Raiders, boy

Do you think he is important when he leaves?

How can you cherish it when you have already lost it?

The most painful thing in the world is not life and death, but I stand beside you, but you don't know that I love you,

Bullshit!

You don't know that I love you, it's okay, I can tell you day and night;

If you die, even if I tell you, I love you, I can't stop you, cremate you,

Since then,

I can't see you anymore

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Ye Qingyi opened his eyes, it was already five days later.

The doctor said that he refused to wake up, and Ye Qingyi's parents shed countless tears, looking at their son's lifeless face, calling for their son over and over again by the hospital bed.

What about the rich and noble ladies?Now she is nothing more than a mother terrified of losing her son.

"Mom, where's Yu? Where's Lin Yu?" After waking up, Ye Qingyi hoarsely asked his lover, how much he hoped that it was just a nightmare.

In exchange, it was the mother who shed more fierce tears.

Ye Qingyi seemed to understand something, his originally pale face turned pale, and he said to his mother weakly: "Mom, you go out and let me be quiet for a while."

His mother wanted to say something more, but seeing her son's face, she left anyway.

Standing outside the ward, listening to the sound of "cracking" in the ward and the suppressed cries of her son, the desperate cry made the mother cry helplessly outside the ward.

she knows.she can't do anything;

There is nothing more painful than losing a loved one.

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Ye Qingyi refused to go to Lin Yu's cemetery, as if in this way she could stubbornly believe that the man was still alive and by her side.

It's not that he is ignorant of his parents' hesitation to speak, nor is he ignorant of the rumors from the outside world.

He is still stubborn to do so.

Make two sets for cooking, two sets for tableware, two sets for clothes, two sets for toiletries, custom-made double bed, and said one set is for Lin Yu, smiling at the air around him from time to time, asking.

The outside world thought Ye Qingyi was crazy, but no one dared to tell Ye Qingyi.

But he didn't, his ability to work is still very strong, the Ye family is the leader of the underworld, and Ye Qingyi has almost mastered all the power of the Ye family's underworld, killing decisively, ruthlessly, annexing several gangs, and expanding the Ye family's territory Quite a lot, pushing the Ye family to a higher level.

But he smiled like a ghost, like an evil spirit who came out of the underworld; he rarely went back to Yejia's ancestral house, and he smiled at the air around him in his haunted house every day.

No one but he dared to enter that room, and he never let anyone in.

Day by day, it passed like this;

For Ye Qingyi, this is like a year.

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The young man smiled as always, with a calm and elegant look, and he said: "Tsing Yi, live a good life, okay?" His voice was full of begging.

"No, it's not good!" He hugged the young man recklessly, screaming almost crazily, "Without you, how could I have a good life? How could it be possible?!"

The young man shook his head, and said softly: "Live well, it doesn't matter if you forget me, Tsing Yi," he stretched out his hand, trying to touch Ye Qingyi's head, but he passed through it all at once.

The young man showed a sad smile, helpless and depressed, he opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound, Ye Qingyi could only see the shape of his mouth, "Live!"

The youth's figure became transparent and disappeared bit by bit.

"No! No! Yu! Yu!" Ye Qingyi woke up covered in cold sweat and let out a hoarse roar. He sat up and lit a cigarette. The smoke was lingering like tears.

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Ye Qingyi had already forgotten what time it was; Ye Qingyi was used to insomnia, he woke up in the middle of the night, lit a cigarette, and in the smoky room, he recalled every detail of him and Lin Yu.

He could no longer remember when he fell in love with Lin Yu, nor how the two of them were friends, as if he remembered that the two of them had been together since childhood, and they were always accompanied by someone.

Crying, smiling, joyful, sad, those youthful years, those song-like years, there will always be someone by your side to share your joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys, and grow up with you.

Lin Yu has always been indifferent, he is good-looking and has a good family background, countless people want to be friends with him, but he has always been cold and indifferent, and there is only this one friend by his side.

Lin Yu was stingy with his own smile, but never stingy with smiling at himself. When I went to Lin Yu's house for dinner, my aunt half teased and half jealously said that Lin Yu smiled more at Ye Qingyi than at herself;

Lin Yu is careful, Ye Qingyi is always hungry during adolescence, Ye Qingyi is pretty, has many friends, a bunch of boys play basketball, they exercise a lot, and they are very easy to get hungry, Lin Yu always prepares all kinds of snacks for Ye Qingyi ;

Now think about how beautiful those days were; Ye Qingyi picked up the cigarette and watched it produce pieces of smoke;

Throughout the ages, tobacco and alcohol have always been indispensable,

Just to make people forget the pain.

Lin Yu is indifferent, doesn't like dealing with people, doesn't like to take the initiative to make friends, doesn't like society's intrigues, and doesn't like this kind of seemingly good friends who always think about sex.

That game was only because Ye Qingyi dragged him to play.

Lin Yu doesn't like games at all, but Ye Qingyi asked, so he went to play,

It seems that since he was a child, he seldom refused Ye Qingyi's request, even if Lin Yu didn't like it,

"Fool!" Ye Qingyi scolded, but his eyes were a little wet.

Is it lost and never come back?

He knew he was wrong, but his lover never woke up again.

In the game, his lover, in order to manage the guild, rarely interacts with others. Although Ye Qingyi always said that Lin Yu should make more friends, when he really made friends, he was furious.

As if the most precious thing is coveted by others,

Ye Qingyi was unhappy, very unhappy.

During that period of time, he was irritable, picky, and aimed at Lin Yu everywhere;

Lin Yu's eyes flashed with injury

His heart hurts, and he gets more irritable,

Until, Lin Yu was forced off the cliff by him.

Heart, like being cut by a knife, hurts so much that Ye Qingyi, who is used to the punishment of gangsters, can hardly bear it;

Cold sweat burst from the forehead,

"That idiot!" He scolded in a low voice, with almost desperate love, he laughed hoarsely, the laughter made people feel sad, as if he was crying.

Hoarse laughter filled the room, as eerie as a haunted house.

Tell me, how much pain did Lin Yu suffer at that time?Lin Yu loves Ye Qingyi so much, that bastard Ye Qingyi actually forced him off the cliff, how much does it hurt him? !

Even so, when that bastard Ye Qingyi apologized a little, Lin Yu easily forgave him, and even, as always, thought of him, braved the heavy rain to see him, regardless of whether he would get sick if he got wet,

Ye Qingyi curled up in pain,

Ye Qingyi, you are such a beast!Ye Qingyi scolded in a low voice.

Is it lost before you know how to cherish?

When Lin Yu was by Ye Qingyi's side, he didn't cherish it;

Now that he is gone, Ye Qingyi lives a life of neither human nor ghost,

Are you punishing?

No, everything about Lin Yu's life is a kind of enjoyment for Ye Qingyi;

Because of him, he clearly knew that Lin Yu was gone;

It was also because he knew clearly that he could not die, his life was saved by Lin Yu, and it didn't matter whether his life was cheap or not; Lin Yu's life was too precious;

He has to live for Lin Yu;

Even though it was so painful.

If there is an afterlife, I will love you, pamper you, respect you, baby you, protect you, spoil you lawlessly, regard you as a treasure, and only wish you happiness...

I just hope, by the bridge of Naihe, you can wait for me;

Reincarnation, please give me another chance.

I will definitely cherish,

my sweetheart.

The author has something to say: In fact, heart abuse is the most painful thing, right?

The one left behind is the worst...