The whole division is begging for my forgiveness

When Lin Jinghong heard Xiaojing say that he would also be in pain, he was stunned for a moment.

Because the second elder brother never said that he would be in pain.

never said.

In my memory, the second elder brother is as strong and patient as a wooden man, always aloof and unsullied.

I remember one time, Lin Jinghong was severely reprimanded by his elder brother because he couldn't do well in sword practice.

He was still young at the time, and he had just been taken back to Linjian Villa not long ago, so he felt that Lin Mobai and him were not brothers of the same mother, so why reprimand him?

The Lin family didn't care about his life or death for so many years, allowing him and his old mother to hide in the world, seeing all the cold eyes of others.

After finally waiting for him to learn the tricks of the street gangsters, he took him home again.

Still ask him this, ask him that, why?

Taking advantage of no one's attention, he broke the small wooden sword and sneaked out to play.

Later, he ran into the forbidden area of ​​the back mountain by mistake, and accidentally fell into the deep pit, breaking his leg.

Sitting at the bottom of the pit and crying for a long time, no one came to rescue him.

It also happened that the second brother Ye came back from the Wuji Taoist sect. After hearing about this, he took more than ten disciples to look for him in the back mountain.

When he was found by the second brother, he almost lost his voice from crying.

The whole person is dirty, his face is like a little tabby cat.

There was a pool of blood on the ground, and the trouser legs were soaked with blood.

At that time, the second brother was not like the elder brother, who scolded him harshly at every turn, and would not raise his hand to knock him on the head at every turn.

Instead of scolding him for running around, the second brother jumped into the pit, tore off his underwear to bandage his wound, and carried him out.

It's just that both of them were young at that time, and it was still difficult for the second brother to carry him on his back, but the second brother didn't say anything.

Thin shoulders, and Lin Jinghong who ate and drank in the Lin family and became a little fat man on his back.

Difficult to climb up the pit.

After coming up from the bottom of the pit, the second brother carried him all the way back when he was crying to death.

Because he was afraid of being scolded by his elder brother, he began to cry to his second brother on the walk, saying how strict and bad his elder brother was to him, and how his elder brother always forced him to practice swords, read and write, and so on.

Anyway, he poured all his bitterness in front of his second brother, and at the end of crying, he begged his second brother to take him to Wuji Daozong.

Always be by my brother's side.

He also said that the suzerain of Wuji Dao Sect seems to be quite kind, and the elder brother Shen Qingyuan also looks very approachable.

Before Shen Qingyuan was still smiling and gave him candy, it seemed that he was a good person.

Lin Jinghong didn't think too much about it at the time, but he was very envious of his second brother for having a good teacher, a master who treated him well, and a senior brother who was approachable.

No matter what you say, you must worship under the same teacher as the second brother, under the same master.

At that time, Lin Jing's expression was lonely for a moment, and he took a moment to tell Lin Jinghong: "My master once said that he only accepts two direct disciples in his life, and I am the second disciple of the master. If you want to worship him as your teacher, Second Brother will leave."

Later, the second brother didn't agree, but just told him that it's okay, if the eldest brother wants to scold him, he will help to intercede.

At that time, Lin Jinghong cried for a long time because he broke his leg. No matter how Lin Jing tried to coax him, it was useless. The little cripple was even less liked.I was so tired that I fell asleep before I got home.

When I woke up, my broken leg was fixed, and even my clothes were changed into clean ones.

The elder brother didn't scold him for a second, instead he patted his head uncharacteristically, and told him to recuperate well, and wait for other matters to be discussed after the injury healed.

It was a long time later that Lin Jinghong heard from the doormen at home that no one was allowed to enter the forbidden area of ​​the back mountain of Linjian Villa, except for the previous patriarchs. of.

He also said that Lin Jing took all the faults on himself that night, and knelt in the ancestral hall for Lin Jinghong all night.

Because both of them broke into the forbidden area, Lin Jing received a hundred rulers, taking Lin Jinghong's portion as well.

Those rulers are actually jet-black wooden boards, very long, as tall as a seven- or eight-year-old child if erected, with the Lin family's rules engraved on them.

