After scumming me, they all regret it

The hospital is in the urban area, and it takes half an hour to drive. Xie Gui sat in the back seat of Chen Zhouhe cautiously, thought for a while, and then switched to the co-pilot.

Chen Zhouhe glanced at it, but said nothing.

He clicked on the navigation and played a relatively soothing light music.

"That..." Xie Gui searched for him for two years but found nothing, suddenly seeing Chen Zhouhe still had a strong sense of unreality, "Have you been here for the past two years?"

Two years ago, Chen Zhouhe left without saying goodbye after telling the truth, and Xie Gui didn't even know how to address him when we saw him again.

"Yeah." Chen Zhouhe was a little tired from driving all day, and he ran into such a trouble when he came back.

To be honest, he was not very interested in communicating with Xie Gui, and whether he felt guilty or complained, those memories related to Xie Gui made Chen Zhouhe sincerely uncomfortable.

He doesn't like to recall the past, to get involved in the suppressed emotions of the past.

"Then... how have you been these two years?" Xie Gui asked again.

He was almost sitting on his side, his eyes were fixed on Chen Zhouhe's face all the time, and the anxiety and joy in him almost condensed into substance and hit Chen Zhouhe's face.

"Very good," Chen Zhouhe said after a pause, "Sit down."

Xie Gui responded, corrected her sitting posture, and within two seconds, turned around again: "I have always thought that you are in country E for the past two years, and I will go to see you every year."

Waiting for the gap of the red light, Chen Zhouhe turned his head and glanced at him.He thought it was a little funny, he let go of his bad future, but Xie Gui fell into it.

It's not that he doesn't understand the hint, it's just that he doesn't want to make any more entanglements.

Chen Zhouhe hummed.

Just turn the traffic lights to the hospital.

Xie Gui probably also saw Chen Zhouhe's indifference, and didn't speak again until he got off the car.

The dog injury clinic of this hospital is open 24 hours. Chen Zhouhe registered him, took him to the consultation room after receiving the order.

The doctor is a middle-aged man with eyes and a very gentle look.

He took the form, buried himself in filling it out, and asked, "Name?"

The air froze for a long time, and no one answered.

Xie Gui was sitting, Chen Zhouhe was standing beside him, and he kept looking up, like a child being led by a parent.

"Name?" The doctor asked again, looked up at the two of them, wondering, "Which one of you sees the doctor?"

Chen Zhouhe nodded Xie Gui: "He—the doctor asked your name."

Xie Gui woke up like a dream, let out an ah, and looked at the doctor: "Xie Gui."

The doctor resumed writing and asked again, "Which rose?"

"Gose of roses." Xie Gui's voice was very low, and the infusion room was next to him, and he could hear the chatting and laughing in dialect and the crying of children clearly. He lowered his eyes and thought of the past.

In fact, many things can be traced at the beginning of the change.

For example, when he was ill a long time ago, Chen Zhouhe was always the first to insist on taking him to the hospital, including taking medicine and hanging water... Every step Chen Zhouhe would patiently coax him, that kind of intimacy thanked Gui. I often think of it.

Later, their relationship broke down. Chen Zhouhe probably didn't know the truth of the explosion during that time, and continued to treat him out of guilt, but he never forced Xie Gui to coax him to go to the hospital when he was sick.

After registering, the doctor took a look at the wound, and asked some questions as usual.

Xie Gui's eyes didn't know where to look. Chen Zhouhe saw that he was obviously out of shape, thinking that his cat scratched someone again, sighed with a headache, and answered the doctor's question sentence by sentence.

After the doctor finished the process, he gave them a new form and asked Xie Gui to wash the wound with soapy water for 15 minutes before paying for the medicine.

He asked, and Chen Zhouhe responded, and before leaving, the doctor even teased: "The relationship is so close, you two are a couple, right?"

"No." Chen Zhouhe said subconsciously.

Then he paused - he didn't know how to describe his relationship with Xie Gui, so he just smiled and didn't intend to answer.

"No," Xie Gui continued his words in a low voice, "he is my brother."

