Rebirth of the King of Shadow Emperor and Singer

In Lu Yuming's eyes, the pure excitement and longing froze little by little, and finally covered with frost and snow.He couldn't talk about the past, and he didn't understand why Chu Xiuning would suddenly press on him step by step.

No answer, long blank.

Chu Xiuning spoke again, with a calmer expression: "I can help you form a band, but you always have to tell me why you chose Zero. In other words, tell me, you and Ke Yan, and Zero, and even Lu What happened between the words and the tea?"

Lu Yuming raised his head suddenly, this is the problem.He never told Chu Xiuning about his past, and every time Chu Xiuning asked, he never answered.Mystery and concealment can also equate to mistrust.This was the first time, and perhaps the last time, that Chu Xiuning asked about his past.But he couldn't say that the Jiugongge system was right at his feet, as cold as a corpse!

"Chu Xiuning, I don't want to lie to you." Lu Yuming said with difficulty, "So I can't explain anything."

"Then at least tell me about the matter between you and Ke Yan." Chu Xiuning discussed, "Reason tells me that you were not ambiguous before. But emotions are not forgiving, Ke Yan is not easy to get close to, and so are you, but both of you Being able to share feelings I didn't know about. I'd be...jealous too."

"Chu Xiuning, I really can't tell." Lu Yuming stood up, walked to the sofa, got low, put his hand on Chu Xiuning's left hand, and pressed his cold hands together, "I'm sorry. "

"Then just tell me a little bit about your past." Chu Xiuning looked at Lu Yuming, "Anything is fine."

"What do you want to know?" Lu Yuming bit his lip, his face turned pale, but he couldn't say anything after that.

The Jiugongge system sensed his intentions, and countless red grids were tightly attached to Lu Yuming, and the scorching pain grinded every pain sensation.He opened his mouth hard but couldn't make a sound. The system was no longer warning, but deprived Lu Yuming of his voice, making him unable to say anything.

For the first time, the power of ghosts and gods has been shown so thoroughly in the rebirth system.It uses violence to enforce its will, and it cannot say what it is not allowed to say.Even though Lu Yuming tried his best, he still couldn't break free from the restriction.At this moment, Xiao Lu's body does not belong to Lu Yuming, but becomes a cage to imprison him.

Chu Xiuning waited for a while, and stopped asking questions: "I have always felt that you are carrying a big secret. I have thought so since the first time I saw you. The more I like it, the more I want to know what you are carrying. , the more I want to share it with you, the more reluctant I am to force you to talk about it."

"If you don't tell me, I'll wait for you to speak, and I've waited for many years. But you never said it. If I wait too long, I will doubt it. Xiaolu has clear grievances and grievances. So he stayed with me because we embraced the same Feelings, or I used to be good to him, and he is giving me back?"

"It's only now that I finally understand." Chu Xiuning ran his hand along Lu Yuming's ear to his neck, his cold fingers touched the beating of his heart, "This is all caused by jealousy, I'm jealous of Lu Yuming. You don't tell me anything, but you want to avenge him and remake Zero in his place. Even though I liked him, I'm jealous that you're all about him. This feeling of not being able to get your full attention is so torturous .”

The red lightning dissipated, but Lu Yuming felt even more painful. He held Chu Xiuning's cold hand and said hoarsely, "It's not like that. It's really not."

He can use his acting skills to let everyone see a completely different album, but he is unwilling to tell half a lie to Chu Xiuning.But when all the truth cannot be told, this sincerity has become a biting poison.

In the empty room, only Lu Yuming's bewildered and powerless defense remained.

Until the voice disappeared, Chu Xiuning laughed at himself: "Look, I actually don't know what I'm talking about anymore. I don't know why, seeing Ke Yan hugging you today, I lost control. You said you want to reorganize Zero, I Even more unwilling. Well, it’s okay, let me be alone for a while.”

Lu Yuming still held his hand and refused to let go.

Chu Xiuning withdrew his hand forcefully and persuaded him: "Go back, I'll go find you when I figure it out."

Lu Yuming looked at his empty hands, his mind went blank, and all the supporting strength collapsed.Lu Yuming stood up mechanically.He didn't say anything until he went out, not because he didn't want to, but because he couldn't.

Chu Xiuning focused on a spot on the floor when the sound of the door closing sounded in his ears.

With a small "dong", the door closed, separating the two worlds.

