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A simple apology made Gu Yuchen feel so uncomfortable.

It's uncomfortable to feel that the fingers are slightly numb, and even when you lift your fingers, you can feel the numbness, which pulls the heart and hurts, obviously there is no problem with the heart.

Gu Yuchen still felt the pain in her heart, it really hurts, it hurts more than stabbing her body with a knife, this kind of invisible pain can pull your emotions and judgment.

On this road of chasing love, he lost his way and lost himself.

Gu Yuchen lowered her eyelids, blinked her curled eyelashes, thought for a long time, then raised her head with a smiling face and said, "Jing Shu, let me hug you for one minute, and let me like you for another minute, okay? "

Tang Jingshu nodded, Gu Yucheng seemed to use all his strength to hug Tang Jingshu tightly, and a low magnetic voice rang in his ears.

"Tang Jingshu, I really like you, but I hope you can be happy."

At this moment, Gu Yuchen wished to stay in this 1 minute forever, but time will eventually pass.

Reality will force him to recognize reality, and he has to force himself to recognize reality.

Recognize that Tang Jingshu doesn't like him.

"In this one minute, Gu Yuchen loved Tang Jingshu very much, and in the next minute we will return to the relationship between doctor and patient." Every time Gu Yuchen said a word, it seemed that his heart was bleeding, but now he was told to give up Tang Jingshu, he did less than.

But he didn't want Tang Jingshu to be embarrassed, he didn't want this.

Gu Yuchen let go of Tang Jingshu, and took out a pack of medicine from his pocket, which is a medicine for controlling emotions.

Tang Jingshu took the medicine in his hand, said thank you, and saw Shen Jiayi at the door.

He didn't know when Shen Jiayi came?

Gu Yuchen walked to the door, stopped suddenly, bent over to Shen Jiayi's ear, and whispered, "How dare you do something to Jingshu."

"I will never let you go."

As soon as the voice fell, Gu Yuchen disappeared from Tang Jingshu's eyes.

The nurse pushed Shen Jiayi into the ward, and replaced Tang Jingshu's injection bottle with a new one.

"After the anesthetic, my legs will hurt a lot. I want to come and accompany you." Shen Jiayi's throat was so dry that he could get angry. Every time he said a word, his throat hurt so badly. When he was speaking, he paid attention to Tang Jingshu's expression.

"Whatever you want." Tang Jingshu glanced at the dead skin around Shen Jiayi's lips, his eyelids were drooping, and he looked extremely lethargic, "Go back, I need to rest."

Tang Jingshu could feel that Shen Jiayi was holding back his physical discomfort, and he couldn't bear it.

"Xiaoshu, let me accompany you." Shen Jiayi had a painkiller injection, and his body was somewhat uncomfortable. He didn't even have the strength to raise his hand, so he could only rely on infusion of nutrient solution to maintain his life.

Tang Jingshu moved his body outside and said with an unnatural expression, "Come up to sleep with me."

As soon as the voice fell, Tang Jingshu saw that Shen Jiayi was stunned, and patted the surface of the bed with his hands to signal Shen Jiayi to come over.

The tails of Shen Jiayi's eyes were slightly red, and he was holding the armchair of the wheelchair with both hands. His arms had lavender blue veins due to the force, and his expression was a bit labored. He stepped on the ground slowly with the other foot, and finally put the other foot down. on the ground.

Little by little, he walked to Tang Jingshu's bed, only then did Tang Jingshu notice that Shen Jiayi's legs were swollen, as swollen as a pig's trotter.

Tang Jingshu was afraid that Shen Jiayi would fall, so he held down the dead corner of the bedside table with his other hand, and watched Shen Jiayi get into his own bed. It seemed a bit crowded for two men to sleep on the same bed, and the whole space was filled with charm.

Shen Jiayi has been suffering from insomnia recently, and he felt very at ease when he smelled the familiar smell. His whole body was curled up, looking extraordinarily petite.

Looking at his scrawny back, Tang Jingshu panicked in his heart, and his mood gradually sank.

Thinking of Shen Jiaming's retribution today, he deserved it.