"Oh...brother," the doctor didn't doubt much, "it doesn't look alike..."

The sink for washing hands is in the inner room, and the sink is very low.When Chen Zhouhe came back after paying the fee, he saw Xie Gui sitting on the stool, bent over, rubbing the wound on his hand in a twisted posture.

All kinds of voices were blocked by the door and became hazy, Chen Zhouhe leaned against the door frame and waited quietly for him.

"Brother," Xie Gui knew he was coming, so he didn't dare to look at him, only dared to speak after thinking about it a thousand times in his heart, "Can we talk?"

Many things may not be so decent when spread out, but Xie Gui still wants to try.

He still owed Chen Zhouhe an apology.

Chen Zhouhe raised his eyebrows very slowly, and faced his words for the first time since meeting again: "Xie Gui, I don't know what you want to say, or I know a little bit, but I don't want to talk deeply."

"You should be able to see my attitude. I don't want to talk about the past with you. I don't know what the past means to you, but it is really a bad memory for me," Chen Zhouhe said in a low voice , but every word pokes my heart, "Your words and deeds are a certainty. Whether you want to apologize or make up for something is superfluous to me. There is no real empathy in the world. You have not experienced those sufferings, nor can you You will understand my feelings, your apology or all your actions now are ultimately for yourself, for yourself, you can say to your conscience in the dead of night, 'It's okay, I've already apologized'."

Xie Gui's frothy hands stopped, and his stooped figure made him look like a puppy that was kicked out of the house.

Chen Zhouhe felt extremely helpless to him and to meeting him today. He escaped Xie Gui's search for more than two years, but he never expected to meet him in a teahouse by accident.

Now that we have to face it, Chen Zhouhe has no habit of avoiding it.

He continued: "I am living a very good life now, and I have my own life. Maybe I will meet my beloved and form a family in the near future. I heard from my grandma that you have done a lot in the company in the past two years. She is very proud of you, and I am also very relieved that I have been used to you for so many years and did not raise you. It has been two years, and you and I have a life trajectory that we don’t know about each other. Let go of those bad debts in the past. If you want to apologize, frankly speaking, I won't accept it, but I won't blame you either, love and hate are very troublesome things, and I don't want to waste my emotions on you."

He said these words to a greater extent to persuade Xie Gui to give up his obsession with him. After all, the Xie family was kind to him. Chen Zhouhe might not be able to be generous enough to forgive before joining the world of mortals, but he also didn't want to go to the point where he couldn't end it.

Xie Gui listened quietly all the time, with her head slightly lowered, her neck bone protruding slightly under the flesh, her face hidden in the shadows.

Chen Zhouhe didn't know how much he listened to these words, but he didn't want to say more after talking about it.

"Brother, I understand what you said, and I know it's too late for you to apologize, but I still want to say sorry to you," Xie Gui sniffled, "I have been in the company for the past two years. , lived the life you used to, and I realized that it was not easy for you. You are right. Maybe my apology is just for my own comfort. It has no other effect on you, but I... I still Distressed..."

His voice gradually became more choked, and Chen Zhouhe was still leaning against the door, his expression showing no emotion.

Xie Gui seldom cries, at least in Chen Zhouhe's memory. He may really regret it, but it doesn't mean anything.

The 15-minute alarm clock rang, Chen Zhouhe glanced at it, and took Xie Gui to the infusion room.

There were not many people in the infusion room, and they arrived after a short queue.The nurse raised her eyelids and took a look. While injecting medicine into the needle, she ordered Xie Gui to roll up her sleeves.

The first time was two needles, one in each arm.

Chen Zhouhe was a little afraid of needles, so he didn't dare to look elsewhere.

Soon after, a couple came up. The wife helped her husband hold the bottle, and it seemed that she was going to pull out the needle.The child was playing with balloons in the corner, surrounded by parents who were giving infusions, and gently told him to be quiet.

The second arm was quickly slapped, but the nurse had a little trouble.

Xie Gui's sleeves are very wide, and she could use the other hand to lift up the sleeves when she was using the first hand, but now she can't lift the other hand just after the injection, and the cuff of the remaining one keeps falling down .

