Raiders, boy

Lin Qinghua didn't know how he survived, about the boy's funeral.

To this day, Lin Qinghua wants to beat himself to death.

On that day, he kissed the young man and vented his feelings; but he forgot that Lin Yu was not him.

Lin Yu is not gay, Lin Yu has not lived for so many years like him and has seen everything, Lin Yu is just an ordinary boy with poor health.

And I put him under so much pressure.

He is just an 18-year-old boy, and he can even be called a child. He is often bedridden in poor health, and he doesn't know how to communicate with people. He is just a shy teenager.

Kind-hearted, don't know how to refuse; shocked and afraid, and don't dare to show it on your face for fear of hurting others.

As for himself, he was undoubtedly the biggest sinner who killed Lin Yu.

Lin Qinghua looked at the shy smiling face of the young man in front of the tombstone, and his eyes were a little moist. That proud and poisonous man would one day be so heartbroken.

After the kiss that night, Lin Qinghua left contentedly. There was no disgust in Lin Yu's shocked eyes, which was the best encouragement for Lin Qinghua.

On the second day of the military training, Lin Yu was not present, Lin Qinghua was a little worried, but when he thought of Lin Yu's poor physical condition, Lin Qinghua was relieved, so Lin Qinghua, with a secret sense of joy, began to toss happily Students in military posture.

Lin Yu didn't come all morning, and Lin Qinghua, who had secret feelings for his lover, naturally became more and more anxious later on. He couldn't help but rushed to Lin Yu's dormitory after the training in the morning. Although Lin Qinghua knocked on the door several times and no one answered, although he was entangled, he still felt that Lin Yu might have gone to eat, so Lin Qinghua stood silently by the window for a while with a secret sense of loss, knowing that someone had come back.

Xia Hanzhi, Lin Qinghua squinted his eyes. When he really saw him and Lin Yu in the dormitory, he was really uncomfortable.

"Instructor..." Xia Hanzhi obviously also saw Lin Qinghua.

"Hey, this classmate, why haven't you gone to your instructor yet? That's all right. I'll contact you for you. How is the entrance of the gymnasium tonight?" Lin Qinghua, who spoke with vague hostility, seemed to be A soldier ruffian.

Xia Hanzhi: "..."

"Okay!" There was much anger in the voice, man, there is nothing to lose face,

Lin Qinghua sneered disdainfully, young people nowadays are really impulsive.Of course, his baby is a shy and steady child.

Thinking of Lin Yu, Lin Qinghua's mood improved again.

The people over there had already opened the door, and Lin Qinghua was playing with his lighter boredly.

Suddenly heard a hurried "Lin Yu! What's wrong with you?!"

Lin Qinghua quickly turned around and saw Lin Yu who was unconscious on the ground, stepped into the room and hugged Lin Yu out, shouting with bloodshot eyes: "Call an ambulance!"

Lin Qinghua listened numbly to the doctor's diagnosis, "The patient was too stimulated and died of a heart attack."

At that time, Lin Qinghua knew that Lin Yu had congenital heart disease, so he couldn't be scared at all.

There were cries outside the ward, Lin Qinghua curled his lips, unable to cry, his heart ached to the point of suffocation, Lin Qinghua's background was still as straight as before, but this time, he looked particularly depressed.

A few days later, Lin Yu's funeral.

The person named Xia Hanzhi cried in despair, as if his parents had died. Lin Qinghua only had a faint expression, as if it was really just one of his students who died.

A few years passed in a flash, Lin Qinghua retired, and every day he avoided his parents who wanted to marry him and relatives and friends who introduced him to various people.

It is said that the person named Xia Hanzhi is already married and has children, but now he is going through a divorce because the man often stays out at night.

Lin Qinghua raised the corners of his lips and smiled ironically, so what does it matter to him?

He only knew that his baby was always by his side.

Baby, get up and eat soon.