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Compared with the noisy courtyard, the empty corridor was pitch black, as quiet as a charcoal stove.

When Shao Erxue was about to disappear at the end of the corridor, Su Shiqing finally caught up with him.

He wanted to grab Shao Erxue's sleeve with all his strength, but before he stretched out his hand, he felt the ground shaking, and finally fell to the ground uncontrollably.

Shao Erxue finally stopped when she heard the voice, and couldn't help but feel distressed when she saw Su Shiqing fall.

He subconsciously wanted to help him up, but after hesitating for a long time, he clenched his fists and did not walk over.

Su Shiqing managed to get up, saw Shao Erxue in front of her eyes, and hurriedly walked towards him step by step.

"Why, why did you leave suddenly...?"

Shao Erxue turned her back: "If you continue to stay there, won't it disturb your good deeds."

"What a good thing!"

Shao Erxue didn't intend to say much, but said coldly: "I'm going first."

Su Shiqing's head was dizzy, her tongue was tied, and she wobbled and rushed to grab his arm.

"Wait, wait a minute!"

Shao Erxue frowned, and looked at Su Shiqing holding his hand indifferently.

"You, don't go! I have something to tell you..."

Shao Erxue stood there quietly, waiting for him to continue.

"Why, why did you lie to me?"

Because of the strength of alcohol, his body leaned against the pillar uncontrollably.

"What are you lying to?"

Su Shiqing couldn't bear his cold attitude, and shouted: "You lied to me, you lied to me to sign a 30-year contract! 30 years...you know, do you know what it means?"

Shao Erxue's tone was still without any warmth.

"It means you have to stay with someone you don't like for 30 years, is it painful?"

"It's painful, but not because of that..."

"What's that for?"

"Because, because..."

The emotion hidden in his heart was ready to come out, but Su Shiqing finally held back, he was afraid that Shao Erxue would feel embarrassed if he said it.

"Shouldn't you thank me for giving you a reason to stay with Lei Hao here forever?"

Su Shiqing was stunned for a moment: "And Lei Hao? I, I don't understand what you're talking about?"

"So far, do you still want to hide it?"

Shao Erxue felt as if countless daggers had been stabbed into her body, dripping blood.

He clenched his fists forbearance, and turned his back to Su Shiqing again, trying to quench the burning jealousy in his heart.

"I'm not Lei Hao, it's not what you think..."

Su Shiqing was eager to defend herself, so she wanted to run up to him and look into his eyes to explain.

"do not come."

The words Shao Erxue uttered quietly as if pleading restrained Su Shiqing's open legs. He was afraid that if Su Shiqing got too close, he would not be able to help but say more hurtful words.

"Brother Han Su..."

Su Shiqing swallowed the words in her heart.Seeing Shao Erxue's lonely back, shrouded in the hazy moonlight, she felt sad.

"Don't pretend to care about me!" Shao Erxue's fingertips turned white, and sorrow surged in her heart, "Anyway, you never consider my feelings, so why pretend to care about me."

Su Shiqing yelled out crying: "I didn't! Obviously, it's you...!"

Before he finished speaking, his legs lost strength and fell on Shao Erxue's back.But Shao Erxue didn't turn around and hug him, he was trying to restrain himself from hugging him.

Su Shiqing stood with her arms around Shao Erxue's waist, tears soaked his clothes.

"The person who obviously doesn't care about me...is you! Do you know how uncomfortable I am? I feel so sad every day..."

After speaking, his legs completely lost strength, and he sat on the ground all of a sudden.Shao Erxue also fell to the ground and finally turned around and hugged him.

Shao Erxue's eyes turned red: "Why are you sad?"

Su Shiqing thumped his chest feebly: "You don't understand at all..."

Shao Erxue suppressed the sadness in her heart, and said slowly: "Then say it, let me understand..."

Su Shiqing strained her eyes and pushed him away forcefully: "I hate you! I hate you!"

'I hate you for marrying a wife and having children, I hate that you don't understand my sincerity, and I hate myself even more why I am not a woman? '

A tear fell from the corner of Shao Erxue's eye: "Since you hate it, why did you choose to stay?"

It was hard for Su Shiqing to utter these sincere words, but Su Shiqing had lost consciousness and did not hear his sadness.

"Please, please... Say you love me, even if it's only once."

But Su Shiqing just made some humming sounds, which was really cruel to Shao Erxue.

As if he had lost his soul, he hugged the sleepy Su Shiqing and stood up.

Carrying Su Shiqing back to the dormitory, after covering him with the quilt, he stared at the sleeping face for a long time before leaving in a daze.

Shao Erxue raised his head, stared at the bright moon in the sky, and asked in a low voice, "Old Yue, please answer me, why can't you connect me with him...?"

But there was no answer except for the cold moonlight shining on him.

Back to the noisy yard again.

Looking at the happy crowd, Shao Erxue couldn't be happier. He walked over and grabbed the wine jug on the table and poured it into his mouth.

Seeing this, the others stopped one after another, but no one dared to persuade him.

After half an hour.

Lei Hao, who was also in a daze, staggered in and saw Shao Erxue pouring wine, feeling even more uncomfortable, so he grabbed his hand that was about to drink.

"Why do you drink so much?"

Shao Erxue shook him off vigorously: "Don't touch me."

"Shao Erxue!"

Shao Erxue just gave him a cold look and continued drinking.

