misplaced marriage

Yu Xiangyang couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.

It felt like he had fallen into a dead end, the more he tried to persuade himself to jump out, the more he repeatedly recalled the words in the diary, and even thought about how the mature and steady Fu Xian looked up to that other person when he first fell in love more than ten years ago.

Yu Xiangyang is very aware that his uncontrollable inferiority complex is at work again, but he can't control it. After all, since the first meeting, he has understood the gap between himself and people like Fu Xian, and the more he thinks about it, the more uncomfortable he is. .

I don't know if I should be lucky, but Fu Xian was stumped by work, and after Yu Xiangyang passed through alone, he still didn't come back.Before seeing the contents of the diary, Yu Xiangyang would never think too much about it, but now he has begun to worry about gains and losses.

He even felt a little regretful, if he had held the diary more firmly, hadn't let the diary fall out, and hadn't just picked it up and had a curious look, wouldn't he be angry with himself here, maybe it's good to know nothing, but there is no medicine for regret in the world , What has happened and the past time cannot be reversed, he can only try his best to comfort himself not to think about it.

But at night, when he was about to share the bed with Fu Xian, his mind began to fly uncontrollably again.

Especially when Fu Xian just took a shower, changed into pajamas and covered him with a quilt, obviously she didn't have the habit of resting immediately, she leaned against the bedside and read with a book in her hand.The water drops dripped on the side of the neck along the slightly curled hair tail, and slid along the beautiful skin into the blind area of ​​sight blocked by the pajamas, Yu Xiangyang was a little stunned.

"Xiangyang. Do you want to read this?" Sensing his partner's gaze, Fu Xian handed over the book in his hand.

"Ah... well, I'm a little curious about what brother Xian usually likes to read." Yu Xiangyang, who was almost punctured, responded casually, and took the book that Fu Xian handed over.Technology is highly developed these days, and all products are holographically digitized. Paper books have become a luxury that only a small number of people will choose, but thinking about it, it is indeed suitable for scholars like Fu Xian.

I saw the large characters of "Selected Children's Tales" clearly printed on the cover of the book. Yu Xiangyang glanced at the fairy-tale-like color scheme on the cover, and then flipped through the contents. Common sense is doubted.

"Xiangyang, your expression is so easy to guess!" Fu Xian smiled, turned sideways and pinched Yu Xiangyang's cheek, and took the book away from his hand, "I guess you thought I was reading some academic or literary book Bar!"

"..." Yu Xiangyang, who was completely caught by Fu Xian's words, was a little uncomfortable to answer.

Fu Xian was quite calm about this, he took out a serious book from the bedside table and handed it to Yu Xiangyang.

"There are serious ones, but I rarely read such serious ones before going to bed. I usually have them all on my mind. I don't think it's necessary to make it difficult for me to read professional books when I'm not working. It's good to read something relaxing and happy before going to bed." Fu Xian casually flipped through the fairy tale book, because it was for young children, and there were a lot of pictures in it, and every story was a Happy End, "Sometimes when you read the protagonist in a fairy tale, you will feel motivated."

Fu Xian's words were really difficult to understand, Yu Xiangyang looked at the book in his hand.This time it is not a children's book, but it has been replaced by a teaching textbook.Unfortunately, Yu Xiangyang took this "Classic Conducting" when he was in college, and opened it casually. Inside were dense notes, mixed with various extended analysis and excerpts. The handwriting is like Xiangyang holding a crooked dog reptile. I don't know how much.

"Xiangyang, have you ever thought about trying military science or aviation?"

"At first I thought, but later I felt that I wasn't that material, so I might as well give the opportunity to someone who has a better chance..." The topic of dreams will always be a knot in Yu Xiangyang's heart. Even when facing Fu Xian, he doesn't want to answer that much. , "I am very satisfied with my current job, at least... I don't need to see so many people every day."

It is very tiring for Yu Xiangyang to communicate with people and maintain a relationship that can get along with each other, especially because this person is not just a few, but tens of hundreds or even more, he prefers to be alone. Compared to getting along with classmates and colleagues, being alone can give him more sense of security.

"Don't talk about me, Brother Xian also tell me about yourself!"

"Oh? What does Xiangyang want to hear?"

For this question, Yu Xiangyang did a whole night of mental construction, and he finally talked about it. He pretended to think about it, and then asked: "Is Brother Xian very popular when he was in school? Every day someone writes love letters and gives gifts to confess his love." the kind?"

Finally asked the question in his heart, Yu Xiangyang's face was calm, but his heart was beating wildly.

"When I was in school, I didn't seem to have much impression. My circle of life is full of acquaintances, and I know something about the situation of other families. At that time... I had a fiance in name, and generally no one would take the initiative to pursue him. After all, Alpha's provocation Behavior can easily escalate from a fight to a conflict between two families during the hot-blooded period of youth."

"The fiancé... the one who married Brother Xian later? Why did Brother Xian and him?"

Fu Xian chuckled lightly and said, "It's not a big deal, our personalities... are not in tune, and it doesn't count as marriage. The relationship was indeed finalized in the formalities, but a lot of things happened later, and the other party regretted the marriage. We went to the household registration window to register, and we said goodbye without officially getting married."

When mentioning this ex-husband, Fu Xian's tone couldn't be called nostalgic, and he almost repeated it plainly.Yu Xiangyang can be sure that this ex-husband is definitely not the 'scorching sun' recorded in Fu Xian's diary.

"Did Brother Xian ever have a favorite type when he was in school?" Yu Xiangyang asked again.

From the first meeting on a blind date to the establishment of a relationship and cohabitation, they had been together for less than two months. If it wasn't for the formalities that had not been completed, he and Fu Xian could almost be said to be a standard flash marriage.But probably because they had never had a detailed understanding of each other's past and emotional history before, Fu Xian did not have any doubts about Yu Xiangyang's questions.

Or maybe he was really calm and had no emotional experience to hide.

"Someone confessed their love later, but they all looked weak and weak. I wasn't that good at taking care of people back then. I couldn't take care of myself, so I wouldn't care to take care of others." Fu Xian was telling the truth, but omitted Without knowing the gender of the object, he lived like a walking dead at that time, doing everything as if he had completed a task, so he had no other thoughts.

But Fu Xian spoke vaguely, but Yu Xiangyang's ears changed when he heard it.

In terms of Fu Xian's height and physique, the average Apha does appear to be much 'weaker', but it just so happens that Yu Xiangyang is also in the category of weak and weak, and he may have just caught up with the period when Fu Xian was not very resistant to his type.

Maybe he should put the fitness plan on the agenda, Yu Xiangyang silently made this decision in his heart, but the reality is that after taking a bath, his muscles are relaxing and he is most prone to sleepiness.

Fu Xian was inexplicably moved by reading fairy tales, but Yu Xiangyang gradually lost his voice. The "Classic Conducting Studies" was spread out on the quilt, and he dozed off while sitting on it. He was about to fall asleep in a daze, but he subconsciously felt that he was still awake. From time to time, he opened his eyes and woke up for a second or two, and then sat up and nodded his head again in a blink of an eye.

With a smile on the corner of Fu Xian's mouth, he took the book away and helped him to lie down.Yu Xiangyang felt as if he was awake, but as soon as his head touched the pillow, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Taking a last look at Yu Xiangyang's sleepy face, Fu Xian put the book aside and turned off the light.

"Good night, my little sun."

The author says:

There is a reason for Lao Fu to read children's children's stories, which will be revealed in the future.It is impossible to abuse Xiaoyu, I will only toss and toss old Fu!