"That..." The nurse called Chen Zhouhe hesitantly, "You are together, right? Can you lift his cuff, I can't do it here."

Chen Zhouhe glanced at the couples queuing up behind him, then met Xie Gui's gaze at him, reached out to help him lift up his cuffs, and put his hands on his shoulders.

The nurse successfully applied the iodine tincture to prepare the needle.

Chen Zhouhe's cuff was pulled.

He met Xie Gui's eyes with some doubts, and Xie Gui asked him: "Do you live in a teahouse at night?"

Chen Zhouhe asked him back: "Otherwise?"

There is a room on the top floor of the tea house, which is his bedroom, and most people don't know it.

"Hmm..." Xie Gui failed in the awkward chat, and tried to find a topic, "Just now the doctor said that the injection will be given again in a week, are you here?"

"Depending on the situation, I may not be free. If I am not free, I will ask Xiao Zhao from the store to accompany you, and let him pay for the medical expenses first." How could Chen Zhouhe not understand what he was thinking.

Xiao Zhao?Xie Gui remembered that this person was the one Chen Zhouhe followed behind him and called "Brother" one by one when he went upstairs.

Just like him back then.

For two years, he didn't know anything about Chen Zhouhe's life. Xie Gui didn't know who he knew or what happened to him.

As he thought about it, his heart ached for no reason, his long eyelashes covered his eyes, he hummed and said nothing.

Chen Zhouhe inexplicably felt that he was wronged, but he couldn't tell where he was wronged.

The needle injection went well. The nurse gave some instructions and asked them to sit in the infusion room for half an hour to observe and observe before leaving.

Chen Zhouhe originally wanted to find a seat, but was stopped by Xie Gui: "I don't want to sit anymore, let's go."

He remembered that Chen Zhouhe didn't like the atmosphere of the hospital.

Chen Zhouhe raised the ending sound and hummed. Although he didn't understand Xie Gui's intentions, for him, going back to take a good bath and sleep at this moment is indeed much more comfortable than staying in the infusion room full of the smell of disinfectant .

He didn't think much, said "up to you", handed the case to Xie Gui and went out to drive.

The night was getting darker, and there were fewer people on the street when returning the same way, Chen Zhouhe wanted to send Xie Gui back to their residence, but Xie Gui declined.

They stayed at the hotel in the small town at the foot of the mountain, and Chen Zhouhe had to take a detour to send him off.

He refused Chen Zhouhe and didn't insist anymore, and drove back to the teahouse.

"You go back, remember not to take a bath within 24 hours." Chen Zhouhe turned off the fire and said to Xie Gui.

The teahouse was already closed, Xiao Zhao should have gone home, and lit a night light for him on the second floor.After Chen Zhouhe finished speaking, he planned to enter the door, and he didn't intend to stay with the guests, but when he turned around, Xie Gui grabbed his cuff.

"Brother," Xie Gui called, looking at him earnestly, as if mustering up his courage, "I know you want to hear these words, but I still want to beg you, can you...give me a chance, I think good for you."

Chen Zhouhe's wrist bones are slightly protruding, very round, like him.

The tea house opened in the middle of the mountain, the street is full of old bluestone bricks, there are few street lights, under the weak light, Chen Zhouhe couldn't see Xie Gui's expression clearly.

He withdrew his hand a little tiredly, looking unmoved.

"I'm a little tired, you go back first." After Chen Zhouhe finished speaking, he thought about it and said everything, "I've said everything I need to say. Since you know that I don't want to hear these words, then don't said."

Xie Gui's expression dimmed, and he hummed.

"You go to bed early, I... go first." He said.

"En." Chen Zhouhe responded perfunctorily, and closed the door of the teahouse in front of Xie Gui.

With a bang, it was locked.

Xie Gui stood downstairs for a long time, like a traveler who has been thirsty for several days in the desert seeing the clear spring, looking greedily at the occasional reflection of growth on the second floor window, he is probably hugging a cat, his figure is very gentle.

Finally found.

