do not do not receive [rebirth]

"The love letter you put in the homework paper last time was actually written by you, right?" Han Su said softly in the dark.

When Xiao Jinxuan heard his voice, his little heart beat faster uncontrollably, and he could almost hear it clearly.He only cared about being nervous and excited, but forgot to answer, and even forgot to hold the other person's hand. That was a situation he had always been looking forward to but never dared to imagine.

Fortunately, Han Su did not wait for his answer, paused, and continued: "You forgot one thing, even if you didn't write your name, there is still such a thing as handwriting."

……

This is indeed the case.

Xiao Jinxuan's expression was a little dazed. The writing of the love letter happened 13 years ago. Even if he remembered every word and sentence in the love letter, it was impossible for him to remember every detail of writing the love letter.If he knew Han Su was clear at that time, he might have asked about the result back then, but after his rebirth, he dared not ask anyway.If Han Su just pretended not to know because he didn't want to leave a psychological shadow on the young students, Xiao Jinxuan didn't want the meaning of life in this life to be rejected so easily.Even though his hand was still in Han Su's at this moment, Xiao Jinxuan still couldn't face it calmly.

Han Su sighed softly, "I didn't give you an answer at the time, but I have always regretted it. I used to think that children of your age don't understand emotions, or that they were just impulsive when they were young. You can’t really understand how hard this road is. I think, maybe you will understand it when you grow up, and then you can make the right choice. Before that, I have no right to use any words or actions to influence your life. Judgment, so I didn't do anything. But then, I realized it wasn't right."

Xiao Jinxuan was surprised by Han Su's confession, he had never thought about it so much, nor had he thought about it so deeply.He wrote a love letter but didn't get a response. He thought it was the other party's refusal. When he found out that he didn't sign it later, he felt that it could be regarded as never happened. However, he didn't expect that Han Su still thought about it seriously. Even if there is no response in the end.

"Teacher, did I trouble you?" After asking this sentence, Xiao Jinxuan realized that his voice was trembling.

Han Su clenched his hand slightly, and said, "It's wrong to ignore it, and it's irresponsible in another sense not to want to influence your judgment. As a teacher, I have the obligation to guide you in the right direction. You don't need to be so alien to me."

"I don't quite understand..." Xiao Jinxuan's thinking was a little short-circuited.

"You should have thought about it for a long enough time. If you are still obsessed with not regretting it, I think you might as well give it a try."

Han Su's voice was deep and powerful, his breathing was steady, and his palms were warm.It took Xiao Jinxuan dozens of seconds to understand the meaning of the last sentence. Teacher Han said, would you like to try it with him?

The lights in the theater were still off. Others thought that the wiring was broken, and people left the venue one after another.At this time, the music and subtitles at the end of the movie were all played, and there were only two of them left in the dark.The projectionist in the control room still didn't receive Xiao Jinxuan's text message, thinking that he was too nervous and forgot.Because he still had to prepare for the next movie, he didn't have much time for Xiao Jinxuan to adjust his mood, so he pressed the play switch of another video.

This is a short video made by Xiao Jinxuan himself. He chose a melodious and somewhat sad piece of music as the background music, as if soaking in the mood that has been settled for more than ten years.He read the love letter himself, recalling every detail of his acquaintance with Han Su.From the very beginning when he saw Han Su standing on the podium, saying that he was the professional teacher of their class this semester, Xiao Jinxuan couldn't look away anymore.In the film, the images of the podium and the classroom flickered alternately, Han Su's figure did not appear, but when Xiao Jinxuan closed his eyes when making the film, Teacher Han was there.Next is the photo he took during the meeting with Han Su, taking pictures of Han Su standing on the podium from various angles, and a photo of him with his senior sister and teacher.Xiao Jinxuan secretly went to see Han Su inside, smiling silly and shy.In the back are Han Su in the laboratory, Han Su at the sports meeting, Han Su at the spring outing, Xiao Jinxuan recorded all kinds of occasions, and most of them are group photos with many people, all of them are extremely normal teachers and students fragments of getting along.In these photos, Xiao Jinxuan rarely appears, but when he edits, he has an inexplicable sense of satisfaction.It's like saying to myself, look, even though Teacher Han doesn't belong to me, I've been watching him all the time.

Watching this short film on the big screen, Xiao Jinxuan was almost moved by himself.

