The whole division is begging for my forgiveness

Xiao Jing showed a very confused look.

Every time he hears the words Wuji Daozong, he always has the urge to cry.

Speaking of it, he felt that he was a very unfilial person.

When he learned that his biological father, the head of the Chang family, was torn to pieces by the murderous corpse, Xiao Jing didn't feel any grief.

What he thought was that his mother was free at last.

But when he heard "Wuji Dao Sect" and Yue Wuchen told him that he was going to be accepted as a disciple and take him back.

Tears could not stop pouring out.

Xiaojing thinks that crying is a very useless behavior, and tears can't solve any problems.

People have to fight for breath to live.

He raised his hand and wiped the tears that were about to burst into his eyes, as if he had never cried.

Looking at his behavior, Yue Wuchen once again thought of Lin Jing back then.

He thought, maybe, it's not that Lin Jing can't cry or hurt, but he just never shows it in front of others.

And the current Xiaojing may be the most real and the most vivid.

As Lin Jing's master, Yue Wuchen thought that he knew his apprentice very well.

But until the apprentice died, he didn't know the reason for the apprentice's insistence, what it was.

After Lin Jing died that year, everyone hadn't realized what happened.

It was as if the boy in the white robe disappeared in just one night.

It disappeared completely, without leaving even a last word, it disappeared completely.

This caught everyone by surprise.

But what happened later made them even more unexpected.

Lin Jinghong came back from a serious injury, clutching his broken arm and looking for his second brother everywhere, what he was saying was that his second brother killed the Demon Emperor, rescued thousands of disciples of the master sect, and prevented a melee battle between the two realms of the mysterious demon .

It is the glory of the teacher's school, and he became famous at a young age, which is the pride of their Lin family.

At that time, Lin Mobai was supposed to have lost his two younger brothers, and when he was feeling overwhelmed and overwhelmed, seeing Lin Jinghong come back, he froze on the spot.

And with a face full of disbelief, he asked how Lin Jinghong came back alive.

Lin Jinghong told the story of him and Lin Jing breaking into the devil world to save people one by one.

He also said that his arm was cut off after he separated from his second brother, met the demon soldiers, and didn't pay attention to his back.

He also told about Lin Jing raising his sword and entering the Demon Palace alone.

He even told everyone that on the way back, he met many demon soldiers fleeing for their lives, and those people kept saying that it was Lin Jingzhu who killed the demon emperor!

At that time, after Lin Jinghong finished speaking, he still proudly asked the people around him where Lin Jing had gone.

He also said that during the period when he was seriously injured and comatose in the Demon Realm, he suffered severe heart pain more than once, and it was assumed that Lin Jing must have been injured.

Just yesterday, he was awakened from the faint by the severe pain.

After waking up, he walked back slowly.

Lin Jinghong's expression at that time was extremely happy, and when he talked about Lin Jing, he was even more proud, patted his broken arm and said, the war is over, everything is worth it.

He also said that there must be a celebration banquet for Lin Jing.

But the few people present were like five thunderbolts, as if they were in the red lotus karmic fire for a moment, and their muscles and bones were burned to pieces.

Yue Wuchen has never forgotten the feeling of suffocation caused by the thunderbolt to this day.

Can't forget it to this day.

He just didn't understand why Lin Jing at that time would rather die than reveal the whereabouts of the Demon Emperor, even if he couldn't find out.

Would rather die than say.

Even if Lin Jing said that he had killed the Demon Emperor, and bringing back the Demon Emperor's body, magic weapon, and even a little bit of fragments would be enough to prove his innocence.

Even if the Demon Emperor died and disappeared, not even a little bit of powder remained.

Then Lin Jing can also say that the real reason why he feeds the demon with his body is because he wants to abandon himself and kill the demon emperor.

Abandoning the small self and fulfilling the big self, this is not shameful!

This is the sacrifice he made for the master and the cultivation world!

No one is qualified to say that he is wrong.

But Lin Jing didn't say anything at that time, not a single word.

Always keep silent.

Yue Wuchen was in such a hurry that he almost didn't get so enraged by Lin Jing that he vomited blood.

There were rumors and gossips outside, hundreds of Taoist sects gathered in Daozong, and all the spearheads pointed at Lin Jing.

But Lin Jing didn't say anything!

As a target of public criticism, Lin Jing was accused by thousands of people and insulted in every possible way, but he didn't say anything!

No matter how tortured he was to extract a confession, he would not say anything.

Pressing the question to the extreme, I just beg the master not to be angry, and not to drive myself out of the teacher.

