I use Alpha as a stand-in?lied to him!

Xia Xingchen didn't like herself.

This kind of cognition is absolutely impossible in Jiang Shuo's sober mind.

The kids love him so much.

It was Xia Xingchen who rushed forward without hesitation, always smiling and looking at him, saying "brother" sweetly, as if he was the most spoiled kid in the world.

And all his delicate and lovely sides are only shown for Jiang Shuo alone.

How could such Xia Xingchen not like him?

He clearly loves himself badly.

So Jiang Shuo is confident, so Mr. Jiang thinks that Xing Xing will never be able to leave him.

No pet is willing to leave the owner. A successfully domesticated cat will lose its wildness. No matter how anxious a rabbit is, it should not bite its feeder.

But now Jiang Shuo doesn't even know what his situation is.

He accepts himself in the susceptible period, but still can't help but feel that Jiang Shuo like that is very fragile and naive.

At that time, Alpha had no thinking ability at all, and only had his own partner in his eyes.

The presence of a partner can give him a great sense of security.

A spoiled child will never think that one day he will be abandoned.

It was too late for Xing Xing to pet him, Xing Xing had no choice but to have him.

……

No matter what kind of Jiang Shuo he is, he can regard Xia Xingchen's departure as an illusion, or even a nightmare or a phantom he saw in a light sleep in the afternoon - for Big Dog Gou, this must be a nightmare But what about Mr. Jiang?

Who is Xia Xingchen?

Is it the pillow he has slept with for three years?

Investing in the team's cash cow?

Or was it a rabbit that broke in suddenly in a stagnant life with a rose in its mouth and wanted to give it to him?

How could Jiang Shuo know, he wouldn't even take the time to think about it.

He thought about being together for a long time, but Xia Xingchen rejected him, didn't he?

But if you really ask him what "long time" means, Jiang Shuo may not be able to answer it.

He only knew that he never thought that one day Xia Xingchen would leave first.

But the current Jiang Shuo is neither.

He clearly felt that he could control himself, but he didn't know where the stretched string was.

He couldn't see or grasp it, as if he would completely lose control at any moment, and he couldn't even remember why he had persisted for so long.

No Alpha can maintain his sanity after entering the susceptible period, Jiang Shuo might have been able to before, but what about now?

He obviously persisted for a long time, why?

The smell of Omega filled the room, faint but not negligible.

It was like a catalyst, thrown into this empty room like a stone thrown into seemingly calm water.

If you don't stop it, it will sink to the bottom of the river and fill the whole river.

There was a dull pain in the cheek, as if the overgrown canine teeth had scratched the soft inside of the mouth, and the smell of blood flowed down the throat, Jiang Shuo regained consciousness in an instant.

He was still staring closely at the back of that Omega's neck. The five senses were magnified during the susceptible period. He could clearly see the blood flowing in the blue blood vessels under the pale skin. He couldn't help but want to bite it.

But at the nick of time, he forcibly stopped.

No one stopped him, but Jiang Shuo, who didn't want to admit it, suddenly and eagerly reminded him: "Xing Xing will be unhappy!"

Jiang Shuo looked up blankly, the beast in the cage wondered where he was and whose voice he heard.

But he clearly knew that it was his own.

He also clearly knew that Xia Xingchen didn't like seeing blood.

If there was to be blood, it could only belong to the two of them.

They deserve to be entangled in the world to the death, their canine teeth and claws seep into the skin, blood flows into the throat and overflows to the knuckles, they deserve to be entangled endlessly for the rest of their lives.

Anyone who wants to leave anyone is a foolish idea.

Jiang Shuo suddenly remembered why he persisted.

——He was waiting for Xia Xingchen to rescue him.

No one stipulates that Alpha must be strong, but at least he should not let others see his fragile appearance.

There are too many people around, he can't lose control.

Once you completely enter the susceptible period, what you will do and what the consequences will be are unknown, and unknown often means uncontrollable.

This is an endless loop, Jiang Shuo doesn't like uncontrollable things or animals.

So he had to wait until Xia Xingchen.

How dare he enter the susceptible period alone when his partner is not around?

It doesn't matter if you are watched by others, and it is acceptable to be locked up, as long as your partner is not around.

The reason he persisted for so long was actually to wait for Xia Xingchen to save him.

But he made Xingxing angry, and Xingxing was unwilling to save herself.

……

Jiang Shuo retreated slowly, Omega entered his territory, not being killed was already the greatest gift.

The surge of pheromone instantly spread in the air, Bai An's complexion changed drastically, he retreated hastily, unconsciously stretched out his hand to cover the place where the gland should be, and stared at the room with pale eyes.

Jiang Zhenshan frowned and walked to the window, looking into Jiang Shuo's eyes with displeasure: "What are you going crazy about?"

The room was not as clean and tidy as it was at the beginning, it was messed up by Jiang Shuo.

At this time, Jiang Shuo stood in the windowless room, walked slowly back to the beginning, bent down to lift up the reclining chair and the iron frame, the only pity was that the liquid in the liquid medicine bag had run out.