Lu Yuming stood in the long corridor of the hotel, with orange lights, all the doors looked the same no matter whether they were going left or right.In a daze, I don't know where to go, revenge, rebirth, and ideals are all eclipsed, and everything becomes unimportant.

Lu Yuming bowed his head, and the palm-sized system light screen was lying at his feet, quiet and harmless.But it seemed like a big mockery.It brought Lu Yuming back to life, but it made his life worse than death now.

The color in Lu Yuming's eyes faded, as if all senses had disappeared, and there was only a light screen shining with a dark color in his eyes.He raised his foot, and stepped on it slowly and vigorously.For the first time, Lu Yuming actually stepped on that nine-square grid.The surrounding space suddenly trembled.

Lu Yuming was unmoved, he raised his foot again.The severe pain struck like a lightning strike, and the back seemed to weigh a thousand catties. The huge force was going to tear Lu Yuming's soul and flesh apart.

Lu Yuming knelt down slumped, still not giving up, clenched his fist and smashed it down again and again.The counterattack of the Jiugongge system is getting heavier and heavier.But Lu Yuming kept talking, unscrupulously paranoid, and tried all his madness.Until the system flickers, the color of the light is messy.It seemed to be twisted in pain, and its corners rolled up and flew up with a "swish", flying to a place where Lu Yuming could not see and hid.

Lu Yuming won this confrontation, but so what?He might never be able to tell Chu Xiuning the truth, so how could he expect a possible forgiveness?

Lu Yuming sat down slowly, leaned against the wall outside the door, hugged her legs, and curled up.The coat slipped off. "Ding Dong" sounded softly, and two rings rolled out of the pocket, made of platinum, with a brushed surface, and a half ring of broken diamonds.The rings circled on the ground, bumped into each other, and landed next to Lu Yuming's legs.

This was a gift I bought in London, and Lu Yuming kept it by my side all the time. When the seasons changed and the coat became thinner, the ring box was omitted.He has been waiting until Chu Xiuning gave it to him on his birthday.When Pei Xuexuan got married, she even snatched the sock ring. It seemed good to propose when she gave the ring.But now it's unnecessary.

Lu Yuming picked up the ring and held it in his hand, feeling ashamed.

After an unknown amount of time, the window at the end of the corridor revealed a faint light.It was a long night, the corridor was quiet and no one passed by, Lu Yuming sat quietly all night.There was still a bit of extravagant hope in his heart, maybe Chu Xiuning would want to see him in the next second.So just wait "next second" and "next second".

And now it was daylight, and it seemed he was finally coming to an end.

The door lock next to "Boom" was unscrewed, and the lock cylinder bounced on the lock spring.Sneakers rubbed against the floor, joints strained, steel hinges collided.The sounds of minutiae were infinitely elongated in Lu Yuming's mind.

The next moment, Lu Yuming suddenly raised his head, and Chu Xiuning walked out.Holding the mobile phone in his hand, Chu Xiuning walked in a hurry, seeing Lu Yuming stop immediately, a look of astonishment flashed across his face, and asked in a low voice, "Why are you still here?"

"I'm leaving now." Lu Yuming quickly lowered his head and stood up while leaning on the wall.Can't see too many abnormalities.

After standing still for a while, Lu Yuming finally broke the silence: "I never lied to you, but there are some things I may never be able to tell you. I'm sorry."

After Lu Yuming finished speaking, he turned around and strode away without any hesitation, and boarded the elevator.

Chu Xiuning stood still and didn't say a word to persuade him, but just stared at Lu Yuming's back in a daze.Until the moment the elevator doors closed.

The two heavy iron doors were slowly closed, and Lu Yuming's figure finally disappeared.Lu Yuming was just taken away by the elevator, and they haven't said goodbye yet.

Countless pictures flooded into my mind in an instant, and finally stopped in an ordinary morning.Chu Xiuning was half asleep, and someone whispered in his ear, "Slacker, I'm out for a run. I'll be back in an hour."

Even if it is a small parting, they will say goodbye.Even if you are sleeping soundly, there will be a small kiss in your dream as a "see you later" contract.

All the disappointment, unwillingness and jealousy in Chu Xiuning's heart, those emotions that had troubled him for a long time, disappeared in an instant, revealing the initial part of all emotions.He suddenly thought of the stairs and rushed over.