extremely abnormal

Two days later, Xi Siyan coaxed and coaxed Jing Miao to the hospital. Because of the previous incident, Jing Miao also developed new resistance to the hospital. Fortunately, he had no major health problems this year, and Xi Siyan also Just try to avoid taking him to the hospital, and always ask Gan Zishen or Jing Miao's former attending physician to come to see a doctor at home.

But this time it was not so chaotic, and at the beginning he was crying and fussing. Xi Siyan hugged him to bed and seduced him, "Miao Miao is obedient and goes to the hospital for a checkup. If my brother doesn't believe that you are an older child, I won't kiss you at night. Will marry and kiss other older kids."

As expected, Jing Miao was terrified. While crying, she put on her clothes and said that he was not allowed to marry someone else, as if she had made a great sacrifice.

Xi Siyan smiled and hugged and kissed him for a long time before taking him to the hospital smoothly.

Jing Miao, who had a complete physical examination, stayed in the psychiatrist's consulting room for two hours.

When he came out, Jing Miao seemed to be in a much better mood, and said enthusiastically that he wanted egg custard tonight, Xi Siyan pinched his nose and agreed to let him stay with the doctor's assistant for a while, and he wanted to talk to the doctor alone.

"So, is he already thirteen or fourteen years old?" Xi Siyan was a little uncertain, expressing his feelings, "But I still don't think he looks like a teenager many times."

Lin Song smiled and explained to him: "Jing Miao's situation is a bit special. He treats you differently from others."

Xi Siyan did not understand.

"When we communicated, he already had the ability to communicate independently. Although his speech was not smooth, his logic and behavior were completely reasonable."

Lin Song turned on the recording for him to listen to.

"Seeing it's raining outside, brother, when you go out in the morning, the schoolbag is flat. The schoolbag with an umbrella will bulge, so brother, if you don't bring an umbrella, you will get wet when you go home, so you have to pick it up elder brother."

This was the reason why Xi Siyan picked him up on the day of his graduation defense. Xi Siyan suddenly remembered many things.

He doesn't take him out often, and Jing Miao prefers to be at home, but occasionally he will follow Xi Siyan to see his childhood.For example, when they were with Fa Xiao, they would talk to him, and he would respond, but there would be strange pauses, and there would not be much emotional leakage.

At the beginning, Wang Song reminded Xi Siyan to pay attention to this matter, so as not to stutter.

Xi Siyan has never worried about this problem, and their communication has never been like this. Jing Miao can talk to him many and long words, the sentences are fluent, and there will be many tones.

"Because his subconscious completely trusts you, he will retain the form of a child. This is Jing Miao's way of dividing intimacy. Of course, there is also the reason why the living environment Mr. Xi created for him is too Eden. When facing others, he will work hard. Integration, probably because he has no peers in his cognition, they are all adults, a child is forced to be in the same environment as adults, he will learn the behavior patterns of adults to communicate with others, you can understand that his strange pause is ... Pretending to be deep?"

Si Siyan was completely stunned.

"My diagnosis is Mr. Xi. According to the brain doctor's objective medical records, because of the small blood clot, it is impossible for Jing Miao to fully recover to the mental state before the accident. However, due to his emotional recognition Knowing that he has broken through the barrier of a seven-year-old child, he is already in the stage of completely independent growth.

In short, he wanted to grow up because he had an emotional need. Lin Song looked at the handsome young man in front of him, "My suggestion is that you can try to let him take some responsibility, such as raising a small animal and taking care of it. According to his life experience before the accident, He is still not suitable for going to large groups and society. You can try to let him get in touch with a small group environment first, which will help speed up his progress in perception of the world. The life style and things he is exposed to can be replaced by junior high school students. s things. "

Xi Siyan nodded earnestly, without the slightest hesitation. He was already thinking about installing game consoles at home and buying figurines. He can exchange all his cartoons. Instead of reading Detective Conan’s comic books, he can exchange for some classics. Foreign ones can even use the original version directly.