Xie Gui wiped his face, with a look of crying and laughing, he couldn't describe his mood, the two years of panic had finally settled, countless emotions were like hot magma, longing for an outlet.

He didn't know what time he was standing downstairs, and waited until the light went out, Han Ren called him, and Xie Gui woke up like a dream.

He picked up the phone and reluctantly turned and went down the mountain.

"Hey," Han Ren said lazily, "I heard you didn't go to Country E this holiday, what's the matter? Think about it?"

"No," Xie Gui touched his chest—his heart was beating fast, as if he hadn't recovered from meeting Chen Zhouhe today, "Han Ren, I saw him."

"Who?" Han Ren didn't react for a while, he took down the phone and looked at it, wondering, "That's right, I'm calling Xie Gui..."

Xie Gui ignored his teasing: "Chen Zhouhe! I saw Chen Zhouhe!"

There was silence for three seconds.

"Damn it?! Is it true?" Han Ren stuttered, "Where are you? No... Isn't he in country E? He came back? Or did you find it?"

"He's not in country E," Xie Gui calmed down. "Country E is probably just a cover. I saw his photo on a blogger's tweet two days ago. He was in a teahouse in a tourist attraction in District A. I thought He has been traveling in the country, and with the mentality of giving it a try, he followed the members of our club out for team building, but he did not expect Chen Zhouhe to be here all the time...he opened a teahouse, and I, we met today."

"Okay," Han Ren sighed. He was very clear about Xie Gui's search for Chen Zhouhe in the past two years, and it was sincere to find him this time. "Then what do you say, have you chatted?"

Xie Gui barely talked about what happened after meeting Chen Zhouhe.

"Damn it..." Han Ren was still immersed in their wonderful fate and didn't come back to his senses, "If you want me to say that you are destined to be destined by heaven, why don't you talk about it and take him down after meeting?"

Xie Gui was silent: "He doesn't want to see me now, I..."

"He doesn't want to see you, so why don't you go see him? Can you bear it?" Han Ren woke him up with a word, "Don't lie to yourself, if you are the kind who can let go, you know that the other party is doing well and don't bother The saint I Han Ren is written backwards, if you can't let go, go after it."

"You don't understand," Xie Gui said to him, with sad eyes, "Those things I did before...he now thinks that my appearance in front of him is a kind of disturbance, and I don't want him to be bothered."

"Then what are you going to do, just guard him like this, watch him spend two years with someone else, and completely kick you out of his life?" Han Ren asked.

Xie Gui: "..."

"Xie Gui, I'm your brother. I'll give you some tricks. If I were Chen Zhouhe's friend, even if it's just an ordinary friend, just the things you did..." Han couldn't help but talk about the past, "I was eight lifetimes ago Tell him to stay away from this fire pit of yours, you know? But who told me to put a brother like you on..."

"You have a solution?" Xie Gui raised his eyebrows and stopped even in his footsteps.

Han Ren sighed, and said sorry to Chen Zhouhe in his heart.

"Let me ask you, what is the main reason why Chen Zhouhe doesn't want to see you?"

"I used to treat him badly." Xie Gui said.

"Yes and no," Han Ren shook his head, "Think about it, didn't he tell you that he liked you before? In front of you, you were slapped and smashed. What do you say about other people's mood? To put it bluntly, everyone cares about their own contributions and rewards. Chen Zhouhe has done so much to you, and you Xie Gui brazenly took it for granted. As it should, of course he will be unbalanced..."

"...So I said, if you want to chase him back, you should go for it, and if he hates you, you should go for it too, so you can be obedient and talk, right? Coax! How did you treat him well when he was nice to you before, go ahead and catch up If he hates you, he won't be able to hate you anymore... He hates you now, whether it is your image in his eyes or that bastard you used to be, your first step is to change your image in his eyes... "

Xie Gui couldn't wait to take a note with a piece of paper: "Wait... just wait!"

Han Ren stopped:?

"I'll start a recording, just wait..." Xie Gui turned on the phone to record, with a serious face, "You continue."

Han Ren: Is this fucking retarded?

Suddenly I felt even more sorry for Chen Zhouhe.

