Ten thousand people suspect that after the death of the prince, there is no time to regret it
Chapter 36 Don't Go
How could Ji Yunchuan have thought that Ji Yu would go crazy to such an extent. Although Ji Yu had said before that he wanted him to take revenge, but? He didn't really... really grab his hand and stab himself like this.
"Why are you crazy? You are the king of a country now, and there are so many things waiting for you to decide. Why are you being so crazy here?" Ji Yunchuan's eyes froze, and he was about to take the dagger away with all his strength. .
But Ji Yu didn't allow him to take the dagger away at all. With a few tears in his eyes that might have been caused by emotion, he looked at him with a smile and said, "No, I'm not crazy, I just want to keep you."
"Leave me?"
Ji Yunchuan raised his eyebrows, looked at Ji Yu up and down because of these words, and couldn't understand why Ji Yu would think so.
He didn't understand, didn't understand why Ji Yu felt that hurting himself could keep him.
According to Ji Yu's logic, could it be that all the humiliation and hurt that Ji Yunchuan suffered back then was for keeping him?
Ji Yunchuan smiled sarcastically, shook his head, and said, "Maybe you already know where your mistakes are, but you don't know how to correct them."
When Ji Yunchuan said this, Ji Yu's eyes lit up, he no longer used that force in his hand, and gave Ji Yunchuan a chance to move the dagger away, but I think Ji Yu still didn't intend to give up, the dagger couldn't be moved at all How many.However, Ji Yu didn't just want Ji Yunchuan to stab himself anymore, he also smiled and looked at Ji Yunchuan, and said, "What do you mean...does it mean that I am a little better than before?"
Ji Yunchuan frowned at him, opened his mouth to say something, but the thousand words turned into a nod in the end.
Ji Yu was very happy, and he even felt that what he did for Ji Yunchuan, no matter how crazy he was, was worth it.
He didn't know how to change it, so he tried carefully, if Ji Yunchuan was willing to forgive himself, it would be best, if Ji Yunchuan was unwilling to forgive him, then it didn't matter.
Life is long, he can try again a little bit.
However, he didn't know if Ji Yunchuan would stay where he was and wait for him to try a little bit, and how to try to make Ji Yunchuan forgive himself.
He was very scared, afraid that Ji Yunchuan would wait impatiently before he could do it, and when he was unwilling to wait any longer, he finally resolutely left him.
Thinking of Ji Yunchuan leaving him, Ji Yu was filled with fear, he didn't even dare to think about what he would do after Ji Yunchuan left him.
Now all he wants is for Ji Yunchuan to stay, but he can't hurt Ji Yunchuan to force him to stay like before? He can only... only hurt himself.
Ji Yu also wanted to know, if he was injured, if he was about to die, would Ji Yunchuan feel the slightest bit of soft-heartedness.
It doesn't have to be a soft heart with affection, just the kind of compassion that you would treat others and strangers.
If it doesn't work... If it doesn't work, Ji Yu will feel very happy if he is as soft-hearted as giving a puppy on the side of the road.
How did Ji Yunchuan know that Ji Yu had thought of so many things, he only thought that if Ji Yu relaxed a little, he could be persuaded.He didn't want to stab the other party as Ji Yu said, and it wasn't that he had any soft-heartedness towards Ji Yu, he just didn't want to add the trouble of "king killing".
If Ji Yu is unconscious at that time, if someone with a heart comes to kill him first and then arrest him, it will be a big trouble.
But just when Ji Yunchuan wanted to persuade him a few more words, he saw that Ji Yu suddenly exerted great strength, grabbed Ji Yunchuan's hand and stabbed the dagger into his chest.
Ji Yunchuan's eyes widened from the shock of this accident, he supported Ji Yu with his free hand, turned his head to look at the anxious little Qianzi next to him, and ordered: "Go and call the imperial doctor, and call the two eunuchs to come in." Help him into the house."
Everyone in the room thought that it was enough for Ji Yu to poke him, but who would have thought that Ji Yu could still smile at Ji Yunchuan anxiously calling for someone to hire an imperial physician, saying "You really still have me in your heart", Pulling out the dagger again, he stabbed himself hard.
Blood spewed out because of the dagger being pulled out, Ji Yunchuan could only feel the smell of blood on the tip of his nose, blood seemed to be splashed on his robe, and the hand closest to the wound was even full of blood.
