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When Xia Yi was in full swing, the class held the last class meeting of her high school career.

After Xiao Sheng explained the matters related to the college entrance examination a few days later, as if he couldn't find any more words, he took a deep look at the first batch of students he brought out.

The whole classroom fell into a helpless silence at the moment of parting, and the atmosphere became inexplicably solemn.

Xiao Sheng's emotions were never obvious, and the unrestrained reluctance at this moment only lasted for a second.He hurriedly cleared his throat, not wanting to affect the students.

"Cheer up, it's not like I won't see you anymore - the night after the college entrance examination, the school booked a graduation party for everyone in the hotel. I went there once, and the food tasted good..."

This consolation was a bit clumsy, and the classroom roared with laughter, and the atmosphere became slightly active.

The class meeting ended, and Ruan Jing started to tidy up the desk. When he left today, he had to take all these books, stationery...all his own things home.

He sensed it in a dazed sense of unreality—high school was over.

These desks, blackboards, the scenery outside the window, and the laughter around will all be stored in memory one by one.

Even if you revisit the old place in the future and feel the aftertaste, only the perspective of the bystander remains.

Ruan Jing sighed slowly in his heart, he couldn't say he was depressed, it's just that time...goes so fast.

There were originally a lot of books on the desk. Fortunately, he had the foresight a few days ago and took them home in batches every day. At this time, there were not many books to be cleaned up, and they were finished in just over ten minutes.

Lin Bai in the front row was very dazed and nervous about the upcoming college entrance examination, and after talking with Sun Qi, he rubbed against him again.

Lin Bai drooped his head, dragged his voice weakly, and was full of grievances: "What should I do, Brother Jing, I don't think I can do it..."

Ruan Jing was also a little worried. Lin Bai was finally dragged by them for a while when the college entrance examination was approaching, but he woke up a bit late.

This child must either get up early, or be stupid to the end...but now he suddenly wakes up and starts to worry.

At this time, all that can be done is to do everything possible and obey the destiny.

He squeezed Lin Bai's shoulder, and comforted him: "Don't think too much, pass this level first."

Sun Qi also came over and hugged the young master who was not interested: "I haven't taken the exam yet, cheer up!"

Lin Bai could only nod his head.

When Ruan Jing was about to leave the classroom, Lin Bai stopped him, chased him to the back door, touched his head, and handed him a brand new bag of stationery.

Lin Bai faltered: "Well...then who gave it to you, you understand."

Looking down at the complete bag of stationery, he naturally knew who prepared it.

He scanned the classroom, and the man had already left.

After a few seconds of silence, Ruan Jing took it and thanked Lin Bai.

In the next few days, Ruan Jing stayed at home to prepare for the final exam.

He took out the stationery one by one under the desk lamp and tried them all, and they were all the styles that he used most conveniently.

He has no special preference for pens, but he used to be at the same table with Qin Xijue, and he always felt that a certain pen of the other party was very comfortable to hold, and he requisitioned it from time to time, and over time it became his.

Ruan Jing put away the stationery, took the phone, and pulled out the SMS interface.

Even if the contact is deleted, he can still type that string of numbers proficiently.

He typed and deleted the words of thanks and cheers, and at the end, he stared at the blank interface for a few seconds before turning off his phone.

The college entrance examination is coming as scheduled.

That morning, Ruan Jing got up on time.

After a period of morning jogging, I wake up every morning no longer sluggish, and now I am full of energy and in good condition.

He went to the kitchen and started making breakfast.

Lin Rong also got up, and hurried into the kitchen when she heard the movement: "Xiaojing, let me do it..."

Ruan Jing's movements were swift, and he would soon be ready: "It's okay, mom, don't delay."

Lin Rong's condition is fairly stable recently, and she chose conservative treatment under the doctor's advice.After all, even if gastric cancer is early, the risk of surgery is not small.

Fortunately, all aspects of her situation have not yet reached that point.

The whole family is also less stressed.

Lin Rong looked at the busy backs in the kitchen, stood in front of the door for a long time and did not leave, and the people in the kitchen did not speak again.

Such an atmosphere of unreasonable silence lasted for several months between them.

She used to be aggressive, but now she doesn't know how to talk to her son... Although Ruan Jing didn't blend in very well because of the conflict with Zhao Bin and his son before, but now he is no longer lively and loves to laugh, and is quieter and more out of place.

It stands to reason that Ruan Jing and that person are no longer involved, she should be happy, but she knows that her son was not like this before.

Standing here, there seemed to be an insurmountable gap between the two of them.

