The whole division is begging for my forgiveness

"Come on, go out, go out, it's yours, it's all yours!"

Chu Hanyi held Xiao Jing's hand, stabbed the knife into his chest, and slashed hard, blood gushed out instantly. He didn't seem to feel any pain at all, and his whole body became excited.

"Did you see my heart? Did you see it? My heart is still beating for you!"

"It doesn't matter if you don't like me, it's enough for me to like you."

"Eat my heart and let it go into your stomach, and we'll be together forever and ever!"

Xiaojing's hands were numb, he couldn't use his spiritual power, and his whole body was so soft that he almost exhausted all his strength to break free.

He ruthlessly pushed Chu Hanyi away, panting heavily, feeling a splitting headache and buzzing in his ears.

"Lin Jing, why don't you gouge it out? You feel sorry for me, don't you? You still have mine in your heart, right?" Chu Hanyi put away the knife and said with a smile on his face, "You are so kind, you are better than the people in this world. Anyone is fine with me."

"Lin Jing won't come back, I'm Chang Xuan!" Xiao Jing said loudly, "Even if I look like Lin Jing now, I'm still Chang Xuan! Lin Jing, who was tortured to death, can't do anything anymore Really back!"

"No, it's not like that, you must be lying to me, right? You're lying to me!" Chu Hanyi anxiously went to hug Xiaojing, and begged humbly, "Don't be angry or quarrel, okay? Let's Don't quarrel, okay?"

"Who is at odds with you? Don't touch me. Every time you touch me, it makes me feel disgusting, extremely disgusting!" Xiaojing said coldly, trying to push people away.

However, Chu Hanyi hugged him too tightly, so tight that it seemed to be poured with iron juice, and he couldn't be separated.

Chu Hanyi hugged him more and more tightly, as if treating some lost and recovered treasure, he refused to let go, and whispered eagerly: "Lin Jing, Lin Jing! Don't be angry, don't be angry with me, okay? I just want to be with you! Just want to be with you!"

"Forgive me, okay? Let you and me start again, okay? I understand what love is now, I understand, I really understand, I really love you, I can't lose you again. Lin Jing!"

Chu Hanyi called Lin Jing loudly, his eyes were scarlet, and his complexion was unprecedentedly pale, as if he was a patient who had lost too much blood.

Crazy and insane, he wrapped the person in his arms sickly, crying and laughing: "It's so good, you and I meet again, it can be seen that you and I are destined by the heavens, and we should be a match made in heaven!"

"You love me too, don't you? Say, you love me, okay? Say you love me, you can't bear to kill me, say you miss me, okay?"

Chu Hanyi slightly let go of the person, grabbed Xiaojing's hands, and pressed them to his face, eagerly and pitifully said: "Tell me, you betrayed me and even imprisoned me when you were forced to. banned."

Xiao Jing pursed her lips and stared at Chu Hanyi indifferently, as if she was looking at a clown, or at a fish stranded on the shore, struggling desperately, unable to live or die.

"Tell me, you were reluctant to hurt me back then..." Chu Hanyi's eyes became more and more red, showing an expression that was about to cry, "Aren't you even willing to lie to me?"

After hearing this, Xiaojing twitched his lips and sneered. He said, "I'm a monk. If a monk doesn't tell lies, how can I lie to you?"

"Shut up!" Chu Hanyi was furious, and suddenly raised his hand, as if to hit Xiaojing's Tianling Gai with his palm.

Xiaojing didn't dodge, without showing any signs of fear, he stared at Chu Hanyi with those deep and calm eyes.

Under this gaze, Chu Hanyi seemed to have lost all ability to hurt others in an instant.

After all, that palm hit Chu Hanyi himself.

A mouthful of blood spurted out from Chu Hanyi's throat, and he was covered in blood, as if hiding from some kind of plague, he quickly evacuated from Xiaojing's side.

Then standing in front of Xiao Jing, crying and laughing, Chu Hanyi raised his bloody finger, pointed at Xiao Jing's face, and said sharply: "Lin Jing! You have no heart, you have no heart!"

"Why, Yue Wuchen didn't do anything for you, yet he got all your admiration? But I didn't get anything from the beginning to the end?"

"It was Yue Wuchen who killed our child! He killed my child!"

"To this day, you still have to help those bastard Taoist priests, come and deal with me!"

"They want me to die, and you want me to die too! Let me tell you, it's impossible, absolutely impossible! I just won't die!!!"

Chu Hanyi looked up to the sky and laughed loudly, sternly reprimanding Yue Wuchen for vainly cultivating the Tao, vainly being a teacher, and even splitting into a demon, damn it!

After cursing, Chu Hanyi rushed over again, anxiously saying repeatedly: "Forget Yue Wuchen, forget Luo Suxuan, and forget Chu Hanyi, let's start again, okay? Words? It is said that people are not sages, and there is nothing wrong with it.”

"You can forgive, those bullshit Taoist priests should be able to forgive me for the harm they have done to you, right?"

"Lin Jing, please forgive me, okay?"

"Let's start over, find a place where no one knows us, and hide our names, shall we?"

