Ji Yunchuan looked at Ji Yu with a complicated expression, and met Ji Yu's expectant eyes.
He knew that Ji Yu wanted him to be happy, wanted him to praise himself, and wanted him to forgive himself.
But what Ji Yu did didn't really make him happy from the bottom of his heart.
Thinking like this, Ji Yunchuan took a deep breath, closed his eyes, as if making up his mind, he raised his hand to meet Ji Yu's expectant gaze and slapped him.
There was a bang, so loud that even Xiaoqianzi and the others who were guarding outside could hear it. They all carefully looked around, wondering if something happened here.
But Ji Yu maintained the thing that he just stretched out his hand. Seeing his stunned expression, he thought that Ji Yunchuan raised his hand to reconcile with him.
Ji Yunchuan pursed his lips, and didn't start to clear up his emotions, then raised his eyes to look at Ji Yu, and said: "I am very happy to keep my mother from entering the concubine's mausoleum. But...but I don't need you to help my mother." Burial, you can tell me about it and let me, my son, do it. You, I don't think she wants to see you very much, and she doesn't want to see you here with me, and she doesn't want to hear you say you're going to dig her The grave of your sweetheart."
Ji Yu opened his mouth to explain something, but when he met Ji Yunchuan's gaze, he couldn't say anything. He just shook his head, and finally all his words became one sentence: "Yunchuan, I just want you to be happy."
Ji Yunchuan looked at him with raised eyebrows, and said: "If you only want me to be happy, then it's not that you can't do what you want. I also said just now that my mother doesn't want to enter the concubine's mausoleum, so I'm very happy and very happy to be able to prevent my mother from entering the concubine's mausoleum." Thank you. As for the other things... You should ask me to forgive you for such a thing, which is somewhat inappropriate."
Ji Yu knew why Ji Yunchuan said he shouldn't, but he had no choice but to think of any way to get Ji Yunchuan's forgiveness.He really couldn't stand Ji Yunchuan treating him like this, even though Ji Yunchuan's attitude was not much better in the past, but at least...at least not as it is now.
Moreover, he was confused in the past, he didn't know what he loved in his heart, which led to the irreversible situation today, which made him beg hard but couldn't ask Ji Yunchuan to turn back.
But he really...really knew that he was wrong, he just wanted a chance for himself to make up, for a chance for him to treat Ji Yunchuan well, wouldn't that be okay?
Ji Yu naturally said this, but Ji Yunchuan seemed to have heard the biggest joke in the world when he heard this. When I went back to you, I acted like I knew I was wrong. In fact, if you want to say where you are wrong, can you tell? Even if you say it, maybe you know it in your heart. It makes me feel unhappy, but I don’t think it’s my fault.”
Ji Yu lowered his head when he was told, clenched his fists with his hands hidden in his sleeves, closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, he opened his eyes to look at Ji Yunchuan after he took a deep breath, and said: "I really know that I was wrong. Yes, I know that everything I did was wrong, but... But I just want a chance to make up, and you don't have to forgive me right away, you just give me this chance, okay?"
Hearing this, Ji Yunchuan raised his eyelids, turned Ji Yu's words in his mind, and said, "You don't have to keep asking me, these days you are bothering to ask me for a chance to forgive, if you really make it up , You have done a lot of things to make up for it these days, why are you just shouting from your mouth now."
Ji Yu froze for a moment when he heard these words, he pursed his lips, thinking about Ji Yunchuan's words, wondering if he really did what he said.The answer is naturally yes, he really doesn't need to keep pestering Ji Yunchuan for any chance, Ji Yunchuan is here, if he really makes it up, he doesn't need Ji Yunchuan to give him a chance, he can also make up for it.
Ji Yunchuan glanced at Ji Yu, saw Ji Yu suddenly realized, remembered what Ji Yu said before, frowned, and said: "I mean you can make up for your mistakes, but I didn't say you can take To make up for the fact that I didn't see my heart clearly before."
Ji Yu's back stiffened, and his first reaction was to smile flatteringly at Ji Yunchuan, but unfortunately Ji Yunchuan had already seen through his appearance, and he didn't care how he flattered him, and just bypassed Ji Yu as if he wanted to go back.
Ji Yu turned his head to look at Ji Yunchuan's back, with a lonely expression on his face.
He should be thankful that Ji Yunchuan is still by his side and has not left him.But he also knew that Ji Yunchuan would leave one day, it was just a matter of whether it was sooner or later.
