Schrodinger love

Wen Sui lightly pushed his shoulder with his palm, feeling that the skin on his neck was about to catch fire, and his heart beat so fast that it almost jumped out.

My mind was messed up by such a touch, to this extent, I really lost my sense of proportion.

Wen Sui himself knows that he has always been confused about the boundaries and boundaries of this kind of things.

Probably because he was deceived by Wen Zhongqing and Xie Mingzhi too many times when he was a child, and he always failed to do what he promised. At the beginning, he simply believed for whatever reason, and believed that although his parents were very busy, they still loved him.

In the end, he became gradually disappointed, and no matter what they cared about, he subconsciously felt that it was just a belated compensation.

So it gradually becomes insensitive, unable to perceive the other party's true emotional intentions, and always loves to extend in strange directions.

But fortunately there is Jiang An, his brother will always be there to tell him what to do in the most straightforward and honest way.

Wen Sui took a breath, and then said slowly: "Okay, I see."

"Well, so what do you want to say?" Jiang An used his palms to prop up his body slightly, his eyes fell on the skin he touched just now, and a little powder was evaporated by the heat.

The kid in front of him blushed even more, his eyelashes fluttered wildly, and he looked very flustered.

Wen Sui raised his eyes to look at him, and this kind of conversation seems to have returned to his childhood.His parents are basically a decoration, to some extent, he was brought up by his brother.

The first time I learned to recite poems, the first time I took care of patients, the first time I shot a three-pointer, the first time I skipped class and jumped over the wall... many, many were taught by Jiang An.

Every time Jiang An taught him something, he would smile and ask what he wanted to say.

Wen Sui was in a daze, and subconsciously said the same words: "Thank you brother."

Jiang An turned his head to look at the person, and asked in a bad tone: "Thank you for what?

Wen Sui blushed even more, felt a little shy, and said softly, almost inaudibly: "Thank you, brother, for helping me figure it out."

"Good boy." Jiang An put his chin on his shoulder and chuckled.

She's really too obedient, there were others who were more exaggerated, I really can't bear to bully others anymore.

Jiang An stood up straight, pulled him up from the sink, and said in a low voice, "So don't try to avoid suspicion, just do the same as before."

Wen Sui nodded, still not recovered from just now: "I feel like a mentally retarded person."

Jiang An laughed, tapped his neck with his fingertips, and asked, "I touched you just now, how did it feel?"

"It's crispy and numb, and my heart is beating fast." Wen Sui's face cooled down a little, and he frankly expressed his reaction.

Jiang An said slowly: "Don't you feel repelled? I kissed your neck already."

Wen Sui shook his head, recalling his reaction just now, he felt a moment of blankness: "If it was another man, I would definitely do it, but you are my brother, it's different."

The corners of Jiang An's lips curved slightly. Wen Sui was probably really straight, but he might just like him. These two points did not conflict.

He finished ordering, raised his hand to take another cup from the shelf, bent down to get water and brushed his teeth.

"Why are you asking this?"

"Nothing, just ask casually."

Wen Sui let out a cry, and automatically vacated a place, leaned against the wall to look at him, and complained, "I'm sorry for the price if I don't brush my teeth five times a day for this cup."

Jiang An looked at him in the mirror, and teased, "When did you become so frugal?"

"I also want to talk about why you have been so extravagant recently. Isn't the money not enough?" Wen Sui muttered in a low voice, not wanting to get too entangled in this matter, turned around and strode out of the bathroom.

He stood in front of the two beds, lost in thought, which one to sleep in tonight, that was the question.

According to his brother, it doesn't seem to be a big deal to sleep on the same bed as before, within limits.

After figuring this out, Wen Sui lifted off the red quilt quite calmly and lay down in it. His body temperature was high, and the quilt became very hot in a short while.

Lying on the bed in a daze, the light in the room was turned off with a bang, and the room fell into darkness for a while.

During the rustling, he felt that someone beside him was lying down next to him, and the temperature in the entire quilt suddenly rose by another degree.

Jiang An casually stroked the hair on his forehead, as if he was relieved, and said: "After a few days of awkwardness, I finally behaved."

