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The two got along very well in the first three years, and Shen Jiaming would also accompany them to flirt on Valentine's Day. Later, Shen Jiaming felt that Lin Moyan was boring, and he didn't bother to go home. He took care of a college student who had just left society outside. The interns in his company are very handsome, which is Shen Jiaming's favorite type.

It's called He Jing.

Lin Moyan and Shen Jiaming have been married for seven years. They have been with him since they were a 22-year-old young nobleman, and now they have become a 29-year-old uncle.

Three years ago, he overheard Shen Jiaming talking with Shen's mother.

The reason why Shen Jiaming married him was that he and Shen's father had a bet to marry to inherit the Shen Group. For him, Lin Moyan was the best choice.

In a lie called love, he became a player in the game.

During that time, he was depressed, and wanted to ask if those previous oaths were true?Want to ask if Shen Jiaming loves him?

Knowing that he was caught in a trap of lies, he wove another more perfect lie for himself. As long as he was willing to go home, he believed that Shen Jiaming loved him, and he could pretend not to see the flowers and plants outside.

In the morning, a ray of sunlight came in through the window, Lin Moyan slowly opened his eyes, reached out and touched the cold side of the bed, Shen Jiaming didn't go home.

He was used to Shen Jiaming not going home for half a month, and even controlled his emotions to miss him.

In the garden of the yard, sunflowers bloomed.

The seed was given to him by his attending doctor, and it is said that it can make people feel better.

After marriage, Lin Moyan didn't like to go out. Sometimes he would go to a coffee shop to sit and write, and the rest of the time he would spend the rest of his time planting flowers and plants in the yard.

He took out his mobile phone and took a picture of the sunflowers in the yard. Shen Jiaming.

Ding dong.

Shen Jiaming held a young man in his arms. The man's fair skin was covered with hickey marks of different shades. He reached for the mobile phone on the bedside table, with a hint of sinister in his eyes.

"Jiaming, the sunflowers in the yard are blooming, and the flowering period is waiting for no one." He Jing gritted his teeth and stared at the text on WeChat, then deleted the sentence and the photo, picked up the phone and took a bite on his cheek.

Click, one sound.

I took several photos in a row, and the moment my slender fingers clicked to send, a pair of innocent almond eyes emerged viciously.

Lin Moyan looked at these intimate photos, his pupils widened and he sat in the dirt for a moment, feeling weak.

He felt like a masochist, knowing how unsightly the photos were but insisted on clicking on them.

The first one showed a young man kissing Shen Jiaming's right cheek. The man showed his fair skin and a deep purple hickey on his neck.

The second picture shows the two hugging each other tightly.

The third picture shows the young man kissing his eyelashes, showing a happy expression.

The 32-year-old Shen Jiaming has a little more calm charm, and his facial features are more refined and handsome. The years have not left marks on his face, but the charm of a mature man. Naturally, there are bees around him.

He suddenly remembered that in the fourth year of their marriage, he ran into Shen Jiaming in the old street with another man in his arms, smiling ambiguously, but when he saw him, he let go of him in a panic, saying they were friends.That young man was very handsome and clean, not polluted by worldly filth. He knew that he was Shen Jiaming's lover, so he could only smile and nod.

Lin Moyan hugged his knees tightly, with his head hanging on his knees to feel the breeze brushing against his cheeks. He sat for an indeterminate how long before he came back to his senses, but found that his feet were numb.

The seven-year itch couldn't be worth a moment of novelty, he thought that Shen Jiaming was different from everyone else, but they were all the same.

He wanted to end this lie, living in the lie he wove made him a little breathless, he even wanted to take revenge on Shen Jiaming, obviously gave him a dream, why was he so careless to let him find out everything?

He thought that as long as Shen Jiaming is willing to go home, as long as he is willing to go home and see him, then there are other reasons to lie and mend the broken deception, but he is lingering with others...

At noon today, Lin Moyan gave the workers a half-day holiday, and the huge house became much quieter in an instant.

He was looking for the white suit in the closet. It was the wedding dress for him and Shen Jiaming. It was his favorite suit, which was usually taken care of. Seven years later, it was still as good as new.

After changing into his suit, he looked at himself in front of the mirror and smiled, and slowly walked into the bathtub to lie down. At that moment, he felt relaxed, the sharp knife cut his wrist, and the warm liquid dripped On the marble floor, he could feel the blood flowing out of his whole body, but he was indifferent in his heart, and said silently: "Shen Jiaming, I will never meet you again in my next life..."

He sank into the bottom of the water, he saw a ray of light welcoming him from the bottom of the water, he gradually lost his breath, and the bloody water in the bathtub overflowed the ground...

Shen Jiaming realized that at 04:30 in the afternoon, he played with He Jing too late last night. When he woke up, his heart ached violently. The intermittent pain made him inexplicably afraid, and he felt as if something Losing it immediately, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't been home for more than half a month, so he picked up the clothes and put them on without caring how He Jing acted like a baby.

According to He Jing's acting like a baby in the past, he would stay overnight, but today he felt inexplicably irritable, and there was a voice in his heart telling him to go home immediately, he shook off He Jing's hand and went out the door.