Usually several people beat the victim's arms, back, waist, buttocks, chest and lower abdomen at the same time.

In other words, except for the head and face, the other parts have to be slapped once.

Moreover, the prisoner is not allowed to cry, otherwise he will have to be beaten again.

According to those disciples, Lin Jing didn't cry out the whole time, and he finished it in a dull manner.

A little child is so strong and forbearing, and when he grows up, he will definitely not be so bad.

But when the servants were ordered to clean the ancestral hall the next day, they found that the futon was covered with blood.

But Lin Jing didn't say anything. After kneeling all night, before dawn the next day, Shen Qingyuan came to pick him up, saying that there was a Taoist temple at the foot of the mountain, and he invited the disciples of the Taoist sect to do a ritual ceremony. He took Lin Jing with him.

In this way, Lin Jing was taken away. Later, it was heard that Lin Jing was not very focused when doing things because of the pain in his body, and he did not hold the staff in his hand, so Shen Qingyuan took him aside again and severely reprimanded him.

After returning to the mountain, Lin Jing was locked up for half a month. He was burned incense and chanted scriptures every day, and copied prayer flags.

After Lin Jinghong's legs recovered, when he saw Lin Jing again, he saw that his second brother had lost a lot of weight.

But Lin Jing just smiled and comforted him afterwards and said, it doesn't matter.

Similar things have happened many times, but the second brother never said that he was in pain.

But Xiaojing can cry out for pain, which is very different from the second brother.

The second brother has never been so cold and distant towards him like Xiaojing.

Lin Jinghong had no intention of transferring his resentment towards Luo Suxuan to Xiaojing, nor did he want to mention Luo Suxuan any more.

Kneeling in front of Xiaojing, she moved her lips a few times, wanting to call out Second Brother.

But before the words came out, Xiaojing said, "I'm not your second brother, so don't yell."

Then he turned his head away without looking at Lin Jinghong again.

As if Lin Jinghong was a stranger, Xiaojing didn't even bother to talk to him.

So indifferent, so unkind.

Lin Jinghong was in a daze for a long time, kneeling stiffly in front of Xiaojing.

Until Lin Mobai's voice came from behind.

"Jinghong! What are you doing?"

"Big brother?"

As soon as Lin Jinghong raised his head, someone grabbed his arm and pulled him up from the ground without any explanation.

Lin Mobai first glanced at Xiaojing who was sitting at the table, seeing that he hadn't looked over, as if nothing had happened, he couldn't help frowning and said: "Jinghong, what are you doing here?" What are you doing? Do you want to save the face of the Lin family? "

"Brother, he is..."

"He is Chang Xuan, not your second brother, you are mistaken."

Even if Xiao Jing is Lin Jing and Lin Jing is Xiao Jing, it has been a full seven years, and things have long since changed.

Moreover, Xiao Jing now only recognizes himself as Chang Xuan, not Lin Jing.

Lin Jinghong, as the young master of Linjian Villa, could kneel down to his second elder brother Lin Jing, but he absolutely couldn't kneel down to Chang Xuan, the bastard son of Nanyang Chang's family.

Otherwise, if it spreads out, where will the face of the Lin family be placed?

Lin Mobai took a deep breath, suppressed his anger, and said to Xiaojing: "Mr. Chang, Brother Sister has already knelt down to apologize to you. What else do you want? He didn't hurt you. I was the one who hurt you." , please don’t take your anger out on your younger brother.”

It was only then that Xiaojing seemed to see someone coming, turned his head, and said puzzledly: "I didn't ask him to kneel down to apologize, but he did it all of a sudden, what's none of my business?"

"Brother, don't worry about it... No, I don't care about Mr. Chang's business. I'm the one who has to kneel down. It's none of his business."

Lin Jinghong hurriedly said that he was afraid that the two brothers would have another dispute because of him.

Originally, the second brother lost his memory now, and was deceived by Luo Suxuan, causing many misunderstandings, and he was quite hostile to them.

Don't get into an argument over this matter again.

Lin Jinghong hurriedly said: "Brother, it's my fault, I didn't think carefully, it's none of Mr. Chang's business! Brother, I'm hungry, let's eat, okay? Brother!"