Lin Song coughed twice: "Ahem, Mr. Xi, there is one more thing."

"what?"

"Regarding what I just said, Jing Miao's emotional needs led him to have the awareness of self-growth."

Xi Siyan took Jing Miao to a large cat kennel.

"Brother, will you take me to see the kittens and puppies?" Jing Miao excitedly grabbed his arm.

"Yeah." He patted his head, "Would Miao Miao want a kitten or a puppy?"

Jing Miao was a little unresponsive, and it took a long time to say in a daze: "Can I raise it?"

Sisi said with a smile: "Yes, let's raise one together, shall we?"

"Okay, okay! I want a puppy, brother!" Jing Miao hugged him happily.

"Yes, why does Miao Miao like puppies? Kittens seem to be easier to raise. If you have a puppy, Miao Miao needs to walk it every day."

Jing Miao thought about it seriously and said: "Well... because every time my brother touches my head, I will be very happy, and the puppy will also be very happy when his head is touched, and he will purr and wag his tail. I think it looks more like me." Laughing, "If I had a tail, I would also wag it at my brother."

——Jing Miao's emotional needs led him to have the awareness of self-growth.

——Mr. Xi, he likes you, and his sleeping nerves tell him that if he is a seven-year-old child, he cannot be with you, so he has to grow up.

——Actually, I have rarely seen such a case, Mr. Xi. His limited life consciousness is not simply asking for you. The moment he realizes his desire, he thinks of giving instead of getting.Substituting Jing Miao's outlook on life that completely revolves around you into adult love can be called a sacrifice.

Lin Song tried to be academic and logical when he said this. He didn't know how Xi Siyan thought about his child falling in love with him, so he needed to express it tactfully.

He looked down at the card Jing Miao left in the drawer.

He said to Jing Miao: "Do you have anything you want to say to your brother, but you can't say it directly, you can write it to the doctor, and I will keep it secret for you."

Jing Miao thought for a while, took a pen and wrote a sentence on the white card in beautiful regular script:

"When brother and I are sleeping, can you not let go of my hand?"

He looked at this sentence and then at Xi Siyan who was in a daze.

Lin Song sometimes felt that Xi Siyan needed to see a psychiatrist more than Jing Miao.Just like Jing Miao would switch behavior and language modes when facing Xi Siyan and others, Xi Siyan is also two completely different people to Jing Miao and others.

The difference is that Jing Miao's duality is a reasonable behavior in growing up, while Xi Siyan's transformation of yin and yang is a serious mental illness.

He didn't know the reason for this. It is very dangerous for a person to show extreme differences between the two sides. If it is serious, it is a split personality in the traditional sense.

Lin Song was in charge of Jing Miao for three years, and Xi Siyan was by his side. As a psychiatrist, he watched Xi Siyan become more and more divided. From the perspective of professional instinct, he really wanted to intervene, especially today and After Jing Miao's communication ended.

He intuited that Xi Siyan's splitting pressure came from Jing Miao's deteriorating feelings for him.

"If you feel pressured, you can try to stay away from the well. He is gradually approaching the consciousness of an adult. Maybe he will leave you for a while, and many things will fade with the growth of age and mind..."

"No!" Xi Siyan interrupted him, and then regained his composure, "No, I understand, thank you Dr. Lin."

"Mr. Xi." Lin Song stopped him, "If possible, I hope you can take the time to chat with me."

Xi Siyan got up and said goodbye politely: "Sorry, I don't need it."

Lin Song sighed and chased after him without giving up. After a while, he returned to his consulting room and smiled.

He saw Xi Siyan, who was squatting at Jing Miao's feet and smiling as he helped him unzip his coat, smiling straight to his temples when he heard Jing Miao's words.

He seems to have misjudged something.

Some people are cutting themselves open to offer sacrifices, while others have already been reduced to ashes.

Love is to die together and live together.

Si Siyan patted his head again: "Okay, we have dogs."

He held Jing Miao's hand, and walked with him calmly in the world under the sun. Two handsome men were holding hands together, one face was full of novelty and smile, and the other face was gentle.