Jiang Shuo frowned unhappily, and didn't move forward. He knew that Jiang Zhenshan could hear his voice clearly: "Let the doctor come in and change the medicine."

The doctor was in the corridor, but Jiang Zhenshan didn't allow it.

He never lost his composure in front of Xia Xingchen, but was angered by Jiang Shuo's commanding tone, and repeated in a low voice, "What are you crazy about?"

Bai An was helped by the doctor to one side of the wall and leaned against the wall, looking innocent and pitifully frightened. Jiang Zhenshan didn't allow him to leave, and stared straight at Jiang Shuo, asking him to give an explanation.

Jiang Shuo sat down straight away, picked up the unfinished book, patted it on his clothes, and asked him, "You sent Xia Xingchen here?"

Jiang Zhenshan stared at him without speaking.

Jiang Shuo lowered his eyebrows to read the book, flipping back page by page: "What do you want him to do?"

"Do you want to warn me or warn him?"

Jiang Shuo asked very slowly, as if he wasn't the one who got irritated and lost his temper a few minutes ago. He seemed to have been sitting there all along, watching the farce with cold eyes.

Jiang Zhenshan felt a burst of unspeakable anger.

He hated to admit it, but it was true.

Xia Xingchen's words were rude, but they didn't make him angry, because Jiang Zhenshan knew clearly that it was just a Beta, no matter how arrogant it looked, there was no possibility of threatening him at all, so he was happy to make fun of him.

But Jiang Shuo is different, Jiang Shuo is an S-level Alpha just like him.

And he was getting old, but Jiang Shuo was in his prime.

His provocation is no less than a sharp knife.His son was still a madman, and he took the handle off.

He remembered that night many years ago, Jiang Zhenshan wasn't woken up by being stabbed, but by the strong smell of blood.

A handleless knife was held in Jiang Shuo's hand at one end, and the other end hung over his eyes.

The gurgling blood trickled down Jiang Shuo's palm and the blade of the knife and dripped onto his eyelids, becoming thicker, but Jiang Shuo's expression remained unchanged.

It's as if reaching out to hold the blade is just to make yourself more awake. Pain is a perception that can be ignored as long as it achieves the purpose.

—He could kill himself.

This was Jiang Zhenshan's clearest understanding that night.

Just like now, he is standing outside the glass wall, Jiang Shuo is locked in the room, and he is sure that once he goes in, Jiang Shuo will really rush to fight him.

Once you go in by yourself...

What he imprisoned was a vicious beast, and all these years of fatherly kindness and filial piety were a layer of hypocrisy, which would be torn apart with a slight tear.

It just depends on who can't hold their breath first.

Jiang Zhenshan's Adam's apple rolled, his cheeks bulged, he turned his head to let Bai An be taken down, and ordered the doctor to change Jiang Shuo's medicine.

It wasn't until the two of them were alone that Jiang Zhenshan explained a fact to him: "You will die."

He spoke calmly and indifferently, as if the person in the room was not actually his son.

Jiang Shuo laughed, "Who wouldn't die? Isn't my mother dead?"

Jiang Zhenshan ignored the sarcasm in his words: "If you want to die because of pheromones, I don't mind giving you a ride."

Jiang Shuo raised his eyes, raised his eyebrows lightly, and smiled in his peach blossom eyes: "Thank you."

"Please put down the wall before you leave, and don't let me see you again within half a month," he said.

……

Jiang Shuo differentiated into an Alpha in his first year of high school, and the evaluation was S-level. The last Alpha in the school who was tested as an S-level was three years ago.

But he didn't have any idea, he knew early on that he would be an Alpha, and he knew very well that his level would not be low.

Jiang Shuo just climbed over the wall and left the school on the night when the evaluation results came out, and went to a cemetery.

Everyone was celebrating and admiring him, but Jiang Shuo felt that it was somewhat unfair.

Mom was afraid that he would become a high-level Alpha.

"Can not control."

These three words are the words that his mother often whispered in his ear. On the night when she wanted to kill him, she tightened her hands while crying, and kept repeating these three words in her mouth.

Jiang Shuo thought it was ridiculous.

Why is it uncontrollable?

He knows who he is and what he wants, he can control himself, why does he need others to control him?

He burned the evaluation report in front of his mother's grave, turned around and went back to school without saying a word.

There was an exam the next day, and he had to rush back.

Everything is developing quite normally, there is no difference before and after differentiation.

Jiang Shuo is still number one in the school and the heir of the Jiang family, he can still silence Alpha with just one look, and he still gets the most love letters from Omega.

It's not any different until the first susceptibility period comes.

It came very suddenly, it was the weekend, he felt hot after dinner, rushed to the bed and lay down as if he was trapped in a nightmare, the noise around him was loud, but he couldn't wake up.

In the haze, he seemed to hear someone crying, the kind of crying that covered his mouth and nose and dared not make a sound, Jiang Shuo was very puzzled.

Why would someone cry at his house?

He tried to open his eyes, but couldn't.

Until his dad comes back.

