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He held the gift box tightly with his right hand, and shrunk hard. The wrapping paper on the surface of the gift box was slightly wrinkled, and his pupils were dilated, as if he had lost consciousness. He stood there staring at the empty hospital bed.

Scenes of the time spent with Xiao Min flashed through Tang Jingshu's mind, and the time reappeared as if it was yesterday.

Obviously the day before yesterday she was still lying in her arms, coquettishly calling her pretty brother, but today she turned into a boxy box and stepped into hell.

Tang Jingshu's heart was full of mixed feelings, unspeakable emotions, uncomfortable chest tightness, followed by a gentle voice in his ears, he turned around and saw a woman walking towards him.

"Mr. Tang——" The woman was wearing plain clothes, tied a low ponytail, a few strands of hair fell to her temples, her face was haggard, the whites of her eye sockets were covered with bloodshot eyes, and there was a heavy blue-black circle under her eyelids Eye circles, the whole person looks listless, eyes looking around the ward, as if looking for something.

He muttered: "Mr. Tang, have you seen the strawberry girl doll?"

Tang Jingshu shook his head and said softly, "No."

This strawberry girl doll was given to Xiao Min by Tang Jingshu. Xiao Min likes it very much. Every day before going to bed, she would drag it into her arms to sleep. The night before the operation, Xiao Min went to sleep with the strawberry girl doll as usual. The next day After washing up in the morning, I found that it was gone.

Before entering the operating room, the woman searched almost all the wards and still couldn't find it. Xiao Min clamored that she must find it before entering the operating room. Finally, the woman coaxed Xiao Min to see the strawberry girl doll after the operation.

During the operation, Xiao Min's blood pressure dropped suddenly and her platelets dropped. In the end, the bone marrow transplant failed and the rescue was ineffective.

When the woman signed the notice of critical illness, her fingers were trembling, and the word Tang Siyuan was written crookedly.

But in the end, Xiao Min's rescue was ineffective.

Tang Siyuan’s ancestors have been teaching and educating people, and her parents have great expectations for her. In that year, she was sent to study dance and ballet abroad, and met Xiao Min’s father in a bar in the United States.

The man looks heroic, plays, sings and composes excellent music, and sweet talk is nothing to worry about. Tang Siyuan fell in love with Xiao Min's father just like that. The two fell in love quickly. Tang Siyuan, who was in love, had no intention of studying, so he sneaked out on dates all day long, and soon became pregnant. up.

At that time, Tang Siyuan's parents were extremely opposed to the two being together, and Tang's father bluntly said that if they insisted on being together, they would sever the father-daughter relationship.

Tang's father has seen countless people, and he is well-informed and thinks that men are foolish, not aggressive, full of lies, dreaming of being a star all day long, and not being down-to-earth will not make Tang Siyuan happy.

Regardless of his parents' dissuasion, Tang Siyuan sneaked back to the United States to marry a man.

There is no luxurious wedding, no luxurious wedding dress, only two plain silver wedding rings, and two red books to complete the registration of marriage.

After marriage, Tang Siyuan lived in a simple rental house. She washed and cooked every day while she was pregnant, but the man still didn't even have a serious job.

He came back drunk every day, fell asleep with his limbs spread out, Tang Siyuan looked at the man before and after marriage, and began to regret that he didn't listen to his parents' dissuasion, and also sneaked out to marry the man.

She could only grit her teeth and insist on living her life, in order to prove that the original choice was right.

But as the days passed, her belly was getting bigger and bigger, and the conflict between them was like a snowball getting bigger and bigger, and finally the conflict was completely aroused.

The two had a big quarrel for three days, and a small quarrel for two days.

Once sweet, but now they look at each other with hateful faces.

Tang Siyuan was once deeply attracted by a man's talent in playing, singing and composing music, but now he hates it extremely.

On the day Tang Siyuan was about to give birth, he made several phone calls to the man, all of whom were turned off. He gave birth to the child alone, but was told by the hospital that the child had congenital leukemia.