They don't seem like they should be together, and they seem to be made for each other.

"Korky." Jing Miao stopped in front of a glass window, and there was a beautiful short leg sleeping inside, with her ears moving, the lovely Jing Miao was about to melt.

The owner of the kennel enthusiastically introduced how good the color, appearance and pedigree of this corgi are, and took out the sleeping little guy to show them: "Look, it's so cute, this one has a very docile personality, and I usually use it with other people. Putting it together with a corgi, it is not noisy! Everyone who sees it likes it, but it is too expensive." He looked at the clothes of Jing Miao and Xi Siyan, and he had a clue in his mind, "Okay How can it be cheap, right?"

Jing Miao liked it very much, and took it carefully, the little guy who just woke up seemed a little confused when he saw it, and then obediently rubbed Jing Miao's palm.

"So cute, so cute! Brother, so cute!" Jing Miao pressed her forehead against that of little Corgi, repeating cuteness in her mouth.

"That's it, boss." Xi Siyan grabbed his shoulders, "Come on, Miao Miao, listen to the boss teach you how to take care of puppies."

"Hmm!" He hugged the puppy and followed Xi Siyan inside.

"Jing Miao?"

Both Xi Siyan and Jing Miao raised their heads.

A young man in an apron holding a small Pomeranian stared blankly at Jing Miao. He shut the dog in the window next to him and ran over quickly: "Jing Miao! It's really you! Oh my god, you, you Still alive! How come there is no news for so long?"

Jing Miao subconsciously hid behind Xi Siyan, and greeted this person calmly: "Hello."

Jiang Hongyue was stunned: "You...you don't remember me?"

He stepped forward again, wanting to approach Jing Miao, Xi Siyan raised his hand slightly: "I'm sorry, he..."

"I'm sick. I don't remember what happened before. I'm sorry." Xi Siyan was stunned for a moment, then looked back at Jing Miao who was pretending to be deep, hesitated for a second, and withdrew his hand.

Jiang Hongyue was discouraged: "That's it." Only then did he notice the tall and handsome man beside Jing Miao, and for a moment, he asked, "Xi Siyan? Xi Siyan from the School of Materials?"

Xi Siyan also understood the current situation. This should be Jing Miao's classmate, and everyone is from Huada.

"Ah hello."

Jiang Hongyue felt that this scene was magical, a bit like a dream.

"Are you coming together...to buy a dog?"

Jing Miao rushed to say: "Well, my brother said, let's raise a puppy together, and I want to choose one myself."

Jiang Hongyue didn't notice his strange pause, and then said with a smile: "Is Xi Siyan your brother? Well, what happened before... You really have a good eye, this is just the best in this nest, and he is good-looking Pretty, just like you." He realized that it was probably something that shouldn't be said, so he changed the subject.

Jing Miao was stunned by his strange praise, and took small steps back.

The boss is Jiang Hongyue's father. He packed up all the dog supplies and precautions and handed them to Xi Siyan: "The vaccines are all over. If you don't worry, you can send them to check for antibodies. If you don't understand anything, you can ask... "Noticing the enthusiastic communication between my son and the guests, "Do you know each other? That's even better. If you don't know anything, you can ask my son!"

Xi Siyan took it, paid the money and thanked him, Jing Miao carefully put the puppy into the space capsule: "Brother, can we go home by car? I'm afraid that I'll shake it unconscious while walking with it."

"Miao Miao drove here when we came, have you forgotten?" Xi Siyan took his hand and pulled him away.

Jing Miao clasped his fingers with him, with a look of sudden realization: "Yes, it was my brother who drove the car, I almost forgot." He happily mentioned the space capsule and the puppy inside and said, "We are going home, baby. "

......

Jiang Hongyue seemed to be in a dream, and Bomei behind him uttered a cry of protest before calling him back to his soul.

"So it's the title of a lover?" Jiang Hongyue sighed, "Tsk tsk tsk, Jing Miao's love is so sweet."

Well, his previous difficult days were finally over.