magic shop

After going through a short period of love, although there was no result in the end, Chen Yan seemed to have grown up a lot from this incident, perhaps because of his stronger psychological endurance.

During that time, Chen Yan was really in pain, maybe it was because of the time, now his mind has become indifferent, and he doesn't care about it, but it is impossible to forget everything, after all, that time was very happy.Chen Yan just wanted to bury these feelings deep in his heart, hoping that time would dilute everything.I also hope that after time, these feelings can become a landscape in my life.

Maybe it's the fate that hasn't arrived, maybe I'm too naive, invested too much in this relationship, and have too much hope, so that I can't accept this ending.

And he didn't even tell himself that there was no news, but he waited naively, waiting for his appearance, believing that he would not treat him like this, thinking that there must be a reason for him, Chen Yan still imagined him One day will appear in front of oneself.

Thinking about it now, I was really stupid.In fact, Chen Yan is not the kind of unreasonable person. Chen Yan will silently accept this kind of result when he proposes it to himself, and maybe he will bless him.

And he just disappeared without a sound. Chen Yan really doesn't know what he did wrong. Maybe our personalities are too different.

Now Chen Yan's life has returned to the calmness of the past. Chen Yan is waiting for his fate, waiting for the person he loves and the person who loves him to appear.

Life is actually a kind of fate. What you pursue deliberately may not be available in your life, but the splendor you never expected will come unexpectedly in your indifference and calmness. This is especially true for love.

There is a kind of fate, after breaking up, it will become a scenery.Have a heart, stick to the Chinese side to show sincerity.You see, I'm close to heaven.You don't understand, I become the pass.

In fact, Chen Yan didn't want much. At the beginning, he just wanted an explanation, and the man owed himself an explanation.But now Chen Yan no longer needed this explanation.

L city, a coffee shop.

The lighting is dim, the seats and tables are old, the music is muffled, the coffee is bitter, the sugar cubes don't have much sweetness, and the milk looks like it was squeezed a week ago.

Chen Yan and the man sat in the darkest corner in the dark, ordered a glass of Blue Mountain, and the waiter brought a glass of Nescafe instant, Chen Yan was speechless.Ordering another cappuccino, the waiter brought over a cup of Nescafe instant, Chen Yan remained silent.

Four years ago, this cafe just opened, the lights are dim but warm, the tables and chairs are new, the music is the most popular, Blue Mountain is Blue Mountain, cappuccino is cappuccino, never Will use Nestle to top up.

At that time, Chen Yan and the man had not met yet.

Four years later, the object was still the same as before, but Chen Yan was relatively silent with the man here.

Chen Yan couldn't help but wryly smiled, and lost his mind again.What happened to me recently?Always distracted.

By now, Chen Yan had learned to be calm, and there was nothing to avoid.There are too many unsatisfactory things in life, and it is not the result of hard work.

"Yanyan..." Looking at Chen Yan's expression at this moment, the man sitting across from him smiled wryly.

"Tang Mo!" Chen Yan interrupted what the man was about to say.

"What are you doing here?"

"Yanyan...I owe you an explanation." As he spoke, the man drank the coffee in his cup.

"actually, I..."

"No need!" Chen Yan interrupted the man again.

"Tang Mo, I don't need your explanation now, your explanation is not important to me anymore." Chen Yan sighed.

"We are like a river flowing downstream. It is impossible and unnecessary to go upstream to make up for mistakes and start again... because you have found your own way, and I have chosen my direction...to set foot on my own A happy journey..." As he spoke, Chen Yan seemed to see his future life.

The man saw that Chen Yan's eyes looking at him were bright and deep, like a pool of soft, clear lake water.

So the man fell silent.

"Yanyan, you know that I love you, I can't give up on you. It was because..."

"Okay! Tang Mo, I said that I don't need your explanation anymore. You left me at the beginning, and you left first. I gave you a chance, but you didn't cherish it. The relationship between us will be like a novel. Or maybe it's a misunderstanding like TV, and everyone is happy." Chen Yan didn't want to listen to the man's explanation.

"Yanyan, I came to you not to beg you to forgive me and ask you to accept me, but just to wait for you. You are still young, and you may go to many places and meet many people. If you can forget me, I will be happy for you. If in the end, you still want to come back, I will wait for you."

It was me who gave up at the beginning, and now I am like this. In short, I am not reconciled, and I always want to confess something to myself.

"If there is nothing else, I have to go back first. Goodbye, Tang Mo!" After speaking, Chen Yan got up and left.

"Yanyan... Yanyan... I don't want to leave you, I just want to live in your heart!" Looking at the shadow of Chen Yan leaving, the man muttered to himself.

"Heh! Yanyan, although you didn't agree, you didn't refuse either!"

"Waiter, have another cup of coffee." Thinking of this, the man's mood became better.

After leaving the coffee shop, Chen Yan returned to the flower and bird market and sold his flowers in a hurry without negotiating with anyone. Because of the conversation with the man before, Chen Yan lost the good mood he had before.

Now Chen Yan just wants to go home early, to the world where there are only parents and relatives, to the world without Tang Mo, to the home that makes him warm.

Chen Yan did not expect that the previous conversation did not make the man give up, but instead made the man make up his mind.The man's next appearance was even more unexpected to Chen Yan.

Chen Yan, who had just returned home, didn't know that trouble was about to come to him.