Fall in love with the East after sunrise

Chapter 12 Fading away

After the morning class, Yue Hua went to Siguoya.

Lu Hou'er was practicing, laying down and practicing... Yue Hua lifted the quilt directly.

It was late autumn at this time, and Lu Houer was awakened by the sudden cold, "Ah! Who is who! Uh? Third senior brother?" After seeing the person coming, he stood up in surprise, "You are back, these days It almost scared me!" Lu Hou'er said with a strange expression.

Yue Hua nodded, "Yes, I'm back." Lifting the wine, he held it up in front of Lu Hou'er, "Do you want a drink?"

Although Lu Hou'er was willing, he still pretended to be disdainful and said, "I'm not a senior brother, so what's the use of using wine..."

Yue Hua chuckled and said, "I also prepared your favorite food."

Lu Hou'er thought it was something like roasted chicken drumsticks, his face was full of joy. After all, he hadn't eaten meat happily after passing the cliff, but when Yue Hua took out the food behind him, his face fell instantly." Brother, what do you mean by this..."

It turned out that Yue Hua took out two... peaches from behind.

Yue Hua laughed loudly, "Isn't this your favorite food, don't you think so, Lu Houer?" He started laughing again and again.

"..." Lu Hou'er was really speechless, picked up the wine in Yue Hua's hand, hummed twice to signal Yue Hua to go to the table, and then said, "Okay, senior brother, play with me again."

Yue Hua waved his hand, "What do you mean playing with you again? Usually you have the most tricks and cleverness, and you finally tricked me. You should be happy for me." He went to the table and sat in front of Lu Hou'er and asked, "Do you think so?" no?"

Lu Hou'er was dumbfounded by the rumors, followed Yue Hua's words and proudly said, "Isn't it... I am..." Before he could say anything, he immediately realized, "Brother Smelly, you are too much..."

Hearing this, Yue Hua couldn't bear it any longer, so he lay down on the table and shook his shoulders indistinctly, and let out an unbearable laugh, "Hmph, hum..."

After Yue Hua finished laughing, Lu Hou'er said angrily, "It's over, I'm very happy!"

Yue Hua was still out of breath, stroked his chest and said, "Lu Hou'er, it's great to have you." After slowly recovering, he said, "Lu Hou'er... don't you have ideals? Just like this for a lifetime To be a Huashan disciple?"

"Yes." Lu Hou'er was taken aback for a moment, and then said with longing after realizing it, "My dream is to marry a beautiful daughter-in-law!"

Hearing the words, Yue Hua felt helpless, and made figurative movements with his hands, "Isn't there...there is no greater ideal?" Yue Hua tilted his head and thought for a while, "For example, defending the family and defending the country...Excellent martial arts...Loyalty and filial piety, etc. some type of?"

Lu Houer was not happy when he heard that, and excitedly propped his hands in front of Yue Hua, which startled Yue Hua, glared at Yue Hua and said, "If you can do everything, if you can't take care of your own wife, you're still a bear! "

"If you can't be with the person you like, can't take care of her." Yue Hua stopped, opened his mouth and continued, "Well... I mean, if you don't meet, without these, what do you want to do most?"

Lu Hou'er was stumped by this question, and looked up, "I haven't encountered it..." Scratching his head and pursing his mouth, he made small movements unconsciously, and after a while he said, "I'm not like you, I think it’s good to live happily in this life and have a clear conscience.”

Yue Hua was stunned.

Lu Hou'er saw that Yue Hua seemed to be distracted, so he waved his hand to Yue Hua's face, and Yue Hua came back to his senses in an instant.

He glanced at Lu Hou'er in a daze, and then showed a big smile and said, "Lu Hou'er, dad told me to go up to Siguo Cliff today and think about my mistakes. You can go down."

"Really? Really!" Lu Houer yelled happily when he heard the words, "I can finally go down the mountain! These days have suffocated me."

With the same smile on Yue Hua's face, he pushed Lu Hou'er out of the cave, "Yes, it's true, so you can go."

Lu Hou'er said dissatisfiedly, "But I haven't had any wine yet."

Yue Hua continued to push Lu Hou'er until he pushed him to the path down the mountain before saying, "You are the one who refused to drink, and I didn't force you!" He stared at him and said, "Still leaving?!"

Lu Hou'er muttered, "Who is such a pushover..." and turned around and went down the mountain.

Yue Hua waited for Lu Hou'er to walk away, the smile on his face dissipated, his eyes were out of focus, and his expression was helpless, as if he had just appeared on stage like a clown.

And now... the show is over.

Yue Hua returned to the cave in such a chaotic manner. He wanted to sit on the stool properly, but just as he turned around and sat down, he fell down as if powerless.

As if he was drunk, he moved his head slowly, as if looking for the real touch to confirm that he was still alive in this world.

With a glance, he found the jug of wine that he had brought up before. Without thinking about it, he took it over and pulled out the cork, poured it into his mouth, and the wine flowed down his throat without stopping.There are countless entanglements in my heart, and sad emotions condense in my chest.

It seems that I want to use wine to extinguish the fire in my throat, open my stagnant heart, anesthetize my injured heart, and stop bleeding and pain.

