he is afraid, he pretends

The date for Wu Luming to go abroad is set on December 12.

That morning, Wu Lupal accompanied him to the airport, and Wu Yunwen made a video call with the two through his cell phone.

Check in, go through security.

When Wu Luming took the boarding pass and walked to the corresponding terminal, he just received a message from Wu Lupalm that he had boarded the bus.

Air tickets are set by the school.

Wu Luming found an empty seat and sat down. Just as he sat firmly, a voice came from above his head.

"Wu Luming?!"

The voice was full of surprise.

Wu Luming raised his head and saw a face full of surprise.

It was Cen Xiwen.

Cen Xiwen stared at Wu Luming for a long time, then looked up at the flight information on the monitor behind Wu Luming.

"You want to go abroad?" Cen Xiwen muttered, "The final exam is coming soon, so it must not be traveling."

"You don't want to study abroad, do you?"

Wu Luming glanced at the boarding pass Cen Xiwen was holding, seeing that the destination was different, he just responded casually.

When Cen Xiwen heard the response, he seemed to suddenly become interested. He sat down in the empty seat next to Wu Luming, and said in his usual gloating tone: "It shouldn't be, Wen Siyuan returned to City A. Are you going abroad?"

Wu Luming glanced at him.

Cen Xiwen suddenly smiled deeper: "It's not true that you haven't found out what I left for you before, have you?"

He looked Wu Luming up and down: "Could falling in love really make people's IQ drop?"

Wu Luming hasn't slept very well these past few days, and because he got up early to catch a flight today, his expression has been a bit sleepy.

He reluctantly listened to a few unnutritious words from Cen Xiwen, then ran out of patience, adjusted a comfortable sitting position, closed his eyes and rested his mind.

Cen Xiwen's voice rang for a while, then gradually stopped.

Hearing the sound of footsteps gradually receding, Wu Luming did not open his eyes.

It wasn't until the boarding announcement sounded that he sat up straight, packed his things and lined up in the crowd.

After boarding the plane, I found a seat and sat down. There was a lot of noise in the cabin.

Wu Luming turned his mobile phone and looked out the window. As the noise of the plane took off gradually stopped, he took out the bluetooth headset from his pocket and put it on.

Unlock the phone and click on the recording software.

The screen is empty, with only one audio recording.

The recording of the call one morning a few months ago lasted tens of seconds.

Wu Luming clicked on it, and a tentative voice sounded in the earphone instantly: "Xiao Ming?"

There was only one sound, followed by a few seconds of silence, and a piece of piano sound slowly flowed out.

The phone vibrated twice in a row, and it was two messages that just came in.

Wu Luming looked down.

【Are you on board? 】

【be careful on the road. 】

·

Wen Siyuan left from the tutor's office, and Xu Qiqi followed him and said with emotion: "Are you really sure you don't want to stay in G University? I'm so envious of the terms they offer you, I would have told you before I signed the contract." They jack up the price."

"No, I'll treat you to dinner at noon." Wen Siyuan took out his phone and walked towards the direction where the car was parked.

"So good?" Xu Qiqi's eyes sparkled.

Wen Siyuan explained: "I don't know when the next meal will be, I am going to go abroad."

Xu Qiqi was stunned: "So suddenly?"

"It wasn't sudden." Wen Siyuan walked to the front of the car, threw the car keys to Xu Qiqi, and opened the door of the passenger seat, "You drive."

Xu Qiqi didn't care about who was driving for a moment. He opened the door and got in the car. While starting the car, he asked Wen Siyuan: "What about the younger brother? Isn't he still studying?"

Wen Siyuan didn't answer right away.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the phone. On the interface were two messages he sent to Wu Luming more than ten minutes ago.

Wu Luming did not reply.

He tapped lightly on the screen, and after a long time, he exited the chat interface with Wu Luming, and clicked into the chat history with Ruan Shumu a few days ago.

A few days ago, under the three messages Ruan Shumu sent him and the photo, he replied a thank you after half an hour.

After his thank you, Ruan Shumu quickly followed up with a reply.

