Pray for God APP

Lin Jingmo knew who this person was talking about, but he didn't mention it. He asked, "When did you dream about it?"

"Since I downloaded an app." While speaking, his gaze has been examining Luo Chuan, but he didn't see anything special after looking at it for a long time.

He sighed: "I know, many of these ghost stories are deceitful, and I just asked for psychological comfort." He leaned against the illuminated lamp post in the park and looked at to the ground.

"I've had depression, I've had it since high school. It started off with just having trouble sleeping at night, sometimes having trouble breathing, and having emotional meltdowns that I just... couldn't control."

In modern society, depression is not a rare problem.Lin Jingmo had heard some people say it before, and he knew that no one would be able to help him once this problem flared up, no wonder this person would commit suicide.

Xiao Zhufeng continued: "I was born in a single-parent family. My father divorced my mother after he was discovered cheating. Later, he married that mistress and formed a new family. It was all over here, but the mistress He also gave birth to a son, who was also very smart.

That kid is good at everything, he looks good, he is popular, his grades... not to mention nothing.My mother can't help being angry, she doesn't expect my father to have any old feelings for her, she only hopes that I can be better than this third-year-old son in terms of grades. "

He took a deep breath, as if speaking was a particularly strenuous task for him.But he didn't know why, he had never been like today, he wanted to finish the sentence all at once.

"I know what my mother is thinking. Not only her, but I also hope that I will not be compared with that kid. I started to study day and night, doing questions, and repeating. But I worked so hard, but I can't compare to that kid." Xiao Zhufeng's emotions began to collapse again, he grabbed the lamppost tightly, and murmured: "I'm sorry...I can't control my emotions."

Lin Jingmo clasped his hands on his knees, and he thought of the scene of seeing Xiaozhufeng for the first time in his dream.Wearing a red champion uniform, he rode on a horse in high spirits, with confidence and pride on his face when he gave people the champion money.

Xiao Zhufeng finished crying, and after a long silence, he spoke again: "My mother hates me for not being up to date, and she hates me too. I envy that kid for having a smart brain and good luck. Even if I spend time, I may not be able to do it." Good questions, in the hands of that kid, can be easily completed.

It is said that people cannot be compared with each other, but who can control not to compare?Especially the bastard who stole my dad! "

"Just a few months ago, my mother died..." He paused: "When I took medicine every day to fall asleep, she was also the same. She must be very disappointed in me."

"When my dad found out, he said he would pick me up to live with me. The mistress disagreed, saying that depression is contagious, and he was afraid that I would infect their precious son."

He laughed for a while, looked at the two people who were listening to him, and asked, "Is it true? Is this disease... really contagious?"

Just as Lin Jingmo was about to say no, Xiao Zhufeng said dejectedly: "I think so, my mother...isn't that how I killed her."

"No, you didn't kill anyone." Luo Chuan looked at him and said firmly.

Xiao Zhufeng was stunned for a moment, he looked at Luo Chuan for a long time, and murmured: "Since then, I started playing truant, and the first place in the exam I promised before my mother's coffin has become empty talk. I lie at home and don't care about anything." I don't want to do it, even eating and drinking... feel tired..."

He panted: "It was also at this time that a person appeared in my dream, like a god descending into the world. He talked to me a lot and did a lot of things with me. In the dream, we walked the streets together to see Scenery, delicious food, fun to play.

I began to rely more and more on this dream, and sometimes I couldn't fall asleep, so I relied on medicine to fall asleep.Sometimes this dream is so real that I even suspect that what I see in front of me is fake. "

Lin Jingmo was stunned when he heard that, he was also experiencing such a thing.The only difference is that Xiao Zhufeng is suffering from depression, but he is sober.

When Xiao Zhufeng talked about this dream, he rarely showed a little joy.

"His name is Su An, and he has the same name as the god in the APP, and even his appearance is exactly the same as the god in the video." He laughed and said, "He told me that I can't always let myself be tied up in my dream. I cheered up, he said... he said that I used to be a champion, and if I was able to do it before, I will definitely be able to do it now."

Lin Jingmo's back was stiff when he heard that, the number one scholar... really the number one scholar!It used to be, then it really is reincarnation!He looked at Luo Chuan beside him, and there was still no fluctuation on this man's face.

"I made an agreement with Su An that if he can come first in the exam, he will come to me..." Xiaozhu Fenghong said with dejected eyes: "But I... still failed to pass that bastard, I will always only be ranked in the first place." Behind him, no matter how hard he tries, he can only be second."

"I never dreamed of Su An again, he won't come, and my mother must be very disappointed in me. They don't want me anymore, I drove him away..."

Xiao Zhufeng became more depressed as he spoke, he turned around with a hunched back, and leaned against the lamp post with a dead face.

Lin Jingmo is not very good at comforting people, he scratched his head for a while and didn't know what to say.

Luo Chuan came out in a hurry, still wearing the work clothes for cleaning the film and television building.He touched his breast pocket and took out a pen from it in an old-fashioned way.

Lin Jingmo was speechless, with a pen in his breast pocket, he behaved just like his father did back then.

"Where did you steal the pen?" His house is full of electronic products, not to mention pens, it would be nice to have a pen.

Luo Chuan said: "Xiao Wu gave it to me."

