She made herself visible only to me

"Mr. Gao, I...my stomach...is not feeling well..."

Su Nian stood in the office of the head teacher of the first class of Nanchuan Middle School, clutching her stomach, lowered her head, and said in a low voice.

"Ok?"

A cold voice hit Su Nian's ear like a steel cone hitting the ground.

"I... I... need to ask for leave..."

Su Nian firmly grasped the edge of the school uniform trousers with her hands, and whispered.

The woman who was correcting homework in the office chair snorted coldly without raising her head and said, "Why do you have a stomachache?"

As soon as these words were said, Su Nian blushed half in an instant.

Obviously, the teacher Gao did not believe her reasons for asking for leave.

Su Nian paused, then continued: "I...I...my period is here..."

As soon as the words finished, the woman slowly put down the red pen in her hand, suddenly raised her head to stare at Su Nian in front of her, and said loudly, "This is the fourth time you have asked for leave this week."

Although it was just a short sentence, Su Nian's heart still trembled when it came out of the mouth of the woman in front of him.

As the head teacher of Grade [-], Gao Li has always been vigorous and strict in teaching, and students and parents are even more frightened by her.

Su Nian still lowered her head, not daring to meet her eyes, and said calmly, "Mr. Gao, I need to take medicine to relieve the pain. I have dysmenorrhea..."

After speaking, the air seemed to stop flowing suddenly.

"In that case, you should go back and have a good rest..."

Gao Li deliberately emphasized the word "rest" in his tone, and there was indifference in his hesitant voice.

Hearing this, Su Nian hurriedly handed over the leave slip with both hands.

After signing, Gao Li suddenly said: "Wait a minute, I'll call your parents to pick you up from school."

Just as he was talking, the office door rang twice.

Gao Li put down the phone and said, "Please come in!"

Su Nian stood still without looking up, she was thinking about how to keep her father from knowing about her leave.

"Hello, Teacher Gao! I'm Zhou Mo's mother."

A gentle voice pushed the door open.

The well-dressed woman approached, and Gao Li hurried forward to meet her, and said with concern: "It turned out to be Momo's mother! It's like this. When Momo was in class just now, I saw her face was not very good, so I went to find her." I measured her with a thermometer, and she seemed to have a fever..."

"Ah...then I'll take her to the hospital immediately!"

"Auntie! Wait a minute!"

Su Nian followed and shouted.

"Can I go to the hospital with you? I need to buy painkillers..."

Zhou Mo's mother stopped immediately when she heard Su Nian's voice, turned her head and said softly, "Of course. I'm going to pick up Momo from the classroom now. Can you wait for us in front of the white car at the school gate?"

Su Nian nodded, showing a grateful smile: "Thank you, Auntie!"

Zhou Mo's mother hurried out in thin high-heeled shoes.

"Mr. Gao, I will go to the hospital with Zhou Mo, so I don't bother you to call my parents."

After speaking, Su Nian quickly fled the office.

Because it happened to be the time for the third class in the afternoon, the whole campus was quiet.

Nanchuan Middle School is a well-known senior high school in Nanchuan City. The school's annual enrollment rate ranks first in the city.

On the campus of Nuo University, there are only a few school leaders passing by scatteredly, and the cleaners are carefully cleaning the garbage on the ground by the side of the road.

Su Nian quickly walked from the teaching building to the school gate.

As soon as she walked out of the school gate, Su Nian saw that conspicuous white car.

At this moment, Su Nian heard her stomach growl, so she turned around and ran to the canteen by the school gate.

After choosing for a while, when Su Nian went to pay, she saw Zhou Mo being led towards the car by her mother.

After paying quickly, Su Nian stuffed the snacks into her schoolbag and ran over.

"Hello Auntie!"

Su Nian greeted with a smile.

"What's your name?"

Zhou Mo's mother asked patiently.

On the side, Zhou Mo shrank and quickly sat in the back seat of the car as if he didn't see Su Nian.

