Lovers torture themselves every day

In the stillness of the night, the night wind was cold, and my lover was looking at him with a smile on his shoulders, with the radiance and starlight on his shoulders. There was a glistening color on that outstanding face, as if he was a fairy condensed by the moonlight.

Fu Siyuan was squatting on the ground, his lower limbs were bent due to numbness in his legs, he was holding a flashlight in his left hand, and his right hand was digging in the soil because he was looking for a ring. Now his entire right hand was covered with mud and dust. The expression is like a thief who has been caught stealing.

Fu Siyuan lowered his head to look at his distressed appearance, and then at his lover who looked like a banished fairy, and was once again hit by [-] critical points in his heart.

why?

Why can Ji Yan see him every time he loses face? !

Does he have no face?

He really wanted to leave a good image in Ji Yan's heart!

Fu Shiyuan's face was paralyzed, tears streaming down his face.

Ji Yan walked over slowly, looked at Fu Siyuan who was as dumb as a wooden chicken, and smiled in his eyes.

His gaze fell on the soil with fingerprints on it. Fu Siyuan may have brushed his palms in it, leaving clear four fingerprints, as if scratched by chicken paws.

The corners of Ji Yan's lips raised again, and he spoke again as if nothing had happened: "What are you looking for?"

Fu Siyuan roared for a moment, then his mind was occupied by embarrassment, and he said smoothly, "I'll loosen the soil for Huasong."

Ji Yan really responded: "Well, you are quite fond of flowers by using a flashlight to loosen the soil for flowers in the early hours of the morning."

Fu Siyuan followed his words and nodded like a chicken pecking at rice: "That's right, I'm a kind-hearted person, and I love flowers and plants the most."

He looked at the pajamas Ji Yan was wearing, the gray loose long trousers were softly attached to the skin, his whole body had long legs, a narrow waist and a narrow body line, he looked healthy and had a masculine beauty, that was a This kind of time just faded away from the youthfulness of youth but has not brought the maturity of middle age, but it also combines the advantages of both, and the unique temperament formed by the hybrid of hatchback makes people unable to move their eyes away.

Fu Siyuan stared straight at Ji Yan for a few seconds, then his eyes fell on the bare skin between his neckline, the color of white jade, it looked smooth and lustrous.

He paused, wanted to button Ji Yan, then looked at his dirty hands, and said regretfully: "It's cold outside, you go in first."

Ji Yan shook his head casually: "I'm not cold, when will you finish loosening the soil?"

Fu Siyuan looked at it seriously. He seemed to be a rigorous and pragmatic agriculturalist. He seemed to have made some precise measurement with his eyes before he said, "I can't say for sure. It could be half an hour to four hours."

After all, he couldn't tell when he would find the ring.

Fu Siyuan has lofty aspirations, holding a mentality of 'I won't sleep tonight if I can't find it', but he is reluctant to let his lover stay here too, so he softened his voice and said to Ji Yan: "Go back to sleep first, I'll let you go." Go to bed when you're done."

Ji Yan said coolly: "Is it really loosening the soil?"

Fu Siyuan opened his eyes and said nonsense: "Of course."

Ji Yan usually seldom cares about these things, so he coaxes people back first.

Fu Siyuan thought so.

The corners of Ji Yan's lips sank inch by inch, and he said with a tense face: "Fu, Si, Yuan!"

Fu Siyuan was obviously looking for something. He stayed up all night to explain that what he was looking for was really important. Since he could help find it, why did he keep it from him?

Fu Siyuan's heart trembled, but his face was innocent, he said like he remembered, "Call me Fu Qingqing."

Fu Qingqing, tut!

Such a shameless name.

Ji Yan's face tensed, and he looked at him expressionlessly.

Fu Siyuan swallowed silently.

Against this cold stare, he unexpectedly became distracted miraculously. His lover's sombre face is a bit scary, but it's really beautiful.

He looks good when he's angry.

Ji Yan looked at the man who was obviously distracted, and his eyebrows jumped: "Don't pretend to have amnesia, I know you remember it."

I just remembered the dazed look that came out of the room when I came back today, and if Fu Qingqing heard that she was going to get a divorce, she would definitely drag him away on the spot.

The expression on Fu Siyuan's face almost cracked.

Hold on, hold on, maybe his lover is cheating on him, you must hold on at this time.

Ji Yan swept his eyes away, seeing what this man was thinking: "I'm not lying to you, don't pretend."

If Fu Siyuan's acting skills were placed in the entertainment industry, it would definitely be the last one, the kind that could be included in negative textbooks.