After Ruan Jing finished his breakfast, he went downstairs with Zhao Bin and got into Zhao Bin's car - during the exam, Zhao Bin would pick him up and drop him off.

Fortunately, Zhao Bin didn't talk much, and driving was even quieter.

Ruan Jing looked at the bustling examinees along the way, leaning his back on the back of the chair loosely, feeling extremely calm in his heart.

Ruan Jing has experienced an art test, and he has experience in adjusting his mentality to deal with important exams.

He followed the crowd of students into the school. The usually noisy and familiar campus was full of solemnity, and the students around him were also silent.

After going through security checks, he sat down in the examination room.

During the two-day exam, Ruan Jing had no distractions.

He didn't get distracted in any of the exams. He focused on all he had learned and took every question seriously. His mentality was the same as that of every exam. He was not particularly nervous, but he did his best.

In two days, there were only exam questions left in his world.

When the bell rang at the end of the last exam, Ruan Jing slowly put down his pen, his frowning brows loosened, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

After walking out of the teaching building, Ruan Jing realized that he was too absorbed in doing the test papers and didn't notice the movement outside—it was raining at some point.

Many students ran straight into the rain, releasing emotions that had been accumulated for a long time, like crying and laughing.

The crowd around Ruan Jing didn't stop, and he also walked into the rain.

The summer rain brought with it the heat, and the warm moisture fell on the skin, but it blurred the sorrow and joy on everyone's face.

There was a graduation dinner in the evening, but Zhao Bin didn't come to pick him up.

After leaving the school gate, he walked through the crowd with different expressions, and without turning on his mobile phone, he walked slowly down the street in the rain.

The rain seemed to be falling in a hurry, and many people who were in a hurry without umbrellas were rushing to and fro around him, which made him seem less obtrusive.

He kept walking, passing through the bustling vegetable market, the sound of hawking and bargaining turned into turbulent human fireworks.

Walking through the back streets and alleys, the rain falls from the eaves on the moss, the speed seems to be much slower, and the time passes here and becomes leisurely and contented.

Walking through the noisy pedestrian street, the colorful neon lights are blurred and hazy, like a bizarre dream...

The rain blurred his vision, and he blinked.

Those thoughts that were forcibly suppressed because of the preparation for the exam came surging - the confusion about the unknown future, the reluctance to say goodbye to the familiar environment and friends, and the most important thing, the inability to let go of the beloved.

He always thought that there would be an answer to these unavoidable dilemmas after the college entrance examination, but when it really came to this time, there was only confusion and discomfort that had no place to rest in his heart.

These emotions are like torrential rain, accumulating and submerging in his heart, turning into raging waves, slowly releasing in the rain, dragging his steps, and blurring his eyes together with the rain.

It was slowly digested by him alone while walking through the vicissitudes of the world.

Until the sun went down, he came to the door of the hotel.

The rain finally stopped, the sky cleared up, and a small rainbow was propped up on the fountain outside the hotel.

Ruan Jing dried his clothes and hair in the bathroom, got out of the elevator, and pushed away the private room of his class.

The bustling atmosphere rushed over involuntarily, washing him from head to toe, and pulling him out of his depression.

The main color of the open private room is gentle champagne, and the light falls in it into an elegant golden starlight.Lilies are dotted among them, and the dark fragrance floats among the whispers with the relaxed and playful music.

The students gathered together in twos and threes to take pictures and talk happily. Xiao Shengzheng and Sun Qi were bargaining in front of a pile of wine, and finally Sun Qi happily left with the wine as victory.

Ruan Jing subconsciously looked for a certain figure, only to see Qin Xijue being dragged by Xiao Sheng to sit at a table.

He took a look, turned his head, and was dragged to the nearest table by Sun Qi and Lin Bai to sit down, and several bottles of beer were neatly placed in front of him.

Lin Bai threw down the battle post: "Brother Jing, let's not get drunk tonight! How long has it been since we had a good drink together!"

Ruan Jing gave him a funny look: "Whenever you didn't break the film first, Lao Sun and I didn't dare to drink too much, so we have to send you back first."

Sun Qi echoed.

Lin Bai didn't care either: "Hey, it's not what it used to be... If the pieces are broken again, you can send me back."

The three laughed.

Sun Qi called a few more boys over to gather a table for a team ready to fight for wine.

As soon as the dishes were served, the lively and noisy atmosphere immediately filled every corner.

After three rounds of dinner, each table can't wait to start the wine competition.

Ruan Jing didn't hold it either, and anyone who came to toast would have a drink.