He knew Ji Yunchuan well, knew that Ji Yunchuan would not accept being forced to come to him, if one day Ji Yunchuan forgave him, it would be after Ji Yunchuan left for a long time and finally remembered that he was still there, and returned to the palace again.
And with Ji Yunchuan's temperament, he would not settle down in the imperial palace even if he thought about it, maybe because of some past events, Ji Yunchuan would keep leaving and would not see him a few times throughout the year.
But if he can agree to return to him, even if he only sees him a few times a year, he... is not unacceptable.
After returning to Funing Palace, Ji Yunchuan still did not see Ji Yu, but the relationship between the two of them finally broke the ice compared to the previous days, and it is no longer that they are not allowed to mention anyone without saying a word.Ji Yunchuan thought that since Ji Yu gave Xu Yuehua a tomb, it would be a very small matter to give Xu Yuehua a memorial tablet, and not entering the concubine's mausoleum does not mean that he has been removed from the jade certificate. There is no way to know whether Xu Yuehua's name is still on the jade document.
Xu Yuehua didn't like being trapped here, so naturally her name couldn't be trapped in the Ji family's jade document.
Originally, not all empresses and concubines could be included in the Jade Document. For example, Li Changyi had no chance to be included in the Jade Document. Only those who had children with Empress Xu Yuehua and Concubine Ren Shu could be included in the Jade Document.
In the past, Ji Yunchuan was puzzled, since they all entered your family, what's the matter with being recorded in the Jade Document, why do they still have to give birth to children, if the emperor fails, wouldn't he have no chance to enter the Jade Document for the rest of his life?After death, you can only know that there was such a person by talking with people, but after thousands of years, who would know that such a person lived in this house.
And what a good thing is the jade ultimatum, it looks like you are only allowed to write it down after you have a child, it looks very noble.As everyone knows, if you don't behave like this, no one deserves it, there is no nobility in it.
Ji Yunchuan laughed sarcastically, looked up at the maid who was waiting for his order, and said, "I want to see Ji Yu."
The maid was taken aback for a moment, nodded her head and then turned to deliver the message.By this time, the palace people were no longer surprised when he called Ji Yu by his first name, but Ji Yunchuan thought that they might still think it was inappropriate, but they were already used to him getting along with Ji Yu like this, and besides... they felt that they were nothing more than emperors. Let's make trouble later, even if he didn't agree to be Ji Yu's queen.
Ji Yu came very quickly, he looked like he was busy with something, but Ji Yunchuan wanted to see him, so he came here in a hurry.
When entering the door, Ji Yu was cautious, stretched his feet tentatively, and saw Ji Yunchuan sitting there, he paused, hesitating whether he should go in or not.He knew that Ji Yunchuan didn't like to approach him, so he didn't dare to approach him.
He was afraid that if he got closer, he wouldn't be able to help getting closer, and this would make Ji Yunchuan angry again.
But Ji Yunchuan raised his eyes and glanced at him, only beckoned him to come over, then didn't look at him, just took a sip of tea, and said indifferently: "Did my mother be removed from the jade certificate back then?"
Disappointment flashed across Ji Yu's eyes when he heard this, but he quickly cheered up, and replied: "Father was not willing to be dismissed, but he was very shaken by the matter of death."
Ji Yunchuan had also heard about the matter of the emperor regretting it at the end.
Hong Xing, a woman who knew she loved, cheated, and was so angry that she only wanted to kill her.But after being humiliated with words, after giving the poisoned wine, she began to regret it again. Fortunately, Xu Yuehua didn't give him another chance to trap herself, so she took the poisoned wine and drank it all in one gulp.
At this time, Ji Yunchuan was actually a little grateful that Xu Yuehua was able to escape from this cage, and after he died... he should be regarded as free.
As for the remaining jade cards and tablets, Ji Yunchuan will do it.
Hearing what Ji Yunchuan wanted to do, Ji Yu's eyes lit up, he nodded in confusion and said, "Okay, I'll take care of it for you, you don't have to worry, I will definitely find a good place for your mother to settle down."
Ji Yunchuan raised his eyelids to look at him, shook his head, and said, "Find a new house in Shengjing and buy it for me. Just put the memorial tablet there. As for writing my mother's name there...how about writing a new one?" , my surname is not Ji, but my mother's surname is Xu."
Ji Yu froze for a moment, not knowing what to say for a while.