But when he thought of the other him disappearing with him, he felt very uneasy.

He was struggling and contradictory in his heart, he didn't know how to respond to Shen Jiayi, so he could only be indifferent to him

It's what he thinks is the best way to get along.

Tang Jingshu was lying on his side, and the whole ward was so quiet that he could only hear his own breathing. Suddenly, a terrible picture flashed in his mind, which made Tang Jingshu break out in a cold sweat.

His hands were trembling slightly, and he reached out to probe the tip of the other's nose, only to find that there was a faint sound of breathing, and the warm breath was gently sprayed on the index finger, and he was relieved.

Tang Jingshu retracted his hands, stared straight at the ceiling, his head was empty of thoughts, and he was in a daze.

The layout of this ward is better than that of Shen Jiayi's. It faces south and sits north, and the layout is very warm. The mild sunlight in the morning shines in directly, and the scenery outside the window is a garden.

Straight rays of sunlight shone in. Tang Jingshu lay on the bed and watched the trees shaken by the wind outside the window, while the other hand of the person next to his pillow was on his waist. Tang Jingshu reached out to the tip of the other person's nose to check if he was breathing. Suddenly the person in front of him opened his eyes and stared straight at him.

Tang Jingshu was a little embarrassed, retracted his hand, squeezed his earlobe with the other hand, looked at the other party with a smile and said, "Good morning."

He always felt that Shen Jiayi could only feel at ease when he could breathe.

Gu Jiayi hadn't slept until dawn for a long time. Looking at Tang Jingshu's smiling face, he said with difficulty from his throat, "Morning."

For the next month, Shen Jiayi slept with him in the same bed.

Tang Jingshu also had stitches removed on his right foot, and he insisted on rebuilding it every day, while Shen Jiayi couldn't even get out of bed.

"Little, little book." Shen Jiayi lay on the bed, rolled his eyes, and shouted Tang Jingshu's name with difficulty in his throat.

Tang Jingshu supported his crutches, walked to the bed and smelled a stench that spread throughout the room, and saw a large puddle of light yellow urine on the bed.

Shen Jiayi looked ugly and messed up, his sallow complexion had a tinge of red, his voice was hoarse, as if there was a fire burning in his throat, every time he uttered a word, his voice was hoarse, "Call Xiao Xu in for me."

Xiao Xu is Shen Jiayi's male nurse. He is honest and honest, with a somewhat dull temper.

Shen Jiayi didn't want Tang Jingshu to see such an embarrassing scene, but he was still seen by the other party.

Tang Jingshu saw Shen Jiayi's embarrassment, nodded, and went out to search for Xiao Xu, but he couldn't find anyone.

Back in the ward, the fishy smell became even stronger, the weather in August gradually turned cold, and Shen Jiayi's lower body was wet, which was always bad.

He was worried that Shen Jiayi would catch a cold, since his immune system was basically gone, so it would be bad if he got infected.

"Xiao Xu, I can't find it, let me change it." Tang Jingshu's tone was very soft, but it was particularly comfortable to listen to.

Seeing that Shen Jiayi was silent, Tang Jingshu went to the closet to find a pair of trousers, then went to the bathroom to fetch a basin of warm water, put the basin on the bedside table, and soaked the white towel in the warm water.

While helping Shen Jiayi take off his pants, he paid attention to the other person's expression, casually talked about what happened recently, and turned his eyes.

When he took Shen Jiayi's pants down to his thighs, he could feel Shen Jiayi's body stiffen.

In one go, Tang Jingshu tore off the whole pair of pants, including the underpants, and cleaned them lightly with a towel. After cleaning, Tang Jingshu helped the other party put on the pants, but found that the other party was asleep.

Shen Jiayi has recently suffered from lethargy, and often feels very tired and tired, with large areas of edema in his body, and large areas of bruises on the surface of the skin.

Whenever Shen Jiayi fell asleep, he would reach out and probe the tip of the other's nose, fearing that Shen Jiayi would never wake up again if he fell asleep.

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updated.whee.

Tang Jingshu helped Shen Jiaming see the end.

But his heart is not feeling well, and he is also struggling.