He woke up from a nightmare and saw himself standing in the garden. Several rabbits in the backyard had died. The uncle doorman who greeted him every time he came home was kneeling on the ground with one arm hanging weakly. There were several aunts hiding behind him. Gardener, there's blood on the ground.

And he had it on his hands, and on his face.

He buried those rabbits, transferred two from his stock to the uncle's name, and guaranteed his family's food and clothing for the rest of his life.

That was the first time Jiang Shuo knew what his mother meant when he said uncontrollable.

Since then, he has never lived on campus again. Before the susceptible period, he must remember to take inhibitors for himself to ensure that he will not be disturbed when he is locked in a place where no one is around.

Until that spring, a little rabbit knocked on his door.

He actually didn't want to open the door for Xia Xingchen.

He even felt that the child's crisis awareness was too poor, and it was time to give him extra lessons after the susceptibility period was over.

He didn't even tell him that he was about to enter the susceptibility period, yet he still dared to come forward without hesitation.

The weather at the beginning of spring was too cold, and he saw Xia Xingchen standing outside the door through the cat's eyes, constantly stamping his feet and rubbing his hands, as if he was too cold.

Jiang Shuoyuan thought, let him hang out for a while.

When he can't take it anymore, he will leave naturally.

But Xia Xingchen dared to angrily ask him if he could open the door, Jiang Shuo found it funny.

The child who had always been obedient to him was just left alone for a while, and then he was wronged, complaining and questioning like every spoiled child in the world.

The face was blown by the cold wind and looked extraordinarily white, which set off a pair of red eyes, which was extremely cute.

Jiang Shuo wanted to see how long he could last, but found that the child didn't seem to have much patience and turned to leave.

Jiang Shuo should have let him go, but at that moment, he suddenly felt pity, thinking that he would go back after being rejected.

He thought, just explain it to him, and then ask the driver to take him back to the base, it's better than going home in the middle of the night is not safe.

So he opened the door, and before he could say anything, he heard the child obviously holding his breath and saying that he was going to spend the night in his warm house.

That's what it means to not want to go.

Even if he locked the door, even if he couldn't see him.

Xia Xingchen didn't want to leave either.

Jiang Shuo suddenly didn't want to explain anymore, he turned sideways, allowed others to step into his circled territory for the first time, and even reminded Xia Xingchen that "the floor is warmed up".

He took the little rabbit home.

Jiang Shuo remembered everything after that.

For an Alpha without a partner, the inhibitor should be administered twice a day during the susceptible period, and he hadn't had time to inject it that night.

In the next few days, I didn't want to.

He seemed to be a bit fierce, the little rabbit in his arms was cowering in fear, but he didn't know how to appease him.

He has become the lowest-level Alpha who can only rely on instinct to ask for it, forgetting all the skills, even clumsy kisses can't stop the tears from his partner's eyes.

When she woke up the next day, Xing Xing frowned even in her sleep.

She shrunk into a small ball and was wrapped in his arms, obviously not sleeping well.

He frowned deeply, his whole body was covered with teeth marks bitten out by himself, and the dried blood stains on the side of his neck were solidified, clinging ugly and abruptly to that section of skin that was as white as oak snow.

Jiang Shuo panicked all at once.

He did something wrong, so he was afraid that the stars would not wake up like those little rabbits.

He was afraid that his uncontrollability would hurt Xia Xingchen.

He never knew that his tear ducts were so developed.

It was as if in the past 24 years no matter how embarrassing it was, I couldn't cry, so I kept crying, and cried uncontrollably the moment I saw such a weak Xia Xingchen.

He was terrified.

He is even afraid that the stars are afraid of him.

Sure enough, there was undisguised fear and panic in the eyes of the person who woke up, probably aching all over, but still supporting himself to hide back, as if he was some kind of scourge.

At that moment, Jiang Shuo suddenly felt wronged beyond measure.

he did not do it on purpose.

He didn't want to hurt the stars.

At first, he just wanted to kiss the stars.

Xing Xing is too sweet, he likes it very much.

Jiang Shuo overcame his instincts, restrained his desire to step forward and hug someone in his arms regardless, and started to back away.

However, Xia Xingchen came up again.

It is already the limit for him not to hug him, and Xing Xing will force him to woo woo woo!

If he bites again, Xing Xing will be afraid of him again.

He doesn't want Xingxing to be afraid of himself...

He really didn't want to.

But Xia Xingchen said that he was not afraid of himself.

...he was lying.

Jiang Shuo clearly sensed that he was lying.

But Xia Xingchen probably wanted to coax him, so he made up another lie.

Jiang Shuo didn't know what to do.

He didn't want to expose it.

Xingxing lied to him just to coax him, even if he could see it, so what, couldn't the moment of happiness be counted?

He almost felt that Xing Xing was the best and best person in the world, and he liked it the most!

……

The glass wall is lowered, and all the light sources come from the octagonal glazed lamp overhead.

The light swayed violently, and when it shone in the silver-gray room, Jiang Shuo felt dizzy.

His stomach was churning, and he dared not move any more while holding the bottle. He kicked a trash can over and bent down to face it.

"Wow—!"

He finally spat out all the blood in his mouth.