When a man learns that his child has this disease, he needs to invest a lot of money and it may not be cured, just like a bottomless pit where he can only enter and exit.

In the end, the man took away all the valuables at home, and disappeared from Tang Siyuan's world without a trace, just like this man had never appeared in her world.

Desperate Tang Siyuan, physically and mentally devastated, carried the newborn baby to the top of the hospital's tallest building, wanting to jump for life and end this failed life.

The little hand of the baby in her arms kept pulling on her collar, and the sound of crying completely pulled Tang Siyuan back from despair.

It seems to be telling myself that I want to live, and I am also telling myself to live strong.

From that moment on, Tang Siyuan only wanted to cure her daughter's illness, and she dared to take on any job for money, almost doing everything once.

Falling in love also starts from the bar, and being forced by life to be a beer girl also starts from the bar.

Life is like satirizing her, choosing a wrong path.

In order to raise medical expenses for her daughter and to be able to sell alcohol, Tang Siyuan desperately accompanied her to drink. The staff in the bar called her desperate Sanniang.

But who knew that she had a very good life back then, giving up her future and her parents for a man, just to be with that man.

In the end, reality hit her hard and made her wake up from a love brain.

It also made her understand that love has a shelf life, no one will love someone forever, human nature is selfish, no one can be relied on, only relying on oneself is the truth.

Tang Siyuan waited for eight years for a suitable bone marrow donor, but he did not expect that the operation failed and Xiao Min's life was ruined.

It was as if God had played a joke on her, and caught her off guard to accept the hardships of life.

Now that Xiao Min is gone, no matter how much money Tang Siyuan earns, it will be useless, her well-behaved and sensible Xiao Min will never come back.

In the ward, Tang Siyuan searched every corner carefully but couldn't find it, and muttered: "Is it so?"

Tang Jingshu also searched the entire ward, but he couldn't find it. He moved the high bedside table, and a strawberry girl doll fell heavily to the ground.

It turned out that the strawberry girl doll was caught between the gap between the bed and the bedside table, so I couldn't find it no matter how many times I searched on the ground.

Tang Siyuan quickly picked up the strawberry girl doll, patted the doll's clothes, with a strange smile on his face, but tears filled his eyes, and said with a smile: "Xiao Min, I found my favorite strawberry girl doll."

"I found it, I found it at last." Tang Siyuan couldn't help it anymore, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were still smiling: "But, but Xiao Min is gone..."

"Come back again, never come back..."

"Xiao Min, although he left, he went to a beautiful place, where there is no pain and suffering, only happiness." Tang Jingshu comforted Tang Siyuan, and at the same time comforted himself, he believed that Xiao Min would go to a good place.

Tang Siyuan wiped away tears, wet eyelashes trembled, looked at Tang Jingshu and said, "Mr. Tang, thank you for giving Xiaomin the last happy time during this time."

"I will take Xiao Min back to his hometown Jiangnan for burial."

Tang Siyuan seemed to be lost in memory while talking, and then said: "I was born in Jiangnan, where the spring is warm and flowers are blooming, it is a very beautiful place. Xiao Min has always wanted to go to Jiangnan, and now I can finally go home."

"Mr. Tang, take care." Tang Siyuan held the strawberry girl doll tightly in his hand, and his voice rang in Tang Jingshu's ears with a bit of tenderness. He watched the woman finally disappear from his eyes.

Tang Jingshu left the ward with a heavy heart, when suddenly a nurse took a sandwich and a cup of coffee and handed them to him.

The nurse said that a man asked her to give it to her, and passed on instructions to the nurse not to forget to eat no matter how busy she was.

Before Tang Jingshu came, he asked the nurse who the man was?

The nurse had already turned and left.

The author has something to say:

Tang Siyuan is so pitiful.Because of a scumbag who ruined his future, Xiao Min also left in the end, and she was the only one left, hey.

If you like it, please bookmark it, thank you.Thank you so much.

So, every girl must stay sober in love, let alone ruin her future for a man.

Thank you very much Jimei who can keep watching, hee hee