"Just warm your bed and be good, what logic?" Wen Suiming knew he couldn't see, but still stared at him ferociously to show his resentment.

Jiang An stared at the dark room, and confided his sincerity: "If you keep avoiding suspicion, I will be sad too."

Every time I dodge and dodge, I feel a sudden emptiness in my heart. It feels like I missed the last subway and can only stare blankly at the empty railroad tracks.

Wen Sui's hands froze while making the quilt, his brother was so keen that he even noticed it, thinking he hid it well.

He took the corner of the quilt and covered Jiang An's body, his tone was very light: "It's not that I have no experience before, but now I understand, if you taught me earlier, I would not hide."

Jiang An hummed, feeling that the emotions that had been stuck all afternoon had dissipated a lot, so she slowly closed her eyes.

Wen Sui leaned sideways and asked tentatively, "Brother, what kind of person do you like?"

Jiang An slowly opened his eyes, looked at him unscrupulously by the moonlight, and said slowly: "Those who like to learn well, those who are enthusiastic and open, innocent and obedient, only have mine in their eyes."

The one lying next to me now, named Sui, really likes it.

Wen Sui laughed, and complained in a low voice: "You have quite a lot to ask for, just putting together such a few adjectives, it must be a top match in the marriage and love market."

I have never seen someone boasting himself so much, Jiang An also laughed: "Yes, such a person, it is hard not to be liked."

"Well, if my sister-in-law can strictly follow this standard in the future, I think it will be fine." Wen Sui's tone was pretending to be relaxed, but his heart was still a little acidic. It sounds like he really is a good partner.

If you really bring it to yourself in the future, you may not be able to find anything wrong with it.

"What about you, do you have someone you like? Or..." Jiang An paused, and asked more broadly, "Ideal type."

Wen Sui twitched the corner of his mouth, and he didn't spare any room for stabbing his own knife: "It's not that you don't know, I'm very dull, and I don't have any idea about this kind of thing. If you ask me to give you a vague adjective, I can't even give it."

Jiang An flicked his cheeks with his fingertips, sighed and said, "Usually he is clever in doing questions, but when it comes to feelings, he becomes five years old."

"I'm only eighteen, what's the rush." ​​Wen Sui glanced at him, pulled the quilt over his head, "Okay, okay, this is the end of the late-night heart-to-heart talk, good night."

"Well, good night." Jiang An closed his eyes and answered him softly.

Wen Sui was covered in the quilt, but he couldn't fall asleep, the words just now were mixed up in his mind over and over again, smashed and put together again.

In a daze, he felt Jiang An turning over and leaning over, his chin resting on his shoulder, and his breathing was hot.

For no reason, he thought of the temperature of his lips against his neck just now, and the moment he inadvertently brushed past, his heartbeat was chaotic again.

It's like a messy drumbeat, making a loud noise in the silent night, but it can only be heard by myself.

I didn't dream at night, but I didn't sleep well either. The next day, Wen Sui was a little groggy and couldn't lift his spirits.

After class, a few people met to go to the swimming pool. After signing up, the president Qi Rui urged him several times.

Wen Sui came out after changing into his swimming trunks, and Wen Sui thought about something that had bothered him for a long time. He pulled Jian Ying who had just finished changing, and said in a low voice, "I want to ask you a question, if a man kisses your neck, how would you react?" ?”

Jian Ying glanced suspiciously at his neck, it was white and smooth, without leaving any marks.He hesitated: "You were kissed by a man at the manga exhibition yesterday?"

"..." Wen Sui didn't say too many details, but just vaguely said, "I just accidentally touched it."

Jian Ying thought about the scene, and felt goosebumps all over her body: "This kind of thing, look at the face, if a good-looking one touches me, I probably won't mind. If it's too ugly, I'll sue him for harassment."

Sure enough, asking is tantamount to asking in vain, hoping to hear some constructive opinions from this person's mouth.

Wen Sui glanced at him leisurely, and narrowed his eyes: "You don't even choose your gender, you just look at your face. Why do I think...you're not very straight."

"Please don't judge gay with naked eyes, thank you." Jian Ying walked to the edge of the swimming pool, and sat stretching with her legs pressed.