"...Do you want me to teach you how to treat people well? You can give him whatever he likes. The most important thing is the thought of what you give. Isn't there a good saying, in the world of adults, who saves time and money? Whoever gives you will really love you..."

"You can learn what kind of food he likes, you can help him when he is in trouble, you can give it to him when he wants to go home, and if he turns his head around and likes you one day, you can wash it yourself and send him to bed... "

Han Ren said again: "Don't say you don't have a chance to meet, doesn't he open a teahouse, businessmen can't drive away customers, you go to spend every day, you go to boost his performance, so I don't believe he doesn't see you ..."

Xie Gui went down the mountain while repeating silently in her heart, Chen Zhouhe didn't know what was going on in his mind at all, and still had a headache for Lan Xiuzhi's request.

That night, neither of them slept well, and finally at dawn, Chen Zhouhe made a decision.

The last time I called, Xie Baozhen told him that Lan Xiuzhi's condition was stable and very good, and Xie Gui didn't seem to need any help from him at the moment. Now that he left Xie's house, he was an outsider, so it was not easy to get along with her. and the Xie family.

And looking at Xie Gui's posture yesterday, if he agrees to this matter, it is estimated that he and Xie Gui will be even more confused.

Next time I find a chance to visit Lan Xiuzhi, by the way, please decline in person...

Although Han Ren gave Xie Gui the idea, and he thought about it thousands of times in his heart, he still hesitated every time he wanted to take action.

He is timid towards Chen Zhouhe, like a wanderer who hasn't returned to his hometown for a long time, probably because he has repeatedly chewed on the past two years, which made him really lose the courage to face Chen Zhouhe's tired and disappointed expression.

After dawdling for a week, the two had to meet.

There is a lot of traffic today, Xiao Zhao is too busy in the store, Chen Zhouhe is not a coy person, so he has to take Xie Gui to the hospital in person, and when he is about to go out, he wakes up and doesn't know what kind of madness he has, and keeps going The son bit Chen Zhouhe's trousers and turned his belly to act like a baby.

Chen Zhouhe was always so indulgent towards Xingxing, he picked it up and put it in the back seat without too much trouble.

"Brother." Seeing him, Xie Gui obediently called out.

Before Chen Zhouhe could speak, Xing Xing in the back seat meowed, licked his paws, and looked at the two-legged beast warily.

"En." Chen Zhouhe responded and started the car.

"This is your cat, so cute." Xie Gui recalled what Han Ren taught, and looked at Xingxing pretending to be surprised, "What's its name?"

"Wake up." Chen Zhouhe turned the steering wheel twice and glanced at him.

Xie Gui looked puzzled: "I didn't sleep."

"..." Chen Zhouhe stopped in front of the traffic light and waited for the red light, his expression was like looking at a mentally retarded person, "It wakes up."

"Ah..." Xie Gui was stunned for a moment, and nodded pretending to understand, "It sounds good, it sounds good."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Xingxing's head with a kind expression on his face.

Chen Zhouhe caught a glimpse of the airplane ear awake from the rearview mirror, and grabbed Xie Gui's hand: "Don't touch it."

His tone was a little cold, and Xie Gui was at a loss when he heard it, so he could only withdraw his hand in embarrassment, looking at Chen Zhou and Xingxing.

The atmosphere fell silent for a while.

After Hong waited, Chen Zhouhe started the car again, and explained a little more rarely: "It doesn't like being touched by strangers. If you are caught, I will take you for three more vaccinations."

"It's okay, the doctor said last time, after this vaccination, if I get scratched or bitten within half a year, I don't need to get any more injections, I can clean it myself... the wound will be fine." Xie Gui explained, the second half The voice of the sentence became lower and lower under Chen Zhouhe's eyes.

Chen Zhouhe was quite speechless, and had nothing to say to him for a while.

This is the first time I have encountered a rabies vaccine as an invincible golden body.

The injection went smoothly this time, and it was still noon when the two came out of the hospital.Just as he stepped out of the hospital gate, Chen Zhouhe's cell phone rang.

The call prompt is... Lan Xiuzhi?

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