extremely abnormal

A week after the closure of Hongcheng, the situation did not improve at all.

The cities on the map are marked red, and the capital is no exception. Everyone spent a quiet Spring Festival in an atmosphere filled with fear and sadness.

On the night of New Year's Eve, Xi Siyan and Jing Miao were in the small courtyard. They wore masks and played with fireworks sticks.

Jing Miao likes fireworks. Every year when the Xi family goes out to celebrate the Spring Festival, the first thing they consider is whether there can be fireworks in that place.Xi Siyan also asked him why he likes fireworks so much.

Behind the boy was a colorful explosion, and he put his hand into Si Siyan's coat to hug him: "This is brother."

Sisi was puzzled: "What?"

"The first time I saw my brother, it was like fireworks. In the white world, only my brother is beautiful."

His eyes are shining, more dazzling than the fireworks in the sky.

This year they can only ignite this small cluster of fireworks. In the oppressive environment, this is a rare time for Jing Miao to be happy.Xi Siyan turned his head and kissed his exposed eyes: "Will the baby still make a wish this year?"

Jing Miao said: "My brother can't help me realize my wish this year. I want my parents to go home quickly, and I want those who are sick to get well soon."

Xi Siyan sighed: "It will be fine, baby."

Speaking of this, he seemed really uncomfortable: "I received a happy New Year's Eve message from the children in the class today, asking me to protect myself." Jing Miao's voice sounded muffled, "But I'm not very happy brother, I used to think that as long as my brother is around, everything will be fine. It turns out that there are so many sad things in this world, and people will die because of many things..."

This is the only thing that Jing Miao dare not think about in her gradually calm and smooth life.

Ten years, more than 3000 days and nights, the longest time they separated was when they graduated that year, Xi Siyan went to the south for a meeting, and they separated for four days.

Jing Miao was circling these numbers in his mind, and it was the first time he faced death intuitively from the cold electronic screen.

He recalled a time when he seemed to be making a fuss about committing suicide.

He can't recall what it was like, but he clearly remembers Xi Siyan's face at that time, exhaustion, panic, red eyes, and broken emotions.

He seems to have given Xi Siyan a very bad time. The imprint of this time on Xi Siyan follows time, and at every inadvertent time, he can run out to torture Xi Siyan.

Xi Siyan would be afraid that he would go to high places, forbid him to use knives in the kitchen, would get angry if he soaked for a long time, and would hold his injured leg and kiss him tearfully at night.

Jing Miao cried and hugged him: "I'm sorry, brother, I'm sorry!"

Xi Siyan didn't know what he was thinking, and suddenly cried and apologized. He could only comfort him calmly: "Baby, this world is not very good. There are many disasters happening every day, and people die and parting every day." He said Kiss his forehead and wipe his tears, "But there are people who are born, fall in love, and grow in the four seasons every day. We should cherish every day we live, right?"

Jing Miao was still crying, and he hugged him vigorously: "I used to be too much brother, I made you worry for a long time. Brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Xi Siyan didn't know what he was talking about, so he could only keep asking, but Jing Miao couldn't tell, he couldn't remember what happened at that time, he only remembered that he always wanted to commit suicide.

"I seem to want to jump off a building and hurt myself with a knife...My brother seems to be very scared until now."

There was a brief ringing in Xi Siyan's ears, he was still in this house, he remembered how bored Jing Miao was, and remembered those extremely gloomy days.

He is not afraid now, but greedy for life.

The moment he heard about the virus, he fell into a paranoid panic.

His baby, fragile and pitiful, made him feel sorry for him all the time.

Who wouldn't think about death?He thought about it many times, and Jing Miao also thought about it many times, but now looking back on every day when he had Jing Miao, Xi Siyan felt that it was good for them to live together.

He always looks forward to tomorrow. Before going to sleep, he has a soft body, and when he opens his eyes, he looks at the faces of the people around him.

This is a good, educational time, Schiesyan thought.

He let Jing Miao sit on the hanging chair, and put the already heavy Xiao Xiao on his lap, letting him feel the heat of life.Si Siyan knelt in front of him: "Baby." He pulled his left hand wearing the wedding ring, and spread his palm side by side with his own.

Their palm prints form a line.

"Human life has an end, we will all die one day." He looked into his eyes, "but before that day comes, you must always remember that we are on the same line, whoever disconnects, the other will die."

He straightened up and kissed him through the mask: "We must cherish life, cherish each other, and accompany each other until death."

The property in the villa area rang the zero o'clock bell, and several owners opened their windows and shouted "Happy Chinese New Year!"

This is a somewhat romantic solution for Chinese people. In such a bad environment, we still have to be positive.

He hoped that Jing Miao knew about this, although he used a way that made him very sad.Xi Siyan can't live without you, you must grow up well and stay with him for the rest of your life.

They began to kiss lingeringly since they returned to the house and took off their masks, eager to rub each other into their bodies.

Xi Siyan took time out of his out-of-control demands to think about some irrelevant things, about his need for Jing Miao.

He has a hopeless infatuation with him, which is especially terrifying when the emotion is intense.