With such a pungent smell of blood, Ji Yunchuan felt a strong sense of vomiting when he smelled it, and he wanted to cover his lips with his empty hand to suppress the nausea.
Seeing Ji Yunchuan like this, Ji Yu regretted it for a while, he looked at the person in front of him worriedly, before he could say anything, he found that the beauty's face as white as snow was splashed with blood.
It's so beautiful...so beautiful that Ji Yu forgot what he was going to say for a while, and just touched the other person's cheek with the other hand, and wiped his cheek with his thumb while Ji Yunchuan was still stunned by this matter. of blood.
When Ji Yunchuan was touched by Ji Yu like this, he could be regarded as sober, and quickly tried his best to take away the opponent's dagger, not allowing the opponent to stab himself with the dagger again.
It’s just that Ji Yu still felt that it wasn’t enough, and because Ji Yunchuan was so stimulated by the smell of blood, he hesitated, and finally decided to ask: “Are you feeling bad?”
These words made Ji Yunchuan frowned. At first, he didn't understand why Ji Yu would ask such a question, but after thinking about it, he realized that he was so repulsed by the smell of blood just now, and Ji Yu probably hesitated because of that.
This kind of hesitation made Ji Yunchuan feel somewhat mixed. He gradually believed that Ji Yu had affection for him, but his affection for Ji Yu had long since faded away, and now he even lost the reason to stay by Ji Yu's side. idea.
Now... now he just wants to leave this palace.
If you want to stay, at least wait until he goes out.
Maybe one day after leaving this cage, he will want to come back to see Ji Yu.
But what about Ji Yu, his affection for Ji Yu has long since faded away, and he no longer loves him.
He couldn't give Ji Yu what he wanted.
"If I say it's hard, will you let go?" Ji Yunchuan lowered his eyes and didn't look at Ji Yu, just said this lightly.
These words seem to imply something, if it was before, Ji Yu would definitely say "no", but now Ji Yu dare not.
He just looked at Ji Yunchuan sadly, very sad, as if he was about to cry immediately.
Ji Yu seldom cried, Ji Yunchuan's memory seemed to be that he had never cried, but in front of him, because he couldn't keep him, he felt like crying.This made Ji Yunchuan a little helpless and a little bit embarrassed, but he was unwilling to compromise.
"You don't want to, but if you don't let go, I don't want to either." Ji Yunchuan also meant something, but he didn't look at Ji Yu as he did just now, but looked up at Ji Yu's pair of eyes full of heartbreak, In the eyes of despair.
He knew that Ji Yu was sad and unwilling, but he didn't want to stay for the sake of other people's feelings.
"I don't want to let go, but I don't let go... If I don't let go, you will be angry, you will be sad, and you will disgust me. I don't want you to hate me." Ji Yu's voice gradually became crying, he seemed to be still begging, begging Ji Yunchuan had such a soft heart, but he no longer dared to force anything.
"After leaving, it's not like I won't come back forever. If I think of it later, or if I pass by Shengjing, I might come to see you." Ji Yunchuan seldom spoke to Ji Yu like this. He needed to be treated like this by himself, and it was even more impossible for the two of them to speak ill at each other when they were trapped in the East Palace. Later, he only wanted to stay away from Ji Yu, and regarded Ji Yu as a jackal, and it was even more impossible to say that to Ji Yu .
But now, Ji Yu wanted to let go, and looked a little pitiful. It is not impossible for him to say something that may not happen to comfort the other party.
Ji Yu actually knew that Ji Yunchuan probably wouldn't come back to see him, but Ji Yunchuan said so himself, so he wanted to wishful thinking that Ji Yunchuan would definitely come to see him.
It doesn't matter if you don't come to see him for a month, he can wait for one year, three years, five years, ten years, until he dies...
Maybe... maybe before he died, Ji Yunchuan came back to see him.
Ji Yu knew that Ji Yunchuan was cold and hard on the surface, but in fact he was so soft-hearted, he was definitely willing to come back and take a look at him.
Thinking of this, Ji Yu finally let go of the strength in his hand and nodded.
After finally persuading him, Ji Yunchuan heaved a sigh of relief, and just about to say something, he heard someone yelling outside.
He dropped his thoughts on talking to Ji Yu, turned his head to listen carefully, and found that it was the imperial army.
