Lovers torture themselves every day

Ji Yan sat in the car and looked at the people around him.

Fu Siyuan sat beside him, the car window was halfway down, his entire face was divided into light and dark parts by the sunset this afternoon, his eyebrows were hidden in the shadows, and the sun was shining from the bridge of his nose.

Ji Yan tapped slightly with his hand on his lap.

In the past few days, Fu Siyuan's mood has started to slump again, he is often in a daze, or just looking at him, his eyes are as deep as an abyss, and he doesn't know what he is thinking.

Ji Yan was silent, thinking that Fu Siyuan's eyes looked like a large searchlight.

Looking at the road ahead, he suddenly said, "Today, let's go to see the night view at Jiulong Mountain."

Jiulong Mountain is a tourist scenic spot here. The mountain is not high, but when you reach the top of the mountain, you can overlook the night view of the entire city.

He and Fu Siyuan went there once before, and the night view was beautiful.

Fu Siyuan would naturally satisfy Ji Yan's request, he just nodded, turned the car and went on another road.

When we reached the foot of the mountain, it was actually almost six o'clock in the evening. The sky in the distance was full of clouds, golden and red infiltrating the sky, accompanied by a fiery red sunset, which had a magnificent and vast beauty.

Ji Yan smiled at Fu Siyuan: "The mountain is not high, we will be there in an hour's climb."

Fu Siyuan looked up and saw that the concrete steps were winding down, the road was flat and wide, and the gray-white road was hidden among the mountains, spreading upwards like a line until reaching the top of the mountain.

Fu Siyuan bought some water, and the two went up the mountain together.

It is said that climbing a mountain is actually no different from walking.

Both of them are in good physical condition, and their clothes are light. Going up the steps is not much different from walking on the flat ground. There are benches or stone benches for tourists to rest on the road. It is not too late now, and there are people around them. tourists.

Ji Yan looked at the tree in front of him, a huge sumac tree. It is now autumn, when the leaves are magnificent, and the deep red color is dotted indifferently among the mountains, which has a vigorous beauty.

Only at this time can you feel the charm of autumn.

Ji Yan reached out and touched the leaves in front of him, and took a photo with his mobile phone.

Ji Yan looked at the photos and felt a little regretful that he didn't bring his camera today.

Fu Siyuan unscrewed the bottle cap and passed the water: "Drink some water." The man's lips were a little dry.

Ji Yan took it and took a sip, suddenly wanting to laugh.

In the past, Fu Siyuan bought his assistant to remind him to drink water and rest or stand up and walk every hour, but now he has amnesia and still remembers to drink water.

It's as if the words 'drink more hot water' have been engraved into the DNA.

He closed the bottle cap and stood up: "Let's go, continue to climb the mountain."

Fu Siyuan still remembered the leaves that Ji Yan took just now, and he asked: "Do you like leaves?" I don't know if I can plant one of the trees just now at the door.

Fu Siyuan calmly considered the feasibility of this matter.

Ji Yan said: "I don't really like it, I saw it today and took a picture."

He didn't like anything in particular. He took pictures of many things as a souvenir when he saw them and was happy. He didn't think about them if he didn't see them.

Ji Yan seemed to remember something, and said: "Trees look good when they grow in the mountains. We can often come here to see them in the future."

When he and Fu Siyuan came here before, this man wanted to buy a tree and plant it at home.

It takes many years for small trees, and the branches and leaves are not considered luxuriant. It is not easy to form such a red-covered scene, and older trees are too easy to die when transplanted.

Ji Yan's liking is very shallow, so he wouldn't build a sumac forest for the door on a whim.

Fu Siyuan spoke suddenly, with a ghostly voice: "Did he also say that he wanted a tree?" Otherwise, why did Ji Yan tell him to come and see it more often in the future?

Ji Yan:.

Your ability to focus and diverge your thinking is pretty good.

Ji Yan was helpless: "Yes."

Looking at Fu Siyuan's expression, Ji Yan knew what this man was going to say.

Before Fu Siyuan could speak, he smiled and said, "I shouldn't confuse you with him."

Fu Siyuan was stunned for a moment, he watched Ji Yan move his fingers, and said softly and seriously: "Don't say that, it's not your fault for making you mix into one person."

Ji Yan couldn't be blamed in the first place, this person shouldn't take this responsibility.

Ji Yan nodded, and the two continued to walk forward.

When we arrived at the mountain, it was exactly [-] o'clock in the evening, the sun had completely set, and the sky seemed to be soaked with poured ink, some blue came out of the black, and stars appeared, twinkling and hanging in the sky.

Ji Yan put his hand on the railing, and he looked at the lights below the mountain.

Clusters of lights lit up, like bright threads stretched tightly, dividing the wide field of vision into areas one by one.

At the beginning of the Chinese lanterns, the fireworks in the world are just like this.

A coat was suddenly put on the back, and the warm temperature wrapped it up, which was a familiar breath.

Ji Yan stretched out his hands and put them together, then turned around and said, "Fu Siyuan, is the night scene beautiful?"