There is no more words for the rest.

It seems that he only wants to die.

Just for death.

Yue Wuchen still didn't understand why he didn't tell him the truth when he brought up the child himself.

Why would he rather suffer all the grievances and swallow all the bitterness in his stomach than tell the truth to his master.

And why, wanting to die?

Could it be that Lin Jing thought that if he told the truth, his master would definitely not stand in front of him and block all the other schools of thought for him?

But later, Yue Wuchen found out how Lin Jing used his body to feed the demon in the first place.

How humiliating and unbearable the process of feeding demons is.

However, those disciples who were exchanged by Lin Jing at the price of their lives kept silent about it afterwards.

No one has ever stood up to explain for Lin Jing.

No one stood up.

He even stood in the corner, watching Lin Jing being tortured with cold eyes.

After knowing that Lin Jing was dead, Lin Jinghong was furious and raised his sword to question him.

Those people faltered and said that they had seen with their own eyes the days and nights when Lin Jing was forced by the Demon Emperor.

They felt that it was unbearable, very unbearable, and very humiliating.

I was afraid that Lin Jing would kill them to silence them afterwards.

It was also at that time that Yue Wuchen knew how much Lin Jing had suffered and what kind of horrific humiliation he had suffered.

But as a respected teacher, he only considered the sect and his own face, as well as the hexagrams he had calculated many years ago, and decided that Lin Jing must die.

How ridiculous, just because people's words are scary, just because of the teacher's family and his own face, just for a mere hexagram!

Yue Wuchen personally destroyed his most cherished apprentice.

Regardless of the little apprentice's begging, he ruthlessly expelled him from the teacher's school.

But what happened to Lin Jing later was unexpected by Yue Wuchen.

Yue Wuchen resented that even Lin Jing had been deposed by him, and he had to endure so much suffering before he died.

Hate what other people did to Lin Jing.

But what he hated most was himself, because he was the one who started it first.

He was the one who hurt Lin Jing first.

Others mistakenly thought that Lin Jing had lost all protection, and anyone who wanted to come up and step on it was fine.

Even afterwards, those disciples who had been saved by Lin Jing, without exception, had their cultivation bases abolished and expelled from the sect.

But Lin Jing will never come back again.

Even though Yue Wuchen tried his best, even if it was flesh and blood as a sacrifice, spirits as a guide, and hanging banners all over the mountain, he could never recall the original forest scene.

Yue Wuchen began to re-examine himself, and also began to re-examine Xiaojing.

Lin Jing is Lin Jing, Xiao Jing is Xiao Jing.

Although it was the same person, they were separated by seven years.

Looking at the young man in front of him who was completely different from Lin Jing, Yue Wuchen felt that it was time for him to let go of the face of the suzerain and the figure of the master.

Again, get to know Xiaojing well.

Instead of treating Xiaojing as Lin Jing's substitute, a defective product.

Xiao Jing is independent, thoughtful, able to cry, laugh and hurt, a living person.

"You said, is your name Chang Xuan?" Yue Wuchen said softly, "Then I will call you Ah Xuan in the future, is that okay?"

Xiaojing was taken aback for a moment, then raised his head suddenly.

It's a bit unbelievable.

Because he thought Yue Wuchen was the same as everyone else, so he called him Xiaojing or Lin Jing when he came up.

He didn't consider his thoughts at all, nor asked his opinion, and forced him to make decisions and choices for him.

But Yue Wuchen seemed to sense his emotions, and began to ask for his opinion.

Xiao Jing's breathing was a little short, and he was also a little nervous. He was still very wary of Yue Wuchen, but he still nodded politely and said, "Yes, my name is Chang Xuan, and Xiao Jing is not my original name."

"Chang Xuan, is the Xuan the one where there is a lonely pine in Nan Xuan, and Ke Ye Zi Mian Mi?" Yue Wuchen asked again.

"Maybe, I don't remember."

Xiao Jing lowered his head and stared at the back of his hand, which still had the dirt he had vomited up before.

"How about using the word Xuan for the time being?"

Xiaojing felt that it should be so, so he nodded and said, "Okay."

"I heard that you still have a mother who is still alive, where is she now, do you know?"

Hearing this, Xiao Jing immediately became vigilant.

It's fine if he is taken as a hostage, but whoever dares to take his mother back as a hostage.

Then even if he dies, he won't let Yue Wuchen go!

Seeing Xiaojing's appearance, Yue Wuchen roughly guessed his thoughts, and said from the side: "If it's inconvenient, then I won't ask."