"The thief assassinated the emperor, you follow me to take down the thief!" I don't know who shouted this, but it didn't sound like the familiar commander of the imperial army.
This made Ji Yunchuan a little strange, and Ji Yu couldn't stand anymore, he could only support Ji Yu, turned his head and winked at the eunuchs, and asked the eunuchs to come and help Ji Yu into the house.
Thinking about it, Ji Yu heard what the forbidden soldiers were saying, and leaned half of his body on Ji Yunchuan, and forced himself to turn his head to look outside.
With angry eyes, he glared at the imperial guards who had just arrived, and cursed: "I see who dares to take him!"
Ji Yunchuan lowered his eyes and looked at Ji Yu, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything because of the presence of others.He looked up and saw the imperial physician coming, he quickly supported Ji Yu and walked towards the imperial physician, and the group of people moved into the hall.
After the imperial physician had gone in to see Ji Yu, Ji Yunchuan came out of the screen alone, and did not stay inside to disturb the imperial physician.
Seeing Ji Yunchuan coming out, the palace maid walked forward, first turned her head and glanced at the screen, then turned to look at the blood on Ji Yunchuan's body, she hesitated to speak until she finally said: "Master, why don't you change your clothes first?" ?”
Ji Yunchuan also smelled that the smell of blood was really strong, so he nodded in response.
The two returned to Ji Yunchuan's room, the maid went to fetch clean clothes for Ji Yunchuan and went out.
Ji Yunchuan was not used to being served by others to dress, so he dressed himself before going outside, ready to see what the imperial physician had to say.
The palace maid followed Ji Yunchuan, looking as if she wanted to ask something, but for a moment she didn't know whether she should ask at this time.
Ji Yunchuan also saw what the maid wanted to say, so he asked first: "What do you want to ask?"
Seeing that Ji Yunchuan asked, the maid said hesitantly: "Master, you didn't tell the emperor that you wanted to visit Concubine Ren this time, didn't it mean that you were leaving the palace and not coming back?"
Ji Yunchuan paused, drooping his eyes and thinking of something, he finally shook his head and said: "He is like this, and it's hard to do what I thought, wait for the concubine. As for telling him... wait for him too." Let's talk better."
作者有话要说:感谢在2022-02-0716:10:25~2022-02-0817:00:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 572267056 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
"Why are you crazy? You are the king of a country now, and there are so many things waiting for you to decide. Why are you being so crazy here?" Ji Yunchuan's eyes froze, and he was about to take the dagger away with all his strength. .
But Ji Yu didn't allow him to take the dagger away at all. With a few tears in his eyes that might have been caused by emotion, he looked at him with a smile and said, "No, I'm not crazy, I just want to keep you."
"Leave me?"
Ji Yunchuan raised his eyebrows, looked at Ji Yu up and down because of these words, and couldn't understand why Ji Yu would think so.
He didn't understand, didn't understand why Ji Yu felt that hurting himself could keep him.
According to Ji Yu's logic, could it be that all the humiliation and hurt that Ji Yunchuan suffered back then was for keeping him?
Ji Yunchuan smiled sarcastically, shook his head, and said, "Maybe you already know where your mistakes are, but you don't know how to correct them."
When Ji Yunchuan said this, Ji Yu's eyes lit up, he no longer used that force in his hand, and gave Ji Yunchuan a chance to move the dagger away, but I think Ji Yu still didn't intend to give up, the dagger couldn't be moved at all How many.However, Ji Yu didn't just want Ji Yunchuan to stab himself anymore, he also smiled and looked at Ji Yunchuan, and said, "What do you mean...does it mean that I am a little better than before?"
Ji Yunchuan frowned at him, opened his mouth to say something, but the thousand words turned into a nod in the end.
Ji Yu was very happy, and he even felt that what he did for Ji Yunchuan, no matter how crazy he was, was worth it.
He didn't know how to change it, so he tried carefully, if Ji Yunchuan was willing to forgive himself, it would be best, if Ji Yunchuan was unwilling to forgive him, then it didn't matter.
Life is long, he can try again a little bit.
However, he didn't know if Ji Yunchuan would stay where he was and wait for him to try a little bit, and how to try to make Ji Yunchuan forgive himself.
He was very scared, afraid that Ji Yunchuan would wait impatiently before he could do it, and when he was unwilling to wait any longer, he finally resolutely left him.
