was such a relationship.

Xi Siyan smiled: "It's my lover."

The flight attendant was startled, and immediately blessed with a professional smile: "Your lover is so cute." It turns out that such an enlightened family really exists, she felt emotional.

It took four or five hours for the capital to fly to the southernmost island on the map. During this period, Xi Siyan called Jing Miao to look at the sea of ​​clouds outside the window. Jing Miao stared at the window for a long time in amazement.

When he turned his head, he saw that his parents and mother-in-law were resting wearing blindfolds, so he whispered to Xi Siyan: "Brother, I miss you."

Xi Si said, "Didn't brother hold you all the time?"

Jing Miao just loves to act like a baby, he leaned on Xi Siyan's chest, and Xi Siyan hugged him: "It doesn't matter, I just miss you."

Xi Siyan bowed his head and kissed him: "Good baby."

The flight attendant who was squatting behind quietly took a picture, and wept.

After getting off the plane, the family went to the pre-determined seaside one-storey villa. It covers an area of ​​[-] square meters, with a large yard of [-] square meters in the front and back. Open the curtains to see the blue sea and white sandy beach. The temperature is completely enough to wear a piece of clothing comfortable.

There are only three villas in this southeast-facing coastline resort, even if they are all inhabited, they are basically kings, as if the sea is their domain.

Xi Siyan played crazy with Jing Miao at the beach, and the three middle-aged and elderly people lay in the yard and basked in the sun watching them.

"That's great Yucheng, I don't know why, I don't think I've had such a good life since I married you." Su Wan watched Xi Siyan play with Jing Miao with a ball, his eyes were full of satisfaction.

Xi Yucheng rolled his eyes: "Have you been married to me for so many years and lived a hard life?"

The aunt smiled: "Madam, do you mean that it feels good to see your children happy?"

"Yeah, your comprehension ability." Su Wan was speechless, "Why did you say that I used to be so... oh, forget it. You said why Xi Siyan was not so cute when he was a child. I used to wonder where I was born. Zha, she has grown up as soon as she landed, and she is still cute, very cute!"

"If you used to listen to me, surf the Internet more, and learn more about the current social situation, would something like that happen? You see, Sister Jiang is older than you, but she accepts it quickly." Xi Yucheng said.

Aunt Jiang smiled embarrassedly: "Actually, I just thought about it suddenly when I couldn't figure it out. I found that it would be more difficult for me to accept if the person sir was sitting on the ground coaxing was someone else. What about Miao Miao? Then Just accept it."

The three of them laughed.

"Si Yan? Si Yan!" They were having fun when a few figures in the distance waved and shouted vigorously at them.

Xi Siyan squinted his eyes for a while, and found that it was Wang Song, Gan Zisen, Chen Tianruo and the others.

Three men ran towards them.

Wang Song was shocked: "My God, why are you here? You don't want to..." He paused, "You want to be here?!"

"Why are you here?" Xi Siyan felt that it was a coincidence that this coastline would not be covered by their capital's political council, would it?

Gan Zisen also felt amazing: "The three of us made an appointment to come here to celebrate the New Year. Originally, my mother also invited your family, but your mother said that your family has important things to do... So, the two of you are also here to celebrate the New Year. ?”

It was only then that Xi Siyan came to his senses and reminded Jing Miao to call someone.

Jing Miao greeted obediently: "Brother Wang Song, Brother Zisen..." He looked at this beautiful sister and couldn't think of it for a moment, so he called softly, "Sister who doesn't know her name."

Chen Tianruo smiled: "Sister Xiaotian."

"Sister Xiaotian." Jing Miao called obediently.

"My whole family is here, in the back room." Xi Siyan said, "It just so happens that by accident, we still get together to celebrate the New Year. Let uncles and aunts come over to play in our yard? A few people play cards at two tables."

"Tsk, it's really Aunt Su's handwriting. How many people in your family live in the biggest one." Wang Song said with emotion, "Okay, I'll call some old men and women to come over."

Gan Zisen said that he would take Chen Tianruo to visit the Xi family's parents first, and Wang Song rolled his eyes: "Can Miaomiao take her two brothers and sisters there? They can't find their way."

Jing Miao was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said yes.

Gan Zisen: "...we can't find it..." Wang Song waved the back of his hand at him, and he suddenly understood, "Well, my sister and I can't find it, can Miao Miao take us there?"

Jing Miao nodded: "Yes."

Xi Siyan raised his legs and was about to follow, but Wang Song grabbed him: "Hey, wait a minute, I have something to ask you."

"how?"

"You're going to propose here?"