He originally wanted to start playing the film after the film ended before the others left, and then confessed to Teacher Han amidst the whistles, screams and blessings of the crowd.But now all the idlers were gone, and after the short film was broadcast, the wall lamps around the theater were lit up, Xiao Jinxuan narrowed his eyes, and there was only silence between the two of them.

Han Su took his hand and stood up, turned sideways and lowered his head slightly, facing him and said, "You've put your heart into it, don't you plan to say something now?"

Xiao Jinxuan moved his lips, but couldn't utter a word.He thought he was probably crazy with joy.

Han Su didn't say anything more this time, unlike the many times before when he didn't speak, he just stood there quietly watching him and waiting for him to speak.

Xiao Jinxuan took a deep breath, swallowed his saliva and said, "Is the teacher really willing to try it with me?"

Han Su raised the corners of his mouth slightly and nodded.

So Xiao Jinxuan really didn't know what to say next, no matter how good the result he expected, he didn't think about anything else.He had to admit that before, at most, he just borrowed from the previous love strategies, but he never dared to imagine Mr. Han's image in the CG picture.The reason why male gods are male gods is of course to look up to, but now it seems that they can go one step further?

Just thinking about it makes my heart blush, okay?

Han Su led Xiao Jinxuan like this out of the cinema.

There are various heart-shaped decorations hanging on the doorways of the shops on both sides of the pedestrian street, and the constant love songs along the way make the atmosphere warm and ambiguous.Some of the couples who came and went held hands, some held arms, some wore scarves and kissed each other goodbye, and some leaned together and walked towards the hotel.Xiao Jinxuan couldn't help being distracted, he secretly held Han Su's hand, and then quietly smirked by himself.

A little girl ran up to them, looked back and forth before saying timidly, "Brother, buy a bouquet of roses." Normally, she wanted to buy a bouquet of roses for her sister, but she didn't know that there was no sister in front of her. Should it be given to another brother?

Han Su bent down to look at her and said yes with a smile, then paid, bought a bouquet of red roses at a much higher price than usual, and handed them to Xiao Jinxuan's arms. "Happy Valentine's Day," he said.

Xiao Jinxuan looked down at the flowers in his arms, and suddenly remembered many things.Thinking of his previous life, he always liked to give flowers to others, but he didn’t seem to have received them himself; remembering that his cousin Bai Jiaming once wanted to take the opportunity to send roses to Teacher Han, but he designed and replaced them with lilies; remembering that he should have done it on his own initiative Unexpectedly, Mr. Han took the lead in this matter.He looked at Han Su's face again, and couldn't help asking, "Will the teacher also send flowers?"

Han Su laughed, "Why not?"

"I always feel that the teacher is serious all the time." Xiao Jinxuan said, the smile on his lips could not be concealed no matter what.

"Doing things that suit the occasion during special festivals is also a serious performance." Han Su explained solemnly.

Xiao Jinxuan looked up at the neon lights and various billboards on the street, and the words special price were printed on the light box at the entrance of the hotel.He secretly looked at Han Su with a little embarrassment and anticipation, and finally buried his face in the bouquet of flowers.

Han Su led Xiao Jinxuan through the hotel and stopped at the end of the pedestrian street. "We should go home," he told him.

Only then did Xiao Jinxuan realize that the distance that was originally not long was over too quickly. He was a little bit reluctant to part with him, but he was more excited, "Go home?"

"You drove me home and then went to sleep at your own place."

After Han Su finished explaining, Xiao Jinxuan's mood was not so good, "Why?"

Han Su obviously paused, and said, "I didn't want to tell you so early, but you are still my student."

Xiao Jinxuan was still dazed by the sudden happiness, and had already lost the ability to think.But he also knew that that might bring trouble to Han Su.

As if seeing his thoughts, Han Su said slowly, "I don't really care, but there are still some things that need to be dealt with before that."

"Issues?"

Facing Xiao Jinxuan, who was obviously short-circuited in thinking, Han Su said helplessly, "I'll drive you home first."

This time, it was not Xiao Jinxuan's turn to raise objections.

Han Su sent him to the door of his house, stopped the car and told him to go back and have an early rest, before he planned to leave.Xiao Jinxuan subconsciously tried to pull him, but only grabbed the corner of his clothes.

Like coaxing a child, Han Su patted his shoulder, brushed a faint kiss at an inadvertent angle, and then turned around.

"Good night."