Ji Yunchuan had been removed from the Jade Document long ago, but everyone who called him would still call him Ji Yunchuan. That was when Ji Yu said that he was not worthy of the surname Ji, and there were fewer people who called him Ji Yunchuan.
Now that Ji Yunchuan says that his surname is not Ji, but that he wants to follow Xu Yuehua's surname as Xu, is this to abandon everything in the past and choose a new place?
But that's fine, it's just that Ji Yu is suddenly a little scared, afraid that Ji Yunchuan will ask him to leave.
He couldn't accept Ji Yunchuan leaving, for him, he could do other things except let Ji Yunchuan leave.
Tell him to die...he will do it.
Ji Yu is no longer so childish as to ask Ji Yunchuan to die with him, he indirectly killed Ji Yunchuan once, should he let Ji Yunchuan die a second time?
That was really unfair to Ji Yunchuan.
Asking Ji Yunchuan to accompany him to die was just to satisfy his twisted possessive desire.
He shouldn't, he can't do that, doing that will only make Ji Yunchuan hate himself even more, and disgust himself even more.
In the next life, in the next life, Ji Yunchuan will not remember the events of this life, and he wants to stay away from him subconsciously.
Thinking about it this way, Ji Yu didn't reject Ji Yunchuan, but only nodded in agreement.
And Ji Yunchuan was ready to break up with Ji Yu for a while, but when he saw that Ji Yu readily agreed, he was a little surprised for a while.
Fortunately, he reacted quickly, turned his eyes away and nodded.
"Ji Yunhan hasn't gone to the imperial mausoleum yet, if you need... no, I need it, I will let everyone know that it was his order that you were frozen to death." Ji Yu looked up at Ji Yunchuan, seeing Ji Yunchuan's expressionless face, Gritting his teeth, he decided to do what he said.
He already understood that no matter what he did now, it would be difficult for Ji Yunchuan to directly feel any strange emotions.He couldn't stop doing these things just because Ji Yunchuan didn't intend to forgive himself, he still had to pull out the past things one by one to clarify, and pull out the past wrong things one by one to pay back.
Even if Ji Yunchuan won't forgive himself, he still has to find a way to atone for what he did before.
作者有话要说:感谢在2022-01-3119:17:46~2022-02-0120:04:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: the beautiful and sassy cat. 2 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
He knew that Ji Yu wanted him to be happy, wanted him to praise himself, and wanted him to forgive himself.
But what Ji Yu did didn't really make him happy from the bottom of his heart.
Thinking like this, Ji Yunchuan took a deep breath, closed his eyes, as if making up his mind, he raised his hand to meet Ji Yu's expectant gaze and slapped him.
There was a bang, so loud that even Xiaoqianzi and the others who were guarding outside could hear it. They all carefully looked around, wondering if something happened here.
But Ji Yu maintained the thing that he just stretched out his hand. Seeing his stunned expression, he thought that Ji Yunchuan raised his hand to reconcile with him.
Ji Yunchuan pursed his lips, and didn't start to clear up his emotions, then raised his eyes to look at Ji Yu, and said: "I am very happy to keep my mother from entering the concubine's mausoleum. But...but I don't need you to help my mother." Burial, you can tell me about it and let me, my son, do it. You, I don't think she wants to see you very much, and she doesn't want to see you here with me, and she doesn't want to hear you say you're going to dig her The grave of your sweetheart."
Ji Yu opened his mouth to explain something, but when he met Ji Yunchuan's gaze, he couldn't say anything. He just shook his head, and finally all his words became one sentence: "Yunchuan, I just want you to be happy."
Ji Yunchuan looked at him with raised eyebrows, and said: "If you only want me to be happy, then it's not that you can't do what you want. I also said just now that my mother doesn't want to enter the concubine's mausoleum, so I'm very happy and very happy to be able to prevent my mother from entering the concubine's mausoleum." Thank you. As for the other things... You should ask me to forgive you for such a thing, which is somewhat inappropriate."
Ji Yu knew why Ji Yunchuan said he shouldn't, but he had no choice but to think of any way to get Ji Yunchuan's forgiveness.He really couldn't stand Ji Yunchuan treating him like this, even though Ji Yunchuan's attitude was not much better in the past, but at least...at least not as it is now.
Moreover, he was confused in the past, he didn't know what he loved in his heart, which led to the irreversible situation today, which made him beg hard but couldn't ask Ji Yunchuan to turn back.