Lin Mobai didn't say anything after all, and was about to pull Lin Jinghong to his seat.

Unexpectedly, Xiaojing turned his head and face, and said directly to Yue Wuchen: "There are too many people here, my chest is tight, and I can hardly breathe."

As soon as these words came out, Yue Wuchen said to Lin Mobai: "There are still empty tables over there, please."

Lin Mobai secretly said, Xiaojing is not the same Lin Jing as before, naturally he is not as magnanimous, gentle and considerate as Lin Jing.

Especially Yue Wuchen is obviously protecting Xiaojing everywhere, as long as Xiaojing is happy, Yue Wuchen is as blind as opening his eyes, and he doesn't feel that Xiaojing is being rude.

Lin Mobai swallowed his sullen anger, and pulled Lin Jinghong to sit at the table next to him.

Then the two of them stared at Xiaojing intently.

No one spoke again.

I don't know if it was negotiated or not, but Shen Qingyuan came here at this juncture.

Seriously injured and knelt all night, Shen Qingyuan's complexion didn't look very good, but his clothes were as neat and tidy as before.

First, he went up to Yue Wuchen and cupped his hands, saying "disciple pays homage to master".

Seeing that Yue Wuchen nodded in response, Shen Qingyuan turned around again, hesitated for a moment, then cupped his hands and said to Xiaojing: "Before now, I behaved improperly, which is why I accidentally injured Mr. Chang, Shen Qingyuan I am here today to apologize to Mr. Chang, and I hope Mr. Chang can understand."

With that said, he cupped his hands and bowed down.

Xiaojing was a little confused.

He just came down to have a meal, why is he so uneasy?

There was Lin Jinghong crying and knelt in front of him to apologize before, and Shen Qingyuan bowed his hands and apologized later.

Leaving other aspects aside, Shen Qingyuan's attitude of apologizing is quite sincere.

At least he didn't say anything inexplicable.

The etiquette is thoughtful, the tone is calm, and the attitude is good. It is much better than Lin Jinghong holding his hand and talking with him when he came up.

But this doesn't mean that Xiaojing can forgive Shen Qingyuan.

Xiaojing believes that forgiving a person means that he is willing to forgive and expresses his understanding of the harm others have done to him.

But unfortunately, he was not the kind of magnanimous person, so he couldn't understand why Shen Qingyuan wanted to stab him with a sword for no reason.

Of course there is no way to understand.

Xiao Jing said regretfully: "I have received your apology, but I cannot forgive you."

As soon as these words came out, several people present were slightly stunned at the same time, and they never thought that Xiao Jing would say that he would not forgive.

The expressions on everyone's faces were somewhat complicated and weird, but no one spoke.

Seeing this, Xiao Jing asked: "What's wrong? Is it the Taoist rule that as long as the other party apologizes, they must forgive, and if they don't forgive, will they be stabbed a few more blood holes?"

Yue Wuchen shook his head: "There is no such regulation."

"That's good," Xiaojing seemed relieved, "I thought that if I said no forgiveness, you would join hands to kill me."

These words were like a thunderclap on the ground, and suddenly rang in the hearts of the three of them.

Everyone's ears were buzzing, and the bloody scene from that year reappeared in their minds.

And all kinds of things at the beginning were nightmares that the three of them could not let go of in this life.

Every midnight dream, Lin Jing's pale face would appear in front of them.

In the dream, Lin Jing didn't say a word, but just looked at them with a pair of clear eyes and sad face.

No matter how they shouted, how they chased, how they rushed up to hold Lin Jing's hand, begging him to come back, but Lin Jing turned around and left without hesitation.

Not a moment lingers.

And every time they woke up, what awaited them was endless darkness and unspeakable misery.

The three of them have been entangled for seven years, and during the seven years, there has never been a single day of relaxation.

That bloody sin, like a big rock, made people panic, even if they just took a breath, they could taste the sweet and fishy smell in their mouths.

None of the three spoke, and the atmosphere was once dead silent.