"Auntie, my name is Su Nian."

Su Nian also sat in the back seat.

Soon, Zhou Mo's mother started the car.

"Nian Nian, shall we go to the Central Hospital?"

"Auntie, I can do it!"

Su Nian replied while looking at Zhou Mo who was curled up in the car seat.

At this time, Su Nian realized that her complexion was really not very good.

Zhou Mo's complexion was fair, but now because of the fever, her complexion was flushed, white and red alternated, forming a unique charm on her face.

"Zhou Mo, are you okay?"

When Su Nian said these words, she really wanted to take a hammer and knock her head out.

Zhou Mo has a fever, how can he be better?

The person beside him frowned, his thin lips were slightly pursed, his eyes were closed, and he said nothing.

Seeing that Zhou Mo didn't speak, Su Nian thought she had passed out, so she quickly put her hand on her forehead to check.

"what are you doing?"

Zhou Mo suddenly opened his eyes, pushed Su Nian's arm away fiercely, and said coldly.

Although she and Su Nian were in the same class, she always sat in the middle of the third row because of her excellent grades.

And what about Su Nian?

In the first entrance exam, I got the bottom one in the class!

Therefore, according to Teacher Gao's ranking principle, Su Nian could only sit in the last row.

Class [-] of senior high school is the key class of Nanchuan Middle School. There are not many students in the class, so Su Nian took over the entire last row by himself!

In the classroom of Class [-], Senior [-], Zhou Mo is the proud son of heaven, a well-known top student in the school, a treasure held in the hands of teachers and parents.

Su Nian is different, she is a disgrace to Teacher Gao, she is the bottom king of Class [-], and she is a poor student who is not very smart in the eyes of teachers and parents.

From Zhou Mo's point of view, although she was studying in the same classroom as Su Nian, she had never spoken to her, let alone paid attention to her.

They are different people.

People from different worlds.

"Momo, look at you... why are you so angry..."

Zhou Mo's mother said while driving, "Nian Nian just wants to test your body temperature..."

"Don't touch me from now on!"

Zhou Mo ignored Su Nian's kindness at all, glared at her, tilted his head, and continued to close his eyes.

Zhou Mo has always been very cold in the class. Many times people asked her for advice, but she never explained to others. She just came to class with her schoolbag on her back every day, and walked out of the classroom after the class. Few people talked to her. Don't talk too much to others.

Ice Queen!

Class [-] of Senior High School called Zhou Mo secretly.

At the age of 15, Zhou Mo is almost 1.7 meters tall. With a tall and thin figure and short hair that reaches the ears, he looks like a boy.

What's even more amazing is that she always wears a pair of black glasses, black clothes, black shoes, and a black schoolbag.

The whole person looks like a gangster boy in a Hong Kong movie in the 90s of the last century.

Su Nian always felt this way.

In addition, there is her arrogance and indifference, self-importance, and the look of looking down on the world, which makes people feel awe.

Therefore, Su Nian is not angry at all, she thinks Zhou Mo should be like this.

Su Nian looked at Zhou Mo who was huddled in the corner of the car seat and said nothing.

For some reason, she always felt that the person in front of her was a little lonely.

Most geniuses are lonely.

When getting out of the car, Zhou Mo slammed the car door, then walked through the crowd to the hospital hall without looking back.

Zhou Mo, who was dressed in black, looked very eye-catching in the crowd.

Su Nian suddenly had a feeling that people like Zhou Mo seemed to be the most eye-catching wherever they went.

"Auntie, won't you accompany Zhou Mo in to hang water?"

Zhou Mo's mother didn't get out of the car, she just sighed and said, "Momo always hangs the water by herself."

"what?"

Su Nian felt incredible.

"Momo has been in poor health. She has spent more time in the hospital than at home. She is used to it..."

The woman sighed again, ready to turn around.

"Auntie, go slowly then."

Su Nian beckoned.

The white car went further and further away, and gradually disappeared around the corner of the hospital.