"Tsk." Lin Jingmo glanced at the pattern attached to the pen, and it was really Xiao Wu's favorite taste.He couldn't help but judged: "It's so ugly, I'll buy you a new one another day, and you throw this away."

Luo Chuan didn't respond, and took out another note from his pocket as if by magic.This time it was even more extreme, it was actually in the shape of a pink heart.

Lin Jingmo's voice was an octave higher: "Is this also what Xiao Wu gave you?"

Luo Chuan: "No."

Just as Lin Jingmo breathed a sigh of relief, Luo Chuan continued: "A girl gave it to me. I don't remember the name, but she is very enthusiastic."

"..."

Luo Chuan took a pen and wrote on the note for a while, then took out a Ping An Fu from his pocket, cleaned out some fragrant hay and stuffed it into the written note.

The action was very fast, Lin Jingmo didn't see clearly what the man had written, and his thoughts were all in the man's pocket.

Luo Chuan called Zhuang Yuan Lang, Xiao Zhufeng looked back in amazement, and threw a Ping An Fu in front of him.

Luo Chuan: "Su An can't come, he asked me to deliver a message for him."

Xiao Zhufeng's hands trembled a little, he quickly opened the Ping An Fu, and cried out when he saw the words on the note.

Before leaving, Luochuan said again: "Anyone will encounter unsatisfactory things, and they will give up on themselves when encountering them. Even the gods in the sky can't help you. If you want to stand up again, you can only rely on yourself,"

Xiao Zhufeng looked at the note, feeling agitated.There was a faint smell of medicine in Pingan Fuli, very much like the smell of Su An in the dream.When he raised his head again, the two people who had listened to him before had disappeared.

Lin Jingmo got into Jingnian's nanny car, tapped the steering wheel with his fingers but didn't immediately start the accelerator.He said uncertainly, "We'll leave like this, will the number one scholar be all right?"

"He'll be fine."

"How can you be sure?"

Luo Chuan said with a smile: "Heart disease needs a doctor of heart medicine."

Lin Jingmo laughed, "You're the only one who understands people's hearts? Then guess what I'm thinking right now?"

Luo Chuan pulled the safety belt to fasten it on himself, and said, "I'm a bit tired of being a teacher."

"What a fart!" Lin Jingmo grabbed Luo Chuan's arm, pulled the bag on the man's chest and shook it.In addition to the pens and notes I saw just now, there are also cute packaging of candies and heart stickers. The most outrageous thing is that there is even a rubber band for girls to tie their hair!

He took the rubber band and asked, "Whose is it?"

Luo Chuan was honest, he said solemnly: "Being the girl next to Xiao Wu, she saw that my long hair is inconvenient, so she gave me away."

"You've already cut it short!" Lin Jingmo reminded angrily.

Luo Chuan had a correct attitude: "I gave it away before, but I forgot to take it out."

Lin Jingmo pulled all these things out, put down the window and threw them into the trash can beside him, he started the car with a sullen face, and said angrily: "You will quit your job tomorrow."

Seeing that the person didn't make a sound, he bumped his elbow, "Did you hear that? I..."

In the middle of speaking, Luo Chuan leaned over, turned his face, and kissed him on the lips.Lin Jingmo immediately stuffed the second part of the sentence back into his throat, coughed dryly, and put his hands on the steering wheel in silence.

He licked the corner of his mouth, the scent of snow willow still remained on it.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Luo Chuan asked, "If you quit your job, you will lose your income. You..."

"I'll support you." Lin Jingmo blurted out without thinking.

The phone rang at the right time, interrupting the delicate atmosphere between the two.A string of numbers was displayed on the screen, and it was the woman calling.It was inconvenient for him to answer the call while driving, so he could only press the public release button.

The woman's voice didn't sound as powerful as the last time we met, her throat was hoarse, and it was difficult to speak a word.

"When will the money arrive? My time is limited, a week at most, if you don't see me, make trouble."

Lin Jingmo's good mood suddenly dissipated completely, and he said angrily: "One week? You have to write a plan to rob a bank. Do you think I am printing money!"

"Ask your father, [-] million is not difficult for him, his annual income is more than that. Besides, there is Xia Man, her natal family has a big business, [-] million is small money .And his son...ahem..."

The unreasonable request was interrupted by a cough, Lin Jingmo's blood was surging, he cursed: "It's all other people's money, how can you take it for granted!"

The woman took a breath and said, "Son...your mother only gave birth to you when she lived to this age. I only ask for money for your own good. Don't always turn your elbows outward."

"Let me tell you, if it's 200 million or not, I have at most [-] million in my pocket, and I'll call you in a moment, just as a thank you for giving birth to me."

Lin Jingmo turned his hand to hang up, but before he touched his finger, he heard another voice on the phone, and said to the woman: "It's about to start, it will hurt a little, if you really can't stand it, you can just bear it... ..."

There was a busy tone on the phone, and the woman hung up.Lin Jingmo vaguely felt that the conversation just now was not right, but he didn't want to delve into it.The car pulled over for a while, and he transferred 200 million. This money was originally a windfall, so it would be a pity to give it to him.

Just thinking of Jing Nian, he patted the steering wheel in frustration, and had to send another text message, meaning to give him some time, a week is too short.