"Yeah." Xi Siyan nodded, "If I had known you were coming here, I would have changed places."

Wang Song anxiously: "Hey hey goodbye, what happened to us? Brother, what happened to us being your witness for more than 20 years? You see, this is the fate that God gave us. You have a daughter-in-law and forget your brother's white-eyed wolf. But speaking of it, you have been getting the certificate for more than half a year, and you only propose now, what do you think? When I told you before, I thought you would ask immediately. "

Xi Siyan looked at Jing Miao's back as he walked further and further away: "He was still in his teens at that time, I was afraid that he would regret it when he grew up, so I wanted to wait."

Wang Song thought for a while: "It means that you are old now? Did you go for the test? Aren't you a hooligan? You said that after you got your certificate?"

"No. I judged it." Xi Siyan said, "There is no wedding, and foreign witnesses are taken seriously."

Wang Song nodded: "Oh... But I said you are just worrying about it. I bet you that Jing Miao treats you well, regardless of whether you are 7 years old, 14 years old, 18 years old or 28 years old, they are all the same."

Xi Siyan smiled: "Well, maybe."

"Hey, how do you plan to ask? Do you want us to help?" Wang Song smiled.

"No, everything is ready, just don't show up, I'm afraid he will be embarrassed."

Wang Song was discouraged: "My good brother's life is a big event, and I can't come up and make a fuss."

Sisi said with a smile: "When you propose to Xiaotian, I will take Miaomiao to make trouble, and leave. After talking for a long time, I should be anxious if Miaomiao won't see me for a while."

Wang Song rolled his eyes: "Don't mess with the mandarin ducks, this time it's purely a coincidence that the three families will celebrate the New Year together, and there are a few juniors over there... So your place is really awkward, maybe there will be many People quietly watched."

As soon as Wang Song and Xi Siyan came back, Jing Miao got up from the recliner: "Brother!"

The man threw himself into his arms: "Why is brother walking so slowly?"

Xi Siyan hugged him: "Run slowly, ancestor. It's all your fault, brother Wang Song, he has poor physical strength."

Wang Song: "..."

Auntie Jiang has an occupational disease, and when people come to the yard, she warmly greets them with fruit drinks: "Miao Miao, don't be ashamed, I won't see your brother for a few minutes, just like that."

Jing Miao buried Xi Siyan's chest in embarrassment: "Grandma is bad."

When Su Wan heard that several families were actually on this island, he immediately became excited: "We are big here, so we all called everyone over to have a New Year's Eve dinner tonight." After talking, he inquired about the number of people, and asked the housekeeper of the villa to come to No. 20 The compound holds a New Year's Eve dinner for [-] people.

People came to the big villa owned by Xi's family one after another, and it was lively as if they were going to a market. The yard was full of laughter and laughter. Jing Miao was not used to such a bustling scene, so Xi Siyan hugged him in the coffee shop look at the sea.

As long as two people talk nonsense together, they will be happy. When Xi Siyan told him about people outside, Jing Miao kissed him while listening.

Su Wan called him: "Si Yan, you'd better bring Miao Miao to say hello to the elders, otherwise it would be too rude to show up at dinner later."

Xi Siyan was startled: "You...you don't mind..."

"What do you mind!" Su Wan interrupted roughly, "A group of single dogs, only my son has a partner, I'm waiting to show off our beautiful baby, come out quickly!"

Xi Siyan had no choice but to open up his mother Ren Du's two pulses.

"Okay, come out now."

"Miaomiao, many elders outside are good friends of mom and dad, shall we go out and say hello?"

Jing Miao thought for a while: "Will they not like me?"

"No." Xi Siyan kissed him, "No one will dislike you."

Jing Miao smiled: "Well! Anyway, it's enough for my brother to like me!"

When he led Jing Miao out, except for the Xi family and Xi Siyan, everyone was shocked.

Anyway, I heard that the Xi family had a young son. Those who knew it thought it was a last resort for political achievements, and those who didn't know it really thought they adopted the second one.

When Wang Song saw the famous scene of honey and silence in the room, he had the mentality of watching a good show.

Mrs. Chen was the first to realize that this was the youngest son posted by Su Wan's Moments: "Ouch! This is the cutie you posted in your Moments!"

Su Wan raised his eyebrows while playing mahjong: "That's it, isn't it beautiful?"

"Ouch, it's so beautiful!"

"Miao Miao, Aunt Chen." Xi Siyan greeted Mrs. Chen with a smile, "Aunt Chen."

Jing Miao obediently shouted, "Hello, Aunt Chen."