Most people left their seats, toasted toasts, gathered together to chat, and entered the stage of exchanging their hearts, and the hall was full of chaos.

He was too lazy to run around, and when he got drunk, he made a glass of foreign wine mixed with soda, and Sun Qi sat down next to him.

The two clinked glasses silently.

Ruan Jing saw that Sun Qi glanced at Shen Hua at the next table, and was about to make a joke when the other party suddenly spoke.

"Actually, I met her in junior high school, and she probably forgot."

Ruan Jing put on a look of listening to gossip.

Sun Qi smiled and fell into memories: "In junior high school, I was beaten up by my dad, and I ran out in the cold and squatted on the side of the street... She thought I had nothing to eat, and it looked so pitiful, so she went to buy three Give me a steamed bun..."

Ruan Jing changed his posture amusedly: "There is still this problem."

Sun Qi wiped his face: "Absolutely, I thought at the time, the same price... can I buy something with fillings."

After Ruan Jing listened, he laughed with Sun Qi for a while, then fell silent again, and said, "What are you and her going to do?"

After all, after the college entrance examination, if you don't make contact deliberately, you will be far and wide.

Sun Qi played with the wine bottle: "Jing, most of the time, whoever goes where is destined, so don't drag others into the mud with yourself."

"Unless you want to go to the mud." Ruan Jing shook his head, not agreeing.Firstly, he thought that Sun Qi was pretty good, so he shouldn't be so self-sufficient, and secondly, Shen Hua also had his own ideas, so he probably wasn't happy to be arranged.

Sun Qi: "I don't want to, but I can't let her take risks together."

The two had their own concerns, and were silent for a moment amidst the uproar.

Ruan Jing took a sip of wine: "...I like someone alone."

Sun Qi almost choked when he heard this.

Ruan Jing continued: "The place he is going to must be as high as he can go, but I study hard and paint hard, just for an opportunity..."

Sun Qi: "What chance?"

Ruan Jing thought for a while, and said: "I also have a height that I can go to. In my major, I am not bad, so I have the opportunity to choose to be closer to his destination."

Although that opportunity is now useless.

Sun Qi stared at him blankly.

Ruan Jing patted him on the shoulder: "The future is still long, you will always move forward. If you want to move forward, you have to choose a direction."

The two drank in silence again.

Sun Qi didn't know what to think, and suddenly thought of something: "Then what about you, the person you like... no, why don't I know?"

Ruan Jing smiled, touched a bottle with him, and said nothing.

Seeing this expression, Sun Qi wisely didn't ask any more questions, but said, "Brother, although I'm slow in this kind of thing, I hope you can be happy."

Ruan Jingjing nodded: "Yes, people have to move forward."

He answered like this, as if speaking to himself.

Sun Qi took the bottle and left.

After a while, Shen Hua walked into this private room from her class and sat beside him.

Ruan Jing: "..." These two want to broadcast a series with him?

Shen Wei glanced at him, feeling very depressed: "I won't see you again..."

Ruan Jing joked casually: "Me?"

Shen Hua glared at him: "Who dares to miss Mr. Qin's people."

Ruan Jing smiled silently, and became a little more formal: "Aren't you going to talk to him?"

Shen Wei sighed, did not answer, but said softly: "Is there some things that cannot be forced..."

It was only then that Ruan Jing knew that Shen Hua was interested in Sun Qi too.

It's just that if there is nowhere to continue in the future, he can't be sure about this kind of thing, and his own affairs are messed up.

Thinking of this, he glanced at Xiao Sheng's side. Wang Heng was talking to Qin Xijue with a glass of wine. Qin Xijue looked calm and responded from time to time.

Ruan Jing sighed, thinking that it was some bitter drama, leaned back, and teased: "I didn't expect that old Sun Zhinan could move people by chasing people..."

Shen Hua shook her head: "It's not that I'm moved, he's a very good person himself."

Ruan Jing smiled: "Maybe you should talk to him."

Shen Wei thought for a while, then nodded silently.

After drinking for three rounds, everyone began to toast around Xiao Sheng, and Ruan Jing also stood up holding the cup.

As soon as he turned around, a man threw himself into his arms smelling of alcohol and began to cry.

Lin Bai: "Brother Jing, woo woo woo, we will be brothers for the rest of our lives..."

Ruan Jing: "..." This unlucky boy was given a lot of alcohol.

He pulled the man out in disgust, Lin Bai rubbed his eyes, saw Sun Qi passing by, threw himself into Sun Qi's arms, and repeated what he said before.

This time, Sun Qi couldn't pull him down, as if he was stuck by an octopus.