Lei Hao stepped forward to stop him again, but he suddenly punched him in the face.

Lei Hao was stunned on the spot, blood oozing from the corner of his mouth due to rupture.On the one hand, he was too shocked, and on the other hand, he felt wronged, so he rushed over and punched Shao Erxue.

"hateful!"

Shao Erxue didn't resist, and took the punch abruptly.

Then, the two of them fought in the yard for no reason.

The stunned people rushed to fight, but both of them were Lianjiazi, and dozens of people couldn't stop them no matter what.

After several rounds, Lei Hao was knocked down by Shao Erxue.

He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth angrily, and shouted: "You nasty bastard! Why did you hit me! What right do you have to lose your temper at me?"

Shao Erxue didn't answer, but her expression remained indifferent.

"Do you know how chilling I am when you do this!" Lei Hao pointed at his chest and shouted word by word, "You are always so indifferent and self-righteous, and you can't see my dedication and sincerity. In your eyes, am I so contemptuous and self-deprecating?"

"I will never endure your indifference again!"

After finishing speaking, Lei Hao angrily smashed the wine jar on the table, and left angrily.

Shao Erxue stared at the broken porcelain pieces on the ground in a daze, with a lonely expression on his face, a trace of blood slowly oozed from the corner of his mouth, but he couldn't feel any pain.

The next day.

Su Shiqing woke up from the room, vaguely remembering the scene of chasing Shao Erxue staggeringly after being drunk.But what exactly was said, my head hurts so much that I can't remember it at all.

Dragging his hangover body, he walked slowly to the construction department.

Everyone is as busy as usual, rushing to make artwork.

But Su Shiqing still felt something was wrong, and always felt that the atmosphere was weird.

Shao Erxue barely looked up after he came in, let alone smiled at him as usual.

Could it be what happened last night?

He vaguely remembered that the two of them seemed to be arguing, and seemed to be talking about the 30-year contract.But what exactly was said, he really didn't have the slightest impression.

Suddenly, he noticed that Shao Erxue had bruises on his face, and he didn't care about recalling it, so he hurried over and asked, "Brother Han Su, are you injured? What's going on?"

The paintbrush in Shao Erxue's hand paused slightly, and she didn't answer him, or even glance at him.

This made Su Shiqing feel uneasy and strange.

"What happened? Brother Han Su, could it be me...?"

He thought he was drunk and beat Shao Erxue, and he was at a loss for what to do.

Shao Erxue finally said, "It has nothing to do with you."

Hearing these words, Su Shiqing breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's fine if it's not me, then who beat you like this?"

Shao Erxue frowned tightly, as if unwilling to say more.

Su Shiqing realized that there was something wrong with the eyesight of the people around her, so she turned around and asked a more familiar painter.

The painter covered his mouth with his hands and whispered, "It's Mr. Lei..."

"Master Lei?"

Painter: "It seems that they drank too much, and the two started fighting."

Su Shiqing looked at him suspiciously, but why?Why did Shao Erxue and Lei Hao fight?

Feeling uneasy like this, I spent the whole day in the construction department.

After dinner, Su Shiqing stopped Shao Erxue while there was no one on the road.

He tentatively said: "Brother Han Su..."

Shao Erxue said expressionlessly, "What's the matter?"

"Last night, did I play drunk and make you unhappy?"

"No."

In the dark night, Shao Erxue remained silent, and the expression on his face was not so real, it was elusive.

Su Shiqing asked cautiously: "Then why do you always keep a straight face? Is there something uncomfortable?"

He just wanted to escape, to escape from Su Shiqing.

Shao Erxue turned his back and said, "If there is nothing important, I will leave first."

Su Shiqing was a little anxious: "Brother Han Su, what's wrong with you?"

As she spoke, she wanted to raise her hand to touch Shao Erxue's forehead, but Shao Erxue dodged subconsciously.

The outstretched hand paused in mid-air, neither raised nor lowered.

"I am fine."

Hearing that the unfamiliar voice seemed to be a little gentler, Su Shiqing put down her hands.

"It's fine..."

"Excuse me."

Seeing Shao Erxue's leaving back, Su Shiqing smiled with difficulty.

……

In this complicated garden of all souls, the days passed by without improvement like the weeds.

Shao Erxue's attitude was still cold and polite, which made Su Shiqing feel sad.

It seems that when he was with Jie Ao, Shao Erxue did the same, deliberately avoiding him, being lukewarm and lukewarm towards him.

Lei Hao hadn't seen each other since the Mid-Autumn Festival night, and he didn't know what he was busy with, so he couldn't see anyone.

After the rain, it was sunny, and the sun pierced through the clouds and shone on the earth.

Su Shiqing handed a painting to Yan'er and asked her to help bring it to Shao Erxue.

Yan'er pushed open the door and saw Shao Erxue standing alone in front of the window sadly, so she walked over and put the painting on the table.

"Is he gone?"

Yan'er nodded, and after hesitating for a while, she decided to speak: "Since your husband cares so much, why don't you go see him?"

Shao Erxue just moved her lower lip slightly, but she didn't say anything after all, she still stood there saddened.

Yan'er sighed helplessly and closed the door.

After Yan'er left, Shao Erxue turned around and walked towards the painting. After touching the painting with her trembling fingertips, she put it back again. After several hesitations, she still didn't have the courage to open it and look at it.

The paintings that could not be opened were locked in the bookcase by him.