It wasn't until Lin Jinghong jumped up against the crime that he suddenly stood up and said seriously: "As long as I am alive, no one is allowed to hurt you again. If anyone dares to kill you, he must step over my corpse first!"

Xiaojing didn't take it seriously, and didn't take his words to heart at all, with a face full of indifference.

"Jinghong, sit down, sit down."

It was Lin Mobai who stopped it in time, otherwise Lin Jinghong would probably continue to bluff.

Fortunately, the waiter in the shop brought over the food, which resolved the deathly silence.

Yue Wuchen said to Shen Qingyuan: "Your fault, you will be punished when you go back to the mountain, you just go down first."

In this way, Shen Qingyuan stood up.

But he didn't leave, instead he stood behind Yue Wuchen, staring at Xiaojing with burning eyes.

Not only Shen Qingyuan, but the other three also stared at Xiaojing intently.

Under the gaze of everyone, Xiaojing picked up a pair of chopsticks from the table, and ate vegetables on his own.

He has to eat well, if his stomach is not full, then his injury will heal slowly, and his legs and feet will not be strong enough to run fast.

Xiaojing doesn't want to be anyone's burden, and now her whole heart is to heal the injury as soon as possible.

Even though my body hurts, I can't help but vomit when I eat.

But Xiaojing still forced himself to eat as much as possible.

Yue Wuchen whispered softly from the side: "Eat slowly, don't worry, these are all yours, no one will snatch them from you."

The small scenic spot nodded, and continued to dig into the rice.

After a little hesitation, Yue Wuchen picked up the chopsticks, took the initiative to pick up a small fried meatball, and put it in Xiaojing's bowl.

Xiaojing was slightly taken aback, and his first reaction was to take out the fried meatballs and throw them away.

But after thinking about it, I am now a little waste who eats and drinks.

Basic necessities of life, food, drink and food are all paid by Yue Wuchen.

Xiao Jing always repays his kindness, he understands that although Yue Wuchen is Shen Qingyuan's master, he is different from Shen Qingyuan.

Yue Wuchen never hurt him, nor humiliated him with words, even saved him, changed his medicine, and helped him a lot.

One can't be too ungrateful, and can't blame Yue Wuchen for Shen Qingyuan's fault.

After Xiaojing figured it out, he didn't refuse the fried meatballs that Yue Wuchen gave him, but he didn't eat either.

Just silently burying his head in the rice.

Then Xiaojing's move was tantamount to giving the other three people hope.

The three of them looked at each other, and then they seemed to have suddenly found a way to get closer to Xiaojing.

Immediately imitating the example, he quickly picked up the chopsticks and pretended to pick up food for Xiaojing.

Lin Mobai's action was the quickest. He picked up the vegetable stir-fried cabbage that Lin Jing loved to eat at the beginning, and put it in the Xiaojing bowl. He was just about to smile and say, "Try this..."

Unexpectedly, the next moment, Xiao Jing showed disgust, and mercilessly took the food that Lin Mobai had put into his bowl, and took it out with a chopstick.

Lin Mobai's smile froze on his face.

And Lin Jinghong and Shen Qingyuan next to each other subconsciously looked at each other, without anyone saying anything, silently put the chopsticks back.

The meal was not smooth, but Xiaojing still worked hard to eat three bowls of rice.

Several times during the period, he was so painful that he almost vomited out, but he held it back forcibly.

Xiaojing comforted himself silently, keeping the clouds open to see the moon, and the willows and flowers to brighten another village.

It doesn't matter if he suffers a little now, when he leaves this place, there will always be a place for him.

Due to Xiaojing's injury, it is not suitable to hurry, so he can only stay here temporarily.

But the Wuji Taoist Sect and Linjian Mountain Villa are not easy to have no suzerain to guard them all the time, so they have to go back sooner or later.

Yue Wuchen and Lin Mobai had some disagreements on deciding whether Xiaojing should go to Wuji Daozong or Linjian Villa.

Lin Mobai believed that even if Xiaojing refused to admit that he was Lin Jing, he was born as a member of the Lin family and died as the soul of the Lin family, so he had to take Xiaojing back to Linjian Villa to worship the spirit of his parents.