Fu Siyuan knew that there was nothing to do, so he silently restrained his innocence.

He seemed to want to save his image, so he stood up straight and clapped his hands lightly, with a casual posture, as if the president had just finished watching an unsatisfactory musical and casually expressed his praise.

But Fu Siyuan had nothing to praise, the purpose of his clapping was to let the soil fall down.

After clapping his hands, Fu Siyuan spoke calmly, with a magnetic voice: "Ji Yan, how did you know that?"

Ji Yan's eyelids rolled up, thinking that he couldn't see it because of his acting blindness.

He went straight to the point: "Tell me, did you throw something away without telling me when you lost your memory?"

Fu Siyuan:!

The yard couldn't hide anything bigger, and Fu Siyuan squatted down to look for it, so there were only two possibilities.

Ji Yan pondered for a moment and then asked, "Is it earrings or a ring?"

Fu Siyuan: .!

The image of a calm man he had just pretended to be was broken in a second, and he was so shocked that his eyeballs almost fell out.

Seeing this, Ji Yan was sure: "It must be a ring."

At that time, Fu Siyuan gave him a new one, and he never saw the previous one again, it might have been thrown away.

Fu Siyuan lowered his head instantly, the tips of his hair drooped listlessly, and his voice was muffled, and he answered cautiously.

From a mature man to an elementary school chicken in an instant, or the kind of elementary school chicken that didn't do well in the exam and was so anxious that he didn't even dare to eat.

Ji Yan received this cowardly look in his eyes, and couldn't help rubbing his brows.

He looks so fierce that way.

Is he that fierce?

Fu Siyuan raised his eyes and closed them, his voice was hoarse: "I lost our ring."

He wished he could go back to the past and shake the water out of his mind!

He just threw it out so casually that he didn't even know where he landed.

Ji Yan knew that Fu Siyuan was suffering from his voice, and he comforted him: "It's okay, if we lose it, we can find it together."

The ring is essentially just an ornament and holds nothing.What he cared about was people, and he didn't pay that much attention to such things.

But apparently Fu Siyuan didn't think so.

He was heartbroken and beat his chest, relying on the idea of ​​'throwing it in his own courtyard, we will definitely find it', otherwise he would have passed away on the spot.

Ji Yan turned on the lights in the yard, went to the room to get a flashlight, and squatted down with Fu Siyuan to look for it.

They searched the carpet inch by inch and finally found it in the dirt.

Perhaps because of the rain, the ring was covered in mud, making it less obvious to find.

Ji Yan wiped the dirty wedding ring, took it into the house to wash off the surface stains, and finally put it in a box and planned to find someone to clean it the next day.

Fu Siyuan finally breathed a sigh of relief.

As soon as he changed his dispirited look, he poured water joyfully and pulled Ji Yan's hand over, filled his hand with hand sanitizer, rubbed it until it foamed, and then put his palm on Ji Yan's hand.

Ji Yan's fingers are slender and have distinct joints. After soaking in water, the skin on the back of his hand looks clearer. It looks like a work of art under the lamp. Fu Siyuan's palm is slightly bigger. He covers Ji Yan's hand completely, and The dense bubbles are applied to the top, and the touch of two people's hands is full of slippery touch.

Fu Siyuan rubbed Ji Yan's fingertips with his fingertips, rubbing gently inch by inch. Ji Yan was tickled by him, and hooked Fu Siyuan's hand with his backhand. Zhi is 20 years old.

After washing, Fu Siyuan held it on his lips and kissed him. Thinking back to the time since he lost his memory, he felt complicated, ashamed, and slightly embarrassed, but he couldn't help but said to Ji Yan: "I have a lot to say. I want to tell you."

It's almost full of suffocation, the two should lie down and talk with each other.

Ji Yan smiled.

He said pointingly: "I also want to ask you a lot of questions."

Fu Siyuan: .

He looked at his lover's smile and suddenly had a bad feeling.

"Ji Yan~" Fu Siyuan put out a soft voice, trying to get away with it.

Ji Yan smiled more and more beautifully, unmoved: "First, when did you know me?"

Fu Siyuan said: "You formed a band when you were in high school. I saw you in the square, and then I met you unilaterally."

Ji Yan blinked his eyes, thinking that his memory was correct.

He said again: "Did you beat Xu Wenming before? Why did you beat him?"

Fu Siyuan pursed his lips, and seemed reluctant to talk about this person, but he still said: "Didn't he pursue you back then, so I went to beat him up."

Ji Yan raised his eyebrows slightly, and joked: "If someone pursues me, you just beat them up. I can't see that you are quite domineering. Are you jealous?"