Wen Sui touched him with his arm, belatedly caring about his son's emotional affairs: "Did you catch someone yesterday?"

"No, but I met Ji Xiaoyu, and I went back after having dinner with him. By the way, the school has Halloween activities, so we will go out to play together then."

"...Well, I can do it. I wish you to become friends with him as soon as possible, and take down your beloved meatball sauce."

Wen Suixin said that his son has a smart head and can change clothes with one click, but it must be very embarrassing to remove makeup secretly.

If his brother hadn't been there yesterday, I would have liked to watch this annual drama, it was absolutely wonderful.

While thinking in a mess, Wen Sui watched Jiang An come out of the changing room. As soon as he appeared, his beautiful figure caused some small booing.Probably because the last lecture attracted some fans. Recently, when the two of them went out together, there were always many inexplicable eyes falling on them.

Before he had time to say hello to his brother, he was dragged by Qi Rui to test his swimming data.

Jiang An expressionlessly stood on the edge of the pool and stretched a little, jumped into the calm pool.

Wen Sui pursed his lips and looked at the handsome figure in the swimming pool. The screams beside him became louder and louder, and he felt a little irritable.

He dissipated a lot from the shadow of drowning a few years ago, but he felt that the discussions about Jiang An's concern in his ears were a bit noisy.

After Jiang An went back and forth a few times, he reached the shore, raised his hand and wiped the broken hair on his forehead, and asked Qi Rui in a low voice, "How many seconds?"

"49 seconds 27, slightly faster than Wen Sui, you two brothers are a treasure." Qi Rui happily wrote down the data, and said, "I recommend the two of you to go to the next league."

"We're not going." Wen Sui walked over with his arms around him, and said lazily, how many people would have to watch if there was a competition.

Qi Rui frowned suspiciously, with a look of "you don't know what's good" speechless: "Why don't you go, both public and private are good to you?"

Jiang An got up from the water and explained: "He has drowned before, so he is a bit shadowed about swimming, so he can just practice casually."

"Oh, what about you, you don't want to go either?" Qi Rui squatted on the edge of the pool, persuading him earnestly, "This time the opportunity is very good, and there are bonus points for getting a ranking. Many people want to go, but I won't give it."

"I'm not interested in adding points." Jiang An wiped off the drops of water on his face, and copied and pasted the reason, "I've drowned too, and I also have psychological shadows."

Qi Rui laughed angrily: "Did you two fall into the water together? How dare you join the swimming team."

"Why don't the two of them be together? It's no surprise." Jian Ying walked over and jumped into another track with complaints.

Jiang An exposed half of his body on the water surface, leaning on the edge of the pool and looking at Wen Sui: "Aren't you going to swim for two laps? I'll accompany you."

Wen Sui pushed the man back into the water expressionlessly, and said in a low voice, "Go down, show off your abs and show off? Why don't we quit the club."

"Don't quit, don't quit, entertainment is fine, I still count on the two of you to recruit members for me." Qi Rui flipped through the information in his hand and said happily, "After you joined, we suddenly gained a lot of female members, basically It has become the club with the largest number of people in the school.”

Hearing this, Wen Sui noticed that there were several more girls in swimsuits beside him, standing together in groups of three or five, looking towards them frequently.

I didn't figure out any of the treasures in the album, and there was such a group again, I felt a little headache.

He angrily pulled Jiang An's wrist, dragged him out of the water, pursed his lips and said, "I'm dizzy, I won't swim anymore."

"Still uncomfortable?" Hearing this, Jiang An came out of the pool quickly, and stroked his back with his palm, "Is it uncomfortable before getting into the water?"

Wen Sui stared at his dripping abs, his eyes drifted, hesitating: "No, maybe I didn't sleep well last night."

While talking, I complained about myself again in my heart, and it came again and again. I just said to pay attention to the boundaries a few days ago, and now I started to pick things up again.

"Then go back, the data is measured anyway." Jiang An casually picked up the towel next to him and put it on his shoulder, "Let's go, change clothes."

Qi Rui was dumbfounded, and couldn't hold back his voice: "No, why do you two swim around every time you come back? Is there anyone like you who is a member of the club?"