"I don't want to be Lao Shizi's devil emperor anymore, I don't want to be Yue Wuchen's demon, I don't want to be his substitute, puppet, shadow!"

"I just want to be with you!"

"Lin Jing—" Chu Hanyi buried his face in Xiao Jing's arms in a very childish manner, and said in a trembling voice, "You are still complaining about all the things I bullied you in front of others, aren't you?"

Xiao Jing said: "I will be happy when you die."

"But I don't want to die, I haven't lived enough, I still want to be with you, forever, forever and ever."

Chu Hanyi raised his head, his face was gentle, and he said the most sickly words in the most gentle tone, "You want to take revenge on me, don't you? That's good, you also go outside to find some people, and then, in front of them In front of you, just like I bullied you, you also bully me, okay?"

Xiaojing turned a deaf ear, with no emotional ups and downs on his face.

He raised his hand and pushed the person away, as if to say, I don't even want to touch you when you are so dirty.

"...you don't want to...it's fine, someone will." Chu Hanyi gritted his teeth with a pale face and said, "Let others deceive me, and you can watch from the side, okay?"

Xiao Jing said: "I think you are really crazy!"

"As long as you can forgive me, there's nothing I can't do!" Chu Hanyi said in a serious tone, "If one doesn't work, then come two! If two don't work, then come three! Even if it's people from the entire Demon Realm, They all come to bully me, so what? What can I do?!"

"I just ask you to forgive me!"

Xiao Jing shook his head, and after a while he sighed, and said sadly: "You still don't understand, this is no longer an affair between you and me."

"What do you mean?"

"Do you know how many people have been implicated because of my affair with Master? Seven years ago, you went on a rampage all over the world of cultivation, how many families, sects, how many monks died one after another, and how many The family is broken, and the wife and children are separated?" Xiaojing looked solemn and said in a deep voice, "Do you know how many people I trusted and cared about the most were killed because I had feelings for Master that I shouldn't have? ?”

"My senior brother from the same school, my twin brother, my half-brother, the master who raised me for more than ten years! And Luo Suxuan...they all fell in front of me one by one."

"The people I love, everyone who loves me, all died one by one. To this day, you still ask me to forgive you? How do you ask me to forgive you?"

Xiaojing's voice suddenly became louder, and he said word by word: "How can I forgive you? I can't even forgive myself, so how can I forgive you?"

"I don't care!" Chu Hanyi said aggressively, "I don't care so much! Whoever created me will be responsible! I don't want to care about others. Whether they live or die has nothing to do with me? All I know is, I exist because of you, you can't leave me behind!"

"Even if you die, I will drag you to die together!"

Chu Hanyi pinched Xiao Jing's neck with one hand and pressed his wrist with the other, both of them fell into the coffin, and he pulled Xiao Jing's belt like crazy.

He leaned over and gnawed on Xiaojing's flesh, wanting to completely possess the Taoist priest in front of him like crazy.

But when it was about to succeed, it died down again.

Chu Hanyi finally stopped, looked down at Xiaojing's face, and asked tremblingly, "Why didn't you resist? You used to..."

"The more I resist, the more interested you will be." Xiaojing lay in the coffin expressionlessly, and said numbly, "Since you can't hide, it's better to follow the trend. If I want to ascend, I have to find love If you don't experience love, how can you talk about exploration?"

"You want to ascend to Taoism?"

"Yes, I want to ascend to Taoism, and you are just stepping stones on the way to my ascension." Xiaojing said again, and he slowly closed his eyes, "There is a saying in Buddhism that form is emptiness, emptiness is form, what you think and what you think See, it's all false."

Chu Hanyi couldn't calm down for a long time, and he didn't touch Xiaojing again.

Sitting up silently, his expression was obscure, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After a long time, Chu Hanyi said: "If I had known that my existence would destroy Lin Jing, then I would rather never have existed in this world."

After hearing this, Xiaojing got up and gathered up his clothes again.He also doesn't understand why the cause and effect in this world are so complicated.

It seems that everyone is right, and it seems that everyone is wrong.

It's just that the position of the station is different, and the angle of viewing the problem is different.

Chu Hanyi couldn't choose whether he was born or not, just like Xiaojing couldn't choose his own existence, exactly the same.

Chu Hanyi is Yue Wuchen's shadow, and Xiao Jing is actually Lin Jing's shadow.

Neither of them could choose their origin.

If he could choose, Xiaojing would not want to set foot on this thorny path.

And I believe that Chu Hanyi would not be willing, as he has spent his whole life making wedding dresses for others.

"I won't let you go," Chu Hanyi suddenly smiled, and turned his head to look over, "Everyone calls you the cold moon above your head, so even if I die, you can only illuminate my coffin, My bones, my path of reincarnation."

But Xiaojing said: "I'm afraid, there are nine out of ten unsatisfactory things in life. Everything can't be as you wish, so why force it?"

"If you can't force it, then everything will be destroyed." Chu Hanyi said with a smile, "I will not give you up to Yue Wuchen even if I die. Except for me, no one in this world can match you. Don't worry, you will never be able to marry me." Chaosheng, I have to pull you on my back too. If you and I are together, we won’t be alone.”