[You don't need to thank me, but I want to trouble you to thank your little boyfriend for me, thank him for saving my life.At that time, I was in a bad mood and didn't take care of it. I didn't thank him in retrospect. 】

Wen Siyuan looked down at the text, until Xu Qiqi thought he didn't hear it and asked again, then he turned off the phone and responded: "He is studying abroad."

-

When Wen Siyuan walked out of the inpatient building, it was already completely dark.

He glanced at the time, only to realize that it was already nine o'clock at night.

It's been a bit ignorant all day today.

When I got home, I took my mother to the hospital in the city, and then there was a long examination.

Rubbing his swollen temples, he turned on his phone, seeing that Wu Luming hadn't replied to the message he sent in the afternoon, his brows furrowed instantly.

Sent a few more.

Wen Siyuan went to a nearby 24-hour supermarket to buy a bottle of water, and then sat down on a bench at random.

After drinking the water for most of the day, the message to Wu Luming still hasn't received a reply.

After thinking for a moment, he screwed on the bottle cap and called Wu Luming.

The first call ends with the waiting time, no answer terminates.

Wen Siyuan realized that something was wrong, and dialed the second number after a while, and this time it was connected quickly by accident.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Xiao Ming."

There was no immediate response from the person on the phone.

After a brief blank, a woman's voice sounded: "I am Wu Luming's mother, may I ask who you are?"

The answering of the phone call meant that things would go in a direction that Wen Siyuan hadn't predicted.

That night, he had a brief chat with Wu Luming's mother.

The next morning, Wen Siyuan sent Jiang Yuanhui to the examination room, and when he was sitting in the corridor waiting, he received a call from Wu Yunwen.

The woman didn't exchange pleasantries, and cut to the topic ably: "Mr. Wen, I have learned something about you and Xiao Ming. I have a question, and I wonder if you can answer me."

Wen Siyuan agreed, and then heard the woman ask: "Do your parents know about your affairs?"

"have no idea for now."

"Then have you ever come out to your family before this?"

In fact, this question is unlikely to be true, because before Wu Luming, Wen Siyuan had never been attracted to anyone, and he had no sexual awareness.

But he still answered Wu Yunwen rigorously: "No."

Wu Yunwen's voice soon came from the phone again: "Last night, I told you that Xiao Ming fell asleep and let me receive the call. I lied to you. He had a little accident in the community. He was admitted to the hospital yesterday and has been in a coma until now."

Wen Siyuan's heart missed a beat, and he stood up from the chair in an instant.

Fortunately, Wu Yunwen's next sentence was quickly picked up: "Don't worry too much, he was hit and fell by a frightened dog, and he just fell on the place where his head was injured before, so he didn't wake up. , the doctor said he will wake up soon and there will be no major problems."

Wu Yunwen's explanation failed to let Wen Siyuan's hanging heart rest.

He was about to ask more about the situation when Wu Yunwen's voice sounded again: "Also, I need to apologize to you. Out of some considerations, I investigated your personal situation. Is your mother sick?"

Wen Siyuan's throat tightened for a moment.

In his heart, he already had guesses about Wu Yunwen's next words.

Jiang Yuanhui's inspection takes an hour.

Wen Siyuan frowned and lowered his eyes, and after thinking for a moment, he went out and agreed to Wu Yunwen: "Yes."

"I've seen the surveillance footage of Xiao Ming's accident. He was obviously out of shape when he returned to the community yesterday. Originally, he wouldn't be hit by a dog. The red rope in his hand broke. He stood there for a long time and bent over. Going to pick it up, I happened to run into a battery car that was out of control. I think the red rope in his hand should be given by you."

Wu Yunwen's question was obviously not a question, and she didn't mean to ask Wen Siyuan to answer, because she quickly continued.

"Of course, I'm not saying that you indirectly caused the accident. It's just that it's undeniable that his loss of consciousness yesterday and his being in place for so long after seeing the red rope snapped should all be related to your departure yesterday."