Xi Siyan looks like a gentleman on the surface, but in fact he is really not a considerate person in certain things.With many eccentricities and great strength, she only has one mouth that can coax and deceive, which is very different from normal times. Jing Miao is often tossed by him as if he has been beaten, and her body is covered with blue and red marks.

Once when Wang Song came to the house in the summer, he happened to see fresh marks that Jing Miao's short sleeves couldn't cover up, only his face was clean, and he was startled from ear to ear: "Xi Siyan, are you still human? I want to call the police Already!"

Xi Siyan thought that he would never let Wang Song come to his house again.

But for Jing Miao, this body has already melted.

He was up there that night, his bare and frivolous back glowing softly in the dark night.Xi Siyan couldn't see it, and when he reached out to touch the butterfly bone, he had no doubt that a pair of wings could grow there. Jing Miao's bones were beautiful, and his skin was also beautiful. In short, it was a poison he couldn't get rid of in his life.

At the moment when the white light flashed through his mind, he thought what if he was still so lustful at the age of 40 or 50?

Will the Capital Men's Hospital have a bed for him? The cause is excessive indulgence.

"Baby I love you."

Jing Miao seemed to be nailed to this bed, unable to move his fingers. He said that my brother kissed me.

Xi Siyan hugged him and kissed him.

"Brother, I love you too, I love you the most."

Ok, I know.Sis said, "Sleep baby."

The result was that the person in his arms was slightly hot the next morning and had a low-grade fever.

Xi Siyan slapped himself, he was too aggressive yesterday, Jing Miao had no strength to speak later, he hastily washed him with towels and paper towels and went to bed, but today he had a fever.

He got up and went downstairs to cook porridge and prepare medicine for him.

When he came back, the bedroom door was locked by Jing Miao.

"Baby! Why are you locking the door? Open the door quickly!" Xi Siyan patted the door panel, and could only hear the faint cry inside.

"You go! You go brother! Call someone to catch me! Don't come near me!"

Xi Siyan looked doubtful, he cried earnestly and shouted heart-piercingly, Xi Siyan couldn't think of anything else, so he kicked the lock in.

When Jing Miao saw the door open, her first reaction was to pull the pajamas that Xi Siyan took off beside the bed, and tightly blocked her mouth and nose, with a frightened face, and ran to the bathroom humming.

Xi Siyan put something in his hands, went up with his long legs a few steps and hugged him: "What are you doing Miao Miao!"

He cried and pushed him: "I have a fever, I'm sick, don't hug me, don't approach me! I will die! Brother, call someone to take me away!"

Xi Siyan's chest was filled with a burst of love. He didn't know that as soon as he loosened the strength in his hand, Jing Miao started running, and locked himself in the bathroom in a blink of an eye.

He was angry, and for seven or eight years he rarely called him by name: "Jing Miao, what did we say last night, what did we swear when we got married? Did you forget all of it?"

Jing Miao cried inside and dared not speak.

"You're not coming out, are you? Okay, brother, go out, I'll buy a plane ticket to Hongcheng."

The door opened with a bang, and the child was still covering his face with his clothes tightly, but he still kept a distance from him: "Brother, don't go!"

He hurriedly carried him back to the bed, and exchanged air with him regardless of his struggling and tearing his clothes.

Jing Miao was scared out of her wits.

Xi Siyan laughed: "Okay, there is no other way, we can only die together."

The child collapsed completely, wept bitterly, and retched without howling twice, apparently due to the congestion in his heart.

Xi Siyan realized that he was playing off, and quickly touched his face to coax him: "I'm kidding you, you won't die, you are not sick, listen to me, baby." He patted him on the back, "This disease You have to be in contact with it, right? Have we been staying at home these days? Does the baby know why he has a fever? Because my brother was negligent yesterday and didn’t take you to clean up the things behind. Every time you don’t clean up, you will Fever, right? Think about it."

Jing Miao then slowly stopped crying: "Am I really not sick?"

"My dear baby, you are just sick and have a low-grade fever. You will be fine after taking the medicine." He kissed his face, "Little idiot, think about it. We are together every day and have never been separated. If you are really sick, you will be fine sooner." There is no escape."

He pretended to be angry, and forced the child to sit up straight and look at himself: "Recite it again, what did we say when we swore our marriage vows, what did my brother say to you last night?"

Jing Miao stammered and cried: "Last night, my brother said that we would accompany each other until...until death. At the wedding, it was said that no matter whether rich or poor...regardless of illness or health... ..”

"We are all for life, and we will never leave." Xi Siyan took the words, "Did you forget? Did you not love your brother? Why are you so cruel? If you don't keep your promise, do you want to be a heartless person? ?”

Jing Miao was stunned by his "accusation", and could only cry and deny: "No, I love my brother the most, the one I love the most!"

Xi Siyan smiled with satisfaction: "Well, so don't hurt brother like this in the future, you understand?"

He nodded and said brother sorry.

Jing Miao hesitated for a moment, then slowly reached out to hug him, put his chin on his shoulder, and kissed the side of Xi Siyan's neck: "Brother, happy Chinese New Year."

Xi Siyan touched his head: "Happy Chinese New Year."

This is their first ten years, Xi Siyan thought to himself, the future is still very long, there is still a lifetime.My baby, I hope you will always be happy and healthy.