Thinking of Ji Yunchuan leaving him, Ji Yu was filled with fear, he didn't even dare to think about what he would do after Ji Yunchuan left him.
Now all he wants is for Ji Yunchuan to stay, but he can't hurt Ji Yunchuan to force him to stay like before? He can only... only hurt himself.
Ji Yu also wanted to know, if he was injured, if he was about to die, would Ji Yunchuan feel the slightest bit of soft-heartedness.
It doesn't have to be a soft heart with affection, just the kind of compassion that you would treat others and strangers.
If it doesn't work... If it doesn't work, Ji Yu will feel very happy if he is as soft-hearted as giving a puppy on the side of the road.
How did Ji Yunchuan know that Ji Yu had thought of so many things, he only thought that if Ji Yu relaxed a little, he could be persuaded.He didn't want to stab the other party as Ji Yu said, and it wasn't that he had any soft-heartedness towards Ji Yu, he just didn't want to add the trouble of "king killing".
If Ji Yu is unconscious at that time, if someone with a heart comes to kill him first and then arrest him, it will be a big trouble.
But just when Ji Yunchuan wanted to persuade him a few more words, he saw that Ji Yu suddenly exerted great strength, grabbed Ji Yunchuan's hand and stabbed the dagger into his chest.
Ji Yunchuan's eyes widened from the shock of this accident, he supported Ji Yu with his free hand, turned his head to look at the anxious little Qianzi next to him, and ordered: "Go and call the imperial doctor, and call the two eunuchs to come in." Help him into the house."
Everyone in the room thought that it was enough for Ji Yu to poke him, but who would have thought that Ji Yu could still smile at Ji Yunchuan anxiously calling for someone to hire an imperial physician, saying "You really still have me in your heart", Pulling out the dagger again, he stabbed himself hard.
Blood spewed out because of the dagger being pulled out, Ji Yunchuan could only feel the smell of blood on the tip of his nose, blood seemed to be splashed on his robe, and the hand closest to the wound was even full of blood.
With such a pungent smell of blood, Ji Yunchuan felt a strong sense of vomiting when he smelled it, and he wanted to cover his lips with his empty hand to suppress the nausea.
Seeing Ji Yunchuan like this, Ji Yu regretted it for a while, he looked at the person in front of him worriedly, before he could say anything, he found that the beauty's face as white as snow was splashed with blood.
It's so beautiful...so beautiful that Ji Yu forgot what he was going to say for a while, and just touched the other person's cheek with the other hand, and wiped his cheek with his thumb while Ji Yunchuan was still stunned by this matter. of blood.
When Ji Yunchuan was touched by Ji Yu like this, he could be regarded as sober, and quickly tried his best to take away the opponent's dagger, not allowing the opponent to stab himself with the dagger again.
It’s just that Ji Yu still felt that it wasn’t enough, and because Ji Yunchuan was so stimulated by the smell of blood, he hesitated, and finally decided to ask: “Are you feeling bad?”
These words made Ji Yunchuan frowned. At first, he didn't understand why Ji Yu would ask such a question, but after thinking about it, he realized that he was so repulsed by the smell of blood just now, and Ji Yu probably hesitated because of that.
This kind of hesitation made Ji Yunchuan feel somewhat mixed. He gradually believed that Ji Yu had affection for him, but his affection for Ji Yu had long since faded away, and now he even lost the reason to stay by Ji Yu's side. idea.
Now... now he just wants to leave this palace.
If you want to stay, at least wait until he goes out.
Maybe one day after leaving this cage, he will want to come back to see Ji Yu.
But what about Ji Yu, his affection for Ji Yu has long since faded away, and he no longer loves him.
He couldn't give Ji Yu what he wanted.
"If I say it's hard, will you let go?" Ji Yunchuan lowered his eyes and didn't look at Ji Yu, just said this lightly.
These words seem to imply something, if it was before, Ji Yu would definitely say "no", but now Ji Yu dare not.
He just looked at Ji Yunchuan sadly, very sad, as if he was about to cry immediately.
Ji Yu seldom cried, Ji Yunchuan's memory seemed to be that he had never cried, but in front of him, because he couldn't keep him, he felt like crying.This made Ji Yunchuan a little helpless and a little bit embarrassed, but he was unwilling to compromise.