"Mr. Wen, do you think that with your current family composition, does your family accept the high probability that you like the same sex?"

Wen Siyuan walked out of the hospital and bought a pack of cigarettes at a roadside shop.

He leaned against the lamp post at the entrance of the hospital, unlighted the cigarette in his hand: "I will find a way to make them accept it."

"That is to say, this is something you still need to find a way to accomplish, but now this matter will be more difficult because of your mother's illness. Is my guess right?"

Wen Siyuan couldn't argue: "Yes, but I can definitely do it."

"Mr. Wen, what you are talking about is the result. What about the process? If you do what you say, it will cost Xiao Ming pain and injury or even more. Do you think this result is meaningful to me as Xiao Ming's mother?" ?”

The morning sun was a bit dazzling, Wen Siyuan pushed off his glasses that were almost sliding up to his nose, and responded in a deep voice: "That won't happen."

"But there is still a probability. Mr. Wen, at your age, you should be clear enough that the trade-offs that adults have to make are far more than a simple choice between fish and bear's paw. I can believe that you are willing to put Xiao Ming in the first place. But he is certainly not the only one in your top position. Your parents, your situation, the impact of the decisions you make on your parents' situation, when things really have to be resolved, so much pressure pours on With you alone, do you think you can absolutely guarantee that Xiao Ming won't be affected at all?"

"I know that a relationship requires two people to face difficulties and take responsibility together, but I hope you can understand my feelings as a mother."

Wu Yunwen has said so many words, but his voice has always been capable and calm.

However, at this moment, she suddenly paused for a long time, and then spoke again, her voice choked with forbearance.

"He died in front of me once."

There was a slight rubbing sound on the phone, as if Wu Yunwen couldn't hold the phone steady.

"I'm really a very failed mother. Because of my incompetence, he was sent away when he was young and suffered a lot. Later, I brought him back, and because of my carelessness, I failed to detect his psychological problems in time. , almost brought him to his death."

Wu Yunwen endured it very hard, but at this point, no matter how much she could bear it, she couldn't help it, sobbing aloud.

"During the half a year when he was in a coma, I reflected on myself every second. Reflecting on why I didn't get a divorce in time, why I didn't discover the conspiracy of the family to send him away, and why I didn't find him after I brought him back. The reticence of words is due to psychological problems. I once felt that I was not worthy of being a mother, but he woke up and survived, so no matter how unworthy I am, I will do my best to continue to protect him. "

Wu Yunwen was silent for a long time after finishing what he wanted to say, and when he spoke again, the sobs in his voice had been subdued a lot.

"It's not that I don't allow him to love you. He can love you, and he can expect you to respond to his love, but I don't want him to accept that you will love him as well. When you fail to deal with Before getting into your current situation, I hope he is ready to accept that one day you will eventually give up on him for many reasons.”

"So I hope that you will not have any contact with him until you have dealt with all your situations. If you can deal with everything, I will not stop you when you come to me again. The request was made by me, You don't have to worry about Xiao Ming, I will explain it clearly to him."

Wen Siyuan didn't know when the cigarette was lit.

By the time he noticed it, the flames had almost reached the butt of the cigarette.

Wen Siyuan shook the ashes of the cigarette, bit the end of the cigarette and exhaled the last puff of smoke ring. He crushed the cigarette out, and his voice was not hoarse than usual, but it was still rigorous and firm as always.

"I won't give up on him."

Wu Yunwen on the phone was about to speak when he heard Wen Siyuan say again: "But I can promise you."

Within half an hour after hanging up the phone, Wen Siyuan smoked most of a pack of cigarettes when he suddenly heard intermittent piano sounds coming from across the street.

He looked up and saw a shop selling pianos.

In the store, a little girl in a hospital gown is sitting in front of the piano and trying to play.

The sound of the piano is intermittent, but full of vitality.

Wen Siyuan stared at it for a long time, then put the cigarette he just took out back into the cigarette case.

Then he put the cigarette case in his pocket, and he walked across the street.

The author has something to say:

Reasonably estimated, it should be finished within five chapters, hehe