After scumming me, they all regret it

Xie Gui's "see you tomorrow" didn't come true. I don't know if he was afraid of his rhetoric. Chen Zhouhe didn't come to work in the company early the next morning, and when he asked about personnel, he said he didn't ask for leave.

After winter, the weather has been more rainy and less sunny, Xie Gui left absent-mindedly after hearing what the personnel said.The branches outside the window are bare, and the dark brown knots look ugly and abrupt.

Chen Zhouhe finished the last phone call with Xie Baozhen, heaved a long sigh of relief, the burning nerves in his brain jumped suddenly, his eyes were dry and painful, and the dizziness from the hangover had not yet recovered.

The doctor took his temperature, 38 degrees seven.

"You have a high fever, young people nowadays are so careless about their bodies," the doctor shook the thermometer, "I'll put some water on you, it will work quickly."

"No need," Chen Zhouhe coughed twice, "just prescribe some medicine, please."

The doctor hesitated to speak, seemed to want to persuade him, finally sighed: "Okay, pay attention to yourself, recent taboos, don't eat spicy food, and absolutely don't drink alcohol."

"Okay." Chen Zhouhe took the case and went to the pharmacy to get the medicine. The mask on his face couldn't cover his sickness.

A dark wind suddenly picked up outside the window, making the already bleak winter even more chilling. The doctor looked at his handsome back, adjusted his glasses, and sighed again.

In order to recuperate, Chen Zhouhe didn't go back to the house in the urban area. Xie Gui seemed to have taken the wrong medicine during this time, biting him like a mad dog. Chen Zhouhe didn't want to meet him, so he simply went to the villa in the suburbs, planning to rest a few days.

Speaking of Xie Gui...

Chen Zhouhe turned the steering wheel and frowned slightly.

I don't know how he knew about Xie Wendu and his wife. Grandma and sister-in-law are trying their best to match them up now, and they will definitely not tell Xie Gui about it. Xie Ziqian may not know about it, and the possibility of telling Xie Gui is not high. .

The explosion that year directly destroyed two families. Chen Zhouhe understood that feeling. He had been stuck in his heart since Lan Xiuzhi told him in junior high school, and it became a knot in his heart after so many years.

The suburban road is far away, Chen Zhouhe drove for nearly two hours, and when the navigation showed that there was still about half an hour left, Chen Zhouhe's cell phone rang.

He was always focused on driving, and he pressed the Bluetooth button on the car without looking at it, and the call was connected.

"Hi, hello." Chen Zhouhe said.

"Hello..." A familiar yet unfamiliar voice came from the other end of the phone, with a rambunctious smile, "Chen Zhouhe."

Chen Zhouhe's heart was shocked, and he glanced at the number, it was from a neighboring city.

He quickly calmed down and asked tentatively, "Jiang Zhuye?"

"It's me, stay safe." The other side blew a whistle.

The knuckles of Chen Zhouhe's hand holding the steering wheel were blue and white. He opened his mouth but didn't say anything. He was so excited that he coughed twice, and his face flushed abnormally.

A person who has been "dead" for many years...

Appeared suddenly.

Chen Zhouhe understood the truth about the fire that year, including when Jiang Zhuye left later, it was Chen Zhouhe who personally sent him off.They parted at the airport, and Chen Zhouhe watched Jiang Zhuye throw the number he had used for many years into the trash can without hesitation, and waved goodbye to him.

"Your promise has been fulfilled," Jiang Zhuye hooked his shoulder for the last time before leaving, "We will not contact you in the future. When I contact you again, it will be the time for me to fulfill my promise."

"What did you find?" Chen Zhouhe's voice was dry.

"You really went straight to the point. You haven't learned any sentimentality for so many years." The background over there was very quiet, not at all like when I was on the phone with Li Ye, "I will send the information to your email after I hang up the phone. It's good news or bad news for you, but it's still a gift, and you have to unwrap the gift for a good boy."

Chen Zhouhe took three deep breaths excitedly, and the mouth of the tiger holding the steering wheel turned red.

"Thank you." Chen Zhouhe said.

"It's up to me to say this," Jiang Zhuye put away his laughter, paused, and his voice was more serious than ever, "Thank you, Chen Zhouhe."

The location of the country villa is very remote, it is nearly three hours' drive from the city, and it is very inconvenient to travel usually.But Xie's house hired someone to clean it regularly, and when Chen Zhouhe arrived, the food in the refrigerator was still fresh.

He was not in the mood to cook, so he turned on the computer after a simple wash and read the emails Jiang Zhuye sent him.

Back then, he made a deal with Jiang Zhuye, he helped Jiang Zhuye leave by feigning death, and Jiang Zhuye helped him find out the truth about the explosion.

On the day Lan Xiuzhi explained the situation at the explosion site to Chen Zhouhe, she gave him a document. In the past few years, Chen Zhouhe looked through the documents repeatedly, always feeling that something was wrong.