"If you push harder, you won't even have a lap next time." Wen Sui glanced at him lightly, with no expression on his face, looking in a bad mood.

Qi Rui is used to seeing him usually with a little smile on his face, and when he said this suddenly, coupled with a bit of fierce eyes, he was instantly cowardly: "I won't say it anymore, when do you want to come and tell me?" It's done with one click."

Wen Sui hummed, and went into the changing room with a cold face, and changed his clothes back without even getting into the water.

While putting on his clothes, he was thinking that his possessiveness was too much, and he had to restrain himself.

Opening the compartment, I met Jiang An's eyes, feeling somewhat guilty for some reason.

Jiang An raised his hand to hook his shoulder and walked out, and asked in a low voice, "Are you still uncomfortable?"

"It's much better, I'm fine." Wen Sui was ashamed of being late, with a stiff expression and buried his head towards the door, wanting to leave quickly.

The two met a girl in a swimsuit head-on. She was an unfamiliar face, but she was very generous. She smiled and waved her hand to greet them.

His eyes fell on her for a second, Wen Sui subconsciously raised his hand to cover Jiang An's eyes and said, "Don't look."

The sight in front of him suddenly became pitch black, and Jiang An blinked slowly, unable to see anything.I could only let him take it with me, and walked out of the swimming pool all the way.

It was bright outside, Wen Sui put down his hands, put them back into his pockets pretending to be casual, and then explained: "She is too revealing, not suitable for children."

The reasons are poor and unconvincing.

"Not suitable for children, you seem to be one year younger than me. I can't watch, but you can?" Jiang An teased him softly.

Wen Sui's cheeks turned red, and he explained indiscriminately, "I didn't look at it, I was busy helping you see the way."

"Isn't it normal for boys to look at girls?" Jiang An finished the analysis slowly, and raised his eyebrows lightly, "Or, you don't want me to look at it because you're jealous?"

Wen Sui raised his hand to wipe his face, and strode towards the boulevard: "I'm jealous of someone I don't know, you're overthinking it."

"Really? I think you're in good spirits now, and you don't look uncomfortable at all." Jiang An paused, with a smile in his voice, "Could it be that you didn't want me to stay longer in the swimming pool, so you tricked me out .”

Wen Sui: "..."

Being poked into the truth, he didn't know how to refute for a while, so he could only say hastily: "I'm going off-campus, you go back to the dormitory by yourself."

"Okay, then come back tonight and continue talking." Jiang An didn't ask any more questions, raised his hand and rubbed his head, then turned and left in the opposite direction.

Wen Sui walked a few steps, then paused in place again, thinking that there is nothing to talk about, how embarrassing it is to talk about it.

He doesn't know what's wrong with him, he has been doing such stupid things for no reason recently, and every time he thinks about it, he feels so stupid.It seems that since he learned that Jiang An has someone he likes, something has become very wrong.

It was the first time that I hated my insensitivity so much, I was anxious and bored, and I couldn't even find the reason for the emotions in my heart.

Wen Sui lazily walked around the school, walked aimlessly to find a bench by the lake and sat down, staring at the birds on the lake in a daze, there were two birds of the same color rising and falling side by side, like It's how they usually look together, intimate and harmonious.

The fingertips pinched himself subconsciously, and was startled by the pain from the fingers again.

I don't like the way others look at him, but I really can't control the attention of others.

Not willing to share that uniqueness, but Jiang An made it clear that he has someone he likes.

Then the scheming thoughts that come and go in the middle of myself seem very redundant.

Wen Sui felt that it was wrong for him to go back and forth like this, whether he was modest or possessive, his brother was so good, sooner or later he would chase after that little sister-in-law.

What I have to do is not to obstruct, but to find a way to help his brother. This is what a younger brother should do.

He ignored his messy thoughts, got up from the bench, and patted the leaves and flowers that fell on his body.

The small yellow four-petal flowers seemed to be the same as the ones that Jiang An gave him casually before, they were really rustic, and they could be seen everywhere in the shade of the school.

Wen Sui pinched the stem of the flower, twirled it casually, and slowly walked out of the school gate.