The other Mrs. Wang became envious: "Did the aura of heaven and earth be absorbed by your Xi family? How can both sons be so handsome!"

Su Wan was proud: "Our Miao Miao is still a top student in the Department of Mathematics of Huada University!"

"Aunt Wang." Xi Siyan called her.

Jing Miao then said, "Hello, Aunt Wang."

Mrs. Gan was also envious: "Where did you find it? Please recommend me, so that I won't feel bad about seeing my son every day. I will find a beautiful girl to raise."

Gan Zishen: "..."

"Aunt Gan."

"Hello, Aunt Gan."

Su Wan played out a nine-punch card: "Oh, then you have to ask our family, Si Yan, this is the daughter-in-law he found by himself, isn't it Si Yan?"

Sis smiled, "Yeah."

Several others petrified.

As soon as these words came out, the other little ones beside him were startled: "Wow! Is this Brother Xi's child bride-in-law!"

Su Wan retorted: "What child bride? Our family's Ming media is marrying back home!"

"Have you been hired, so Mingmei is marrying?" Xi Siyan poked her.

Su Wan raised her eyebrows and snorted coldly: "You'll know if I've been hired when your business is over."

Xi Siyan was taken aback for a moment, and a bad premonition arose in his heart.

The young people are not only strong in accepting these things, but also turned on the curiosity switch. They are constantly curious around the little sister-in-law. The old people feel a little magical realism. Seeing that the parents of the only child of the Xi family don’t care and accept it very happily, He was also forced to swallow this shocking secret.

Oh, people don't think it's a secret at all.

Su Wan sometimes praised Jing Miao as the benchmark of their family's beauty, sometimes said how well-behaved and obedient my youngest son is, and sometimes brought it out to show off that he was able to go to college by himself.

Mrs. Wang couldn't take it anymore: "Stop! Isn't it normal to go to college by yourself?"

Su Wan became even more proud when he mentioned this: "You don't know how close my son and we Miao Miao are, how good Miao Miao can go to school by himself, okay?"

Mrs. Wang, Mrs. Gan, Mrs. Chen: "I don't understand."

Wang Song took the high school students to play games, and couldn't help interjecting: "Mom, you don't understand!"

"Why don't I understand!" Mrs. Wang was unconvinced, how could Su Wan be so enlightened that she wouldn't understand?Isn't it just like a normal couple?What is so difficult to understand!

Mrs. Gan and Mrs. Chen thought so too.

Wang Song clicked his tongue: "Anyway, I feel the same way as Aunt Su, and I also think it's great that Jing Miao can go to college by himself."

It has nothing to do with his brain, but he was spoiled by Xi Siyan so much, he thinks it's great that Jing Miao can eat a meal by himself.

The little guy next to him was clever, he just walked around Xi Siyan and Jing Miao for a while and he was clear about it, and now he will also hit a few elders: "Hey, we also think it's pretty good."

"Girl, stop playing mahjong, mahjong is not as interesting as watching brother Xi fall in love?"

"Yes, yes, don't eat ice cream, how can ice cream be as sweet as my sister-in-law?"

Mrs. Wang frowned: "What are these monkeys talking about?"

Su Wan was even more proud: "Ever since I watched my son fall in love, I despise Xi Yucheng, such a straight man."

Women gossip, the "dead straight man" Xi Yucheng who was shot innocently said: "If you brag about your son, brag about it, don't shoot."

When it was time for the New Year's Eve dinner in the evening, the elders understood what the topic discussed in the afternoon meant.

Chen Tianruo is a bit unacceptable to see Xi Siyan serving Jing Miao to eat now, it has nothing to do with this being her crush who has been in love for more than ten years, he just thinks it is more exaggerated than last time.

During the day, Jing Miao was hooked by a few little ones to play games, and suddenly became addicted, and he never let go, when Xi Siyan snatched his tablet, he burst into tears.The few little kids who are inexplicably sticky to Jing Miao, seeing that their sister-in-law doesn’t eat and play games well, and they themselves don’t eat well, Jing Miao sits next to Xi Siyan, and the other three line up along Jing Miao sit.

The adults are not angry: "Never mind them, eat or not, and I will come to eat later when I am hungry."

Aunt Jiang worried: "Miaomiao's stomach..."

Xi Siyan waved his hand: "It's okay, Auntie."

So the three little ones were left alone, and Jing Miao played games with them while opening his mouth to let Xi Si say hello.

One mouthful at a time, Xi Siyan watched him beating while coaxing him over to eat.

"Hey baby, take another bite...do you want to eat crab leg meat?...Come and have a sip of coconut milk, drink slowly...do you want to eat fish porridge baby...there is someone over there, shoot quickly...open your mouth..."