According to the doctor, Chen's mother had almost no self-awareness due to inhalation of a large amount of carbon monoxide and the previous domestic violence by Chen's father. How did she judge whether Chen's father and Xie Wendu came in, and how did Chen's father find her? Pressed the lighter before?

The email included a video, which was a private surveillance record of a resident in the building diagonally opposite Chen's father.

The surveillance only lasted 36 seconds, from Father Chen going upstairs, talking to Xie Wendu, to Xie Wendu taking out a lighter to light a cigarette.

lighter!

Goosebumps appeared on Chen Zhouhe's back. He watched it back and forth no less than ten times, his lips trembling with excitement.

really!

So it all makes sense!

It was raining outside the window, and it seemed to be suffocated for a long time. The rain was so heavy that it almost broke the branches and slapped the window.Chen Zhouhe didn't turn on the light, the room was like an unopened chaos.

He didn't know how long he watched it, his brain nerves struggled for a long time, and finally at a certain moment, it snapped.

The notebook slid to the floor with a muffled sound. Chen Zhouhe sat on the head of the bed and fell into a drowsy sleep.

This sleep was indescribable, like a revolving lantern, Chen Zhouhe dreamed of countless scenes from the past.

First, when he was in elementary school, he was poked in the back by Xie's family's helper, saying that he was relying on Xie Gui's face, begging to stay in Xie's house, killing his parents, Xie Wendu and his wife didn't count, but Lan Xiuzhi fell ill and was hospitalized.

Chen Zhouhe had strong self-esteem since he was a child, so he left Xie's house without saying a word, walked [-] kilometers, eight or nine hours, and went to the temple on the outskirts of the city to pray for Lan Xiuzhi's safety.

Although he is young, he knows in his heart who treats him well.

Later on it was Xie Gui, who arbitrarily occupied most of his memories.

Too bad it's not a good memory.

At Jiang Zhuye's funeral, the weather was also very bad. Xie Gui's face was haggard and unshaven, and his eyes were reddened. When he saw him, he revealed the hatred that Chen Zhouhe would never forget.

"Why do you have the face to attend Ah Ye's funeral? It's all because of you?!" If the people around him didn't stop him, Xie Gui would have rushed over to punch him, "Why didn't you die, why?!"

Chen Zhouhe was holding a black umbrella, Gujing Wubo's eyes turned around his face, he put down the flowers, without saying a word.

Then there is the chat page between him and Xie Gui, with countless green frames that cannot be drawn to the end, all of which are his soliloquies.

In the past few years, countless quarrels and tolerance have created an unspeakable nightmare. Xie Gui will never understand how sad he is under his calm and indifferent appearance.

He didn't care at all.

The soreness in the limbs and this almost depressing dream disturbed Chen Zhouhe, clenched his teeth, his eyelashes trembled, and tears came from the corners of his eyes.

Finally, last night, under the distorted and gorgeous lights, Xie Gui held up the glass of wine mixed with broken glass, and approached him step by step...

"Don't come here..." Chen Zhouhe's voice was filled with tears, the medicine on the bedside was unopened, and the plastic bag was quietly sealed.

Like a wordless mockery.

You see, no one cares about your life and death, Chen Zhouhe. They have a price for your kindness. They want you to be well-behaved, obedient, and learn to please. Once you are worthless, the home you have worked so hard to maintain will Those warm things will no longer belong to you—or in other words, you never got them.

Your personality and preferences are not important, just like a crooked flower branch, just cut it off.

Xie Gui in the dream was still approaching, but the wine glass suddenly fell to the ground.

"Snapped!"

A very dynamic drumbeat directly awakened Chen Zhouhe from his dream. The instinct of his body forced him to open his mouth and take a deep breath, his pupils shrank like a needle.

His heart was beating uncontrollably because of the shock, his blood flowed backwards, and his hands and feet were cold.

There seemed to be a party downstairs, and the rhythm of the explosion almost shattered Chen Zhouhe's eardrums. The voices were noisy, mixed with the laughter of men and women.

Chen Zhouhe lifted the quilt, frowned and turned the doorknob.

I saw that the hall on the first floor was filled with tables and wine counters like a magic trick, and several high-quality stereos occupied the four corners. At a glance, there were about thirty or forty people twisting their limbs to the music, laughing provocatively.

"Are you awake?" Xie Gui came from the corner of the second floor, with a smile on his lips, "I can really sleep, I slept for more than three hours, Mr. Chen, we couldn't wake you up even with such a big movement of moving things. "

more than three hours...

That is to say, not long after he set off to the suburban villa, Xie Gui set off with people.

Chen Zhouhe immediately thought of Xie Baozhen.

Before he came over, he specifically told Xie Baozhen that he couldn't take care of Lan Xiuzhi recently, so he asked her to spend more time.

"Now that you're awake, let's play together?" Xie Gui clapped her hands, "Party all night tonight, don't go home until you're drunk."

