I use Alpha as a stand-in?lied to him!

Jiang Shuo only woke up when he realized that he was actually crying.

He didn't quite understand where the inexplicable tears came from. Xia Xingchen was lying on the hospital bed, sleeping unsteadily, his wrists were tied with gauze and he didn't dare to put them under the quilt, pitifully exposed to the air, his brows were tightly frowned It seemed like he was having a nightmare.

Jiang Shuo stared at him for a while, then went out to find the doctor on duty, and went to the smoking room to light a cigarette.

His lacrimal glands were underdeveloped since he was a child, he didn't cry when his mother was about to strangle him, he didn't cry when his mother died, he didn't cry when Jiang Zhenshan locked him in the glass wall and he was alone.

That's why Jiang Shuo made the distinction so clearly after he realized that he would cry until he could hardly breathe in the susceptible period.

Because it is clear, it peels off smoothly.

But suddenly one day, he found that he would shed tears for Xia Xingchen even when he was awake.

It's scary, it's a sign of something out of control, and he can't control himself.

Logically speaking, he should feel that Xia Xingchen owed him, but Jiang Shuo's first reaction was to be furious when he received a call from the person in charge of the investment club.

It seems that the porcelain in my collection is taken away by others and I don’t know how to cherish it, and when it is smashed on the ground, it is swept out like a pile of garbage.

But it wasn't supposed to be like this.

Obviously, this porcelain should be placed on a high platform, cleaned of dust every day, covered with clean glass, and made into an art comparable to the sun.

Blame him.

Blame him for being stunned by jealousy for the first time, forgetting what Xia Xingchen had told him long ago.

He said that someone wanted to drive him away, but it was Jiang Shuo who was so excited by the name Lin Jiu that he lost his mind. The only thought in his mind was how to make the stars belong to him alone, so that He didn't even know that Xia Xingchen was really going to terminate the contract with the club.

But he couldn't find the stars.

He couldn't get through the phone, and WeChat had been blocked long ago. When he contacted Xia Xingchen's friends, he found that such a glamorous person didn't have many friends after all these years.

He has always only had teammates and fans, Jiang Shuo has never heard him talk about friends.

Strictly speaking, Jiang Shuo was the person Xia Xingchen had been by his side all these years.

I clearly accompanied him through the solitude and namelessness, and also stayed with him through the long years, why did I become what I am now?

Jiang Shuo couldn't figure it out, he only knew that the moment he finally found out Xia Xingchen's whereabouts, great panic swept through his heart in an instant, causing his internal organs to ache.

Why are you in the hospital?

Yaoshi was involved in the medical industry, and he even thought about making a gland for Xia Xingchen, but he didn't realize that Xingxing was under his nose and had to go to the hospital for surgery to relieve the pain.

Jiang Shuo finally realized that he seemed to be really an asshole.

After seeing Xia Xingchen, those panics of not knowing where to go finally settled down. His mood fluctuated with the breathing of the young man on the hospital bed. Jiang Shuo remembered that he rarely looked at Xia Xingchen sleeping quietly like this. .

Usually both of them were tired, Xia Xingchen was so drowsy that he couldn't even lift a finger, and Jiang Shuo went to the bathroom to clean up before returning to bed, the child was already asleep.

Even when he was asleep, the rebellion and disobedience that had been aroused just now were completely wiped away, as if it had never existed before, obediently murmured and rubbed into his arms.

Xia Xingchen doesn't have pheromones, but the smell on his body is very comfortable. Jiang Shuo can always sleep soundly when holding him.

It doesn't matter if Xia Xingchen wakes up again, he has always been busy with training, and rarely once a week can sleep until dark by his own mind, Jiang Shuo is sensible enough not to wake him up.

The child sleeps well, Jiang Shuo is willing to go over to kiss him occasionally, but he still has to leave.

Even in Finland, he just sat under the window and read half a book in the afterglow of the setting sun.

He didn't know how the young man on the bed was sleeping or what dreams he had.

And the child in his arms was always well-behaved, so much so that Jiang Shuo had never noticed that Xia Xingchen would be uneasy like that when he fell asleep alone.

The bed sheet was light blue, the right hand was tied with gauze just after surgery, and a retention needle was inserted in the back of the left hand, silently telling others that he was still sick.

Fragile, pitiful, like a wicker that can be easily broken.

Jiang Shuo felt that he shouldn't.

Many ideas are wrong from the beginning.

Whether it is to keep Xia Xingchen by his side, or to turn him into an Omega.

Jin Xing's stay is only for the arena, but for Jiang Shuo, Xia Xingchen should always be free.

Even if eleven hundred people were unwilling, he could not deprive Xia Xingchen of the right to choose.

It took a lot of hard work and hard work for the stars to get to where they are today.

He is not called a lover.

in case……

The stars must hate him.

The time when they met was obviously the best time. He saw the whole process of the young boy growing into an elegant young man. He had all the joy, anger, anger, and joy in Xia Xingchen's best age. Accepted without reservation.

So what if it's a substitute?