Mrs. Wang: "...I dislike Lao Wang for a moment."

Wang Song's father: "You have hands, feet and a mouth, so you can't eat by yourself?"

"Is this the same as you coaxing me to eat? Also, is Xi Siyan serving his wife like this? Is it too exaggerated? You don't care?" Mrs. Wang was shocked.

Xi Yucheng smiled: "It's not that Miao Miao is addicted to games today and refuses to eat well. I usually eat by myself."

Gan Zisen added: "Well, it's usually just Si Yan who puts it in his bowl."

Xi Yucheng sneered: "Well... almost."

Everyone: "..."

Mrs. Chen was stunned: "Why does he just eat the few dishes in front of him? They are all delicious. Take them over and give them a taste."

Su Wan refused: "Those dishes were cooked by Si Yan and Sister Jiang, Miao Miao only eats the dishes made by our aunt and Xi Siyan."

Mrs. Gan: "What do you raise in your family? Pandas?"

Su Wan pretended to sigh: "I'm not in good health, Si Yan got used to it, it's okay, he's happy."

After this round, Jing Miao finally gave up his addiction, and he realized that he was also full, and Xi Siyan was still peeling crab leg meat for him with rice.

"Brother, I can't eat anymore."

"Baby is full?"

"Yeah." Jing Miao nodded.

Xi Siyan raised his chin: "If you don't want to sit here, go play next to it for a while."

"I want to be with my brother."

He freed up one hand and tapped his nose with the back of his clean hand: "OK."

After dinner, those who watched the Spring Festival Gala watched the Spring Festival Gala, those who continued to play cards played cards, and the young one proposed to set off fireworks, but Wang Song refused with a straight face: "No one is allowed to set off fireworks tonight."

"Ah?! Why!"

"You brother Xi will set off fireworks later, don't steal his limelight."

So except for Jing Miao, everyone knew what Xi Siyan was going to do tonight.

This feeling of running naked with his pants off gave Xi Siyan a headache, and he repeatedly emphasized not to disturb them for a while.He took Jing Miao for a walk by the seaside, the night sky was full of stars, the sea breeze was gentle, behind him was a brightly lit house, and in front of him was the magnificent night sea.

Xi Siyan took him around twice, and sat down in the middle of the beach some distance from the sea. Jing Miao wanted to be closer to the beach, but Xi Siyan said that he could only sit here.

Jing Miao pouted: "Bad brother."

Xi Siyan just kissed him, kissed him well, and held him in his arms to watch the stars and listen to the sound of the waves.

Xi Siyan hugged him quietly: "Baby, how old are you now?"

"19 years old." Jing Miao replied calmly.

Xi Siyan shook his head: "It's not about the age I set for you."

"Except what you told me, I don't know how old I am." Jing Miao said seriously.

Age is like a math problem that Jing Miao can never figure out. Sometimes they say they are 22 years old, sometimes they say they are only 14 years old. Xi Siyan told him that if someone asks you, you should say that you are 19 years old.

It's okay, it's not important anyway, these are unimportant things.

He still has the look of a child, pouting and tearing up his eyes.

"We're married baby, you know that?"

Jing Miao's eyes lit up: "I know how old I am brother! I'm 22 years old!"

Xi Siyan was taken aback: "What?"

"It is said on TV that 22 is the legal age for marriage. My brother and I can get married, which means I am 22!"

Sisi's words were listening and laughing, and it was really a closed loop of logic, hitting right and wrong.

"Do you want to know about your past?" Xi Siyan asked him.

Jing Miao thought for a while and shook her head: "I don't really think so."

"Why?" Sis asked.

"Did we not be together every moment like we are now?"

"Ah."

Jing Miao's eyes couldn't help turning a little red: "Then I don't want to know, I just want to know what happened after I was with you."

Seeing that he was about to cry, Xi Siyan immediately kissed and coaxed him: "Be good, baby, don't be sad, look."

He turned on his phone and found a few photos, which were taken in Jing Miao's diary: "Look, this was written by Miao Miao before, even though I was not with my brother at that time, your world is full of me. "

Jing Miao hesitated for a while before starting to look at it. It was an unremarkable planning check-in list, and there were not even a few names of Xi Siyan, but he just felt something inexplicably.

"It was written by 18-year-old Miao Miao," Sis said.

Jing Miao's eyes got wet unconsciously.

"What's the matter baby?" Xi Siyan hugged him and kissed the corner of his eyes.

Jing Miao suddenly laughed: "I just feel that I used to really like my brother."