It was raining heavily outside, and a small sapling outside the window was interrupted by the middle. Inside were countless drunken faces and drumbeats hitting his brain nerves.

The last string in Chen Zhouhe's mind was also broken.

Fever, drunkenness, exhaustion, the truth and long-standing disappointment were on the verge of breaking out. He turned around and faced Xie Gui with cold eyes and a straight back.

"Xie Gui, I know you hate me, but those are not important anymore. I will let you know soon that I don't owe you, even if I owe you, I will pay off all the years of care."

He left only one sentence, and left without looking back.

Xie Gui put her hands in her trouser pockets, leaning against the railing on the second floor, her expression indifferent, and she didn't hold back.

He has seen Chen Zhouhe's back many times, but this time, his heart suddenly missed two beats, and a faint uneasiness enveloped him, as if he was really about to lose something.

After a long time, Xie Gui sneered.

Chen Zhouhe picked up the car keys and left the villa.Just the walk to the garage had left him drenched in the rain, and an umbrella was useless in this weather, as the rain would fall from all directions.

Shaking his hands, he stepped on the accelerator to the bottom as if he was not afraid of death in the heavy rain, frantically trying to leave those drums behind him, the car drove faster and faster, and soon out of Xie Gui's sight.

Han Ren couldn't find Xie Gui for a long time. When he went upstairs, he saw Xie Gui leaning against the window and looking out. He leaned over and saw only the tail of a car.

"You lost your popularity again?" Han Ren couldn't believe it, "You let him drive so fast in this kind of weather? What if something happens?"

Xie Gui looked away: "Do you think he is stupid?"

"Xie Gui, it's almost done. I'm telling you not to be soft-hearted and go to the end, but look at you now, are you crazy? Even if the matter of Ah Ye is put between the two of you, at least he grew up with you. Drive people to death?" Han Ren said, "When I first entered the door, I saw that there were still medicines on his bedside, probably because he had a fever. In this case, you still let him race in extreme weather, you..."

"He has a fever?!" Xie Gui straightened up, frowning and asked.

"Ang, the medicine is on the bedside, yourself..." Han Ren stopped Xie Gui, "Where are you going if I'm so stupid?"

When Chen Zhouhe woke up again, his first thought was——

This is not dead, he is really lucky.

The road was slippery in rainy days, and he was driving fast. When turning, the tires slipped, and he rolled directly from the winding mountain road to the bottom of the mountain.

Chen Zhouhe originally thought that he would surely die.

At the moment of weightlessness, the hurdle of life and death, Chen Zhouhe figured out a lot of things. If he could do it all over again, he would definitely not want to live like this.

Any responsibility, any guilt, any soft heart, all of them are gone.

Chen Zhouhe thought, he seemed to have never lived for himself.

In fact, he has always disliked finance, he didn't like to shoulder the responsibilities of Xie's family for Xie Gui, and he didn't like to work in the company from [-] to [-] every day. If he could, he wanted to be a free person, a free man. career.

For example, a photographer travels around the world and takes pictures of his favorite things. When he has enough time, he goes to a tourist attraction to open a small teahouse. He can see the changing crowds every day in the same four seasons.

Another cat and a dog.

"Mr. Chen, are you awake?"

The nurse's surprised voice brought back Chen Zhouhe's mood. He blinked, and his eyes finally focused. The bright white ward was a bit dazzling.

The doctor quickly came forward to examine him, and the nurse told him his condition in a soft voice.

He was lucky. When the car rolled over, he hit a tree branch. The airbag popped up to protect his internal organs. Only his right leg suffered a comminuted fracture, and he needed to stay in the hospital for three months.

Chen Zhouhe listened calmly, without much reaction.

"Can I ask, who sent me here?" Chen Zhouhe said suddenly before the doctor left.

"We don't know about this. Someone found you and called the emergency number." The doctor looked a little confused, "It should be a kind person passing by. He left shortly after sending you here. Neither stayed."

"I see, thank you." Chen Zhouhe nodded, looking a little tired.

"Have a good rest, Mr. Chen."

Chen Zhouhe didn't rest, he leaned on the head of the bed, the pain in his right leg hung his spirits, the rain was still falling outside the window, but it was nearing the end, it was dense and gentle.

He sat for three hours, as if he had made up his mind, he dialed the phone.

The author has something to say:

You should be able to tell from the title that we, Chen Chen, are finally here!want!Get out of the sea of ​​suffering!up!

This chapter counts as the beginning of the crematorium (pigeons rubbing hands), I finally explained everything, only when Chen Chen’s heart knot is untied, and his mentality is completely changed, the crematorium will be so cool~

In the next chapter, Xiao Xie's world view exploded, and he began to regret it!I originally wanted to write about Chen Chen leaving today, but I wonder if it’s because I haven’t been vaccinated against rabies before, my body’s reaction is very strong, I’m very sleepy all day, I feel sleepy after walking two steps, and finally I have to make a cup of coffee before climbing Get up code word orz