After a pause, he said again, "Give me your hand."

"doing what?"

Xiaojing put his hands behind his back vigilantly, shook his head and said, "No, don't break my hands, don't!"

"No waste, your hands are dirty, I will clean them up for you."

Yue Wuchen comforted softly: "Don't be afraid, Ah Xuan, don't be afraid, it's fine if you don't pass your hand over, then I will extend my hand over, don't be afraid, don't dodge, I promise, I will never hurt you, absolutely Won't!"

Xiaojing was still not at ease, watching Yue Wuchen's gradually raised hand vigilantly.

That hand was slender and fair, much larger than his own.

It seemed like one slap could blow his head off.

Xiao Jing didn't know why he had such a weird idea for no reason.

After a moment of distraction, the hand had already stretched out, raised two fingers on the back of his hand, and pinched a trick that Xiaojing couldn't understand.

Then in an instant, the dirt on the back of the hand, and even the clothes and bedding disappeared.

Xiao Jing had never seen this kind of magic technique. He was at Luo Suxuan's place, and he had only seen how Luo Suxuan cast spells to defend corpses, and how to kill people.

Then he felt that Yue Wuchen's spell was quite novel, and his body became very clean immediately.

Xiao Jing raised his eyes and glanced at Yue Wuchen, and saw that his Taoist robe was stained with a lot of dirt, so he apologized again with an apologetic face: "I'm sorry, I really didn't mean it."

"This seat also said, it doesn't matter."

Yue Wuchen said so, and smiled at Xiaojing, and used a cleansing technique on himself.

Soon the black Taoist robe returned to its original appearance.

Xiao Jing asked, "What kind of spell is this?"

Yue Wuchen: "Cleaning technique, what, do you want to learn?"

"Can I...can learn?"

Xiao Jing is very interested in this cleaning technique, because he is always clumsy and messes himself up.

If he learns this, he will no longer be dirty, and others will no longer look at him with disgust.

But, he didn't know if Yue Wuchen would teach him, maybe just tease him.

Moreover, Xiao Jing believes that there is no such thing as a free pie in the sky.

Since he wanted to learn cleaning skills from Yue Wuchen, he must pay a corresponding price.

But now that he has become like this, what else can he exchange?

Sure enough, Yue Wuchen's next sentence was: "If you want me to teach you cleaning techniques, then you have to promise me one thing."

Xiao Jing said in his heart, look, there is no good thing in the world.

Anything obtained requires an equal price.

Xiaojing shook his head, looking a little lonely, and said: "I... I am like this now, and I may not be able to help you with anything."

After a pause, he pursed his lips severely: "Don't use me to lure Luo Suxuan, I'd rather die!"

This tone is a bit like Lin Jing's, as stubborn as he is, if he decides on something, he must do it to the end, even if he hits his head badly and bleeds, he will not look back.

Yue Wuchen shook his head and said: "I want to catch Luo Suxuan, there are thousands of ways, but I will definitely not use you to lure him. He doesn't have that qualification yet."

After saying this, Xiaojing didn't understand even more, and asked with his head tilted: "Then what do you want me to do?"

"I just want to ask you, what do you like to eat and what do you dislike, that's all."

Yue Wuchen stared deeply at Xiaojing's face, and said sternly: "Just now, those meals are not to your liking, I can see that."

Xiaojing didn't say anything, just looked down at his right hand in a daze.

Yue Wuchen said again: "You don't like green beans, choy sum, or bitter melon, right?"

Xiaojing still didn't say a word, and nodded after a while, frowned and said, "Qingdou seems to be fed to ducks, cabbage is tasteless, and bitter gourd is too bitter, I don't like to eat those things."

Those were Lin Jing's favorites back then.

Lin Jing likes to eat fresh vegetables, especially the emerald green ones.

But these are what Xiaojing doesn't like.

Yue Wuchen wanted to know the real Xiaojing, so naturally he refused to force him to accept everything Lin Jing liked.

So he asked: "Then what do you like to eat? Tell me, and I will have someone prepare it for you."

"I like...to eat sweet things, the sweeter the better, I hate bitter things the most."

Xiaojing couldn't think of any delicious food he had eaten.

When he was with Luo Suxuan, Luo Suxuan didn't ask him what he likes to eat.

They were all carrying Xiaojing on their backs and had been prepared for him in advance.

Even if he went to eat in a tavern, Luo Suxuan would order the most expensive one directly.

He said that ordinary dishes are not good for Xiaojing's stomach.