But he really...really knew that he was wrong, he just wanted a chance for himself to make up, for a chance for him to treat Ji Yunchuan well, wouldn't that be okay?
Ji Yu naturally said this, but Ji Yunchuan seemed to have heard the biggest joke in the world when he heard this. When I went back to you, I acted like I knew I was wrong. In fact, if you want to say where you are wrong, can you tell? Even if you say it, maybe you know it in your heart. It makes me feel unhappy, but I don’t think it’s my fault.”
Ji Yu lowered his head when he was told, clenched his fists with his hands hidden in his sleeves, closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, he opened his eyes to look at Ji Yunchuan after he took a deep breath, and said: "I really know that I was wrong. Yes, I know that everything I did was wrong, but... But I just want a chance to make up, and you don't have to forgive me right away, you just give me this chance, okay?"
Hearing this, Ji Yunchuan raised his eyelids, turned Ji Yu's words in his mind, and said, "You don't have to keep asking me, these days you are bothering to ask me for a chance to forgive, if you really make it up , You have done a lot of things to make up for it these days, why are you just shouting from your mouth now."
Ji Yu froze for a moment when he heard these words, he pursed his lips, thinking about Ji Yunchuan's words, wondering if he really did what he said.The answer is naturally yes, he really doesn't need to keep pestering Ji Yunchuan for any chance, Ji Yunchuan is here, if he really makes it up, he doesn't need Ji Yunchuan to give him a chance, he can also make up for it.
Ji Yunchuan glanced at Ji Yu, saw Ji Yu suddenly realized, remembered what Ji Yu said before, frowned, and said: "I mean you can make up for your mistakes, but I didn't say you can take To make up for the fact that I didn't see my heart clearly before."
Ji Yu's back stiffened, and his first reaction was to smile flatteringly at Ji Yunchuan, but unfortunately Ji Yunchuan had already seen through his appearance, and he didn't care how he flattered him, and just bypassed Ji Yu as if he wanted to go back.
Ji Yu turned his head to look at Ji Yunchuan's back, with a lonely expression on his face.
He should be thankful that Ji Yunchuan is still by his side and has not left him.But he also knew that Ji Yunchuan would leave one day, it was just a matter of whether it was sooner or later.
He knew Ji Yunchuan well, knew that Ji Yunchuan would not accept being forced to come to him, if one day Ji Yunchuan forgave him, it would be after Ji Yunchuan left for a long time and finally remembered that he was still there, and returned to the palace again.
And with Ji Yunchuan's temperament, he would not settle down in the imperial palace even if he thought about it, maybe because of some past events, Ji Yunchuan would keep leaving and would not see him a few times throughout the year.
But if he can agree to return to him, even if he only sees him a few times a year, he... is not unacceptable.
After returning to Funing Palace, Ji Yunchuan still did not see Ji Yu, but the relationship between the two of them finally broke the ice compared to the previous days, and it is no longer that they are not allowed to mention anyone without saying a word.Ji Yunchuan thought that since Ji Yu gave Xu Yuehua a tomb, it would be a very small matter to give Xu Yuehua a memorial tablet, and not entering the concubine's mausoleum does not mean that he has been removed from the jade certificate. There is no way to know whether Xu Yuehua's name is still on the jade document.
Xu Yuehua didn't like being trapped here, so naturally her name couldn't be trapped in the Ji family's jade document.
Originally, not all empresses and concubines could be included in the Jade Document. For example, Li Changyi had no chance to be included in the Jade Document. Only those who had children with Empress Xu Yuehua and Concubine Ren Shu could be included in the Jade Document.
In the past, Ji Yunchuan was puzzled, since they all entered your family, what's the matter with being recorded in the Jade Document, why do they still have to give birth to children, if the emperor fails, wouldn't he have no chance to enter the Jade Document for the rest of his life?After death, you can only know that there was such a person by talking with people, but after thousands of years, who would know that such a person lived in this house.
And what a good thing is the jade ultimatum, it looks like you are only allowed to write it down after you have a child, it looks very noble.As everyone knows, if you don't behave like this, no one deserves it, there is no nobility in it.
Ji Yunchuan laughed sarcastically, looked up at the maid who was waiting for his order, and said, "I want to see Ji Yu."
The maid was taken aback for a moment, nodded her head and then turned to deliver the message.By this time, the palace people were no longer surprised when he called Ji Yu by his first name, but Ji Yunchuan thought that they might still think it was inappropriate, but they were already used to him getting along with Ji Yu like this, and besides... they felt that they were nothing more than emperors. Let's make trouble later, even if he didn't agree to be Ji Yu's queen.