Ruan Jing couldn't help but laugh.

When he came to Xiao Sheng, he was surrounded by a crowd, with a rare gentle smile on his face due to the smell of alcohol.

Xiao Sheng looked at a bunch of kids, coughed, a little embarrassed: "It's the first time I've been a head teacher, and I've been stricter to you all these years... I hope I don't leave a shadow in your hearts..."

The students around him spoke in a hurry.

"No, thank you for waking me up..."

"You are a bit stricter, but you are too kind to us."

Shen Hua's eyes were a little watery: "You are the best teacher in my heart."

Xiao Sheng nodded, his eyes sparkling with relief and emotion, he drank another cup.

He chatted with Shen Hua for a few words, then clinked glasses with Ruan Jing.

He squeezed Ruan Jing's shoulder and said with a smile: "Young man, you are very good, and you will be even better in the future."

Ruan Jing's nose was sour: "Yes! I will work hard."

Laughing and making noise, I don't know who started it, everyone sang songs together, the noise of the whole hall fell silent, and everyone followed suit.

The light was also adjusted, and suddenly dimmed a little with the melodious singing, the light spots jumped softly and slowly, and a touch of sadness wandered around.

One after another, as they sang and sang, some people began to sob softly, but the singing never stopped.

Everyone understands that they will go farther in the future, live a better life, and experience more touching and unforgettable things, but they will never encounter this period of youth again.

Ruan Jing was pushed to the edge of the hall by the crowd, he took a few steps back, found a quiet place to stand, and suddenly found that Qin Xijue was not far away, quietly watching the excitement in the hall.

He thought about it and walked over.

Qin Xijue looked over at the moment he took a step.

Ruan Jing walked towards him with light spots all over the floor, and the other party stared at him without indifference, like a calm and clear water.

Ruan Jing didn't look away: "Would you like a drink?"

Qin Xijue looked at him silently for a few seconds, then poured two glasses of wine from the table.

Ruan Jing picked it up, and the two cups touched each other lightly, just like they had touched countless times before, the crisp voice was drowned out by the singing.

Only this time, it's the last time.

Ruan Jing finished his drink slowly, and Qin Xijue had already put down his cup.

The two stared at each other silently for a few seconds.

Ruan Jing held his breath for a few seconds, then said softly, "...can I hug you?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he was embraced into a long-lost embrace. He froze between the warm and strong arms, and hugged him back.

The light gathered towards the center of the hall, leaving a secret darkness around them, and no one could notice the closeness and throbbing of the two hearts in the darkness.

Surrounded by familiar songs one after another.

The breath that fell on Ruan Jing's ear trembled, and a burst of uncontrollable sadness surged into his heart.

I will never see this person again in the future, maybe goodbye is also a stranger.

And even if the memory of their love is revisited repeatedly in the years to come, it will eventually gradually turn yellow.

Ruan Jing hugged the person he was so attached to, closed his eyes and took a deep breath of the warm air in his arms, and then let go.

His fingertips trembled, he took a step back, and whispered, "Thank you."

Although he didn't make it to the end, he is still grateful for meeting and being with him, and I hope that he will finally reach his dream all the way through mountains and rivers, and live a healthy life.

Without looking at Qin Xijue again, Ruan Jing turned and left, walked straight to the door of the private room, and left first.

He didn't like to leave when the banquet was over, especially this grand farewell ceremony.

Not wanting to watch anyone's back, he chose to go first.

Perhaps it had rained, and there wasn't much summer heat left tonight. I walked slowly with fallen leaves all over the ground, and the breeze brought moist air.

The unexpired alcohol ran for a while dragging the laissez-faire mood, and finally exhausted and completely subsided.

No matter how unwilling to give up in my heart, I was hugged by the farewell to forcibly end it, and the rest of my emotions became calm and powerless.

At this moment, I just feel exhausted physically and mentally, without any thoughts.

Ruan Jing walked towards the subway entrance, but suddenly didn't want to take the subway, so he turned a corner and wanted to walk home just like that.

Walking near the school, a gust of wind suddenly blew away the advertising paper that hadn't been cleaned up in time.

One suddenly stuck to his leg.

He had to pick it up and planned to throw it in the trash can.

Hanging his eyes casually glanced at the advertisement paper, it seemed to be the promotion of the cram school.

A word is printed in a conspicuous place.

——When you feel powerless, be yourself first.

——I am waiting for you in the future.

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The second volume is over, and there are only five or six chapters left.

Thank you guys for watching here~

These chapters are always not very smooth, and I have been thinking about it for a few days, and I am very sorry qwq