Moreover, Linjian Villa is the richest man in Gusu, and there are many panaceas. Xiaojing has gone, so are you afraid that he can't be cured?

But Yue Wuchen thought that since Xiaojing was seriously injured and had feelings for them, he would definitely not want to go with them.

You can't force them on this matter, you can only persuade them with kind words.

Lin Mobai said: "What does he know now? His mind is full of those days, how I pinched his neck in the dense forest, how Jinghong called him a broken sleeve! If he was left to choose, he would never go back with me. From Linjian Villa!"

"Since Master Yue also said that he would not go with any of us, is it possible that he was allowed to suffer outside like this? If Luo Suxuan finds him again, will he just watch Xiaojing being deceived by Luo Suxuan? "

Lin Mobai said with a sad face: "Xiao Jing is my younger brother! Whether he admits it or not, he is still a child of my Lin family! How can I bear to watch him suffer and suffer outside?"

He said that he didn't want his younger brother to suffer any more, but he was the one who hurt his younger brother the most.

This is Lin Mobai's usual style.

It is true to dislike it, it is true to be reluctant to let go, it is true to dislike and disgust, and it is true to love and pity.

Lin Mobai found that he had an indescribable feeling for Xiaojing now. What he wanted was Lin Jing, but the one who came back was Xiaojing.

It's just a word difference, but the difference is like a world away.

Can't let go, can't let go, can't let go, but can't accept it.

Trapped in a weird dead end.

Yue Wuchen insisted on his own point of view, and was not open to comment, letting Xiaojing make his own choice.

But before that, Xiaojing had to recover his body.

That night Luo Suxuan's royal corpse slaughtered the entire Chang family, and then made a comeback to slaughter the Wang family.

Now the people here in Nanyang don't know whether Chang Xuan is alive or dead.

As long as Xiao Jing agrees to change his identity to live, they can completely change Xiao Jing's name and surname, even if it is disguised, it is not difficult.

As long as Xiao Jing gives up his identity as Chang Xuan, no one will poke Xiao Jing's back in the future, call him a fool, a lunatic, or criticize his "love affairs".

But the problem is that Xiaojing needs to be voluntary for these things.

Yue Wuchen no longer wants to force him, nor can he force Xiaojing to do anything.

After the first seventeen swords, the master-student relationship between the two has long since been completely broken.

Even Lin Jing still owes Yue Wuchen his teacher.

But it was fully repaid that year.

Xiaojing owed them nothing, nothing.

But they owe Xiaojing a lot.

In the following days, Xiaojing lived quite comfortably.

Apart from eating and sleeping every day, he doesn't need to do anything.

He can eat whatever he wants, as long as he asks.

Under Yue Wuchen's careful care, in just a few days, Xiaojing's wounds scabbed over, forming dark brown hideous scars.

Yue Wuchen applied the ointment to remove the scars on him, and it was very effective. Presumably, in half a month, the scars would be completely gone.

Xiaojing's spirit improved day by day, and his face gradually turned red. Because he ate a lot, his physical strength was slowly recovering.

Yue Wuchen kept his word and taught him the art of cleaning.

But Xiaojing is very stupid, it seems that he is born ignorant of spells, no matter how hard he learns, he just can't learn.

Yue Wuchen was not in a hurry, and was very patient. He taught him over and over again tirelessly, and even bought candied fruit, candied haws, sugar figurines, cherries in syrup... etc., all kinds of sweet things for Xiaojing.

He even smiled and said to Xiao Jing: "It's okay, not everyone can learn it at once, you learn slowly, don't worry."

For a moment, Xiaojing felt that he seemed to be a precious treasure in Yue Wuchen's eyes.

Yue Wuchen looked at him with gentle eyes, his eyes were as deep as a clear spring in an old forest deep in the mountains.

Xiao Jing's face was reflected in the spring's eyes, fell in Yue Wuchen's eyes, and occupied all his eyes.

The author has something to say:

Xiaojing: Ah, there is a rule in Taoism, can you be forgiven if you apologize?If I don't forgive, are you going to kill me?

Even if you screw me, I can't lie, even if you don't forgive me, just a little~