The wind in the mountains is cool, and an unknown smell floats into the nostrils. The slightly moist soil and leaves are mixed together to form a wonderful mountain smell.

Fu Siyuan raised his eyes to look, the mountain breeze was cool at night, the face of the person in front of him was a kind of radiant white, cold like silver under the moonlight.

Looking up is the starry sky, lowering the eyes is the beginning of the lights.

He was standing here, his eyes were like crushed obsidian, accompanied by a touch of sparkle, and he just turned his head and smiled at him.

Fu Siyuan looked at Ji Yan, and said, "It's pretty."

Ji Yan smiled, his eyes narrowed slightly, he propped his head and said, "I think it looks good too."

Ji Yan gave the coat back to Fu Siyuan: "I'm not cold, you wear it."

When both of them were wearing coats, it was only slightly cool, and after Fu Siyuan took off the coats, there was only one short sleeve.

Ji Yan smiled and said, "Put it on quickly, or I will take care of you if you catch a cold."

When he smiled, his eyes were squinted, and the corners of his brows and eyes were full of smiles.

Fu Siyuan smiled unconsciously: "I don't want you to take care of me."

Ji Yan glanced at him with a smile: "Aren't I taking care of you now?"

He looked a little proud, his chin slightly raised, triumphant, how lively he looked.

Fu Siyuan laughed too. He covered his eyes with his hands, only a low laugh could be heard, with some not-so-obvious hoarseness in his voice.

It took a long time before Fu Siyuan laughed enough.

He put his hand on the railing, and between his fingers was the cold temperature of metal. This temperature penetrated directly from the skin, and then slowly penetrated through the heart and lungs. His internal organs were all in the cold water.

Fu Siyuan said: "I know, you are taking care of me."

He knew that Ji Yan climbed the mountain today because of him.

I don't know if Ji Yan's emotions have affected Ji Yan in the past few days, so he went out with him today to relax.

This person really cared about the original body. He used to send him flowers, and when he felt that he was in a bad mood, he asked the baby to send him food, and today the two of them climbed the mountain together.

These are all evidences of Ji Yanai's original body.

Express without words, moisten things silently.

However, it was this kind of love that was poisonous to him, like a poisonous snake slowly corroding with its scarlet tongue.

Why does Ji Yan love the original body so much?

Why does Ji Yan care so much about Yuanshen?

The original body is not worthy at all!

Seeing Fu Siyuan smiling, Ji Yan couldn't help but slowly narrowed his eyes.

Fu Siyuan looked...not normal.

Looks sick.

Ji Yan said: "If you have something to tell me, don't hide it."

If you are sick, you will be cured. If you are not sick, you will be cured.

Forget it, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like you're not sick.

Fu Siyuan laughed and said, "Go home, it's cold on the mountain."

It was very fast to go home, and the two drove back after going down the mountain.

After Ji Yan entered the house, Fu Siyuan went to the kitchen to heat up a glass of milk. It was in a transparent glass, and it was still warm when he held it in his hand.

Ji Yan held it with his hands and tapped it lightly with his fingertips.

Fu Siyuan was disinfecting the cat litter box, and his actions were as careful as ever. In fact, Fu Siyuan has always been like this. Fu Siyuan has paid a lot for this family.

Fu Siyuan is usually very concerned about oil, salt, sauce and vinegar at home, cats, dogs, and the trivial life of the two of them.

Ji Yan thought for a while, and came to Fu Siyuan's side, and the two squatted together.

He leaned over to kiss his lover on the cheek, and smiled at Fu Siyuan.

"I suddenly want to kiss you."

Fu Siyuan kissed back silently.

After the deep kiss was over, Ji Yan said, "Can you tell me what happened recently?"

Ji Yan pointed out something: "Your business."

Fu Siyuan took a breath slowly: "It's too late now, I'll tell you tomorrow."

This person doesn't sleep very well, and he may not be able to sleep after telling everything tonight.

Ji Yan smiled: "Okay."

Fu Siyuan returned to the bedroom, he slowly took out Yuanshen's diary, and the earrings hidden in the closet, bits and pieces, and packed a box of Yuanshen's things.

Fu Siyuan held the corner of the box with his hand, and the veins on the back of his hand were bulging. It took him a long time to let go, and slowly touched the place where Ji Yan kissed today.

He picked up the original photo and silently stared at the smiling person inside.

Fu Siyuan's voice was very soft, and his fingers slowly slid down: "You said. If Ji Yan knew this, would he still love you?"

No one answered.

Fu Siyuan asked and answered himself, and said cheerfully: "No!"

Fu Siyuan said: "I was too stupid before."

Worrying too much, thinking too much.

"All my pain comes from my shamelessness."

Yes, it's because it's too embarrassing!

He said the matter from the beginning, and then used some tricks, how could he think about it alone today?

Fu Siyuan said: "I already had a relationship with him, how could he drive me out?"

Zuo just cried, made trouble and hanged himself. "

Small meaning, small scene.

Fu Siyuan flicked the photo with his fingers, you can just look at the original body.

If you play well, you may reach the sky in one step.

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