Yue Hua threw the wine bottle to the ground, clutched his chest and tilted his head, laughing loudly, "Yue Hua, Yue Hua, you thought you could save your family, but you've got yourself trapped, so what's the use of you?" ?"Thunder and lightning.

Like all dramas that should be, it rained cats and dogs.

The patter of rain was mixed with choking.

With dry eyes and chapped lips from crying, he embraced himself.Yue Hua sat in this posture until dawn.

"Lu Hou'er, don't you...have no ideals? Just be a Huashan disciple for the rest of your life?"

"My dream is to marry a beautiful wife!"

"I've done everything, but I'm still a bear if I can't take care of my wife!"

"I think it's good to live happily in this life and have a clear conscience."

"Have a good time and have a clear conscience."

What if I can't find it...

If you find it, but being together will ruin her, ambitious and domineering, pursuing for life...

what about me…

Acacia Red Bean, you really hurt me a lot...

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"Brother, I'll bring you delicious food." Yue Lingshan's voice reached Yue Hua's ear before it arrived, and after a while, Yue Lingshan came in bouncing around.

And Linghu Chong...

Seeing Linghu Chong, Yue Hua was not overly surprised, but rather pleased.

He hooked Linghu Chong's neck and said, "How is it? How does it feel to go down the mountain? Is there any anecdote? Let's hear it."

Standing beside him, Linghu Chong was held down by Yue Hua's arm, bent over and said with a smile, "There are many, and I also met a girl..."

Yue Lingshan didn't like it when she heard it, and said suddenly, "Brother, what kind of girl... I'm really interested."

As soon as Yue Hua heard this, he immediately let go of his hand, and pushed Linghu Chong, "That's right, I am also very interested as a brother..." Putting Yue Lingshan on the shoulder and looking at the helpless Linghu Chong, he said, "Hurry up and tell us brothers and sisters. .”

Linghu Chong laughed helplessly, "Hehe, that's just an interesting woman I met during my training, named Dongfang Bai, who seems to know Ahua too." Looking at Yue Hua with piercing eyes, "Do you know him?"

Yue Hua's hand holding Yue Lingshan's shoulder became stiff instantly, and Yue Lingshan also felt it. Thinking of Yue Hua's appearance that day half a month ago, she couldn't help but feel worried.

Seeing that Linghu Chong seemed to want to ask again, Yue Lingshan directly knocked off Yue Hua's hand, stepped in front of Linghu Chong, grabbed the tender flesh on his arm and began to turn, "Not bad, I've learned a lot, and it's very interesting..."

In fact, it didn't hurt at all, but Linghu Chong still pretended to grin his teeth and said, "Ouch! My aunt is just someone I know, don't be so cruel..."

"Hmph." Yue Lingshan saw that Linghu Chong's performance was fairly pertinent, so she let him go and let go of the hand on his arm. She wanted to find a reason to distract Linghu Chong from asking her brother some questions, but she didn't wait to speak. Linghu Chong asked again.

"How is it, Ah Hua, do you remember her?" Linghu Chong had a nostalgic look on his face, as if he was getting along very happily with her.

Yue Lingshan saw that Linghu Chong insisted on which pot to open and which pot to lift, so she couldn't help stepping on Linghu Chong's foot hard.

Linghu Chong yelled again, "My aunt, what's the matter?"

Yue Lingshan put her arms akimbo arrogantly and said, "You are not allowed to mention her again, did you hear that?"

Linghu Chong's face changed when he heard that, and he was a little angry, "Why, I have a close relationship with her, and it's just for friendship, why are you thinking so complicated?!"

Yue Lingshan had never seen Linghu Chong get angry with her before, so she couldn't help but froze for a moment.

Yue Hua, who had been silent all this time, pulled Yue Lingshan behind him, stood up and looked directly at Linghu Chong, "Really, then what are you doing now?"

Hearing this, Linghu Chong suppressed his emotions, and said sadly, "I'm just...I'm just..." For a long time, he couldn't come up with a reason.

Yue Hua still protected Yue Lingshan behind her back, but Yue Lingshan just stood there staring at Linghu Chong in a daze.

"Your expression just now told me a lot, but I don't want to quarrel with you in front of Shan'er, so you can go." Yue Hua coldly ordered to evict the guest.

When Linghu Chong heard the words, he hesitated to speak, sighed and left.

Seeing Linghu Chong leave, Yue Hua put his hands on Yue Lingshan's shoulders and asked softly, "Shan'er, are you okay..."

Yue Lingshan said aggrievedly, "Brother...Eldest brother, it's the first time he's been so cruel to me..." Tears were about to fall.

Seeing Yue Lingshan so sad, Yue Hua hugged her into his arms, "Silly sister, brother knows..." But he didn't know how to comfort her...

Brother knows that you are sad, but my heart is also filled with turbulent sadness...

I always thought that she left because of the so-called grand plan, but it turned out that she never loved me...

Yue Hua thought about the so-called perfection in his heart at that time, when he was decadent like a woman for her, at that time he wanted to give up everything for her, and then he gave up his self-righteousness for her.

Even when they were separated, he always thought that they...were in love...

He forgot everything, forgot who Dongfang Bubai loved, forgot who he was, and what he was...

The previous experience only further proves that he is a fool...

should forget...