Xi Siyan nodded: "Well, I like it very much, I like me very much." He repeated the four "likes" written in his memo.

"Does that brother like me?"

Xi Siyan apologized: "I'm sorry baby, my brother didn't know you at that time."

Jing Miao burst into tears, he bit his lip and tried to hold back the tears.

Xi Siyan hurriedly coaxed him: "Although I didn't like you before, since we were together, my brother loves you every day, loves you more today than yesterday, loves you more than today tomorrow, and will give you more."

Jing Miao threw herself into his arms and cried sadly, Xi Siyan hugged his head and kissed the top of his skull: "Does Miao Miao know? Brother is actually very worried that you will leave me when you grow up and don't love me. So brother sometimes Will go crazy and will do a lot of bad things to you."

When Jing Miao heard this, she cried even more fiercely, and expressed her loyalty at a loss: "I love you, I really love you, and I will love you all my life." Jing Miao has become a habit of crying, no matter how old he is now, facing Xi Siyan , he has endless grievances, "I won't leave you, I will always love you, and one day you don't love me anymore, I will love you too."

"Brother." He sniffled his nose and burst into tears, "Brother doesn't know how much I love you."

Loving you is more important than my life.

Satisfied, Xi Siyan kept wiping his tears with his hands: "Brother knows now, you won't leave me. You've grown up, right?"

Jing Miao was stunned, and whispered: "It seems to be."

"You're an adult, you've seen the world, you've met a lot of people, and you still want to be by my side, right?"

Jing Miao shook her head: "No, it's not that I still want to be by my brother's side. I always want to, Miao Miao has never made a choice, and there is nothing more important than my brother."

Xi Siyan was a little moved and wanted to cry: "Well, yes, my brother said something wrong."

His hands began to tremble: "When the baby sees the fireworks this year, what wish will he make?"

Jing Miao hiccupped and replied: "Miao Miao told brother not to be angry."

He kissed him: "don't be angry, I will never be angry with you, I love you."

Jing Miao said softly: "I want my brother to love me forever, love me the most, never leave me, miss me every second like I miss you, don't treat me badly just because I grow up, tell me every day... I love you three times."

Thirty times would be better, but he dared not say it.

Just as Jing Miao finished speaking, there was a "swoosh" sound, and countless beautiful fireworks exploded on the entire beach and sea.

Then around them also lit up fireworks, Jing Miao was startled, Xi Siyan touched his back: "Don't be afraid baby, look, it's very beautiful."

He calmed down and saw the world in flames.

"Brother... Brother, look! It's a firework that looks like a jellyfish!"

He turned around, and Xi Siyan knelt in front of him with a ring on one knee: "Your wish has come true. I will love you forever, love you the most, and never leave you. I still miss you, you will never grow up, tell you I love you three hundred times a day."

"I love you, I love you, I love you." His voice became firmer and gentler each time.

"Is it your turn to fulfill your brother's wish now?"

Jing Miao stared at him blankly, tears could not help falling out.

"Mr. Jing Miao, who is an adult, are you willing to marry Xi Siyan?"

The fireworks on the border islands are constantly blooming, falling and rising, like a never-ending life.

Jing Miao thought of the first time he saw Xi Siyan in his limited and chaotic memory during this brief splendor.

The white ward, the sound of beeping instruments, and an oxygen mask on his face... He was lying down, and Xi Siyan was standing, with the indistinct white behind him, so he appeared in the first moment of his consciousness.

For a long time, Jing Miao subconsciously thought that the world is like this, endless white.He knows colors, is not color blind, and has no problems with his vision and nervous system, but when he sees Xi Siyan, his world will consciously fade away.

Only white can be worthy of the gorgeous Xisiyan.

There are many things beyond love in this world, after he is conscious.

There is an insurmountable gap between what human beings know and what they can do. Books, TV, people... all tell him not to, to control, to have a sense of proportion, not to crowd out and erode a person's life, everyone is independent individual.

Pathological demands and unrestrained giving are wrong, should not be, and are not correct.

Even the sea cannot contain everything.Sisyan should not dedicate his life to him like this, nor should he open his body and soul unconditionally regardless of Sisyan's wishes, and present them all to him.

He understood the truth, but he was powerless.

He is a human being who has no self-control system in front of Xi Siyan. He has problems with his emotions and his outlook on life. He is a fool and a monster.

But my brother has been accepting and forgiving him...

Jing Miao thought, they were all extremely abnormal.

Then, give up resistance.

Jing Miao wore the ring that was more dazzling than fireworks with tears in her eyes, and threw herself into his arms crying.

"I am willing."

end.