"You don't want to, but if you don't let go, I don't want to either." Ji Yunchuan also meant something, but he didn't look at Ji Yu as he did just now, but looked up at Ji Yu's pair of eyes full of heartbreak, In the eyes of despair.
He knew that Ji Yu was sad and unwilling, but he didn't want to stay for the sake of other people's feelings.
"I don't want to let go, but I don't let go... If I don't let go, you will be angry, you will be sad, and you will disgust me. I don't want you to hate me." Ji Yu's voice gradually became crying, he seemed to be still begging, begging Ji Yunchuan had such a soft heart, but he no longer dared to force anything.
"After leaving, it's not like I won't come back forever. If I think of it later, or if I pass by Shengjing, I might come to see you." Ji Yunchuan seldom spoke to Ji Yu like this. He needed to be treated like this by himself, and it was even more impossible for the two of them to speak ill at each other when they were trapped in the East Palace. Later, he only wanted to stay away from Ji Yu, and regarded Ji Yu as a jackal, and it was even more impossible to say that to Ji Yu .
But now, Ji Yu wanted to let go, and looked a little pitiful. It is not impossible for him to say something that may not happen to comfort the other party.
Ji Yu actually knew that Ji Yunchuan probably wouldn't come back to see him, but Ji Yunchuan said so himself, so he wanted to wishful thinking that Ji Yunchuan would definitely come to see him.
It doesn't matter if you don't come to see him for a month, he can wait for one year, three years, five years, ten years, until he dies...
Maybe... maybe before he died, Ji Yunchuan came back to see him.
Ji Yu knew that Ji Yunchuan was cold and hard on the surface, but in fact he was so soft-hearted, he was definitely willing to come back and take a look at him.
Thinking of this, Ji Yu finally let go of the strength in his hand and nodded.
After finally persuading him, Ji Yunchuan heaved a sigh of relief, and just about to say something, he heard someone yelling outside.
He dropped his thoughts on talking to Ji Yu, turned his head to listen carefully, and found that it was the imperial army.
"The thief assassinated the emperor, you follow me to take down the thief!" I don't know who shouted this, but it didn't sound like the familiar commander of the imperial army.
This made Ji Yunchuan a little strange, and Ji Yu couldn't stand anymore, he could only support Ji Yu, turned his head and winked at the eunuchs, and asked the eunuchs to come and help Ji Yu into the house.
Thinking about it, Ji Yu heard what the forbidden soldiers were saying, and leaned half of his body on Ji Yunchuan, and forced himself to turn his head to look outside.
With angry eyes, he glared at the imperial guards who had just arrived, and cursed: "I see who dares to take him!"
Ji Yunchuan lowered his eyes and looked at Ji Yu, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything because of the presence of others.He looked up and saw the imperial physician coming, he quickly supported Ji Yu and walked towards the imperial physician, and the group of people moved into the hall.
After the imperial physician had gone in to see Ji Yu, Ji Yunchuan came out of the screen alone, and did not stay inside to disturb the imperial physician.
Seeing Ji Yunchuan coming out, the palace maid walked forward, first turned her head and glanced at the screen, then turned to look at the blood on Ji Yunchuan's body, she hesitated to speak until she finally said: "Master, why don't you change your clothes first?" ?”
Ji Yunchuan also smelled that the smell of blood was really strong, so he nodded in response.
The two returned to Ji Yunchuan's room, the maid went to fetch clean clothes for Ji Yunchuan and went out.
Ji Yunchuan was not used to being served by others to dress, so he dressed himself before going outside, ready to see what the imperial physician had to say.
The palace maid followed Ji Yunchuan, looking as if she wanted to ask something, but for a moment she didn't know whether she should ask at this time.
Ji Yunchuan also saw what the maid wanted to say, so he asked first: "What do you want to ask?"
Seeing that Ji Yunchuan asked, the maid said hesitantly: "Master, you didn't tell the emperor that you wanted to visit Concubine Ren this time, didn't it mean that you were leaving the palace and not coming back?"
Ji Yunchuan paused, drooping his eyes and thinking of something, he finally shook his head and said: "He is like this, and it's hard to do what I thought, wait for the concubine. As for telling him... wait for him too." Let's talk better."
作者有话要说:感谢在2022-02-0716:10:25~2022-02-0817:00:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 572267056 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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