Ji Yu came very quickly, he looked like he was busy with something, but Ji Yunchuan wanted to see him, so he came here in a hurry.
When entering the door, Ji Yu was cautious, stretched his feet tentatively, and saw Ji Yunchuan sitting there, he paused, hesitating whether he should go in or not.He knew that Ji Yunchuan didn't like to approach him, so he didn't dare to approach him.
He was afraid that if he got closer, he wouldn't be able to help getting closer, and this would make Ji Yunchuan angry again.
But Ji Yunchuan raised his eyes and glanced at him, only beckoned him to come over, then didn't look at him, just took a sip of tea, and said indifferently: "Did my mother be removed from the jade certificate back then?"
Disappointment flashed across Ji Yu's eyes when he heard this, but he quickly cheered up, and replied: "Father was not willing to be dismissed, but he was very shaken by the matter of death."
Ji Yunchuan had also heard about the matter of the emperor regretting it at the end.
Hong Xing, a woman who knew she loved, cheated, and was so angry that she only wanted to kill her.But after being humiliated with words, after giving the poisoned wine, she began to regret it again. Fortunately, Xu Yuehua didn't give him another chance to trap herself, so she took the poisoned wine and drank it all in one gulp.
At this time, Ji Yunchuan was actually a little grateful that Xu Yuehua was able to escape from this cage, and after he died... he should be regarded as free.
As for the remaining jade cards and tablets, Ji Yunchuan will do it.
Hearing what Ji Yunchuan wanted to do, Ji Yu's eyes lit up, he nodded in confusion and said, "Okay, I'll take care of it for you, you don't have to worry, I will definitely find a good place for your mother to settle down."
Ji Yunchuan raised his eyelids to look at him, shook his head, and said, "Find a new house in Shengjing and buy it for me. Just put the memorial tablet there. As for writing my mother's name there...how about writing a new one?" , my surname is not Ji, but my mother's surname is Xu."
Ji Yu froze for a moment, not knowing what to say for a while.
Ji Yunchuan had been removed from the Jade Document long ago, but everyone who called him would still call him Ji Yunchuan. That was when Ji Yu said that he was not worthy of the surname Ji, and there were fewer people who called him Ji Yunchuan.
Now that Ji Yunchuan says that his surname is not Ji, but that he wants to follow Xu Yuehua's surname as Xu, is this to abandon everything in the past and choose a new place?
But that's fine, it's just that Ji Yu is suddenly a little scared, afraid that Ji Yunchuan will ask him to leave.
He couldn't accept Ji Yunchuan leaving, for him, he could do other things except let Ji Yunchuan leave.
Tell him to die...he will do it.
Ji Yu is no longer so childish as to ask Ji Yunchuan to die with him, he indirectly killed Ji Yunchuan once, should he let Ji Yunchuan die a second time?
That was really unfair to Ji Yunchuan.
Asking Ji Yunchuan to accompany him to die was just to satisfy his twisted possessive desire.
He shouldn't, he can't do that, doing that will only make Ji Yunchuan hate himself even more, and disgust himself even more.
In the next life, in the next life, Ji Yunchuan will not remember the events of this life, and he wants to stay away from him subconsciously.
Thinking about it this way, Ji Yu didn't reject Ji Yunchuan, but only nodded in agreement.
And Ji Yunchuan was ready to break up with Ji Yu for a while, but when he saw that Ji Yu readily agreed, he was a little surprised for a while.
Fortunately, he reacted quickly, turned his eyes away and nodded.
"Ji Yunhan hasn't gone to the imperial mausoleum yet, if you need... no, I need it, I will let everyone know that it was his order that you were frozen to death." Ji Yu looked up at Ji Yunchuan, seeing Ji Yunchuan's expressionless face, Gritting his teeth, he decided to do what he said.
He already understood that no matter what he did now, it would be difficult for Ji Yunchuan to directly feel any strange emotions.He couldn't stop doing these things just because Ji Yunchuan didn't intend to forgive himself, he still had to pull out the past things one by one to clarify, and pull out the past wrong things one by one to pay back.
Even if Ji Yunchuan won't forgive himself, he still has to find a way to atone for what he did before.
作者有话要说:感谢在2022-01-3119:17:46~2022-02-0120:04:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: the beautiful and sassy cat. 2 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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