Carrying her schoolbag, Su Nian walked to the pharmacy next to the hospital.

After buying a box of painkillers, Su Nian began to look for the bus stop sign.

She has to wait for a bus and then take the bus to the cinema.

Because the movie she likes happened to be re-screened today, so she took the excuse of stomach ache to skip class and watch the movie.

But she didn't want her parents to know, so she had to take advantage of Zhou Mo's mother to sneak out.

Breathing the air outside the school, Su Nian's mood suddenly improved a lot.

In that cage-like school, if she stayed for one more second, she would feel as if she was about to suffocate.

All kinds of pedestrians walked quickly on the crowded streets.

Su Nian stood under the bus stop sign at the entrance of the hospital, feeling at ease.

She even happily hummed a ditty when she thought that she would be able to let herself go in the movie theater with a big bucket of popcorn in her arms.

"Forgive my uninhibited indulgence and love freedom in this life..."

Singing and singing, the bus has appeared in sight, Su Nian took out a coin from his pocket, and got ready to get on the bus.

The moment the bus door opened, Su Nian suddenly thought of a question.

Since Zhou Mo's mother didn't accompany her to hang the water, didn't she go there by herself?

She is sick, who will take care of her?

After thinking about it, Su Nian put the coin back into his pocket, turned around and ran towards the hospital.

Su Nian knew that feeling, the feeling that the whole ward was quiet and there was no sound.

Last summer, she spent a month staring at the ceiling of the hospital alone.

At that time, how much she wanted to have someone to accompany her, even if it was just to chat with her.

The loneliness in the ward was brewing in Su Nian's heart like a bottle of old wine.

It is precisely because she has experienced it that she must never let Zhou Mo lie alone in the empty ward.

Absolutely not!

Things in the world can only be understood by empathizing with them.

When walking past the hospital gate, Su Nian saw a sad old woman selling candied haws.

The old woman was pushing a dilapidated trolley, and bunches of bright red candied haws were densely inserted on an old wooden stake, which looked very lively.

It's already afternoon, and there are still so many left, it seems that the old woman's business is not very good.

"Grandma, how much is a bunch of candied haws?"

Su Nian stopped in front of the cart, picking up the red candied haws one by one.

The old woman stretched out three fingers of her right hand and gestured to Su Nian.

Su Nian picked out ten bunches of candied haws and held them in her arms, then took out a [-] bill from her schoolbag and handed it to the old woman in front of her.

"Mother-in-law, take it and don't need to look for it."

After finishing speaking, Su Nian turned her head and walked towards the hospital hall, leaving the old lady standing there alone.

After asking about Zhou Mo's ward number, Su Nian carried the candied haws into the elevator.

Walking in the corridor of the hospital, everyone around looked at Su Nian as if they were mentally retarded.

Su Nian didn't seem to notice at all, but even if she did, she didn't care.

She felt that holding those ten bunches of candied haws was like holding a bouquet of beautiful flowers, and she was extremely proud.

When he reached the door of the ward, Su Nian poked his head and looked inside. The pure white bed was covered with a black coat.

Su Nian recognized at a glance that it was Zhou Mo's coat.

But there was no one on the bed.

Su Nian opened the door and walked in.

Only then did she realize that Zhou Mo was sitting by the window wearing only a thin blue hospital gown.

This ward is on the seventeenth floor, and the windows are opened at the innermost part of the ward, so when Su Nian was standing at the door, she didn't notice Zhou Mo at a glance.

"Zhou Mo, are you sitting on the window watching the sunset?"

Su Nian walked to the window.

Because Zhou Mo's back was facing the ward, Su Nian didn't notice the tears on her face at the moment.

"Don't come here! If you take another step, I'll jump off!"

Zhou Mo's voice was still so indifferent, giving no room for it.

Hearing this, Su Nian hurriedly stopped.

She now suddenly knows something.

Zhou Mo was not watching the sunset.

She is killing herself.