It was already 05:30 when he got home, and the villa was empty. He passed by the yard and saw the sunflowers blooming. He walked quickly to the room, and shouted impatiently, "Uncle He? Lin Moyan...Lin Moyan... "The moment he pushed the room away, the room was filled with a strong smell of blood, and he walked to the bathroom with the smell of blood.

The person in the bathtub lay lifeless on the bathtub, his wrists were still dripping with blood. Shen Jiaming's pupils shrank, and he staggered into the bathtub to pick up the person from the bottom of the water. The coldness of his body frightened him, and his eyes turned red instantly Get up and shout loudly: "Lin Moyan wake up..."

He fumbled in the pocket of his suit but couldn't find his phone. Shen Jiaming picked him up from the bathtub, hugged him horizontally, and walked out the door. He couldn't even hear the other person's heartbeat or breathing, and he blushed. Eyes, hoarsely calling the other party's name, silently repeating that the other party is safe and sound.

Shen Jiaming only ran through dozens of traffic lights, and when he was sent to the hospital, the doctor announced the time of death as [-]:[-]. At that moment, Shen Jiaming's eyes turned red, he grabbed the doctor's collar, and growled, "He Not dead, what nonsense are you talking about?"

The moment everyone pulled him away, Shen Jiaming's whole body limply sat on the ground. He had never been so afraid before. He was obviously tired of the other party, but his heart hurt so badly that he couldn't even speak.

Three days later, after Lin Moyan's family finished the funeral, they also completely turned against the Shen family.

Shen Jiaming knelt at the gate of Lin's house for three days and three nights, and no one paid attention to him until he woke up lying in the hospital with a haggard face and a few strands of white hair on both sides of his temples. He seemed to be a different person in just a few days.

Shen's mother felt distressed seeing her son's appearance like this. If someone from the Lin family hadn't called to ask Shen Jiaming to leave, otherwise he would have passed out at the gate of the Lin family.

Ever since the two got married, both families have seen that Shen Jiaming has a romantic nature. Before Shen Jiaming hugged a young and beautiful man in the street and was seen by Grandpa Lin, he came to Shen's house to make a big fuss. Lin Moyan bluntly believed that He ended up not making a fuss, and for this reason, Grandpa Lin felt that Lin Moyan's death had something to do with Shen Jiaming.

Shen's mother persuaded Shen Jiaming not to mess with the flowers and plants outside many times, but she didn't listen. In the end, she didn't expect that the two of them would end in tragedy.

Shen Jiaming was discharged from the hospital in the afternoon. He put on Lin Moyan's clothes, which had a faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus, and he was very decadent.

The laptop was unlocked, and his fingers accidentally touched it to open it. He was sitting on the chair with one on the right side. When he opened Lin Moyan's Weibo, the tears in his eyes finally dripped down the back of his hand.

Everything on Lin Moyan's Weibo was about him, and he pressed the mouse to flip through the latest Weibo news.

"The sunflowers are blooming, I want to invite him to watch it together, and I forgive him, but I didn't expect him to be lingering with someone else...

Seven years of dreams, at this moment I want to end with my own hands. "

"On February 2th, he spent Valentine's Day with me. Although I know he is busy with work, he is very happy that he can spare time to accompany me."

He continued to scroll down and found a post three years ago, which read: "It turns out that my marriage was a huge scam. He married me just to get back the right of inheritance. It turns out that people can treat themselves badly." How tiring is it for someone you like to pretend to be affectionate?"

"I know he cheated, but as long as he doesn't bring anyone home, as long as he is willing to go home, I believe he loves me, and I will guard our home."

After reading all his Weibo posts, Shen Jiaming raised his hand to cover his eyes with warm tears streaming down his palm. Suddenly the video phone in the drawer rang, and he opened the drawer to look at the man in the video.

"Can I ask Lin Moyan to pick it up?" the man asked politely.

Shen Jiaming's eyes were bloodshot, and he said weakly, "I'm his husband, you can talk to me if you need anything."

The man hesitated for a while, and said, "Mr. Lin Moyan, I made an appointment to see depression a few days ago, and today is the appointment time."

How did he get this disease?

His heart trembled a few times suddenly, he rubbed the wedding ring on his ring finger with his fingertips, and his eyes were filled with sadness.

After Shen Jiaming hung up the video call, his heart was pulling and hurting, as if someone had cut the veins of his heart upwards, but he couldn't die. He only realized it later when he lost Lin Moyan. I have always loved Lin Moyan deeply, but my eyes were dazzled by the flowers and plants outside, and my heart was also blinded.

A few days later, He Jing knew that Lin Moyan was dead, so he took the initiative to call Shen Jiaming to comfort Shen Jiaming. He just yelled at the phone and locked himself in the room. The room is full of cigarette butts, and the ground is full of beer cans. He can only numb himself in this way, so that he can dream of him.

It's a pity that he doesn't even want to enter his dreams.

Shen Jiaming was leaning against the edge of the bed, with a cigarette in his hand, and the person with black and blue circles under his eyelids, staring at the framed photo, shouted hoarsely: "Ah Yan, I was wrong, I shouldn't cheat I love you, come back soon, okay?"

Later, Shen Jiaming lived with Lin Moyan's longing, and finally lived in Lin Moyan's appearance...

I thought that I participated in your world, but I never expected to participate in your world, and finally became an outsider.

In the next life, Shen Jiaming never wants to meet you who amazed my entire youth. I can't bear the stamina.