When I returned to the dormitory, it was almost midnight when the lights were about to be turned off, and the corridor was still noisy with people coming and going.Wen Sui touched the box in his trouser pocket slowly with his fingertips, feeling a little uneasy.

He closed the door softly, watching Jiang An sitting straight in front of the desk, with his analysis report displayed on the computer in front of him, his slender fingers beating rapidly on the keyboard.

He was helping him with his homework again, where could he find another such a good brother, Wen Sui stared at his movements and sighed slightly in his heart.

Hearing the movement, Jiang An looked back at the person, raised his hand and took off the glasses he was wearing and put them aside: "Where did you go, I came back so late."

Wen Sui didn't speak, but approached step by step, with his knuckles clasped on the edge of the table, looking down at him, hesitating to speak.

"What's wrong?" Jiang An leaned on the back of the chair, looking at him lazily, "Do you have something to say?"

Wen Sui nodded lightly, took out the red velvet box from his trouser pocket, and pushed it in front of him: "I know you have someone you like, after much deliberation, I am going to give you this gift, and you can confess it. "

Jiang An was stunned for a few seconds, then opened the seemingly expensive jewelry box without knowing it, and there were two identical silver rings lying in it, with a beautiful metallic luster under the soft light.

Silently, he took the ring out of the box, hung it on his index finger and slowly turned it around, but couldn't understand it.

At this moment, Wen Sui's heart is also in a mess, and his expression is very depressed.He originally searched for many methods of chasing people on the Internet, stories from other people, hot posts from high-rise buildings, but he has no experience in love, and he doesn't know which one is more reliable.

His parents didn't teach him anything since he was a child, the only thing he learned was to throw money in a simple and rude way. Now without Jiang An teaching him, he still can't learn too many ways to care for others, so he is quite stupid.

From the reunion till now, what he seems to have done for Jiang An is also spending money non-stop, he can't think of what else he can do.

He just thought that his brother had to pay his grandma's living expenses every month, and the economy was already tight enough, so I let myself buy this thing.

Wen Sui was holding another ring, and his movements were rare and awkward: "I don't know the finger size of the person you like, so I bought an adjustable one, so anyone can wear it. Since I like her, I will give you a better one when I confess my love." Gift."

"Who do you want me to give?" Jiang An raised his eyes and asked him while pinching the ring.

Wen Sui quickly pursed his lips, his eyes seemed to have a layer of mist, he blinked and pressed back the moistness, his voice became very low: "I don't know who you want to send, anyone is fine, as long as it is The person you like. Anyway, the gift is given to you, and the decision is up to you."

When Jiang An gave him the pair of cups yesterday, he said something like this.

Wen Sui returned this sentence to him now, but when he actually gave the gift, his heart still felt a little unavoidably sour.

It seemed that with this gift, his brother was about to leave him again.

The bitterness that has tortured me repeatedly in the past three years will come back again at this moment.

Jiang An pulled back the stool and stood up, staring into his eyes, without speaking for a long time, silence spread between each other.

He knew that Wen Sui probably misunderstood too much, but he used such a move to push himself away, did he really only think of himself as an elder brother?There are mixed feelings in my heart, a little angry, and a little distressed.

Wen Sui shrank his fingertips, his lips were tense: "If you don't like it, forget it, and pretend I didn't give it to you."

"Sui Sui, do you want me to go?" Jiang An asked in a low voice, clasping his shoulders.

When Wen Sui was asked, he felt like his head was stuck.I couldn't nod my head, and I couldn't shake my head. It was like a machine that had been in disrepair for a long time, and it was extremely stiff.

Jiang An tensed his jaw and slowly released it, and said in a deep voice, "I'll ask you again, think about it, do you really want me to confess to someone else?"

Wen Sui suddenly raised his eyes to look at him, the fog under his eyes became thicker, blocking the two small Jiang An reflected in his pupils.

He felt that his throat was dry and his heart was numb. He wanted to say more good wishes, but found that he was short of words.When he spoke again, his voice was hoarse: "Brother, I just want you to be happy."

Jiang An leaned over to approach him, raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes, and sighed indulgently.

"Okay, I'll take the pair of rings and confess to him."

The author has something to say: This chapter is longer than expected, and it came a little later

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