He didn't expect that the man shook his head and said, "I'm not jealous."

Fu Siyuan said seriously: "You didn't know me at all at that time, I have no right to be jealous." He paused for a moment as if thinking about something, and after a while he said: "You are very good, it is very normal to be pursued by others, I understand Those who want to pursue you."

After all, he is one of them.

Fu Siyuan looked at the person in front of him, and after a moment of silence, he said: "I didn't beat Xu Wenming because he wanted to pursue you, but because his pursuit caused you trouble. I know you were annoyed by him during that time. I don't want to see you unhappy like that."

Under the light of the living room, Fu Siyuan's face had a quiet and gentle expression. He lost the sharpness and sand sculptures, and his eyes were like a deep and peaceful ocean. He only said softly: "No matter what, I hope you are happy."

No matter what you choose, I just want you to be happy, safe and successful.

Ji Yan blinked, as if he was trying to force out some emotion, his beautiful eyes were hazy for a moment, but after a moment, he hooked his lips, leaned over and kissed Fu Siyuan heavily on the face: "Love said Well done, try harder next time!"

"Next question." Ji Yan cleared his voice: "Have you read too many novels to confuse fantasy and reality? You said you are a demon cultivator and have spiritual power."

Speaking of this, Fu Siyuan started to feel awkward again.

He almost tapped his toes on the ground, wishing he could run away on the spot.

But when asked by his lover, Fu Siyuan still answered seriously.

He said: "There is this reason, but it is more of a dream I had since I was a child."

Fu Siyuan said in a low voice: "I've been having a dream since my father passed away. In the dream, it's the world of comprehension, where there are demon cultivators and monks."

The dream was grotesque, sometimes it was a few trivial scenes, sometimes it was a whole fragment, this dream appeared in my mind one after another, and it lasted for 20 years.

He also pieced together a world based on his dreams, where he was a demon cultivator, and he stayed in the dark abyss for a long time. He also met many people, including monks and monsters.

They had fought and cooperated, and later he died, but those formations and exercises were still vivid in his memory, even though they were useless at all.

Ji Yan didn't expect this to be the reason, he sighed: "Your dream is so grand." A complete world.

Ji Yan suddenly thought of what Fu Siyuan said about "Duoshe", his lips moved and he swallowed the words again.

Fu Siyuan understood it, smiled and said: "Actually, I don't even know if I really took away from 'Fu Siyuan'." After a moment of silence, he said: "The year my father passed away, I began to have memories of the cultivation world. Maybe it's really taking away the house."

For this reason, he is not very close to Mama Fu.

He didn't know if he was attached to a woman's child, and he always felt guilty.

And Fu's mother felt that she had neglected to take care of him, which made the mother and child less close.

Ji Yan was silent for a moment, and then said: "Do you think it is possible that it was your previous life?"

He once saw some news on the Internet that he didn't know whether it was true or not, and some people could indeed remember the memories of their previous lives.

If Fu Siyuan received a shock after his father's death, it would not be impossible to slowly recall the memories of his previous life.

Fu Siyuan was stunned for a moment, apparently never thinking about this possibility.

Ji Yan leaned over and kissed him again: "Forget it, we don't want this anymore." There is no way to prove this kind of thing, it can only add to the trouble.

There was a clear smile in his eyes: "Let's live a happy life now."

That smile was bright and bright, as if he saw it for the first time in the square back then, the glistening like sparks, and the clouds and rosy clouds behind him all became fake, he remembered it for many years when he saw it.

Fu Siyuan also smiled.

He was thinking that he would hug someone and kiss him, but Ji Yan was as dexterous as a fish, he got up and hugged the awakened cat in his arms, and the cat stretched to block Fu Siyuan.

Fu Siyuan threatened the cat with dark eyes: "Ji Xinxin, go away!"

Ji Yan smiled: "Don't hurt your child anymore?"

Fu Siyuan snorted coldly: "You don't need this unworthy child."

He said to send the cat away, then leaned over and kissed it.

The moonlight enters the house outside the window, the branches and trees are sparse, and the bright moon is in the bosom, and further away are the bright fireworks on earth.

The laughter in the room, accompanied by the occasional meowing and barking of dogs, spread slowly into the air, and the breeze blew outside the window separated by a wall, with occasional branches gently floating, and everything was growing endlessly.

So rejoice.

The author has something to say: this is the end of the text, thank you for your company all the way.

I would like to apologize to everyone, the originally planned episode has to be postponed because I have to take an exam, and the update will be resumed in about a week, which is March [-]th.

I hope everyone is happy every day.