A piece of small pepper in the dish can't wait to carve out eight flowers.

In my memory, I have never eaten anything I particularly like, but I only vaguely remember that I really want to eat sweet ones.

After Yue Wuchen listened, he nodded and said: "Okay, I will ask someone to prepare a new meal for you, but you are still seriously injured, eating sweets is not good for your health."

Xiaojing knows that eating too much sweet food is not good for his teeth, and he doesn't expect to eat sweet food all the time, as long as he eats a little bit occasionally.

As long as you don't make him suffer all the time, everything will be fine.

Yue Wuchen thought about it for a while and said, "Do you think this is good? You just said that your stomach is not feeling well, so drink some porridge to warm your stomach. Since you don't like vegetarians, then drink some shredded chicken porridge, okay?" good?"

At the head of the small scenic spot, just hearing that there is chicken porridge to drink, I feel that the dark clouds above the head have dispersed a lot.

Yue Wuchen really meant what he said, and when he asked someone to prepare chicken porridge for him, he prepared it immediately.

There is not only shredded chicken porridge, but also a small packet of candied fruit. When Yue Wuchen unpacked the candied fruit, the sweet smell wafted out.

Xiaojing doesn't know what sweetness is like, and he has never eaten sweetness since he can remember.

But he instinctively wanted something sweet.

Yue Wuchen saw that Xiao Jing had been staring at the candied fruit in his hand, but thought of Lin Jing again.

I remember that when Lin Jing was young, he used to visit relatives in Lin Jian Villa, and was pestered by Lin Jinghong, and he stuffed a zongzi candy into his mouth.

That was the first time Xiao Linjing ate candy.

Children like to eat sweets, even Lin Jing is no exception.

In the Taoist sect, he could only eat vegetarian rice, and there was no refreshing taste in the food.

Lin Jing was still young at that time, and for the first time brought a bag of zongzi candy from the Lin family back to Daozong.

He kept it in his arms and covered it back.

Later, when he was practicing calligraphy with his big brother Shen Qingyuan, he took it out and shared it with Shen Qingyuan.

But Shen Qingyuan was no longer a kid who loved candy at that time, he only felt that Xiao Linjing was only focused on eating, not practicing calligraphy at all.

Not only did he throw the packet of zongzi candy out of the window face to face, but he also fined Lin Jing with ten hands and asked him to rewrite three big characters.

Yue Wuchen knew about it, and didn't say anything, he just felt that there was nothing wrong with the elder brother disciplining the younger disciples.

Later, when Yue Wuchen went to visit Xiao Linjing, he saw him kneeling by the table, tightly clenched his red hands, and promised him seriously.

At that time, Xiao Linjing said that he would be obedient, motivated, and become what the teachers liked, and he would never eat zongzi candy again.

Later, Yue Wuchen never heard Lin Jing talk about sugar or not.

Maybe, Lin Jing likes to eat sweets, but he never said it.

If Lin Jing didn't say anything, how would Yue Wuchen know.

Yue Wuchen inevitably felt sad, but soon, he picked up a round candied fruit, handed it to Xiaojing's mouth, and said warmly: "Eat it, eat it if you want."

How eager he was to let Xiaojing eat the candied fruit he wanted.

Then I want to go back to the past and tell Lin Jing that if you want to eat zongzi candy, you can eat it. Master will not blame you.

The author has something to say:

Because I personally feel that the guilt caused by everyone knowing the truth can't last long, and any compensation I make is just to relieve myself.

I still want to fundamentally let them discover that their previous understanding of Lin Jing was not accurate.Let them re-examine themselves, there is a certain process of change.

If it's just oops, I regret, I feel guilty, I'll make it up to you, let's not talk about whether making up can heal Xiaojing's hurt, they haven't fully recognized their mistakes fundamentally, and still I live in my own world.Even if things were repeated, nothing would change.

Therefore, I still want to stick to my own ideas, it is true that all the villains are real, and it is true that all the members eat box lunches.But before they go offline, I still want them to sincerely and fundamentally discover their mistakes and make changes.

As for the second half of the copy, they shouted how about Xiaojing, how about Xiaojing. In fact, at that time, they doted on Xiaojing, and they didn't dote on Xiaojing because of Lin Jing. Xiao Jing was treated as an independent individual.

I personally think that for Xiao Jing, this is the best way to soothe his wounded heart, because everyone agrees with his existence, not because anyone hates or likes him.

Xiaojing is just Xiaojing, without any other things mixed in.

Of course, it's just my personal point of view, seeking common ground while reserving differences.