Lin Jiu only appeared in Xia Xingchen's life for less than a year, and he and Xingxing could have had countless ten, twenty, thirty years...

They could have been together until they were 80 years old in the dusk, holding hands as the latest old men to watch a passionate game that only belonged to young people.

They could have had countless possibilities and ideas about the future.

Even if it's just because of their resemblance, he clearly has a chance to make Xia Xingchen fall in love with him.

Too bad he ruined it.

Jiang Shuo suddenly realized that he didn't even dare to ask Xia Xingchen for forgiveness.

He even felt that everything Xia Xingchen suffered today was caused by him.

Because of him, he was targeted with ulterior motives, and even had to leave the team; because of him, he was alone in the hospital for surgery, lying alone on the hospital bed and frowning even in his dreams.

With only an unburned end of the cigarette in his hand, Jiang Shuo dusted off the ash and threw it into the trash can.

He walked outside Xia Xingchen's ward, leaving a slight crack in the door. The young man seemed to have lost much sleepiness after waking up, and sat on the bedside to listen to the doctor's orders.

Very well-behaved and obedient.

It's hard to think that this person is actually the most arrogant.

Jiang Shuo watched him quietly for a while, but didn't enter the door.

Star would not want to see him now.

·

Outside the window was the constant bright lights of the hospital at night, Xia Xingchen turned his head to look at the dark night sky, in a trance, it seemed that the sound of fireworks exploding had once sounded in his sleep.

He wasn't sure if that was real.

But it's very likely true.

New Year's Eve.

The doctor told him in front of his window that there was still medicine to be administered tomorrow, so he went to bed early, and a doctor would come to make rounds in the morning, and the other party would tell him the specific recovery situation and follow-up treatment.

Xia Xingchen nodded in agreement, the doctor on duty turned around and was about to leave, he paused, and called to the doctor: "Did someone come to my ward just now?"

The doctor was slightly stunned and shook his head: "No, did you have any information about your relatives before you were hospitalized? Strangers are not allowed to enter the inpatient department."

"I didn't stay." Xia Xingchen thanked the other party with a smile, and then moved his gaze out of the window.

It must be that someone's escort went to the wrong ward, after all, they are all so close.

Xia Xingchen didn't feel much drowsy when he woke up at this moment. The hospital in the early morning was not particularly quiet, and the room's sound insulation was not particularly good. He could occasionally hear the sound of people walking in the corridor.

Fortunately, everything is relatively smooth, not as urgent as the emergency department.

He didn't lie to Zhang Ping, the wrist injury was not too serious, and the operation was not a major operation, all within the controllable range, unlike Lin Jiu back then.

In fact, he didn't know what kind of operation Lin Jiu had performed in the first place, so that it would lead to death due to medical accident.

Some people's luck may be inherently bad, and they have not been favored by fate from the beginning.

Lin Jiu is, and so is he.

Fortunately, at least he was still alive, and he was given local anesthesia. He even chatted with the doctor who performed the surgery for a while. Reluctantly, it is best to rest for half a year and then resume training.

In the past few years, Xia Xingchen would definitely not have thought of resting.

But now he just terminated the contract with the team, and after moving out from the team, he suddenly realized that he had really never had a single day off in all these years.

He has won three world championships, the MVP of countless international competitions, and engraved the code name of Venus into the hearts of every EPIC fan. His battle has actually been played perfectly.

He didn't think about retiring, but it seems that he can indeed give himself a period of time off.

There have been too many words to criticize him over the years, but only one sentence similar to moral kidnapping caught Xia Xingchen's attention:

[If Venus never retreats, how many people will be suppressed by him and never be able to fight? 】

Even today, Xia Xingchen also felt that this sentence was wrong.It is true that strength and luck are indispensable in the arena, but even without him, can this arena, built with the dreams of thousands of people, be more brilliant?

Not necessarily.

But also have a look.

It could be as short as three months, or as long as a year, and there was nothing wrong with him taking a long vacation for himself.

Let's travel.

After Xia Xingchen made up his mind, he lay down again, and never turned on his phone to read the news from the beginning to the end.

No matter how noisy the outside world is, it has nothing to do with him.

Dawn entered the ward, voices gradually sounded outside the corridor, the door was pushed open, Xia Xingchen opened his eyes in a daze, the nurse who made the rounds smiled at him, and hung the medicine bottle on the bedside: "Wake up!" Are you done? Did you sleep well?"

"It's okay." Xia Xingchen said.

The medicinal liquid flowed into the blood vessel along the needle tube, Xia Xingchen looked down for two seconds, and saw the nurse pushing the trolley to the window sill, and put a narrow vase for him.

"The roses are blooming downstairs. I picked one for you. Do you think it looks good?"

Xia Xingchen was slightly stunned, turned his head to look at it, and then smiled: "I have very good eyesight, is this a rose?"

The young lady smiled: "Oh, I said I can't fool you, it's roses, for you, New Year's benefits."

Xia Xingchen stopped being polite to her: "Thank you, it's beautiful."